Chapter 272: Proper Love
Seeing that her son dared to refute herself, Shang's mother felt even more unhappy in her heart, and then she opened her mouth again and said, "Who did you talk to if you didn't talk to her?" I didn't ask why you went out before, but you see that you have been in the house for more than an hour, and you have been holding a mobile phone and pressing it there, who else can you talk to besides that Mu Chenxi? Don't tell me you're busy at work! ”
Listening to his mother, he was obviously angry, although the phone vibrated again, but this time Shang Zichen didn't dare to pick up the phone again, but he still said a little depressed: "It's really not Xiaoxi, in fact, it's hers...... Uh, friends. ”
"Friends? Oh, my God! Does that girl know how to find a friend to speak for her? Hey! This scheming is not small, let me tell you, you are not allowed to contact her or her friends anymore, do you hear? ”
Now Shang's mother's face has become more and more ugly, and seeing his mother like this, Shang Zichen finally said slowly after hesitating for a long time: "Oh Mom, although Yanan is indeed Xiaoxi's friend, she is not saying anything for her. ”
"Yanan? Which Yanan? Hey, I don't care who she is, anyway, you don't give me nonsense, let you don't contact you, just stay honest with me, don't touch that phone again, and don't help her talk...... What else could it be if it wasn't to help her!? ”
Regarding her son's explanation, Shang's mother obviously didn't believe it at all, but seeing her mother like this, Shang Zichen frowned and looked down at the mobile phone in his hand and muttered in a low voice: "It's really not, because I think ...... She seems to want me to leave Xiaoxi......"
Lying on the bed with a frown. Although it took him a quarter of an hour to explain that his mother temporarily let him go, Shang Zichen at this time did not care about his mother's questioning, but instead made him feel a little puzzled by what Xue Yanan said to him.
Although Xue Yanan didn't say this in the restaurant before, after the two of them separated and returned home, Xue Yanan sent a text message to himself, and the content of the text message also made Shang Zichen feel a little inexplicable.
Little by little, I flipped through the records on my phone. Although the two have now sent dozens of messages to each other. But just from the first one, he found out that it seemed that Xue Yanan had some purpose in the first place.
Although it is true that all of her conversations revolve around the relationship between Dawn and herself, as her mother said, it is not an attempt to ease the relationship between the two. Instead, they tried to break them apart in general......
"Although I've been with Xiaoxi for so long. I do admit that we have a very good relationship. But I've always felt that she wasn't a good girl to have a relationship with, because she knew what she wanted. Understand what is more important to her, and be more aware of which aspect she will choose that is more beneficial to her when she is faced with a choice. ”
"When she was in school, in fact, Xiaoxi was not unpursued, but because she knew what she wanted in her heart, she was still very self-aware at that time, but now...... Although it may seem like you're happy together on the surface, are you really happy? ”
"Every time I talk to her about feelings, I once asked her what kind of man she wants to find, but although many years have passed, since I met you, I finally found out that she was really lucky to find such a man, a man who suits her."
"But then again, you're the right fit for her, but is she's the right fit for you?"
"How much do you know about Xiaoxi, how much do you know her, what do you like about her, and how have you changed before?"
"I'm sorry maybe I have a lot to say, but please don't get me wrong, I'm not dissatisfied with her, but just worried about you, genuinely worried......"
Looking at the words that Xue Yanan sent to himself, although almost every one of them he replied to, but now that he browsed it again, Shang Zichen suddenly felt that he seemed to be really speechless.
'Yes, Xiaoxi said very clearly last night, compared to my love, she cares more about the love that her family has for her, maybe this is what Yanan said...... She's choosing the side that's more beneficial to her. ’
Chattering in his heart, at the same time, Shang Zichen's brain also began to slowly recall with Xue Yanan's text message, although he felt nothing when he first watched it, but now he really felt that this Xue Yanan was worthy of Mu Chenxi's bosom friend, and it could be said that he analyzed her very thoroughly, although Xue Yanan didn't know anything about what happened last night.
"I'm a good fit for her man, but is it a good woman for me...... Alas, how can this be distinguished? ”
"Am I really happy to be with her? It seems that at least I am now...... It doesn't seem to be very happy, of course, I think she at this time, I'm afraid she won't be happy either. ”
Whispering to himself to the ceiling, the more he thought about it in his heart, the more Shang Zichen felt that what Xue Yanan said was not wrong at all, but there was one sentence that he did not tell Xue Yanan, that is, what he liked about Chenxi.
In fact, it's not that he doesn't want to say it, in fact, it's just like when he used to talk to his parents about Chenxi, although he always felt that he was the person who knew her best, but after last night's conversation, he found that the woman he had always loved so deeply actually had so many inner thoughts that he had never told him, and these things were still the ones he was still swearing to tell Chenxi before......
"Hehe, I'm really a little ridiculous, no matter how much I swear and promise for the future, but what she thinks in her heart is something I can't change no matter what, just like Yanan said, the change between us now is not because of who made the change, but just because of Xiaoxi She...... I don't want to change. ”
He laughed at himself a little uncomfortably, but after a while, he felt that his heart was stuffed, and at the same time, he was even a little annoyed about his mentality of complaining about Chenxi, not because Chenxi was angry, but because he was angry because of himself.
"Why do I have to ask her to change, why shouldn't I be the one who makes the change? Xiaoxi did tell my parents so honestly, but since that was her inner world, why didn't I put myself in her shoes? ”
kept asking himself, but when he remembered what his parents said to him, he felt that although it was difficult to change the dawn, it seemed that if he wanted to change something, he was afraid that it would be more difficult.
"Ugh." Sighing heavily, and at the same time rubbing his very sore head with his hand, Shang Zichen gradually felt that even if he continued to think about it alone, he was afraid that it would be useless, since nothing could be changed, so it was better to take one step at a time, although his parents are not very supportive of the two of them to continue walking, but in fact, in his heart, he still loves this woman very much.
After all, it is himself who makes the confession, and it is himself who is always taking care of the other party, so he is unwilling and willing to give up, and more importantly, he still has a trace of expectations for the future between the two people.
"Maybe after a while, Xiaoxi will regret what she said, maybe after a while, my parents won't be so pressing on me."
comforting himself so softly, although he didn't know that this was actually what Dawn was best at, but now he really needed this comfort.
"Alas, let's talk about it later, anyway, since I have rejected her today, let's wait until I compensate her, although I know that she will be unhappy, but it is better to calm down first."
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Walking on the side of a very unfamiliar street, although Chenxi and Zhou Jin had been wandering outside for more than two hours at this time, perhaps because they were exposed to the fresh air and the bustling street, Mu Chenxi's spirit was better at this time.
Looking at her as she walked more and more excitedly, she became more and more energetic, although her legs were already a little sore, but Zhou Jin was still looking at her side face with a smile, and at the same time talking to her from time to time.
At first, Chenxi was still a little dull, although she occasionally joked with herself, but that feeling of weakness always made Zhou Jin's heart very worried, but now it is different, although she has begun to scream indiscriminately on the street, but the first time she saw such a naughty her, Zhou Jin cherishes the present time very much, of course, after the sky darkens, he also began to worry that Chenxi will be too tired to sleep at night.
"You, you, aren't you moving your arms and legs, so your energy is strong? It can be seen that you have been at home for a day, hehe. ”
"Uh, yes?" Hearing Zhou Jin say this, Mu Chenxi immediately showed a puzzled expression, but soon she waved her hand again and said, "Hey, it doesn't matter, it's good to wander around here anyway, after all, I haven't been here before." ”
While speaking, Chenxi searched around again, although this was indeed a place she had never been, but in fact, the main reason why she would take Zhou Jin to this side was because she really didn't want to go to any place that would remind her of Shang Zichen, because that was the only ...... She doesn't feel heartache. (To be continued......)