Chapter 80: Habit is taken care of by you
"I know I'm a little stupid, and I don't know as much about people and the world as you do, and I'm even stupid compared to many girls, but I still want to...... I hope that I can make amends for my mistakes, so I beg you, at least sue me...... What the hell is wrong. ”
While speaking, Mu Chenxi's mood has changed from anger at the beginning to full of sadness now, although Shang Zichen is her boss, but he has always taken care of herself, but Mu Chenxi has been accustomed to that kind of care, although she herself feels that she has crossed a certain line, but Shang Zichen is still not only her leader, at least ...... Friends.
"If you can, if you just say a few words, if you just give me a chance to guess, at least...... I can make some efforts without being so overwhelmed every time. ”
The tears have begun to whirl, although she tried her best to restrain herself, but it is indeed not easy to control the feelings at this time.
'It doesn't matter......
Let the tears flow out presumptuously, she doesn't care about losing face in front of Shang Zichen at this time, it's not the first time anyway, and if tears can save a friend, it is also the easiest way.
"Yes...... Not...... Is it? Choked up and said the last sentence, the cry was accompanied by pleading, although this was a very simple way, but for Mu Chenxi, this was already the limit of what she could do.
The sound outside the car continued to linger in his ears, Shang Zichen bit his lip stubbornly, although he was still looking ahead, but at this time, his eyes were already full of unbearability.
"Ugh."
The quiet space, although there was a soft sobbing sound of the morning light, but this long sigh still stirred up a ripple of hope in the dark heart of the morning light.
Quickly raising his head, Mu Chenxi stared at Shang Zichen's face tightly, and looked forward to it in his heart......
"Ugh." With another short sigh, Shang Zichen let go of his hands gripping the steering wheel, and then slowly lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little too willful, as a man, and I'm so much older than you, it's really ...... me to be like this."
The voice paused slightly, and it was obvious that Shang Zichen didn't know how to face the morning light that cried into tears again, and this time it was because of him.
As for Shang Zichen's apology, Mu Chenxi immediately shook her head, in her opinion, it was herself who was wrong, no matter what the reason, no matter who stood on the side of reason, it didn't matter to her, as long as Shang Zichen could return to his former appearance and state, then for her, including those years, it was just a floating cloud......
As if seeing her shaking her head, Shang Zichen smiled bitterly at himself, and then said: "Thank you Xiaoxi, compared to you, I have been too careful in the past few days. ”
Gently wiping his face, as if there was a sense of reform, Shang Zichen tried his best to make the smile bloom on his face again, and then slowly turned his head, looked at the morning light with a somewhat dull look and said:
"It's hard for you to shed tears for me in order to make me happy, and no amount of sorry for this can give me peace of mind, alas, just allow me to be willful again, I hope ...... Let it pass, let's ...... Would you like to start over? ”
'Start over? What to start over? How to say it is a bit ......' For Shang Zichen's words, Mu Chenxi was at a loss for a while, in her opinion, these four words should generally be used between couples who are about to break up, but at this time he ......
But he had already said so, and now that he had seen Shang Zichen's smile as he wished, she didn't ask anything more, but nodded lightly, and at the same time tried to make herself look less sad than before.
However, there is a saying that says: "A person who is not good at disguise will be full of falsehood no matter how much he disguises it." ”
When Shang Zichen saw the distorted expression on Chenxi's face, he was also immediately amused, but his heart was even more painful......
"I'm a big man, no matter how willful I am like a child, will you tolerate me? Why are you always so innocent and always able to tolerate it...... Why are you willing to turn around and let yourself be wronged in order to make me happy when I feel that I am wrong, why ......"
Before he finished speaking, the slender hand that had been soft was already erected in front of him, although there was still some distance from his mouth, but the natural body fragrance that he had been used to smelling was pouring into his body again with his snort.
I saw Mu Chenxi grinning slowly, and two rows of white teeth slowly appeared in front of Shang Zichen's eyes, and then she said with a smile: "Because you always want me to be happy, and now...... I also want you to be happy and ......"
I took a deep breath, although my brain was getting more and more blank, but my thoughts drove my lips and said, "I'm used to being taken care of by you......"
There is no beautiful moonlight, no romantic and warm scene, at this moment in this empty downstairs, Mu Chenxi and Shang Zichen, one is standing outside the car, the other is sitting in the car, but the eyes of the two are looking directly at each other, although this is not the first time, but at this time both of them understand that this is real...... Like anything I've ever done before.
Feeling the beating of her heart, Mu Chenxi seemed to have forgotten what she had said, but she did not regret it, although her face was as red as fire at this time, she still did not flinch, and still stared at Shang Zichen's eyes.
The slender hand has been slowly put down, and at this time, there is nothing between the two of them except for the ethereal air, and at this time, for Shang Zichen, it has completely exceeded his expectations, although he has been working hard to prepare, but when this moment comes, his heart is still very nervous.
Slowly opening his somewhat dry mouth, Shang Zichen's heart was also beating fiercely, although he had been silently rehearsing in his heart many times, but at this time, he found that those words that were already familiar to him could not be found.
'Fight! ’
There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and the words cannot be spoken...... When Shang Zichen had already made up his mind to say something, his tongue seemed to be as weak as a cramp, so he had to try to calm himself and said:
"Xiaoxi, since you have agreed, then we will turn over the previous qiē, and we will ...... today. I have something to say...... I want to say to you, actually...... I've been hiding these words in my heart for a long time, although I know that maybe I'll be a little abrupt when I say those words at this time, but I'm really... It's true... I..."