Chapter 113: Tenderness
Between heaven and earth, it was quiet in an instant!
Jiang Shiyun was stunned all of a sudden!
Her face was tightly pressed against this clean and warm chest, and she only felt that her worries and grievances seemed to disappear all at once.
It turns out, it turns out, it feels so good to be loved! It is beautiful to let her forget about crying, forget about sourness, and forget about qiē!
She pressed her head against his broad and powerful chest, and only felt a heart calm in an instant.
He Lin quietly hugged the little woman in his arms, his chin gently rubbed the black hair on the top of her head, smelling the fragrance of her hair, and feeling that his empty heart was filled at once.
The great happiness and satisfaction made him want to hold her like this forever, and made him want to have her for the rest of his life!
knew that it would not be good for her to do this, but he was still reluctant and didn't want to let go!
knew that he shouldn't give her hope, but he still couldn't help it, and when he saw her crying, he had an impulse, which made him hot-headed, and he couldn't remember his mission and responsibilities anymore!
People like him shouldn't have feelings. This was the case in the previous life, but in this life, I don't know why, he just can't control himself, he just wants to take her into his arms and kiss Fangze!
The two of them hugged so quietly, completely forgetful, and it seemed that there were only the two of them left in heaven and earth.
The lead-gray sky was full of dark clouds, and the cold wind blew from the treetops, bringing a biting wind chill.
But Jiang Shiyun didn't feel it at all, she only felt that his heartbeat was very powerful, like a heavy hammer, slamming on her heart every time.
She snuggled up to him a little greedily, though his big hands were firmly on the back of her head. She couldn't move, but she knew how much she longed for this embrace. How nostalgic for this chest!
If she didn't want to, she had a way to break free of this embrace, but she didn't feel repulsed at all.
She leaned against his chest, her heart aching.
She is about to marry a woman, and his backyard concubines are like clouds, and she is obviously the most unlikely two people. At the moment, they hugged each other.
If this had been left in a previous life, it might not be a big deal. But this is ancient times, and it is a feudal society that pursues the three outlines and five constants!
This way. Is it good or bad?
As if sensing the uneasiness in her arms, He Lin reached out and gently stroked the top of her hair, her voice no longer clear, indescribably low and sexy.
"Yun'er. Don't be afraid. One qiē has me! ”
Jiang Shiyun didn't know what it was like in her heart when she heard this, why couldn't he marry her if he protected her so much?
From his eyes, she clearly saw a full tenderness, which was so unforgettable that she couldn't forget it.
His deep and dark eyes are only filled with feelings that are different from the cold and alienation of the past when facing her.
She's a healer. He also has a good understanding of psychology and knows what this kind of gaze represents.
She's 100% sure. He has affection for her, and it's the kind of affection that deeply wants to have her for the rest of his life!
But she just couldn't figure out why he pushed her to others again and again?
First Geng San, then Zhao Zhe, but not himself!
At this moment, she felt that if he could propose marriage to her, she would not hesitate to agree and be her bride willingly.
But he had never confessed to her, and he had never had such intentions.
What is this coming out for?
Jiang Shiyun was really confused.
He Lin hugged the person in his arms tightly, and he was a little anxious when he couldn't get a response from her for a long time.
Although they are not together every day, he also deeply understands how strong her heart is under her weak appearance!
At this point, she must be struggling with contradictions, just like him, right?
He didn't dare to speak, just quietly hugged her, praying that time would pass slowly, slowly!
But time still passed minute by minute, and such a beautiful moment was finally over.
Jiang Shiyun struggled for a while, but slowly raised her head from her arms and met his affectionate and worried eyes.
"Let me go." She said calmly, without the slightest pretension.
He Lin slowly let go of his hand and let her out of his embrace.
The moment she left her embrace, he only felt that his heart, which had just been filled, was suddenly emptied.
He just stood there dumbfounded, with his hands not knowing where to put them!
A single hug would give him such great satisfaction, but once she left, he was like a walking corpse, and even his soul flew with her.
How should I live a life like this? Will he have to suffer so much for the rest of his life?
But if King Yan does not ascend to the throne for a day, and the imperial power is not clear for a day, he can't thirst for affection.
He couldn't ask her to wait for him, who knows if it would be ten or twenty years or a lifetime?
She has the right to enjoy her own life, and she has the right to talk about marriage and have children!
It's just that marrying Song Hui, he really can't rest assured.
Even if she was not as weak and pitiful as he had seen in his previous life, but so strong and capable, he was worried about dying.
She hasn't married Song Hui yet, he's like this.
If she did get married, what would he do?
Hesitating, he still couldn't help but ask, "Do you have to marry Song Hui?" ”
Jiang Shiyun raised her eyes and glared at him in wonder, what did he mean by this? Who is this trying to push her to? Is it Geng San, Zhao Zhe, or someone else?
"If you get married, you can save my mother's life." She said lightly, her eyes were like joy and sadness, and she couldn't tell what it meant, "Anyway, it's the same for anyone to marry, as long as it's a man!" ”
She said that it is the same for everyone to marry, and she said that it is a man?
He Lin was about to go crazy, what did she mean by that? Self-deprecation or desirelessness?
This qiē was caused by him, wasn't it?
He saw his beloved like this, why couldn't he be happy at all?
What does it mean when she says that?
She doesn't have any thoughts about other men, and she doesn't love anymore.
His heart was clenched together in pain, and the two thick black sword eyebrows were tightly twisted together.
"You shouldn't be like this, you have to live a good life!" He struggled to spit out these two sentences, not knowing how to comfort her.
Can't give her what she wants, and he's worried about her future, is he still a fucking man?
He secretly scolded himself, his hands clenched tightly into fists, eager to punch himself to death.
"Okay, it's time to go, and the city gate will be closed if you don't go through it." However, Jiang Shiyun has calmed down after Fang Cai's play.
He Lin was at a loss to know whether to get on his horse or walk, and cautiously looked at Jiang Shiyun.
When Jiang Shiyun saw him like this, she couldn't help but feel sour: such a murderous and ruthless and arrogant person was so careless in front of her, which shows how much he cares about her. But why didn't he dare to marry her?
The circles under my eyes were red, and there was a salty liquid that wanted to fall.
She raised her hand to block it with her sleeve, barely suppressing the tears in her eyes, and she said calmly with a slightly nasal voice, "Let's ride a horse, the road is too far, and people will not be able to go late." ”
He Lin could hear the change in her voice, but he didn't dare to persuade him, for fear that he would be self-defeating and make her sad again.
He was like holding a beautiful glass cup, holding it so carefully and so apprehensively. (To be continued......)
PS: I wish you all a happy Dragon Boat Festival! Forgive me for being too late again. I'm busier than I am at work on holidays.