Chapter 232: Each is depressed
Listening to Qiu Zichuan, he didn't talk about divorce with himself at all, let alone explain the words in the morning, he was angered Qu Mengmeng, and at the same time, because of extreme disappointment, his tone was very cold!
Moreover, as soon as these words came out, even Qu Mengmeng himself was cold! Even Qu Mengmeng himself didn't expect that he would ask so bluntly!
Of course, Qiu Zichuan seemed to be stunned on the phone!
"I'll be back in about half a month!"
After a while, Qiu Zichuan did not answer Qu Mengmeng's question. After saying that, he hung up the phone!
"You!"
But in the microphone there was already the memory of "Drip! Drip! "Busy sound, helpless! Qu Mengmeng had no choice but to put down the phone angrily.
If you say that the thinking caused by Hu Li's words just now, the starting point is to explore where the root cause of the love change between herself and Qiu Zichuan lies! Then it is not difficult to see that in Qu Mengmeng's heart, such a starting point is fundamentally to restore his relationship with Qiu Zichuan. But at this time, Qiu Zichuan was still indifferent and turned a deaf ear, and even ignored his most direct question! In an instant, in addition to the anger in Qu Mengmeng's heart, he felt a sudden and infinite chill!
And, a feeling that I really want to drift away is also beginning to permeate my heart!
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At this time, after ending the call with Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan, who had already gotten off the company's office building, had a different situation in his heart.
Coming to the foyer of the building, Qiu Zichuan saw that all the people accompanying him were waiting here, Qiu Zichuan raised his hand slightly, and all the personnel got into their respective cars. Qiu Zichuan and the members of the head office team who went downstairs to see him off said goodbye briefly, and then got into his car.
On this trip, Qiu Zichuan not only brought the two deputy CEOs of the head office in charge of field business and financial audit, but also brought relevant staff. Moreover, the head office had issued a notice to several of them a month ago, in the name of a year-end routine work inspection.
And in Qiu Zichuan's heart, the real purpose of this business trip is to hand over a complete class!
New Year's Day is coming soon, as soon as New Year's Day passes, the city will hold two sessions, the main leaders of the city have said hello, and the province will arrange an inspection of itself in the near future. If there is no accident, this time the municipal government is changing, I will go to the post of deputy mayor, and my life will usher in a new milestone!
Today's Fangyu Group has already become the main fleet of the economic development of the waterfront city, and has long occupied an absolutely indispensable position in the profit and tax contribution of the entire waterfront city.
Thinking of handing over a complete class, Qiu Zichuan wanted to go to the branches and investment projects of Fangyu Group Company in various places to see what problems still exist in the old business, whether the new projects are carried out solidly, how the branches and investment projects are operated and managed, especially whether there are still problems in the management of assets and finance. In fact, Qiu Zichuan started this work half a year ago, and this time he just wanted to comprehensively sort it out again and check it again. Qiu Zichuan wanted to leave his successor with no major flaws and a good platform conducive to further development. At the same time, it is also a clean family with good assets and finances!
Of course, deep in Qiu Zichuan's heart, he regards Fangyu Group Company as a work of art of his own that he has carefully created for nearly seven years! In his pursuit with Qiu Zichuan, he even thought that when he was about to leave it, this artwork could radiate a more brilliant light, and never let it be criticized for any defects and stains that could not be repaired and erased!
During this time, every time he thought that he was going to leave Fangyu Group, Qiu Zichuan's mood was complicated and emotional!
In the past seven years, we have painstakingly built a group company engaged in diversified operations with extremely uneven development and at the same time unable to find a way forward into a combined fleet that can ride the wind and waves in the tide of modern economy and always maintain steady operation. During this period, the development direction of the group company, the grasp of the pulse of the market, the development of key business areas, the flow and raising of funds, and the direction of the internal management and operation system have not brought too much pressure to Qiu Zichuan. is a complicated interpersonal relationship, and the intricate interests are decent, which once made Qiu Zichuan rack his brains and work hard! But in the end, with his own courage and wisdom, he stepped through one chop, crossed one beam after another, and bypassed countless deep and shallow ditches, so that Fangyu Group had today's situation!
The car drove out of the waterfront, looking at the deep winter scenery outside the car window, Qiu Zichuan couldn't help but start thinking in his heart!
Thinking about his experience over the years, thinking that he is about to move towards a higher realm in life, Qiu Zichuan can't help but think of his childhood and his teenage years. Subsequently, Qiu Zichuan thought of studying hard in the cold window of college, and thought of the first days when he started his life in Tanchi.
Looking back on the past, Qiu Zichuan, who has passed the age of forty in his life, can't help but feel a sense of vicissitudes in his heart!
Of course, when sighing at the progress of life and rejoicing in the harvest. Qiu Zichuan's heart was still filled with a trace of indelible pain!
That is the relationship between Qu Mengmeng and Xiao Yujiang!
Recalling the past, Qu Mengmeng's question on the phone, especially the cold tone that had never been before, Qiu Zichuan's heart couldn't help but start to fall into a trough again!
Over the past year, Qiu Zichuan has endured it in his heart, hidden it deeply, and tried his best to forget it. But now Qu Mengmeng filed for divorce, and even more so on the phone just now, when he heard that he was on a business trip, he answered the question, which made Qiu Zichuan's heart ache endlessly!
Divorce, that don't think about it. At least not until the mother is alive and the child is not living independently!
As for the sentence before leaving, Qu Mengmeng asked in a tone of accountability, "Who to take with you?" Presumably she was referring to Bai Xiaohua, she may have known it for a long time, but there was nothing to consider! There is nothing between himself and Bai Xiaohua that cannot be taken under the sun, and it will not be in the future!
But that's not the most important thing!
When he thought of Qu Mengmeng, whether it was intuition or reasoning, Qiu Zichuan's mind could not jump out of the private relationship between Qu Mengmeng and Xiao Yujiang that he insisted on!
At this moment, sitting alone in the back seat of the car, Qiu Zichuan's heart began to be entangled again.
But Qiu Zichuan always cared not about Qu Mengmeng's other love, but Qu Mengmeng's deception of himself! This is something that Qiu Zichuan thinks he will never understand, and he will never be able to forgive Qu Mengmeng!
Qiu Zichuan thinks that he is not the kind of man who can't afford to let go!
Even now, although deep in his heart, he is still full of deep love for Qu Mengmeng. But Qiu Zichuan always thinks that if you Qu Mengmeng falls in love with another man, then you should tell me! I will respect you! Even if I, Qiu Zichuan, endure great pain in my heart, I, Qiu Zichuan, will never take half a step to stop you from throwing yourself into the arms of your loved ones! And I'll continue to bless you as I did when I was your big brother!
But why are you deceiving me!
Also, this is a question that Qiu Zichuan can't figure out, that is, why is this person Xiao Yujiang and not someone else!
Is it just because your husband and his wife were once the first lovers? Could it be that you can't psychologically overcome this hurdle?
But it's not!
Shui Xiaolin told herself that she and her first love have always been hidden deep in her own heart, she has not said anything about her husband who first married, and she has not told Xiao Yujiang who has remarried. This shows that at least in Xiao Yujiang's heart, there is no such hurdle!
So is Qu Mengmeng himself?
It's not like that! I remember that when I told Qu Mengmeng about my first love with Shui Xiaolin, Qu Mengmeng's innocent eyes flashed, as if he was listening to a beautiful story, without any jealousy and jealousy!
Even if he came to the waterfront later and took Qu Mengmeng to get acquainted with Shui Xiaolin, Qu Mengmeng occasionally talked about Shui Xiaolin in front of him, and naively regarded Shui Xiaolin as a big sister who took care of herself, and often sighed sympathetically for Shui Xiaolin's lonely life! Of course, because she was firmly guarded, Shui Xiaolin had made all kinds of ulterior motives against her Qu Mengmeng, and she Qu Mengmeng was completely unaware of it.
But why?
If it is said that the first person Qu Mengmeng loved in his life was himself, why did the second person he loved be him Xiao Yujiang? How can it be my first love's current husband!
Why?
Qiu Zichuan has thought about this question countless times, but every time he thinks about it, Qiu Zichuan feels a kind of powerlessness, a kind of helplessness, and a deep feeling of speechless but inextricable pain!
Qiu Zichuan was puzzled! He even felt that this was a trick of fate, an irony of fate! It's for him, and Shui Xiaolin, it's a deliberate trick of fate for the two of them, a deliberate irony!
Why?
In the dark, Qiu Zichuan often sighed blankly!
Is this what people often call a cause? Could it be that between him, Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin, and of course her, Qu Mengmeng and Xiao Yujiang, there is still a cause in the dark?
Do people really have a past life and an afterlife? Is there really any cause and effect, what reincarnation there is in the past life and the next life?
Among these four people, who had an acquaintance with whom in a previous life, and who still has an agreement with whom in the afterlife? What's more, what is the cause and effect that entangles this love with other yin and yang?
Of course, no matter how many times Qiu Zichuan thought about such a question, he still couldn't solve it in the end!
For this reason, when he was alone, how many times, Qiu Zichuan lowered his head and thought hard! How many times, Qiu Zichuan looked up and shook his head and sighed speechlessly!
Therefore, Qiu Zichuan continued to choose to separate for more than a year! Therefore, for more than a year, Qiu Zichuan continued to choose indifference!
If Qu Mengmeng deceived himself, what made Qiu Zichuan feel was the humiliation of his personality. Then, the person Qu Mengmeng met and loved unexpectedly turned out to be Xiao Yujiang, or the person Xiao Yujiang abandoned everything and persistently pursued turned out to be Qu Mengmeng, which made Qiu Zichuan feel a kind of unprecedented in life, and I am afraid that it is difficult to break the inexplicable dazed in this life!
As for how much love Qu Mengmeng and Xiao Yujiang have between them, it doesn't matter anymore!
But what's the problem?
At this time, Qiu Zichuan once again remembered this question that he didn't know how many times he had thought about it, and he didn't know how many times Qu Mengmeng had thought about it today, and he was also thinking about it today.
"I'll sleep!"
Knowing that there would be no answers, thinking that he would have to conduct business as soon as he arrived at the destination, Qiu Zichuan wanted to rest for a while!
"Okay!"
After the driver answered Qiu Zichuan, he began to slow down slightly.
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