Chapter 690: King Gu
The first time I saw Ying Zheng, with such a heavy heart, even when I was fortunate for the first time and faced the mystery of life and death, I was not as bitter and depressed as I am today.
"Your Majesty-" Luo Cong greeted her when she heard the news, originally wanting to dissuade Ying Zheng, but she was shocked by Ying Zheng's appearance before she reached the fence.
I forcibly suppressed the frenzy in my heart, and opened my eyes to look at Yingzheng; He happened to be looking at me, but his brow was furrowed even more than mine.
Tired and weak, I closed my eyes, and I turned my back to him, and I refused to face him directly.
The sound of footsteps was the sound of Ying Zheng sending everyone out, and then Ying Zheng walked to the edge of my bed alone.
"Are you okay?" He asked hoarsely, very timidly.
I didn't speak, I lay still, even though I was too stiff to hold on.
"Tianxi..."
He tried to touch me lightly, but when I couldn't help but roll over and gag and knew that I was rejecting him, he straightened my sideburns and stains and handed me the handkerchief in the air.
I didn't mean to make things difficult for him, and I didn't have the right to be angry with him, but I was really just uncomfortable and couldn't stop replaying those horrible images in my head.
"I heard that you are not very good, and I am afraid that they will not dare to report anything to me, so I forced my way in." Yingzheng, who could have gone anywhere with confidence, was careful like a child who had done something wrong when he explained his hard break to me.
I gasped weakly and didn't say anything.
After waiting for a while, seeing that I still didn't move, Ying Zheng sat on the edge of the bed and whispered again.
"Something happened to Qi Guofang, I know that you are sad, and I also understand that you are frightened when you see the criminal responsibility, and the double blow makes you unbearable, I understand. I'm here to tell you that I've always been there. If you wish, you can rely entirely on me to solve these problems. ”
I knew that being with Yingzheng would inevitably talk about the problem of cheating, but when I heard him mention it, I still couldn't hold back my anger and stood up and glared at him.
Even now, after seeing it with your own eyes. I sometimes deceive myself and think that Yingzheng would not have done such a tragic thing, and there must be some misunderstanding in this.
"Tell me, you didn't do it." My eyes were filled with despair and anticipation.
Ying Zheng is not a murderer in the mouth of outsiders, nor is he a tyrant who suppresses the world with cruel punishment alone. He's a man of affection, righteousness, and eloquence, and I don't want him to be stamped with the mark I don't want to see.
I don't care what the people of the world think of me, because I don't live in their world, but I hope they can look at Ying Zheng a little fairly, because it is not easy for Ying Zheng to work hard for them and fight for the next country, and now the rectification is so hard and laborious, it shows that Ying Zheng cares, once the world no longer understands the slightest, he must be very sad in his heart.
I hope Ying Zheng can tell me that he has a hard time. So even if he did, I would still have a reason to tell myself and find an excuse to forgive him.
However, he clearly did not want to lie to me.
"I did it." Ying Zheng flickered for a moment and didn't look me in the eye, but what he said was unmistakable.
Hearing Yingzheng's words with my own ears, I felt "gurgle" and was sad, and my tears kept flowing.
"Why? I thought that you unified the world to save the common people, but I didn't expect you to kill innocents indiscriminately..."I couldn't go on, and the space in my throat was blocked by tears of disappointment.
What I thought was something Yingzheng didn't refute, but his next words showed that he had other ideas.
"Only in this way can the people of the world live and work in peace and contentment, and be free from war. It can be regarded as true unification and salvation. ”
With such a firm belief, who can shake his mind, but I really don't want to give up, because I think he can be a truly responsible leader of the world.
"Do you know what Renjun is?" I am saddened. I want him to feel it, and I want him to be able to feel my pain and not be so stubborn and domineering.
Ying Zheng realized my expectations, but he didn't want to be a benevolent monarch who governed the country with virtue.
"I know that a mouth full of benevolence is not necessarily benevolence, and that it is best to rule by making the people submit to their loyalty and giving them a peaceful home and shelter." He couldn't bear to feel sad about me, but he couldn't obey my proposal, so he told me what he thought.
I understand his statecraft. In this relatively barbaric interpersonal era, it is indeed an eternal truth that the law of the jungle is the strong, and I also recognize that his power should be had, but he must do such inhumane...
"If you have to die, do you have to be so uncomfortable for others to have the pleasure of power?" I was almost dying of grief in my belly.
"No," he said calmly, looking at me coldly, "but if they die like that, they will be able to atone for their own sins and warn the afterlifers." ”
I can't say anything more, and in the face of Yingzheng's firmness, I have nothing to argue with my mental and physical strength.
"The country in my hands is no better than any other country in the past, if it was really the Qin State of the Seven Kingdoms in the past, I would not be so iron-fisted, but now it is the unity of the Seven Kingdoms, and if they don't rule a group ruthlessly, they are not enough to achieve shock and fear." He continued to speak to me.
Also, I am not a person of this era, according to this body, I have special compassion for the original Qi country, and I want the monarchs and ministers of the six countries to submit, I can't think of a better way than to force it.
I'm just paranoid, that scene of people hurting people - it turned out to be the man I loved!
How cold-blooded and ruthless is it to be able to destroy people like this!
"I think, stay alone." I burst into tears.
It's not that I don't want to listen to Yingzheng, it's not that I really want to go against him, he's my husband, and I should support everything he does, at least not to block him, but this matter is too bloody in front of my eyes, and I don't know how I should face him.
If I want to forget all this, I can't do it, at least I can't do it now, and I don't want to do it.
After a while, Ying Zheng left lonely, and the fact that there were political differences and differences of opinion between us was unquestionable, and I was in pain, and he also felt sad.
I don't know what will happen in the future, whether he and I can still stay together without a gap, at this time I am really tired, I don't know anything, and I don't want to burn my brain, I feel that it is time for me to take a good rest.
Drowsiness, three days and three nights without stopping vomiting and tearing, gave me a time-consuming rescue strategy. (To be continued.) )