It hurts-it hurts--let me get rid of it.

Spare me—let me die—

When he regained consciousness again, Nie Xingxu's mind kept hearing such a voice; That's right, not in my ears, but in my head, and the terrible and painful cry continued, never for a moment. This made Nie Xingxu's originally sinking heart can't help but hang again, because these voices are nothing else, they are the voices of those villagers when the wicked people slaughtered the village!

He could even tell which one was the village chief, which one was the uncle next door, and which one belonged to his own hair Xiao Wang Xiaoping; His eyes gradually filled with horror, but he looked around, except for the gray fog, there was no village in front of the village and no shop in the back, where were the people around?

It seems that this test is not an immersive test, but a will to be destroyed. Nie Xingxu clenched his fists tightly, constantly telling himself that those were in the past, they were irretrievable, and now if he wanted not to let the tragedy happen again, what he could do was to persevere and pass the test of the Eclipse Blade - besides, his oath to Ye Lingyun and Yu Zhenzhen, as a gentleman, must not be violated.

Thinking of this, Nie Xingxu's back was straight; He closed his eyes, he couldn't control the situation around him, but what was going on in his mind was something he would definitely be able to control, as long as he was determined enough, he would definitely be able to do it!

It's just that Nie Xingxu tried a lot of methods, he sat down on the spot, meditating and wanted to dispel these sounds with the Heart Sutra that Yu Zhenzhen had taught him, but it could only cause the qi and blood in his body to be sluggish, and a mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth. He stroked his chest, but the voice in his head never became smaller; This made Nie Xingxu couldn't help but feel a little anxious, but those voices seemed to like this emotion very much. The more anxious Nie Xingxu became, the louder their voices became, until the end, even though it was a constant sound in his head, Nie Xingxu felt deafening.

It must be the wrong method, and there must be emotions that can combat these. Nie Xingxu punched the ground, looking at the blood he had just sprayed on the ground. In the midst of the noisy and chaotic voices in my mind, a clear woman's voice suddenly sounded.

"Everyone has fears, but we can't always run away from them. Escape is not the solution, we have to face it bravely, and it was because of your blind evasion and forbearance that the emergence of the second personality will be brewed. In fact, his initial appearance was good. I want to protect you; It's just that subconsciously, he is still a vicious existence. ”

Ye Lingyun! This is Ye Lingyun's voice! Nie Xingxu's whole person was like an initiation, and he meditated with peace of mind again, this time, he was not thinking about reciting the Heart Sutra, because he quickly found the best way to deal with those voices in his head!

***

"Nonsense, nonsense, nonsense......"

Nie Xingxu at that time. I only felt that my world was about to collapse, so I could only keep repeating these four words. It looks a little demonic.

Nonsense-Feng Huafei's voice suddenly remembered from Ye Lingyun's mind, making her stunned, as if she had returned to that time-she deeply remembered that it was the day when she learned that Yu Zhenzhen and Ling Haojie were married, and she comforted Feng Huafei again and again, but Feng Huafei only escaped, and only let out such a big roar-nonsense!

Ye Lingyun will always remember her promise at that time - Senior brother, I said so much, and I have no intention of revealing your scars. I just want you to know that even if Vera is not there, I will always be there for you, and I will never leave you, Senior Brother. But that eternity, in the present situation, is so ridiculous; Now that Fenghua is flying in the alien beast clan, what kind of suffering she is suffering, she doesn't know at all, what she can say forever is just a joke.

Ye Lingyun turned around suddenly, looked at Nie Xingxu fixedly, and saw that he was staring at him with big eyes, still repeating that nonsense; Her heart suddenly seemed to be moved by something, and regardless of the pungent smell that came, she walked to the side of the fire enchantment, squatted down, and looked at Nie Xingxu levelly, "This is not nonsense, it is indeed a fact. You are the earth spirit of the land of Shenzhou, an indispensable one of our five spirits, and we will not be able to harm you. And I hope you can believe our words, we sincerely hope you are well. ”

Ye Lingyun's words were gentle, and finally Nie Xingxu came back to his senses, looking back at Ye Lingyun's gaze, his eyes were filled with tears, and he said with red eyes, "I really can't believe that I will become the kind of person I fear the most." ”

"Everyone has something to fear, but we can't always run away, escape is not the solution," Ye Lingyun didn't know why she would say these big words to explain people, in the past, she wouldn't say a word, "We have to face it bravely, it was because of your blind evasion and forbearance that the emergence of the second personality of the wine will be brewed, in fact, his appearance at the beginning is good, he wants to protect you; It's just that subconsciously, he is still a vicious existence. There is one thing that the clouds don't know, and it's another you told me, do you want to know? ”

Nie Xingxu nodded, for some reason, after facing such a Ye Lingyun, he seemed to have pity; After all, when he looked at Ye Lingyun just now, he could also catch a trace of sadness from Ye Lingyun's face; Since they are both fallen people at the end of the world, it is easy to build a good feeling. Ye Lingyun sighed and said, "After you thought those people had committed atrocities, they let you go. But I heard another one say that they didn't let you go, but when they were tired of playing and wanted to kill you too, the second personality just appeared, and he killed all the thieves alone; At the same time, perhaps because your memory of that incident is too deep and painful, the second personality eats most of the thieves, and the rest is thrown into the river and washed away; In this way, the second **** woke up and found that he seemed to have been let go. ”

"There is...... Such a thing! Thinking of this, Nie Xingxu's abdomen began to tumble again, and a feeling of vomiting rose with his esophagus, but he still couldn't hold back, and vomited again. The room was full of the smell of Nie Xingxu's vomit, and it was really difficult to stay; But Ye Lingyun didn't frown this time, she only took out the Jinpa again and handed it to Nie Xingxu and said, "This is my last Jinpa." ”

***

"Mother. ......Nie Xingxu bit his lip, tears fell down, and tears were all over his face; He was like a child without the world. I just want to say goodbye to my mother's side persistently; And now I have finally achieved my wish.

Wu Ying was also full of excitement, with some inexplicable resentment; She slowly walked in front of Nie Xingxu, and saw that Nie Xingxu was about to throw herself into her arms, but she took advantage of the situation and slapped Nie Xingxu in the face.

After the "snap", Nie Xingxu's body fell to the side; He just lay on the ground in a daze, his hands covering his hot and stinging face, and his heart was full of puzzlement. The tears did not stop for a while, and they still flowed down in an uproar. Seeing this, Wu Ying's tears that she had endured for a long time finally burst out of her eyes. She clenched her fists, and loved this little son very much in her heart, but after knowing what he did, she loved and hated it. I don't know how to deal with it.

"You've grown up. This is the first time I hit you for my mother. Wu Ying said, raised his hand to wipe a handful of tears, and his body trembled slightly, "This is for those souls in your mouth, Xu'er, even if you don't know the sins you did, it doesn't mean that those things haven't happened." ”

Nie Xingxu finally came back to his senses. Listening to Wu Ying's words, I knew what Wu Ying was angry about; About that. He didn't know how much remorse he should have, and when his fist slammed on the ground, he opened his mouth and wept, "Mother, the children know that these children can't get out; After all, I did these things myself. My mother was happy to help others in those years, and I also hoped that the three of us brothers would be kind-hearted; It's a pity that my mother tried her best to save me, but she did such a rebellious thing. Mother, the child knows that he is wrong, he really knows that he is wrong, and the child wants to work hard to make up for it......"

Wu Ying knelt on her knees and held Nie Xingxu's head in her arms, as intimate as before, but her body always trembled slightly because of excitement, "My Xu'er, my mother actually understands in my heart, you don't want to do this, my mother knows, this is not my Xu'er." I know all too well what my own children are by nature. Among the three brothers, you are the most delicate and gentle. You are like a wave of calm water, which can make people unconsciously feel at ease. Xu'er, mother knows, you are a good boy, oh no, now, it's time to call you a good man, so you should understand that the burden on your shoulders belongs to you, and you must be responsible for it to the end. ”

Nie Xingxu was surrounded by Wu Ying like this, and seemed to have returned to the past; The small village he dreamed back to countless times, where there was his mother and two brothers who loved him, and Sun Xiaohong next door always asked him to practice poetry and books together...... How many years have passed, and now he can return to this embrace, it is really a dream, he never thought that one day, Wu Ying would appear in front of him, saying the same words as before, and the tone was the same love as before.

"Mother, what do you mean, the children understand. It's just that this human being is really not worthy of being guarded by children, if it weren't for those wicked people, how could my mother ...... How could my brother ......" Nie Xingxu gritted his teeth, the warm scene passed by, and then looked closely, all the blood spread all over the ground; What penetrated into the ears was the laughter and scolding of the thieves.

"Wicked, Xu'er, you're right," Wu Ying helped Nie Xingxu up, the mother and son sat on the edge of the bed, Wu Ying took Nie Xingxu's hand and said earnestly, "People are divided into good people and evil people, and in my opinion, there are far more good people than evil people." Think about it, are there wicked people in the village where you grew up? When you go out and pass through, are there many good people or evil people? ”

These two questions stopped Nie Xingxu at once; Indeed, Wu Ying's words made him indefensible. If these humans are evildoers, what about their own brothers and relatives? What about the people in the village? Speaking of the moment, what about Ye Lingyun, who has been comforting herself?

Wu Ying understands that his son is, after all, the meat that fell from his body; She knew that Nie Xingxu must be struggling with his thoughts at this time; First, it is really difficult for him to forget the evil deeds done by those thieves, and secondly, he has hated human beings for so long that he has formed a certain inherent thought pattern, which is not so easy to change. After thinking about it again, Wu Ying took a deep breath and said to Nie Xingxu, "Okay, Xu'er, my mother will give you the simplest example, Xu'er, you yourself have done those evil things like thieves, even if you don't know it yourself, but you did it yourself, can you admit this?" ”

Nie Xingxu lowered his head, but he also bowed his head, and his palms were full of beads of sweat. Wu Ying patted the back of Nie Xingxu's hand and said softly, "But think about it, from those who believe in you all the way to your mother, who has always hated you because of this and can't accept you?" If you think backwards, it's the same thing. Xu'er, you should have the world in mind and fulfill your duties; If you really can't find a reason to forgive humanity, then think you're atoning for your sins. ”

***

Gentle. This is the method that Nie Xingxu thought of, he wanted to revisit the warm scenes he had experienced; Sure enough, he was able to control his memory, and pull it back to those tender days, and the voices in his mind that were like a man's back were much smaller; Nie Xingxu was full of energy, since he could control his memory more freely to suppress those voices, he increased his horsepower, since this was the test of the Eclipse Blade, he had to let the Eclipse Blade take a look, no matter how powerful the fierce spirit was, it didn't necessarily have to be strong to survive; In this world, what is more powerful than evil is kindness and gentleness.

"Hmph, I can't help myself." At the top of the gray sky, the figure of a man gradually magnifies; It was a tall and muscular man, with short and crisp hair slightly blown up as the surrounding clouds floated, a hollow silver wipe on his forehead tied under the broken hair on his forehead, sword eyebrows and starry eyes, and his pupils were bright red like fire; There is a complex spell-like mark on the left side of his face. In the clouds, he stood out as he stood out, and under a fiery red cloak was armor of the same color as his forehead. He held a giant wind scythe, and black breath kept coming out of the wind scythe. The man just stood there, and he felt a murderous aura, which made people feel unconsciously frightened.

"How can those human emotions compete with this ferocious force! But the mantis arm authorities! Okay, I'll let you see, the consequences of not being able to measure yourself! The man raised his scythe high and swung it downward; At the same time, a dazzling red light fell from the sky and hit Nie Xingxu who was meditating; After Nie Xingxu was shrouded in a burst of red light, he made another "poof", and his whole body fell softly, and blood flowed out along his eyes, nostrils, ears, and mouth. (To be continued.) )