The next day, early in the morning, Li Xin had already gotten up. It was still very cold on a spring morning, so she gathered her clothes and ran to the kitchen.

took a flint and lit the fire, so she boiled the pot of hot water first, washed her face first, and left the rest in the pot, waiting for Wenbo and the others to get up and wash up. He quickly steamed the remaining steamed buns from last night, and took out another bamboo shoot from the bracelet to cook a pot of bamboo shoot soup.

After the bamboo shoot soup was ready, she went to wake up a few younger siblings.

"How does the eldest sister know that this thing can be eaten?" Li Wenbo asked while happily eating bamboo shoots.

"I looked very tender and dug it back! Why, don't everyone eat it? Li Xin is a little strange. There are so many delicious things about bamboo shoots, don't people eat them here? This body has no memory of eating bamboo shoots, but she originally thought that maybe the family didn't like to eat bamboo shoots, so she never ate them.

"Isn't there nothing to eat at home? I just saw that the bamboo shoot was tender and dug it back. Isn't it tasty? ”

"It's delicious, but everyone has been looking at the bamboo so hard, where would you think that this bamboo shoot is tender. But I haven't seen anyone get it back to eat. Li Wenbo ate it as he spoke, as if he wanted to show Li Xin that this bamboo shoot was really delicious.

"If it's delicious, eat more! Anyway, there are a lot of these things in the mountains! Later, I'll go up the mountain again and dig some back, and we'll have nothing to eat. Although Li Xin also knows that eating bamboo shoots all the time is not a long-term solution, but now the family is really out of food, that is, there are many bamboos in the mountains, and there is no shortage of bamboo shoots. It seems that we still have to find a way to make some money, and eating enough is the premise of survival! She can't go through a battle to starve to death here! If you starve to death, you can wear it back and return it, but I'm afraid you're really dead. There will always be a way, can't she live on her own as a living person!

"Eldest sister, take me with you!" Hearing that he was going to find something to eat, Li Wenhao was also full of excitement.

"You're still young! Even if you go with it, you can't help, so just watch your sisters at home! ”

"Eldest sister, don't look down on me, although I am small, I have a lot of strength! The eldest sister's strength is not as strong as mine, and I can help the eldest sister carry the basket. ”

"The second brother is very strong." Yue Ting suddenly raised her head and said innocently.

"Okay, since our little baby has helped you speak, let's take you there." Li Xin laughed. This family is indeed very poor, not to mention that there is no surplus food on the four walls, but such a place makes her feel very warm. She also has a family and a younger brother, but she doesn't have much affection.

Her mother was born in the countryside, and her grandparents are both from the countryside, although life is not bad, but they have always lived in the countryside. However, the grandparents' family are all from the city, the grandfather is still a state cadre, and the father can be regarded as a son who inherited his father's business and entered the state organs. Therefore, in the marriage of father and mother, everyone thinks that the mother is high, and the mother is like an inferior person at home. Grandparents have always been harsh on their mothers, and their mothers have almost no say at home, and they can only obey all the decisions made by the family.

Later, my mother gave birth to her when she was pregnant with her first child, and her grandparents were patriarchal, so she didn't like her mother at all, and she never saw her, and she didn't even hug her. The identities of her and her mother were even more embarrassing in that home, and when her grandparents went to see them later, they were also very sad to look at this. After she was weaned at eight months, her grandparents took her back to her hometown in the countryside, and she lived with her grandparents since she was a child, and her relationship was very close.

When she was two years old, her mother gave birth to a younger brother, and her status in that family improved, and she used to think about taking her back. However, her grandparents took her for so long, so she was naturally reluctant, and her grandparents didn't have a good impression of her, and in the end, her mother didn't take her back. She stayed in the countryside and grew up, where she went to elementary school and middle school, until she was in high school, and then left the countryside to go to the county, but she still went back once a month.

In those years, during the winter and summer vacations, her mother would also take her back to live for a few days, but she has always been incompatible with that family. In the end, she has been away for too long, she has almost no feelings for it, she is tired of her grandparents, she is not close to her parents, and she can't play with her younger brother. Gradually, she went back less and less, and most of the time she went back to her grandparents' house, which was her real home for her.

Later, she was admitted to university. In order to be able to go back to the countryside to live in the future and take care of her grandparents by the way, she chose an agricultural university, thinking that after completing her studies, she would go back to her hometown to contract some fields, grow grains and fruits, and develop well, and her future life will be good. But her grandparents are old and have passed away one after another in the years she was in college.

Without her grandparents, she no longer wanted to go back to the countryside. After graduating from college, she also found a job and stayed in the city. At that time, her father had already become a big official, and he was supposed to arrange a good job for her, but she refused. In her heart, her grandparents are her relatives, and the so-called father is just an outsider, and she is not used to accepting handouts from outsiders.

Since the death of her grandparents, she has never felt the warmth of home, although there are three or five friends around her, but no matter how much friendship there is, she can't even fill the family affection.

came here, but she suddenly regained the warmth of home. Maybe that's okay, in that world, if you say that you are concerned, you have a few friends, but they don't need her very much. And here, she is the eldest sister of this family, and she has to shoulder the responsibility of supporting the family, and the children in front of her need her. It's okay to cross over, she actually didn't have an urgent desire to go back, but at this time she really let go, even if she really can't go back in this life, she doesn't have too many regrets.

What she needs to do most urgently now is to live a good life for this family. can make several children well fed and clothed, and no longer be bullied. Isn't it just rural life, it's not like she hasn't experienced it, even if it's thousands of years behind, but so what. She still doesn't believe it, she is a high-achieving student of a modern agricultural university and can't live a good life here.

A qiē will be fine, just like the sun that has risen in the sky. Even if the sun sets every day, even if there is a long night, the sun will always rise every day, and the dawn will always dispel the darkness. To be alive is to be hopeful in itself. (I'm sorry everyone, I went out today, just came back, and it's even later.) ）