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Zhou Zhiqing closed her eyes in despair.

With the golden hairpin in her hand, she knew that it was not enough to be called a weapon against Yan Zhenrui, but it was like a hungry person holding a piece of paper with a flatbread on it, just trying to comfort her heart.

People sometimes live not by getting what they have now, but by hope. Although what you want may not really be obtained, and it may not be as good as you imagined, this kind of hope has great temptation and motivation, which can make people desperately strive for it regardless of a single qiē.

Now that hope is gone.

This does not necessarily mean that she will never lose her love, but she still feels abandoned by the whole world, and the loneliness, loneliness, sadness and despair come like a tidal wave.

Zhou Zhiqing endured numbly, and when she was hurt by Yan Zhenrui, she seemed to have regained some of her senses, as if she had woken up, as if the silent and supple woman just now had disappeared. Zhou Zhiqing hit him, scratched him, scratched him, kicked him, and bit him like crazy.

It couldn't hurt him, but she used this way to numb herself.

Doing nothing would make her more desperate.

Yan Zhenrui endured the pain and smashed Huanglong.

Zhou Zhiqing's eyebrows frowned in pain, but she didn't say anything. In the dark, the two were like two dying trapped beasts, constantly fighting, but they refused to separate, Yan Zhenrui kept undulating, advancing, and sprinting, and Zhou Zhiqing kept retreating and curling up.

She knew that she couldn't escape, and it was this powerlessness, impatience, and helplessness that made her give up on herself.

Yan Zhenrui didn't seem to have a bad foot, he was like a madman who was enchanted. twisted Zhou Zhiqing into various shapes again and again, whether she was in pain or not, and whether she wanted to or not, it was constant ups and downs and sprints.

Zhou Zhiqing's consciousness gradually blurred, and when she came to her senses, Yan Zhenrui was still there, still repeating monotonous and boring movements, tireless. There was no feeling between her legs, no, there was. It is moist and hot and slippery. With the smell of blood, she had always hated the feeling.

Zhou Zhiqing endured it silently until she couldn't bear it anymore and fainted again.

At dawn. Zhou Zhiqing was sober again. She didn't have a wisp. Like a mess of mud. Creeping on the sheets of the muddy wolf bèi. She stretched and let out a groan of great pain.

In her whispered voice of pain, a man's voice asked, "Are you awake?" ”

Zhou Zhiqing froze on the bed all of a sudden. She suspected that she was not fully awake and was still dreaming, otherwise why would Yan Zhenrui still be there? She deceived herself and thought that if she lay down again, open her eyes again, the hallucinations would disappear.

But the man interrupted her delusion with a cold sneer: "Zhou Zhiqing, when did you learn to be a turtle with a shrunken head?" With such guts, how did you escape from the palace? ”

Zhou Zhiqing finally despaired, this person not only humiliated her, but also planned to encircle her back in his cage. Countless harsh words of resentment rushed to her throat, but she still swallowed it with difficulty. Slowly sat up straight, looked in the direction of Yan Zhenrui, and asked, "What do you want?" ”

Yan Zhenrui looked at Zhou Zhiqing with pity and pleasure. Only at this time, when he was under his control, did he have this confident sense of superiority. Zhou Zhiqing finally took off her armor and revealed her true colors, although she lost that ignorant attachment and love for him, he was still very happy.

He only needs to make himself happy, which is better than everyone being happy, but he is depressed. As for Zhou Zhiqing's mood, it is not within his consideration, who made her keep her from changing? This is the punishment she deserves.

Yan Zhenrui didn't answer and only sneered: What's the matter? If it's his, it's his after all, who dares to try it? He was going to cut off the man's hands and feet, and he would dare to have thoughts that he shouldn't have.

Zhou Zhiqing couldn't see his thoughts, she didn't even have the strength to say "no". Zhou Zhilan is still there, and he has a way to pinch her throat. Rather than nodding in humiliation at that time, it is better to save effort.

Zhou Zhiqing also thought about it, what if she returned to the cage called the Yanwang Mansion? If she can escape once, she can escape a second time.

Even if the fate of escaping is to be captured by him again.

Zhou Zhiqing was unsurprisingly taken away by Yan Zhenrui.

Zhou Zhilan was thrown back to Chen Hanzheng in front of her.

Zhou Zhiqing didn't have any superfluous expressions. The little girl who used to talk and laugh, and was rude and unreasonable has finally disappeared. Zhou Zhiqing's little face is plain white and clean, but it is covered with a layer of frost, she can already control her thoughts very well, no matter how surprised, surprised, confused, and puzzled Zhou Zhilan's eyes are, she didn't respond at all, as if she didn't recognize her, and the two had no sisterhood at all.

Chen Hanzheng is still a loyal gentleman, and he did not sneer at Zhou Zhiqing, who was like a water dog, and even reached out to help her in time when Zhou Zhilan was pushed over and almost fell.

Zhou Zhilan's eyes were full of tears, and she looked back at Zhou Zhiqing: "Zhiqing? "What the hell is going on? Chen Hanzheng even gave her the paperwork to release the concubine, and now he stuffed her back to Chen Hanzheng, what is this? I used to be a concubine, but now? It's not clear, she is not a wife or a concubine, can she become a maid?

Zhou Zhiqing was finally willing to lower her eyes in her thousand calls, but her words were not close to people: "Sister, I will call you sister for the last time, and from now on, you will cherish yourself." ”

When she's dead, right? Himself as if she was dead. When a person has no power and power, and can't protect his relatives, that ambition is just a drag.

She had never been so aware of how wrong she was. I thought it was for my sister's good, and I thought I could see through that Chen Hanzheng was not my sister's lover, but I went around and around, and my sister still had to fall into his hands, and the situation was getting worse and worse, and it was not as good as once.

Is this how good and loving she is for her sister?

No. My sister doesn't necessarily want this kind of life? She was so enthusiastic about breaking the current situation and trying to open up a new world for herself and her sister, but unfortunately, her meager strength only accelerated the process of their sisters' deaths.

Everyone dies once, and when they die, they die, and who cares what the living think?

It's no different if she's dying now than if she's dying decades from now. In the same way, her sister's death now and her death in the future are the same for her, but it is only a matter of time.

It's better to cut off her robe and break her righteousness now, draw a clear line, and in the future, if something happens to her, she will have nothing to do with her sister.

Zhou Zhiqing finally said: "You just let me die, if there is an afterlife...... I hope we never see each other again. ”

Zhou Zhilan cried bitterly, but Zhou Zhiqing didn't reply. The scene of the last parting is still vivid, but they are already like two lives, and they can never go back to the past.

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Someone told me yesterday that they wanted to read abuse texts, and the more abuse the better, so my hands trembled for a while, and it became a code of abuse. I'm afraid that's not what you want to see, is it? (To be continued......)