Chapter 222: Disheartened
"Gu Yu, you go to the doctor and ask, can you transfer me and Sunshine to the same ward? This way it will also be easy for you to take care of. Li Yunfeng whispered to her.
"No, I don't need to take care of it." Sunshine covered his head in the quilt and said angrily: "I'm not used to living in the same room with others, it's inconvenient." โ
Li Yunfeng sighed: since he came in, she hadn't said a word to him, nor did she look at him squarely. He could see that she was angry, but what could he do?
"I'll ask the nurse if I have any injections in the afternoon." Gu Yu also saw that there was something wrong between the two of them just now, and when he saw that he wanted to speak and stopped, he found an excuse and went out, and brought them to the door.
"Sunshine, I'm sorry, I was bad yesterday." Li Yunfeng pulled open the sunshine quilt and whispered, "It's me who has caused you trouble." โ
Sunshine was not used to being looked at by him so condescendingly, so she had to sit up with that still intact hand, looked at him, and said coldly: "You don't need to apologize, I brought it all on myself." โ
Li Yunfeng had never seen her so indifferent, thinking that he was too much yesterday, he had to explain softly: "Sunshine, I know you suffered yesterday, I apologize to you, but you-"
"But I'm a girl, right?" Sunshine raised her head and stared at him coldly, "It's because I'm a girl...... No girl wants to be so wolf in front of a man, do you think I can bear anything with thick steel...... But I am also a human being, and I am flesh and blood. Not all kinds of pain and humiliation can be bearable. I'm not afraid of death, but there is also a feeling that life is better than death, remembering the ghost look of the wolf bรจi I looked like in front of you yesterday, I really wish I was dead instead of listening to your apology here! โ
Li Yunfeng looked at her appearance. With a pain in his heart, he stepped forward to grab her injured hand, and Sunshine endured the pain and moved away.
"Sunshine, I-"
"I really just wanted you to save me yesterday, do you think I'm going to get pestered by an accident and can't get rid of you? You said that our brothers could trust their lives with each other, and I believed it, I never thought that you would not save me......" Sunshine turned his head and whispered, "Forget it." It's all gone, don't say anything. โ
If you continue to talk about it, I'm afraid you won't even be able to do it. Both of them know what happened yesterday. That peach blossom bewitches people's minds, and when the person in the Gu is poisonous, he must think of the person he thinks about the most, and he reads the name of another person. And in her heart, she had him in her eyes.
If it weren't for the Gu yesterday. She didn't know her mind yet, she didn't know when she couldn't leave him, and she didn't want to know; And he would rather let her suffer from the Gu worm's heart again and again than give her a glimmer of hope, and even avoided it bitterly, his attitude was already very clear: even if she died, he would not give her a chance to delusional.
It's good to know each other, it's not interesting to pierce this layer of window paper.
Li Yunfeng knew that he had broken her heart, and he was speechless: he should have suffered the pain of heart-devouring yesterday. She didn't want to suffer for him, and in the end he treated her like that. No matter how much he said, it was just an apology, and even he felt that it was too light.
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At this time, Shen Ling and Gongsun Jing were already galloping on the way home, the scenery outside the window was very good, and Shen Ling's mood was relaxed.
"It's so rare to be able to go home for a weekend and be tossed around here by them." She pouted and said, "I seem to be a little unhappy when I see the sunshine, she seems to be angry with Uncle Yunfeng." โ
Gongsun Jing smiled: Although the sunshine has the grace to save his life, he has only seen her a handful of times, and he doesn't want to see it often: he is exactly the same as Gongsun Yan, and for both of them, they are deliberately avoiding memories. But Lingling was very worried about her, so when she heard that she was in trouble, she didn't even bother to go on a date with him and rushed here, but he had no choice but to follow.
"It's not surprising that she's angry, that way of unraveling Gu is really perverted, how can she stand it as a girl?" He said with a smile: "But Li Yunfeng has his own reasons for doing things, so don't be distressed." โ
"But he usually loves the sun, so it's unreasonable for her." Shen Ling stretched out his hand from the co-pilot, pinched his chin, and asked him curiously, "If it were you, would you be willing to treat me like that?" I really want to lure that Gu worm to me and see how you react. โ
Gongsun Jing sneered and laughed: "Of course I can't bear it." After a pause, he said, "If the Gu worms are smart, they won't have time to see Miss Shen fleeing for their lives, and they will be called unlucky if they are caught by you!" โ
"I hate you!" Shen Ling feigned anger and said, "I'll tell you seriously! โ
"I'm serious too." Gongsun Jing turned his head to look at her, and said seriously: "There is no Peach Blossom Gu, we can also try it, rest assured that I will not disappoint you." โ
"Gongsun Jing, you pervert!" Shen Ling stretched out his small fist and slapped his shoulder in shame and annoyance, and Gongsun Jing laughed: "Don't move, I'm driving!" โ
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Gu Yu changed Li Yunfeng to the ward next door to the sunshine, which was also convenient to take care of. Although Li Yunfeng and Sunshine both said that they were just minor injuries and would be raised for two days, the doctor said very strictly, so she didn't dare to take it lightly.
Their dinner is her own pot of black chicken and red date soup, black chicken and red dates, with tonifying Chinese medicinal materials, plus water with a casserole on the fire simmered for an afternoon, put into a small bowl, the fragrance of the medicine, the soup to the mouth but the aroma is overflowing, only a strong meat-fragrant jujube fragrance, there is no bitter taste of Chinese medicine.
"It took a lot of effort to make this soup, didn't it?" Li Yunfeng took the spoon in Gu Yu's hand and said softly: "I can eat it myself, you go and take care of the sunshine, her hands are inconvenient." โ
"The sun is still asleep, I have left it for her, warm, and she can eat it when she wakes up." Gu Yu said with a smile: "Yunfeng, I just met you not long ago. I don't know anything about you, but I can see that Sunshine cares about you and you care about her. โ
Li Yunfeng smiled bitterly: "When I found her, she was only seventeen years old, and at that time she was full of pride and ambition to save the world, bold and full of sense of justice; She is different from ordinary girls, she is smarter and stronger, she will not cry when she is injured multiple times, she will only smile and say it doesn't matter. When I told her that we were brothers who could be entrusted with life and death, and that we were the closest people in the world, she was convinced. She has suffered too much with me in the past two years, and not only this time? It's just that she carried it by herself in the past, but this time she couldn't bear it. Yesterday's incident is all to blame me, it was I who believed in the Peach Blossom Demon, it was originally me who was in the Gu, she lured the Gu worm to herself in order to save me, and the Gu worm had no way to change it back if she changed the host, I could only exorcise the Gu for her. I was very confused at the time, doing all of that was subconscious, and I knew how to make her relieve her pain, but I didn't know why I was unwilling, I was afraid that I would be confused for a while. Between my unwillingness and her pain, I chose to make her miserable, and in the end it was my selfishness. As he spoke, he suddenly felt a wall in his heart: all along, there is no distinction between him and Sunshine, they always stand on the same side, thinking with one brain, but every time at a critical moment, he suddenly distinguishes very clearly, but she always trusts him unconditionally. (To be continued......)