Chapter 036, self-knowledge
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Zhou Zhiqing's sleepiness was all driven away by Yan Zhenrui's words. She watched Yan Zhenrui lie down and prepare to rest, and her mind was still spinning in circles: What did the prince say just now? Oh, rest, meaning he's going to rest. Since he's going to rest, it's none of her business.
Well, she's resting too.
But what did he mean by his last words? She won't have to go again? If she doesn't leave, where will she rest?
She stared at Yan Zhenrui's broad and sturdy shoulders, frowned and thought: He said that he would sleep when he slept, and just now he said that not everyone can fall asleep standing like her, but he is not much better than her.
He didn't ask anyone to arrange a dormitory for her.
This, why don't she go out and ask herself?
Zhou Zhiqing walked out in a tangled way, but heard Yan Zhenrui ask, "Where are you going?" ”
"Ugh." Zhou Zhiqing turned around, stared at his back and said, "I, I want to ask, where I slept tonight." ”
"Snort." Yan Zhenrui turned around lazily, and there was a little smile in his dark eyes: "Are you really stupid or fake stupid?" This king has said that you should rest here, but you don't want to? Isn't that what you've always wanted to achieve? ”
"I ......" asked Zhou Zhiqing to admit that she had indeed always thought so, it seemed that her eyelids were too shallow, her scheming was too deep, and her Taoism was not enough, she had already been seen by others, which was too embarrassing. But if you don't admit it, Yan Zhenrui pushed the boat down the river and said: Oh, since that's the case, then you better go back.
Didn't you lose your wife and soldiers in vain?
Yan Zhenrui couldn't see Zhou Zhiqing's entanglement, and went straight to the ultimatum: "If you want to sleep, hurry up, and if you don't sleep, hurry up." ”
Although the one in front is impatient, the result is good, and the one in the back is simply disgusted. She still doesn't want the grace he gave, isn't that looking for death?
Zhou Zhiqing put his heart sideways: Whatever, there is a bed to sleep on tonight. She replied slowly: "Yes, I'll hurry up." He ran over in three or two steps, and carefully walked from his feet to the inside of the couch.
Yan Zhenrui didn't take her in the mouth like a tiger, but let her go mercifully. Zhou Zhiqing closed her eyes, tensed her body, and lay down for a long time, but she didn't see Yan Zhenrui move a little, so she breathed a sigh of relief.
But she couldn't sleep again. Happiness comes so easily, how can she have a feeling of unsteadiness? In the past, I took all good things for granted, but the family had changed, and misfortune became commonplace, and occasionally gave her a little surprise, and she was only left with surprise, and she didn't know what joy tasted like for a long time.
Zhou Zhiqing tossed and turned, and she didn't feel sleepy. She thought, probably because she was used to sleeping alone, and now that there was a man by her side, he was still a very threatening man, and it was reasonable that she couldn't sleep.
Although it was still quite cool at night at the end of spring, Zhou Zhiqing felt a little hot. Without him, it was the heat emanating from Yan Zhenrui's body.
She couldn't sleep, so she turned over and secretly looked at Yan Zhenrui.
His sleeping face was very quiet, like a big boy.
The carved facial features seemed to have some mysterious magic in the shadows, and Zhou Zhiqing couldn't help but want to reach out and touch it several times. She had never looked at Yan Zhenrui so unscrupulously, but she didn't expect him to be a ...... Well, pretty man.
Unconsciously, Zhou Zhiqing's face turned red.
With Yan Zhenrui, there must have been only pain and grievances at first, but gradually, she seemed to enjoy it a little...... Uh, not that kind of enjoyment, it's ...... Zhou Zhiqing pinched her blushing face, and reluctantly admitted that Yan Zhenrui was a man who was very easy to make people's hearts move.
He is not good at talking about love, but occasionally he will be very gentle, but this gentleness makes him more and more charming. Then there is the fact that he is a real man, and there is no woman who does not desire to be attracted and conquered by such a man.
It's just that these are too short-lived, and she can only see them when the two are intimate, but she is greedy for the beauty of this moment, and for this moment, she is willing to give up the warm past and the slim future.
The result of tossing and turning back and forth was that I slept early the next morning.
Zhou Zhiqing opened her eyes, the sky was bright, and there was naturally no one around her, the sheets where Yan Zhenrui had been lying were flat, and there was no temperature, and she didn't know if it was her hallucinations or her imagination that he slept next to her last night.
Xianzhi and Xianling blushed and dressed Zhou Zhiqing, and said with a secret smile: "The prince is really fond of the girl, and the slaves and maids have never seen the prince treat anyone like this......"
Zhou Zhiqing said disapprerovingly: "You are exalting me too much." ”
Seeing that she didn't believe it, Xian Zhi was anxious to verify this fact: "It's true, there has never been anyone around the prince who can rest in this dormitory, and you are the first one." For fear that Zhou Zhiqing would not believe it, he stretched out his slender index finger and shook it in front of Zhou Zhiqing's eyes.
Zhou Zhiqing stared at the slender white index finger, and her heart twisted, thinking about the scene of the next morning when she first went to bed.
At that time, she was still in pain after a night's rest, but there was a different kind of love in the pain. After all, it was a memorable moment for her, as she went from a young girl to a young woman.
At that time, Xian Ling and Xianzhi also said congratulations, but she could only blush and bow her hand. She Shun Xianzhi: "Lord, he, how many princesses does he have?" ”
Xianzhi said: "There is not a single princess. ”
"So, how many like me?" She bit her lip, looking at Xianzhi with pity and expectation, nervousness and worry. Xianzhi smiled: "Not a single one." ”
"How is that possible?" Zhou Zhiqing didn't believe it.
Xianzhi nodded heavily: "It's true, there is no one, the prince is the son of the noble concubine, how can anyone approach lightly?" It's a blessing for a girl......"
Zhou Zhiqing asked again: "When did I come back yesterday?" What about the prince? ”
The fairy spirit said openly: "The fourth watch is only a little bit, it was the prince who asked someone to send the girl back, and he didn't come." ”
Zhou Zhiqing was stunned and a little disappointed.
Xian Zhi comforted: "The prince has business to be busy, and no one is allowed to spend the night in his dormitory, no matter how late it is, no matter how late it is, ......" That is to say, this is the rule, and no one is exceptional.
Zhou Zhiqing was sad and a little lucky. But she gradually realized that Yan Zhenrui was just like a bed-warming concubine to her. No matter who she is, no matter how beautiful she is, no matter how much he likes her, he will not change anything for her, and she, whether she loves or not, can only look up at him like a slave, and can never love him, treat him, look at him, and be with him like his wife or his woman.
The words are still in his ears, and the scene is also vivid, Zhou Zhiqing will naively think that Yan Zhenrui has explained something by breaking the example for himself.
She sneered twice, and said to Xian Ling and Xian Zhi: "The two sisters are so humorous. ”