Chapter 42: Please choose another place for your rest
I understand Mrs. Mi, although I don't agree with her approach, but I don't resent her selfishness, after all, in my opinion, her selfishness is to suffer from her own dedication to others. This kind of selfishness is permeated with a strong sense of selflessness, which is touching.
"The death of the Empress Dowager Huayang has put the Chu State in danger, and the Empress Dowager Jun has passed away," I smiled bitterly and said worriedly: "The slave concubine has no children, no daughters, and no foundation, and there must be no such blessing as Mrs." ”
First of all, I bluntly sarcastically asked Mrs. Mi to pay attention to me, and then showed weakness at the right time, I think that Mrs. Mi, who has deep qualifications in the Qin Palace, should not be too deliberately suppressed me.
My current situation is ugly to say that everyone shouts and beats the street rats, the powerful think that I am a threat and want to get rid of me, and the powerful people want to take the opportunity to vent their anger from elsewhere, and use me as a convenient target, and I can only stabilize one by one. The world is impermanent, you can live as long as you can, do your best what you should do, and the rest depends on the will of God.
"You are still so young, your appearance is one of the few even in the palace, and you have the wisdom of the queen mother, I heard that a while ago I also divined the stars of the Huns for the king, such a unique condition, should you be so depressed."
Anyway, I showed weakness in front of Mrs. Mi, which made her tone much softer. It seems that whether it is the 21 st century or the Warring States century, people have the nature of cherishing the weak and the strong.
"Listen to what Madame said, the slave concubine is really ashamed. The king has the world in his heart, not the master who is moved by beauty, the slave concubine was robbed in life and death, and he lost what he had learned since childhood, how did he get into the king's eyes just by virtue of the remaining thoughts? The slave concubine still lives in Qixi Palace, and she is looking for her own pastime. I smiled bitterly.
Seeing me like this, Mrs. Mi sighed, shook her head, and said, "Do you want to be quiet? In this Qin Palace, it is not easy to be quiet, and when you come in, you want to find a quiet place, so there is only one last way to go. ”
The Last Road - a Dead End?
"Would you like to?" Mrs. Mi was sure that I would not be willing, and continued: "People live for one breath, who doesn't work hard for the next breath to be angry." If you want to go for a long time, you can't be quiet. ”
I looked at Mrs. Mi, who smiled and coughed and took a teacup to cover her face. In the past seven or eight years in this world, in addition to Xianggong and Luo Cong, Mrs. Mi is the first person to give me serious advice, whether she is speaking in passing or taking care of the weak, I am used in my heart.
So I suddenly couldn't bear the fact that she had been insisting because I was coughing up this hurtful act all the time.
"The concubine understood. Mrs. Mi talked about the meaning of today's concubine comprehension, the weather is warm and cold, Mrs. should be careful of her body, and the concubine will come back to visit another day. ”
Mrs. Mi wanted me to know that it was Mrs. Jing who forced her to persuade Wang Jian to achieve her goal, so she didn't say anything to keep me immediately, and saw me leave peacefully.
It seems that they are not willing to carry the black pot, Mrs. Mi is unwilling, Princess Huayang is unwilling, and I am not willing, but I am the only one who carries it.
I always thought that I would be more powerful than them with two thousand years of wisdom, but now I realize that compared with them, who have personally experienced palace fights since childhood, in this palace, I am the starting point of losing for decades.
In the rules of survival in this era, I am not advancing for 2,000 years, but lagging behind for 2,000 years!
The death of the Empress Dowager made Yingzheng a lot more relaxed to Qi Guo's vigilant mind, and it can even be said to have soothed a big knot.
In recent days, when Yingzheng was busy with government affairs, he went to accompany Tian Tianyu more frequently, and Luo Cong would listen to me as the movement of the Qin Palace, no matter what, Tian Tianyu saved me, I hope she is favored.
On this day, Luo Cong said the news that Ying Zheng was dining in Tian Tianyu's Jishui Palace at dinner time early, and I was in a daze with Tong Muqin as usual, and I was about to go to bed, when Ying Zheng suddenly appeared in my palace without warning.
"The widow knows that you are sad in your heart, and with what you have learned, you must have a deep relationship with the Queen Mother, so the widow will accompany you." When he saw that I was stunned, he opened his mouth to explain, and gave himself a step down.
But when I saw him, his eyes were full of the tiger that was trapped until his eyes were red.
"Your Majesty, the slave concubine knows that her heart is difficult to restrain herself and her sin is unforgivable, so she has to dare to offend Wang Wei: The slave concubine is afraid that her love will not be inappropriate and make the king unhappy, so please choose another place for the king to rest." With the tiger, I can't guarantee that I will always be able to keep my head.
Ying Zheng's eyes narrowed, he should be very unhappy, but his face didn't look unhappy, in short, he has always been elusive.
"Another resting place? Mrs. Creek is really different, do you know how many people are looking forward to the widow to calm their hearts? ”
Of course I know, I also know that when I am in a bad mood, others can't be appeased, and the more I am appeased, the easier it is to backfire, unless it is the person I want to be soothed, otherwise, an unsatisfactory anger to Yingzheng - I still digest my own grief.
"Slaves and concubines know their mistakes, but slaves are more afraid of making mistakes."
"You and Mrs. Yu are sisters, the way of life is really different, she can't cry without widows."
Ying Zheng's voice seems to be amusing me, and he has the feeling of a merchant who "a lot of people buy my things", but unfortunately, I was not stopped by him.
"My sister is weak, please have more mercy on the king."
Ying Zheng put away his loose face and sternly stood. "Are you determined to drive out the widow?" He asked.
"The concubine doesn't dare." I squatted down, my body and heart were inconsistent, but the movements of my mouth and body were quite well coordinated: "The slave concubine is really afraid of angering the king." ”
Ying Zheng found it boring and gave up the time-wasting game with me. "In this way, the widow depends on you, the Queen Mother has just died, and your sisters will move around more in the future to alleviate depression."
"Whoa!"
Ying Zheng stood up, and saw that I had been squatting and worshipping, and I couldn't stand still, so I left.
I was greatly relieved.
If Ying Zheng cares about my attitude of not wanting to be alone with him, and continues to argue for a long time, my depressed mind will definitely not be able to endure the hammering for a long time, and a fire will not be suppressed, and it is likely to burn myself.
Fortunately, Yingzheng gave way to me.
Ying Zheng's concession has benefited me, but also made me suffer a lot of criticism, in addition to those who are worried about my long-term survival and stable foothold, there is also Tian Tianyu.
"Bengu knows that it will not be easy for you to survive, but Bengu must say a few more words. Although Grandpa Wang does not advocate a strong external force, but the dignity of the bones and veins of the people of Qi is not allowed to be trampled on, from the founding of the ancestor Jiang Ziya to the rights of his great-grandmother Empress Dowager, the State of Qi has never lost its system, although we are the concubines of Qin, but the ancestral training can not be forgotten at all. ”
She must have guessed that I had used some dastardly means to survive.
"Sister, don't worry, Tian Tianxi remember."
Even if Tian Tianxi doesn't have the will to remember, I respect Tian Tianxi's mother country, respect Jiang Ziya, respect the Queen Mother, and respect Tian Tianxi himself.
That Lin Jixiang, I'm still angry now, so let's avoid missing him.
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