Chapter 194: Guilt
The small room was brightly lit and warm. Because Jin Xiaoguang wanted to eat at home, Cai Er asked Cai Er's lady Lin Shu to light up the three oil lamps at home. He also cut the wick himself and made a brazier.
Listening to the crackling sound of the flames of the three oil lamps in three directions, I saw the flames flickering one by one. He nodded with a smile on his face, stood in front of the shabby dining table and said carefully, "Jin Gongzi, the meal is ready." Can I eat? ”
Cai Er Niangzi also stood behind Cai Er with her hands down, she had already rolled out the slender noodles, and the dishes were ready. just waited for Jin Xiaoguang to speak.
Lin Zhu stood behind Jin Xiaoguang with his feet reversed, and Yan Wuwu was not there. Jin Xiaoguang didn't bring Rouyi, she acted as Jin Xiaoguang's maid.
I was very unhappy and had a busy day. Usually at this time, it is time to burn your feet comfortably, wash and sleep. It's a good habit to wake up early and go to bed early.
Jin Xiaoguang's delicate and smooth wheat-colored face shone in the light, and a pair of deep and bottomless eyes also shone with warm light at this moment. However, this kind of warm light is a little strange to Lin Zhu, like the eyes of those witches in fairy tales. His lips are not thin or thick, and the corners of his mouth are slightly raised from time to time, which is very gentle. Lin Zhu saw a hint of irony, a taste of staring at everything.
To tell the truth, this prince is definitely a demon-level man. is more mature than Yan Wuwu, and more masculine than Young Master Jin Zhen. The overall feeling is that mature and cool.
He usually looks not angry but mighty, and Yan Wuwu, who is not afraid of his father, is also afraid of him, and he is very leader-like. Now at this time, he looks like a warm man, and his slight smile is like a spring breeze coming slowly. Let the forest trees instantly feel the rhythm of spring flowers. Those eyes that usually look unpredictable are like the sun on a warm day. There is only light and no cold.
It's just that this spring breeze is usually too rare. Her usual smile now seems to her to be a bit of a smiling flesh, and there is a sharp knife hidden in her smile.
So after the spring breeze blows, it feels cold and swishing.
She lowered her head and tried not to look at Jin Xiaoguang's face as much as possible. Caiji kept rubbing his rough old hands. Don't know what to say.
I had to keep reminding Lin Zhu to add water and pour tea.
Jin Gongzi can stay in the vegetable garden to eat. Maybe it's to stay, that's exactly what he had in mind. These days he is flustered, he never thought that the scars left by his childhood would be ruthlessly torn apart, he felt shameless to face his wife who had been wronged for so many years and carried the black pot for him for so many years, and he couldn't face his daughter's pure eyes. He didn't dare to try to drink the bitter medicine that he knew would be useless. After the medicine is drunk, the topic will continue.
He wanted to run away, and he fled far away,
But he was reluctant to have a wife and daughter. For so many years, he was accustomed to his wife's submissiveness. I like to see her work silently with her head down. is also used to his daughter's petite figure running around in front of him, although he feels more and more that his daughter is stronger than him and has more ideas than him. is bent on watching her grow up and become her own child.
There is also a mother who makes him angry and pitiful. I don't have the courage to run away, and I don't know how to deal with it.
I had to be ruthless. Pretending to be fierce. In addition to refusing to drink the drug. The tone of his voice to his wife was much colder.
But after so many days, I really can't hold it anymore. Fortunately, Jin Gongzi is here today. I even discussed with him about building a wooden house. He also said that the head was the Tao, and his thoughts were very similar to his.
When he was younger, he liked to do manual work. I also learned some carpentry work from my father. As long as he has time, he likes to make some boxes, cabinets, stools, etc., weave some baskets, baskets, dustpans, covers, filters, brooms, brooms, brushes, paper kites, lanterns, etc., and he ties the lanterns in the vegetable garden all year round. Now even the lanterns in the courtyard of the back kitchen of Yanfu are pierced by him.
It's just that there is no wood in normal times, so big things can't be made. Now that Childe had given him the timber tools, which was just enough to satisfy his idea, he fully bought one and used his imagination to build the two wooden houses very distinctively.
Jin Gongzi is such a noble person that he can agree with what he does. He was simply flattered.
He looked at Jin Xiaoguang blankly, for fear that he would finish eating early and leave. The day is so fulfilling, and he really doesn't know what to do when facing his wife at night. As a man, although he has no function, he has heard the eldest brother and the third brother talk about men and women, and he has tried it.
It's a pity that I have an idea in my heart, and I can't help it below. Fortunately, his wife is really a woman who is in her own family, and she has no mother since she was a child, and she doesn't know what is really going on between men and women, so she hugs and hugs her so that she has been saddled with the infamy of a hen that has not laid eggs for 20 years.
Now that it was clear, he really didn't know what she knew.
If Jin Gongzi had eaten dinner for a longer time and stayed, he would rather go and sleep in that warehouse, and maybe he could have an excuse to stay a few more days later. Pushing the day first is the day.
Jin Xiaoguang seemed to see his thoughts, and said unhurriedly: "If it's good, just eat it." You also sit down and eat. Cai Er, I am a guest today, and you don't have to stand if you are the host. Shumo went to town to get some wine. I'm going to take a few sips with the second dish. It's rare for us to fall in love. ”
Shumo had already seen the sky and knew that Childe would definitely not go back tonight. didn't insist any longer, and walked out.
Childe has been suffering enough these days, so it's good to drink a little wine and relax. Tomorrow's will be talked about tomorrow.
Before he stepped out of the threshold, he heard the crisp voice of Lin Shu behind him: "Lord Yun, Lord Yun." I'll go with you. It's dark. The shops are closed. I can only go to the shopkeeper Qi, he knows me. ”
It's so late, and I still have to drink. But it can be seen that my father is really depressed these days, since he has tricked him into drinking the medicine, let him be happy, maybe after drinking, he will say what he really thinks in his heart.
Hear what he had to say. Anyway, if Jin Xiaoguang doesn't leave, there is no way.
However, staying in the house to serve Jin Xiaoguang, he always had to watch him and listen to him, and he was very unsure. It's better to follow the idleness of the book and ink.
Shumo turned his head and quickly glanced at Jin Xiaoguang, seeing that he had no objection. Slowed down and waited for Lin Zhu to go out together.
Lin Zhu poked his head out of the vegetable garden, stretched his neck and looked at it for a while, and whispered to Shumo in front of him: "Lord Yun, Lord Yun." Wait a minute. ”
Shumo looked back and asked, "What are you waiting for?" What else do I need to bring? ”
Lin Zhu whispered mysteriously: "Lord Yun, don't you see that my eldest sister and second sister haven't gone back yet, they are standing at the base of the wall." Don't believe it, look at the shadow. If my second sister sees me going out with you, she won't hate me to death. ”
After speaking, he covered his mouth and laughed secretly. The meaning of the laugh is obvious.
The laughing Shumo had nothing to say, and it seemed that she had already seen something. Also, that nymphomaniac Lin Duo looked at him, causing him to grit his teeth and resist the urge to gouge out her eyes every time.
It's so obvious that no one can see it, and Lin Zhu is so smart.
He laughed awkwardly for a while, and really poked his head out to look. Sure enough, two vague figures flickered in the dim lantern light hanging from the fence door.
This is naturally Lin Yunlin.
Just now they helped make the meal, and the second lady saw that it was already dark. So he let them eat a few pieces of pancakes. Go back first.
lest Lin Zhang's kill the door for a while. Make Jin Xiaoguang angry. Who knew that the two women did not go home and hid outside the wall.
It's a lot of work.
Shumo glanced at Lin Zhu helplessly. Bending down, I picked up two small pebbles from the ground and threw them out, and I heard two slight oops. A burst of Suosuo's footsteps quickly faded away.
Lin Zhu walked out of the gate, took down the lantern hanging on the fence door, and looked at the candle inside. The candle was poured out of mutton fat by Caiji himself. It's thick. Burn-resistant. And a lot more that are totally sufficient.
She carried a lantern. smiled and said to Shumo: "Lord Yun, you are too ruthless. My second sister fell in love with you at first sight and couldn't help it. ”
Shumo is not in a hurry. Said with a dry smile: "Zhu'er, you think too much." Nothing. Where do I have that ability? ”
Lin Shu scowled his shoulders and said, "Master Yun is very capable. Look at my second sister's eyes, she almost killed me today. In the future, you have to stay away from Lord Yun. ”
Shumo smiled dryly and didn't speak.
Lin Duo's undisguised gaze at him also made him really unbearable, and even the son, who had never liked to joke, made fun of him. Of course, he has seen a lot of such girls, and he has seen more exaggerated than this. Naturally, he didn't feel anything.
But this stupid woman is Lin Zhu's cousin, and Childe explained that he should always pay attention to her movements. Naturally, those people under him can't keep an eye on it all the time. Yan Wuwu is here, he is not an ordinary person, and it is very troublesome not to be discovered.
So this slightly clumsy woman is the best candidate.
Although she was annoying, she really provoked her.
The night was dark, and I couldn't see far away except for the faint light of the lantern. The wind is cold.
Shumo stretched out his hand and took the lantern from Lin Zhu's hand and said, "Zhu'er, you hold your hands, it's cold." ”
Lin Zhu rubbed his hands, which were already a little stiff, and then snorted.
Follow Shumo. She also has a demeanor for calligraphy. He is one with Jin Xiaoguang.
I was speechless all the way, and soon I arrived in the town, and sure enough, every shop was closed, and everyone on the street was closed.
The two walked to the door of Juxian Restaurant, and Shumo knocked on the door for a long time, and only then did the voice of the lazy sheep come from inside the door: "Who, it's so late to knock." Let not let people sleep. ”
The voice is lazy and thick. Lin Zhu heard the voice of the shopkeeper Qi's son, the young man who was black and strong and everyone called Heidun.
She hurriedly said loudly: "Brother Heidun, I am Zhu'er, and the carefree son wants me to come and get the jar wine." ”
At this time, it is most effective to bring out the name of the carefree son. Sure enough, the door squeaked open. Hetun stood inside the door with his robe draped.
Seeing Shumo busy with a smiling face, he went into the counter and took out a jar of good wine, and said flatteringly: "Zhu'er, hehe, am I sending it to you or ......." ”
He is now the backbone of Yan Wuwu's death squad, and he can often see Shumo, knowing that he is also an official, but he doesn't know what to call him.
Shumo looked at the wine jar and said, "No need, I'm tired." Then he walked out of Juxian Building with a lantern in one hand and a wine jar in the other.
Lin Zhu hurriedly followed behind him and said, "Lord Yun, carry the lantern for me, you can just hold the wine jar." ”
Shumo said very easily: "No, you just have to follow, I will lose you today, otherwise the little black fat man will not open the door for me." ”
In fact, he could have opened the door with great ease.
Lin Zhu hurriedly said: "It's a little meaning, it's dark." Lord Yun is also bored walking alone at night, and the two of them talk and are not afraid. ”
In her opinion, when it is so dark, whether it is a man or a woman, she must be afraid in her heart, and when someone speaks, the fear will be reduced.
She just said it casually, but Shumo was very moved. He has followed Jin Xiaoguang since he was a child, before and after the saddle, and he has already made great achievements at a young age. Wearing the stars and wearing the moon, the night is out of the day, and it has long been used to it.
No one has ever said so intimately that walking alone at night would be scary.
He glanced sideways at Lin Zhu, who was walking beside him. The weak ones barely reached his shoulders. She walks lightly. From time to time, his arm touched his arm holding the lantern, and from time to time he held it.
Suddenly, I felt warm in my heart. This little woman is the little lord of the previous dynasty. If she was still the county lord, she must be a compassionate person.
Feeling Lin Zhu's feet quickly shifting, he slowed down.
whispered, "Zhu'er, go slowly." ”
Lin Zhu said, "It's you who are walking too fast, Lord Yun. Look at the darkness of the night, and you can't see your fingers. Saying: The moon is dark and the wind is high on the night of killing, and it is the best time to steal chickens and touch dogs. It's impossible for us to kill people, like we don't like chickens and dogs. ”
Go a little too serious and embellish it with some humor.
Shumo smiled softly: The moon is dark and the wind is high and kills. He lost count of the nights he had done it. In the past, it was common for Marquis Dingyuan to kill several opposition parties in order to eliminate dissidents. He still remembers that when he was fourteen years old, he followed Childe to kill the first person.
It's less of that kind of thing now, but it will be in a month or two.
Of course, stealing chickens and touching dogs has nothing to do with him.
He looked down and smiled, "I feel like a trafficker of women." ”
It's such a dark day, with a woman.
Lin Zhu said, "Okay, you sell me first, and then you rescue me." We divide the money equally. ”
"How much will I sell you?"
"Fifty taels. No, it's too expensive for no one. But it's cheaper, I'll drop the price. Hey, Lord Yun. It's better to sell you first, and then we will work as coolies for others, you are so tall and strong, you must be very valuable. When the time comes, I'll take the money and go first, and then you will escape on your own. If you take eighty percent, I will take two percent, what do you think? ”
"If you sell you as a maid and daughter-in-law, who wants to sell me. They also have to eat and dress. I'll sell you. ”
The two talked and laughed, and then returned to the vegetable garden. As soon as I got to the door, it started to rain.
It seems that Jin Xiaoguang is not going to leave today. She casually lifted the lantern under the eaves. Pushing open the door of the house, the table was already full of vegetables, except for the red and white shredded radish, all of which were pickles. Jin Xiaoguang has already eaten noodles and is discussing various vegetables with Cai Er.
Shumo hurriedly opened the wine jar.
Outside the gate, Li Zhushan's Tongling-like eyes shone in the dark night, and he gritted his teeth and asked Young Master Jin Zhen, who was standing silently in the night: "Young Master, should we start?" ”
Jin Xiaoguang didn't go to Yanfu and didn't go back to the capital. If you start tonight, it can be said that it is an accident.
As soon as he walked out of the vegetable garden. (To be continued......)