If the old lady and the wives are still here, Aunt You Wu didn't dare to mention this kind of non-part request to sleep with the child. At this time, everyone was gone, and the mother-in-law who delivered the baby and served was tired, and everyone left, and those who stayed here also dozed off, so she dared to discuss with the nurse.

The nurse was newly hired from the countryside, and she didn't know so many rules, so she only felt that her mother slept with the baby, which was a matter of course. Besides, if the mother is willing to take care of it, wouldn't it be easier for the nurse?

The nurse herself has a newborn baby, only four months of milk, she wants to come out to make money, so she took off the nipple, let her baby drink rice soup at home, it is a little ruthless to say - but if she is not ruthless, the family may not even have rice used to cook rice soup, poor people, what to do? On the day of the milk picking, the baby was crying really fiercely, and the nurse did not sleep well. For more than four months, she has been breastfeeding, and she has not slept well, and her upper eyelids are fighting with her lower eyelids. As soon as Xiao Yu'er put it next to Aunt You Wu, the nurse sat in the soft chair by herself and took a nap.

Aunt You Fifth can look at her child quietly.

Her skin was really red, like a scalded mouse, so red that it turned purple, and the hat cloth on the swaddling clothes covered half of her face, so that she would not be exposed to the wind. She slept so deeply, very thin, with a white face full of hair, and a collapsed nose, and the skin on the bridge of her nose was almost transparent, and a small piece of nasal bone could be seen underneath.

This kid is ugly, isn't he? Aunt You Wu lifted the hat cloth on the swaddling clothes with trembling hands to see her full appearance.

A large purple-black patch, from the corner of the forehead to the back of the ear—

"Why are there spots?" Aunt You Wu shouted, "Miss has a spot!" ”

Everyone who was napping was awakened by her. Hurriedly came to see it, and comforted her in country slang: "Is it normal for the villain to have a little blood stasis just born!" Rest and then fade! ”

"Is this blood bruising?" Aunt You Wu burst into tears, "Not a birthmark?" ”

"Oooh, birthmarks." The mother-in-law was obviously coaxing her, "The birthmark will be scattered when you rest!" ”

What should I do if I don't get away? Aunt You Wu was silent. In that case, there is nothing the mother-in-law can do. There's not much more to talk about.

People should eat again, sleep when it is time to sleep, and the little fish are put back in the cradle. The nourishing pork paw soup brought to Aunt You Wu in the kitchen was taboo in the confinement, and there was no salt in it, only brown sugar. A watery egg in the soup. It was also sweet and fishy, and Aunt You Wu barely ate it, and she had some strength. Able to hold on to the edge of the bed and rest his feet on the floor. Gave it a try. The birth canal is still painful, and it is nothing compared to the great pain during childbirth, and you can still walk. She bypassed the napping nurse. Two steps, moved to the front of the cradle, the little fish was still sleeping, she tried to hug it, very light, like a kitten, can move.

Aunt You Wu hugged the little guy and lay back on the bed.

Birthmarks can't be erased, Aunt You Wu knew a little girl when she was a child, a thumb-sized birthmark on her cheek, broken face, no one wants her, that little girl had to wear the most torn clothes, do the dirtiest and most tiring work, in the end, no one would marry her, now she doesn't know what to do. I don't know if I'm dead or alive.

- What's the use of living like this?

Aunt You Fifth is raised by a bitch, not a scolding word, but the truth. Her mother is a prostitute, she has been popular for a while in a few years, she was pregnant with a child, she took medicine and stabbed it down, nourished her body, continued to make money, and she didn't earn as much as before. Sister Xiaoyou wants to earn money for her mother, she has learned a lot of blowing, playing and singing, and she has not yet opened her face, but she was taken by the second master Xie and brought into the house and became the fifth aunt. Among all the aunts, her background is the most unspeakable, and she was raised by a bitch...... Even the old woman who cooks can look down on her openly! Her own mother didn't dare to come to see her for this, knowing that she had a big belly, and she didn't dare to send a bowl of tonic soup, for fear of embarrassing her.

Her first child was lost, and she couldn't even find the enemy. Who did it? It's always her own bad luck.

The second child broke his appearance again. There is also a precedent for breaking the appearance in Xie Mansion, Eighth Miss Yunbo is still on her neck, not on her face! Look at what their mother and daughter have become.

What's more, the little sister raised by the bitch, the little fish with broken forehead horns, this part is really embarrassing! Go up a little, and the head can be completely covered after the hair is full, and go down more, and the collar is easy to cover, but it is here in the forehead...... Look! It's destined to be broken.

- What is the meaning of being alive?

Aunt You Wu thought, it hurts! Giving birth to this child, is it so painful just to let her go to the world so that people can make people look at her, be ridiculed, bow her head and endure hardship? It's better to die.

As soon as this word came out, it could not be contained, like a broken embankment. Die! It's good to die, it's good to die!

She unbuttoned her shirt to reveal her breasts. Her breasts are still delicate and white, and the shape is beautiful. This part is not grown for a man to admire, but for the purpose of feeding her child. Now that the child is here, her arms are here, why should it be empty?

She tugged the baby into her arms.

The baby still didn't wake up, and his snort was like a little beast. Aunt You Wu's gesture was very clumsy, she didn't put her nipple to the baby's mouth, but just buried the baby's face in her breast.

The little nose is also buried in it.

Death will also die in the embrace of the mother.

When Aunt You was in the most painful pain, she thought that it would be better to suffer this than to be suffocated to death by her mother when she didn't understand what to do!

When the nurse picked up the little fish to breastfeed, Aunt You was so afraid that she would suffocate, maybe she was also afraid of the evil thoughts in her heart: just suffocate this ugly little thing that is destined to be painful!

Now that Xiao Yu'er is in Aunt You's arms, Aunt You is not afraid. The waves had come to an end, and she stepped on the ground. All hope faded away, and she promised herself and her daughter a peaceful death.

A knife, which was prepared by the midwife to cut the umbilical cord for Xiao Yu'er, was inserted in the bamboo basket next to it, and Aunt You Wu saw it, not far away. When she sent the little fish away, she picked it up and could bear fruit on herself.

When did you have the will to die? Aunt You herself was surprised: it was as if she had been thinking about it for a long time and no longer had to waver and fear. Maybe this can be traced back to when she was very young, she saw a lot of girls in the Qinglou with her mother, and the end was unbearable, but there were also fierce ones, and they died when they found a loophole. It's clean when it's dead! Aunt You Wu saw it in her eyes at that time, and the strand was resolutely buried in her veins, like a seed buried in fertile soil, and now it has suddenly bloomed.

She married into Xie Mansion, so many women envied her for a good home, and it was good to be an aunt, but they couldn't ask for it. Aunt You herself felt bitter, bitter, and couldn't say it, and she couldn't escape. As soon as the scissors go down, there is no need to say, how clean! You don't have to look at anything, you don't have to suffer. (To be continued......)