081: For her
thinks so, but Xu Jinsheng is his biological daughter, and he ...... Is it really so distracted? Now Nalan Jinxiu wants to complain about the owner of this body. No wonder she was so arrogant and reckless at a young age, in fact, it was because of a lack of love!
Old Madam Ji saw that she was unwilling, and she also thought of this, and comforted: "You are a sensible child, you should understand your father's difficulties, don't think nonsense." ”
Nalan Jinxiu realized that he had walked to the door, and was shaking his hands at the door at this time and taking a deep breath. She had a black line on her face, turned around and put on a smiling face, and casually lied: "I miss my father and brother a little, they didn't come to see me when they returned to Jinling last year, I think they forgot about me." ”
"You are your father's own flesh and blood, how can he not care about you?"
Nalan Jinxiu thought of Daddy, no matter how many things in the court were waiting for him to deal with, no matter how much pressure he was on, he would always worry about her and Auntie. Ah Niang hurt her body when she gave birth to her, and she couldn't get pregnant again.
At that time, how many people persuaded him to take a concubine so that he could have a male to continue the incense, but he refused. He said that she was his child, and having her was a continuation of the incense. He was a good father, but she couldn't do anything for him.
If she occupies Xu Jinsheng's body, can she really cause the safety of the king of Zhenbei to be disregarded? I am afraid that her conscience can't stand it, and after all, she must do her filial piety as a child.
Ji Hongye glanced at Nalan Jinxiu lightly, got up, saluted Mrs. Ji, and said respectfully: "Grandmother, grandchildren will take her out to watch the fireworks, and I will come back to talk to you later." ”
Old Madam Ji knew that the two children must have something to say after listening to what she had just said, so she nodded and signaled that they could go out.
Ji Hongye took the lead and walked out, seeing that she was still at the door, motionless. Nalan Jinxiu felt that a gaze fell on her, so she looked up at him. The lantern at the door was blown by the wind, flickering and dimming, and she was in a trance.
Ji Hongye frowned, and said lightly: "You don't come over quickly." ”
Nalan Jinxiu trotted a few steps to him, and he naturally reached out to take her. Nalan Jinxiu could feel the warmth and dryness of his hands, and her heart suddenly became much more stable.
Ji Hongye led her to walk a long way in the garden, and the two of them were silent all the time. Nalan Jinxiu was suddenly very uneasy in his heart, and he didn't know what he was going to say to himself later. In fact, because of the experience in her previous life, she was a little afraid of talking about marriage.
But this person is the third brother, maybe, he won't lose her.
She turned her head sideways to look at him secretly, and when she saw that his face was sinking like water, she muttered in her heart. Secretly blamed himself in his heart, how sharp the third brother was, her hesitation and worry were probably seen by him a long time ago, and he was probably very disappointed in her now!
The third brother usually looks gentle, but he is still very stern when he doesn't speak with such a calm face. She bit her lip, plucked up her courage, and whispered: "Third brother......"
"Huh?" he turned his head to look at her, and saw a hesitation between her brows. The evening breeze ruffled her hair, and she didn't bother to tidy it up. The little girl wore a cloak and stood in the darkness of the night, looking more and more weak and pitiful.
"I'm sorry......" Her voice was thin and low, like a kitten.
Ji Hongye frowned at her, and suddenly reached out and pulled her into his arms, his voice was very light, with a trace of imperceptible loss, he said, "Ah Jin, what are you afraid of?"
Nalan Jinxiu leaned on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat, feeling his loss, his heart suddenly sour, some things still have to be explained clearly. She took a deep breath and began to say very seriously: "Third brother, I don't know what your grandmother said. ”
He sighed lowly and said resignedly, "I think the same thing as my grandmother." ”
"Don't you mind if I disguise myself as a man and practice medicine in the night market?"
"Don't mind. ”
"I'm young and ignorant, I can't take care of the inner house for you, and I can't help you in my career, and I even have you to maintain it everywhere, maybe it will become a burden and a burden for you......" Nalan Jinxiu looked straight at him, no matter how deep his gaze was, she didn't flinch.
"I don't mind what you say, I want to marry Ah Jin. His tone was very deliberate and serious.
In fact, except for the trace of uneasiness in her heart, it must be excellent that she can marry the third brother. At my grandmother's place just now, he didn't say anything, but now he brought her out and asked her so solemnly what she meant, and he thought that he cared very much about her thoughts.
She likes him in her heart, how can she disagree? It's just that her slightest hesitation is seen by him and put it in his heart. He didn't want her to suffer this grievance, and she was so cherished, how could she not be grateful in her heart.
"I'm naturally willing to marry you, but it's just ......" Nalan Jinxiu paused before making up her mind and said, "I'm just afraid that I can't deserve you." ”
Is he worthy of it? He is a childhood sweetheart with her, the door is comparable, and he is in love, how can he not be worthy? Ji Hongye frowned, I don't know how she could have such an idea, is it because he is not good enough? Not worthy, he suddenly thought of something, and his body stiffened......
Nalan Jinxiu, who was in his arms, also felt his abnormality, she shook his arm and asked worriedly, "Third brother, what's wrong?"
"You ......" Ji Hongye thought of what happened after she was taken captive, she didn't mention it, and he naturally wouldn't mention it. These days, everything about her has been so normal that he thinks that Bai Qi is lying to him, she is fine and has never been hurt.
Now, she said that she was not worthy of him, but because of that, he never knew what fear was, and he began to be afraid in his heart, what was he afraid of? I was afraid that she would not be able to think about it, that she would not be happy......
"Third brother?" Her eyes flashed, like stars, this was really the most beautiful eye he had ever seen, clear, insightful, and kind.
"Ah Jin, why do you think you don't deserve me? But because I was kidnapped last time......" He still asked, and after the words came out, he didn't know how to continue. His Ah Jin is so good, this is like a blasphemy against her.
Nalan Jinxiu was stunned! What does this have to do with what they were kidnapped last time and what they are talking about now? She looked at him stunned, and he looked back at her.
In an instant, Nalan Jinxiu suddenly understood what the third brother didn't say. At that time, her clothes were torn out of shape, and she was wearing men's clothes, and the third brother thought she was being bullied, so he confessed to her after she woke up.
The third brother wouldn't want to marry her because of this, right? The more Nalan Jinxiu thought about it, the more frightened she became, if that was the case, where should she put herself? She asked anxiously: "You won't marry me because of this, right?"
"It's not. ”
Her eyes were wet and she muttered, "I don't believe it." ”
"If I feel guilty, I will only be doubly good to you, and I will definitely not marry you. Only when the two are happy can you be happy, otherwise I am not equivalent to hurting you?"
It is difficult for Ji Hongye to have such emotional fluctuations and say so many things at once. Nalan Jinxiu's heart relaxed, she stood on tiptoe, hooked his neck with both hands, buried her cheeks in his shoulder, and said angrily: "He didn't treat me well, I don't think I'm worthy of the third brother, it's because you are too good." ”
The hanging stone in Ji Hongye's heart finally fell, he breathed a sigh of relief, stroked her hair, and said softly, "Ah Jin is very good." "Ah Jin is the best girl in the world.
"Then it's settled. The little girl swore very resolutely.
The corners of Ji Hongye's mouth curled slightly, and he said goodbye lightly.
This "good" made Nalan Jinxiu's uneasiness completely disappear. She shook his left hand with both hands, shook it, and said with a grin, "Then let's go eat dumplings!"
Ji Hongye lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows before saying, "Okay, go eat dumplings." After walking a few steps, he seemed to think of something again, looked at her and said, "My aunts have not treated you very well, if you are afraid of right and wrong, don't go on the day of the lantern, I will go and talk to my grandmother." ”
Ning Guo already attaches great importance to this custom, women think they must go, and men are even more so. Even in the previous life, when Zong Xuanyi treated her best, she also had to go with Mrs. Zong.
Such a conformist thing, but the third brother wanted to make her special, and he has been remembering it until now. Afraid that she would hinder her grandmother's face and be embarrassed in the middle, he was really thinking about her in everything.
Nalan Jinxiu looked at the man next to him, tall and straight, elegant and clear, and the joy in his heart could no longer be suppressed. As soon as he was happy, he didn't want to care about anything: "I'm not afraid, it's hard for them to eat me alive." ”
Ji Hongye chuckled, clenched her hand, and comforted a child, "Don't worry, they won't dare." ”
Once in the front yard, he let go of her hand. Even if everyone knows about their relationship, after all, they are not married yet, and it is not good to be too intimate in front of others, so as not to cause gossip. He wasn't afraid, he was only afraid of hurting her.
Nalan Jinxiu had a heart-to-heart with him, slowed down, and followed him, not far away. The banquet has almost been prepared, Ji Hongye will definitely not be able to enter the banquet if he is not there, everyone is waiting for him.
Aunt Su was talking next to Ji Yao, Ji Yao was holding a cup of tea, listening to her, but she was a little absent-minded. As soon as Aunt Su saw Ji Hongye, she quickly stood up and said with a smile: "Brother Ye is here, let's come to the table!"
Ji Hongye nodded his head to reply to her enthusiasm, turned around and made a gesture, and said lightly: "Ah Jin, come." ”
Nalan Jinxiu followed him slowly behind, and everyone's eyes stopped on her, most of them were unkind. She felt a particularly sharp edge, and subconsciously looked up at Ji Yao, and saw that he was looking at her with a tightly locked brow, and his expression was quite displeased.
Nalan Jinxiu lamented: Her uncle, it seems that he really doesn't like her.