It's been a long time since I've touched Yingzheng's body, and now it's tightly fitting him, wrapped in his rough majestic aura, and the long-empty heart finally has a moment of peace and steadfastness.

Ying Zheng is here, and the tears of heartache also flow smoothly to the extreme.

"If you don't speak, if you don't speak, you won't talk to me!" He complained about me again and again, like a child who asked for something but couldn't do it.

My deep affection and apologies filled my heart.

"It's not that the slave concubine doesn't talk to His Majesty," I hugged his arm, sincere and greedy, "The slave concubine wants to talk to His Majesty like this for the rest of her life, but with Her Majesty, even if she doesn't say a word, the slave concubine feels that it is very sweet." ”

At this time, I can't talk about the topic caused by Ying Zheng, I can only use sweet words to soothe some of his entangled minds.

Gently stroking my back, Yingzheng sighed silently.

"I also want to let you lie about your secret histories, but I have connived at you again and again, but you can't hide them after all, and let them appear in my eyes again and again."

The words were full, and the soft tone of words changed, and Yingzheng's hand on my back suddenly became stronger, and he pressed my body, turned over and pressed me between the beds.

Alcohol and anger filled all my senses, and he frowned, tried to raise his head and distance himself from me in order to stare at me, locking me in, both physically and mentally.

"I want you to be the queen now, are you willing?" Here he came again, and the look of seriousness and anticipation of disappointment broke my heart.

I want to, but I can't, but I don't dare to say.

Seeing my frightened appearance without words, Ying Zheng decided that I was unwilling, his eyes were blood-red, and he continued to ask me angrily.

"I want you to tell all your secrets, are you willing?" He pressed these words. Obviously, he knew that none of me could satisfy his mentality.

I'd love to say yes to him in spite of everything, but—

I still don't dare to say that even if I don't live, Lin Jixiang and the people above and below will still live; Ying Zheng has already destroyed several clans, and if he continues to kill like this, the country that he has finally won will really cause a riot.

Ying Zheng's temper that he tolerated to the extreme can be imagined, he wants to crush my bones and clamp my arms, and the tone of his mouth is vicious, wild and evil.

"I can spoil the pepper house as a palace of letters, or I can reduce it to hell. You know this very well, and I have made it clear to you that I will do it ruthlessly, and even then, you still don't say it? He frowned at me furiously, and the veins around his neck protruded.

If he wants to be so sad, it is better to let me die directly, if my life can be exchanged for his troubles, I am willing!

"Slave concubine." I opened my mouth, tears streaming down my eyes, for the pain in my body, for my own heartache. Even more Yingzheng's affection for me and the pain he felt because of me at the moment, he said timidly: "Love Your Majesty!" ”

I really, really love Yingzheng deeply, and this is the only thing I want and can say at this moment.

But love is not confessed, which will aggravate Yingzheng's ambivalent feelings. I wanted to see his reaction but didn't dare to, just stared at a place I didn't know what to do.

Gnashing his teeth in annoyance, he swallowed the anger in his heart. I really can't care about it unconditionally.

"You're going to give me a reason to accommodate you?" He choked sadly.

Yes, Yingzheng really has no reason to stay with me, don't say anything, just because he is so painful because of me, I shouldn't have been by his side.

When it comes to disappearing, once I became a concubine, the only way I could leave Yingzheng was death.

I still fear death, but if I have to, I accept it.

"The slave concubine begs His Majesty to be lenient to the people of Huating and Qidi, for the sake of the slave concubine's devotion to His Majesty, thank you." I looked back at him with a hazy gaze.

I can't see Yingzheng's face clearly, but I feel his anger completely, and in the embrace of his strong gravity and breath, I just instinctively shed tears to vent my irrepressible feelings.

"Want to die?" Understood the meaning of my words, Ying Zheng coldly rejected my thoughts: "Will you only shirk the trouble caused by this, isn't that too cheap for you?" ”

Can I understand the meaning of this to mean that he is not willing to let me die for the time being? But after the immortal pardon order, why did I feel more and more sad!

Seeing that I was just crying, Ying Zheng's breath seemed to soften, but maybe it was just my delusion, because he quickly snorted again and let go of me abruptly.

He got up, and I suddenly lost the pressure, and there was a sense of nothingness that life could not bear.

"Majesty!"

I knew that I shouldn't let him perceive my existence at this time, because it would only increase his actual pain, but I couldn't help but call out to him as he turned around and wanted to leave.

Stopped, Ying Zheng looked up and thought hard for a while, and finally left without looking back.

Ying Zheng went away, taking away all his sadness and self-esteem, I want to see him again, I'm afraid it's far away!

Yingzheng doesn't want me to die, this kind of thought makes him feel stronger than I made a heinous mistake, so my death can't exchange his happiness, so I'd better live and wait for the time to love.

If it weren't for them still by my side, I think the torture of cranky thoughts would have made me crazy, and some of the movements of Yingzheng that I listened to from time to time have also become a part of my life, and it is also the most extravagant thing I love to love Yingzheng.

"The emperor summoned Mrs. Wu to sleep yesterday, and also promoted her position to the chief envoy, and the celebration order for the Jin Feng banquet has been issued to all palaces," Luo Cong swallowed his saliva and said carefully: "We haven't received it in the palace." ”

This is the first time that Ying Zheng has deliberately ignored the existence of the Xin Palace, and almost all the activities of the Inner Palace have no part of me, and this situation is still going on indefinitely.

If there is anything that can be done to ease the depression in his heart, then I am willing to do everything in my power to repay the pain I have caused him, and I accept such a small thing with complete gratitude.

"Isn't that great, we wouldn't have gotten there." I spoke calmly, hoping that Luo Shallot would not be so impatient because of my calmness.

If you make a mistake, you should think about it behind closed doors, and at this time, Ying Zheng will inevitably be aroused by intuitive excitement when he sees me, and I still don't show up, so even if I am invited, I will find an excuse to shirk it, so it is best not to call me.

Luo Cong looked at my calm state, restrained a little uneasy, she pursed her mouth and was unhappy alone for a while, but she was still unconvinced.

"But the emperor once said to Mrs. You personally that a person like Mrs. Wu who flattered the dragon face at the beginning of the mourning of the country is really despicable, and now he does not come to the letter palace but frequently pampers the new nobles in the six places, which is unexpected."

Luo Cong's implication is that Ying Zheng suddenly abandoned me, who had always won his heart, and favored Tian Tianwen, who was despised by Ying Zheng, which was really unacceptable.

How can I tell her about Yingzheng's painful feelings because of his deep love for me?

"The will of God is unpredictable, and this is already a great gift for me, and I am grateful."

I quietly expounded what I was thinking, and did not explain to Luo Onion the feeling of Yingzheng as I understood it, because the words that could only be understood and unspeakable and tried to express themselves often changed their original taste.

The grace of not killing is enough to make me grateful, and Yingzheng's kindness of not killing because of love makes me unable to repay it, not to mention that I also love him deeply who loves me, this wonderful and sad feeling really makes people feel painful and happy.

Seeing that I was not angry, Luo Cong naturally would not be bored to lead my displeasure, so she and I lived our little life peacefully with Chang Man, which was not too difficult, but sometimes the message in my ears would violently tremble my mind of barely accumulating energy to calm down:

Ying Zheng and Huayang argued loudly in the main hall of Qiongyang Palace for a long time, Ying Zheng wanted to exile Huayang because of his anger, but Wang Qian, who arrived in time, begged Ying Zheng, and after several words, Ying Zheng finally agreed to Wang Qian's request, let them unload their armor and return to the field, away from Xianyang.

"Why did the emperor and Huayang quarrel?" I asked him after hearing the rafters tell me about it.

Huayang is full of blood and blood, because he has a bit of Yingzheng's demeanor when he was young, so he will be favored by Yingzheng from childhood to adulthood, but Yingzheng is an unsmiling bully, even if he is spoiled like Huayang, he has never heard of the phenomenon of arguing loudly with Yingzheng, at this time, what made her not care about her father's courtesy, and made a noise in the main hall?

The rafters hung down, and their heads lifted slightly to look at me, and then quickly drooped again.

"Princess Huayang advocated cleaning and sorting out the words of Qi Guofang, so as to find out what secrets Zibo hid back then, but the emperor felt that Princess Huayang was making a big fuss, and her relationship with Mrs. Tan had not yet been explained, so the two of them were excited, and they became louder."

The rafters had room to say, "Loud," and the scene must have been intense, and the two people who had their own opinions arguing to the end must have been sad.

Huayang must think that Ying Zheng is crazy to protect me like this, what about Ying Zheng, his reluctance to give up my heart is enough to make him contradictory and painful, and now with the strong opposition of his eldest daughter, he must be even more sad in his heart.

"You just said that the emperor promised Princess Huayang to stay away from Xianyang City?" My heart is heavy.

Father-daughter affection, broken bones and tendons, although Yingzheng and Huayang are still young, but the transportation in this era is not convenient, Huayang wants to come back I don't know what year and month it is - because of me, Yingzheng is going to lose a beloved relative again. (To be continued......)