The days passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was Duanyang.

Duanyang is also a lively day, and the most anticipated thing is naturally dragon boat racing. But Li Xin doesn't have to look forward to it, because she definitely can't go on such a day.

In fact, she has never seen the dragon boat race in the capital, although she can see it in previous years, but it is not in the capital. I really don't know how grand the dragon boat race in the capital is! The Lantern Festival capital is so much more lively than other places, and the dragon boat race must be very interesting.

However, she is pregnant, and now that her belly is getting bigger and bigger, naturally no one will agree to her going to such a crowded place. But although she wanted to see it, she didn't really want to go, and she knew that it was not suitable for her to go to such a crowded place now.

Although she is now a precious person, she doesn't need to squeeze with people, but she can sail the ship carefully, and it is naturally better to be more careful now.

Fortunately, I made all kinds of zongzi in the house, but I can still eat zongzi. In fact, there are not many people in the house to watch the dragon boat race, so the prince and the princess naturally don't go. However, the juniors are still more interested in this, that is, the juniors organize it.

Yin Yuling also went, but he didn't go with the princes and county lords in the mansion.

When she returned home in the evening, Yin Yuling hurried to Dongyuan to talk to Li Xin about today's dragon boat race.

"It's really lively! My sister-in-law didn't go to see it this year, but next year, my sister-in-law can go with my brother to see it! The dragon boat race in the capital is still very interesting. Yin Yuling told Li Xin about what she saw and heard in the dragon boat race, and Li Xin was also a little fascinated.

Truly. I didn't see it this year, but next year, she should be able to walk with the dust.

It is really not easy for a mother to give birth to a child. When you are pregnant with a child, you must do everything with the child first, and you will think about whether it will hurt the child and whether it will be good for the child before doing anything. When you have a child, you can't do a lot of things, but you will endure it willingly. Because of the child, I don't feel sorry.

In fact, every mother who is pregnant with a child, when she is pregnant. It's all with infinite expectations! I will think about what my child will look like when he is born and what he will look like when he grows up. It's a wonderful feeling to be overjoyed by a small gesture in the womb.

Because she was pregnant with this child, she suddenly stopped resenting the mother in her previous life. In a past life. She really resented it. resented her parents, why did they give birth to her but didn't love her, but threw her to her grandparents.

Parents like that are really vain fathers and mothers. How could she really not be resentful, even if she gradually cared less about it, but the resentment in her heart had not disappeared. In fact, if you think about it carefully, they don't really love her at all, at least they have worked hard to get her daughter back.

It's just that it's too late. She has long passed the age when she needs her parents, and she has her own independent thoughts.

When the child is young. It is the most important to need the love of parents, and at that time it will be very clingy to parents, and some parents may still feel that their children are clingy and a little annoying. But at that time, many parents didn't know that their children were clingy for just a few years.

Children will grow up, and once they grow up, they will slowly feel a little estranged from their parents, at least not as close as they were when they were children. Parents will turn around and want to get close to their children, but they find that it is not so easy.

As they grow up, children will have some of their own private affairs and some of their own little secrets, which are not easy to tell their elders.

For example, a child's first love is something that many elders don't know. It's not that the elders really don't care much about the children, so they don't know, it's just that children often like to talk about such things with their friends, but they don't tell their parents. Some are ashamed to speak up, and some are afraid of the punishment of their elders.

She was never close to her parents when she was a child, but when she grew up, where was it so easy to get close! She couldn't find the right way to get along with them, so she didn't get along very much, running away, avoiding ......

So the more they wanted to get closer to her, the more they avoided her.

Even at the end of her life, she didn't think much about them. In her eyes, after all, only her grandparents are her real relatives. Every time she thinks about her parents, she complains a little.

Until now, in fact, she really didn't resent them at all. At least when my mother was pregnant with her, she should have been looking forward to her arrival! In this case, what is she to resent? At least they didn't have any feelings for her, and they didn't know what would happen to them if they learned of her death.

All these years had passed, and the number of times she thought of them seemed to be growing again.

It turns out that mothers are often the most forgiving people, and as long as the things in this world are not heinous, there is nothing that cannot be forgiven!

"Sister-in-law, what are you thinking? Still want to be so obsessed? Yin Yuling shook Li Xin's arm. Li Xin suddenly came back to his senses.

"I suddenly remembered some things from the past, and although it had been many years, I still lost my mind when I remembered it." Li Xin smiled slightly, and she suddenly felt that her heart was a lot brighter.

All the wishful or unsatisfactory is really in the past, and there is no need to always care, live well, and live your life well, in fact, this is the most important thing. Presumably, those people in the previous life didn't want her to worry too much about the past, no matter what happened, the days would pass after all.

Even if there is some sadness because of her death, it is nothing, and the sadness will always gradually dissipate. O man! It's still about looking forward.

Those who were once important in her life will live well, and it is really good. Those people will live happily and happily in old age.

"Since it's a long time ago, sister-in-law shouldn't always think about it. It will get better and better in the future. ”

"Yes! It's going to get better and better, and we're all going to get better and better. Li Xin patted Yin Yuling on the shoulder. Today is already Duanyang, and it is almost a good day for the prince to ascend the throne, I don't know if everything will go well. She always felt that it was too unusual for the third prince to be quiet.

If you want that position, you won't let it go easily! I'm afraid that the good days will not be so peaceful!

"It should go well! Someone is carefully patrolling together, and there shouldn't be anything going on. This is a great day for the whole country to celebrate! The imperial grandmother knew about it, and she was afraid that she was also relieved. ”

"The Imperial Grandmother will be very pleased." Li Xin agreed, but he was still a little worried.

Whether it will be smooth or not, in the end, will only be known after the end. (To be continued......)