Chapter 229: Self-abandonment

Zhou Zhiqing held a fallen horse bun, dressed in a moon-white middle coat, and only wore a jacket outside, her eyebrows were condensed in the dim light, and there was a sense of confusion and trance that she did not know the fireworks in the world.

Yan Zhenrui was stunned for a long time and didn't speak, for fear that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would destroy the current atmosphere and make all the illusions empty.

Zhou Zhiqing's gaze touched his almost dull gaze, and quickly moved away, only asking Brother Xu, "What's wrong with Brother Xu?" ”

Brother Xu stretched out his arm to Zhou Zhiqing and said, "I want to pee—"

He was small, and his calves couldn't step into Yan Zhenrui's mountain, so he simply used his hands and feet to climb over him. He looked soft, but in fact, his elbows and knees were firm and tight, and Yan Zhenrui's injured place was crushed and pressed by him like this, and the painful cold sweat came out. Afraid that he would fall under the bed, Yan Zhenrui reached out and hugged Brother Xu'er's chubby little body.

Brother Xu also stopped strangely and glanced back at him, as if asking, who are you, what do you want to do?

Zhou Zhiqing took two steps forward, took Brother Xu'er, turned around and hugged him out.

Yan Zhenrui leaned on the head of the bed, pondering what Zhou Zhiqing's lukewarm attitude meant. If she is not interesting, what is she going to do with Brother Xu'er next to him?

But he didn't dare to think deeply about what she meant.

Shen groaned back and forth, listening to Brother Xu'er's soft and glutinous voice: "Mother sleeps with me." ”

I couldn't hear Zhou Zhiqing's answer, I only heard a chirp, probably Zhou Zhiqing kissed Brother Xu's face. Brother Xu didn't wake up in the first place, and as soon as Zhou Zhiqing walked and hugged him, he squinted his eyes again.

Zhou Zhiqing put him on the outside of Yan Zhenrui, and didn't look at Yan Zhenrui as usual. Turn around and leave. Yan Zhenrui grabbed her wrist as soon as he stretched out his hand, and said in a dumb voice, "Where are you going?" ”

Zhou Zhiqing tried to shake off Yan Zhenrui's clamp. After no result, he can only give up and let him pinch it. Without any expression, he said, "Go to sleep." ”

The two of them had tried their best to keep their voices low, but as soon as they spoke, Brother Xu still moved, as if he wanted to open his eyes, but he really couldn't open them, so he only said coquettishly: "Mother, hug." ”

Yan Zhenrui squeezed Zhou Zhiqing's arm vigorously: What is hypocritical? Didn't you lie down in a bed before? He didn't hold a grudge, why did she still hate him?

Zhou Zhiqing was dragged so much that she almost pounced on Brother Xu'er, and supported it with her arms. glared at Yan Zhenrui hatefully: What are you doing?

Yan Zhenrui put his finger to his lips and sighed softly, signaling Brother Xu to fall asleep on the side.

Zhou Zhiqing had no choice but to sit on the edge of the bed, patted Brother Xu'er's back, and hummed a lullaby quietly. Yan Zhenrui didn't let go, he also lay down on the side, still holding Zhou Zhiqing's hand in his hand, and slowly closed his eyes.

Brother Xu was completely asleep. Zhou Zhiqing glanced at Yan Zhenrui. His eyes were closed, and there was a look of exhaustion between his eyebrows. I don't know how he tossed himself like this, it's no different from a person who has just recovered from a serious illness, and it's not an exaggeration to say that he is in shape.

Of course, Zhou Zhiqing didn't sympathize with him. There is even a little bit of hatred. I don't know who he did to show this to, did he want to win anyone's sympathy? He is a tough guy, and Leng Ding shows weakness. Zhou Zhiqing was very uncomfortable.

She even felt that Yan Zhenrui was deliberately going to show her. I want her to feel guilty and remorseful for what she has done. He didn't want to think about it, why should she feel guilty and remorseful? He didn't see her very well. trampled her into the mud and grinded hard, and all the warmth, longing, and expectation in her heart were all gone.

She can not hate him, but it is impossible to say how deep the feelings are, she looks at him now like a stranger, whether he is good or bad, she doesn't want to beak.

It's just a couple of people who have nothing to do with each other.

Yan Zhenrui suddenly opened his eyes.

Zhou Zhiqing couldn't dodge it, and collided with his dark eyes. She subconsciously avoided it, feeling very embarrassed. But this kind of attitude falls in Yan Zhenrui's eyes, and it is inevitable that he will be suspected of being a thief.

He asked softly, "Brother Xu'er is asleep?" ”

Zhou Zhiqing only nodded.

Yan Zhenrui got up quietly, jumped out of bed, and walked out with Zhou Zhiqing in tow. Zhou Zhiqing hurriedly said: "What are you doing?" "In the middle of the night, Brother Xu didn't even have anyone to serve, she was no longer there, what if Brother Xu woke up for something? What if he falls under the bed?

Yan Zhenrui simply picked her up, went to the outside, and sat her on the couch, while he half-squatted, trapped her in his arms in an enveloping posture, and asked him, "Why are you here?" ”

He was hot all over, and he was so caught up in him that he felt that his body was also hot. Zhou Zhiqing pretended to be calm and said: "It was His Royal Highness the Crown Prince who ordered someone to go to the capital to pick up people." ”

Can she still refuse?

As for why His Royal Highness the Crown Prince took over the two of them, the purpose is self-evident, she doesn't believe that he doesn't understand.

Yan Zhenrui sneered: "It's too much." ”

Zhou Zhiqing disagreed. Everyone stands from a different perspective, and the conclusion of looking at the problem is also different. In Yan Zhenrui's opinion, he has no ambitions now, and he doesn't even have hope for the future, it is impossible to hinder Yan Zhenjue, and he can't pose a threat to him at all, and he is the most harmless one.

But Yan Zhenjue is cautious, and he is bound to return to the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.

Yan Zhenrui didn't speak for a long time, and Zhou Zhiqing lowered his eyes and didn't look at him. It was rare for the two to get along quietly like this, Yan Zhenrui was a little sad for some reason, and he asked Zhou Zhiqing: "Are you satisfied with seeing me like this?" ”

Zhou Zhiqing was angry in his heart: "Yes, I am indeed very happy to see you down, but I also can't bear it, because after all, you are Brother Xu'er's father, and he can only be good if you are good." ”

Don't think that being unbearable with you is forgiveness.

Or, she is not qualified to forgive, it is what he wants to choose, and she is just a side branch to take care of under his choice.

Yan Zhenrui said in a deep voice: "It's good for you to be happy, is it enough?" ”

Zhou Zhiqing said hatefully: "You are crazy. "Could it be that he gave up on himself so much, tossed himself to death, just to satisfy her?

Yan Zhenrui grinned and said, "I'm crazy." "Because I'm crazy, I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know why I'm doing it, and I don't know how long I'll be able to maintain such an out-of-control behavior if I can't achieve my goal.

He grabbed Zhou Zhiqing's hand and asked stubbornly, "Is it enough?" If it's not enough...... he looked around for something, and finally turned out a dagger, handed it to Zhou Zhiqing's hand, held her wrist, and pointed straight to his heart: "So what? ”

Zhou Zhiqing gritted her teeth, pushed back hard, stopped him from stabbing into her chest, and asked him angrily, "What do you want to do?" (To be continued......)