047 Concubine
Aunt Wu hurriedly said: "The second girl really has a heart. ”
Shen Yi smiled and stood up: "It's not early, I'll go back first, and I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”
Aunt Wu hurriedly walked to the threshold to open the curtain and sent them to the gate of the hospital. When I turned around, I saw Shen Ying sitting at the head of the bed and was stunned at the two cans of tea, and I couldn't help but come over and touch her forehead.
Shen Ying twisted her head slightly, and Aunt Wu's hand fell into the air.
"What's wrong?" Aunt Wu said softly.
Shen Ying pursed her lips and looked at the ground for a long time before raising her head, "Throw them out!" I don't want to. ”
Aunt Wu was stunned: "This is sent by the second girl, how can you be so disrespectful?" ”
"What is proportion?" Shen Ying sat up with the bed board, "If she was measured, she wouldn't have been ruthless to watch me being punished by my wife, and she wouldn't even say a word to intercede for me!" The eldest sister still knows that I am her sister, in Shen Yan's heart, has she ever been her sister? I'm going to get sick, it's not her fault! Now she's pretending to send two cans of broken tea leaves, am I called Hanako?! ”
"Shut up!"
Aunt Wu hurriedly walked up and raised her hand to cover her mouth, "Are you still not punished enough?" If your father hears this, you'll have to be reprimanded again! ”
Anyway, if it wasn't for Shen Ying to stir up trouble, how could Shen Yan rebel against the army and let Mrs. Shen set her rules? Of course she understands Shen Ying's feelings, but this kind of words can't be heard by Shen Xuan, and Shen Xuan is not so confused.
Shen Ying cried and shook Aunt Wu's hand away, reached out and threw the gold collar around her neck on the ground: "I don't want this either!" Don't want it at all! ”
Aunt Wu straightened up, "Why is this?" You said you wanted it again. ”
"It was the beginning. Don't I want it now? Shen Ying burst into tears, "She knew that I was wearing this, but she didn't take it off, and she wore it all day long, and she was swaying around all day long, and they didn't have no money in their second room, and they didn't have just this collar, did she look down on people so much?" It's not because I'm a concubine! She just bullied me on purpose! ”
Aunt Wu frowned: "Who taught you these words?" ”
"Where is the need for someone to teach this? Am I not stupid enough to see it myself? She fell on her knees and cried, "If I were a concubine, would she dare to do this to me?" Do you think she dares to do this to her big sister? She just looked down on me and saw that I was born to my aunt, so she dared to target me all the time and couldn't get along with me! ”
Aunt Wu looked at her and couldn't speak.
Auntie, aunt, doesn't she know that these two words are an eternal thorn in her heart?
"They all look down on me, and so does the Gu family. I don't want the chain sent by the Gu family, that day in Yaori Hall, Mrs. Gu said that the girls in our house have competed one by one, and they don't look at me and I'm still sitting next to me. Where am I not as good as my second sister?
"On that day in Tianxiang Pavilion, Mrs. Gu gave the eldest sister a pair of mutton fat jade bracelets, and the second sister gave an eight-treasure gold lock. Who still lacks these three coins? I also have a pile of heads in my box, I wear this ring to let everyone know that I also have a collar, why didn't she give me a gold lock, only to the second sister! ”
The more Shen Ying said, the redder her eyes became, and Aunt Wu listened to the word concubine one after another, but her heart hurt as if she had been stabbed by a knife.
The cry was deafening, she endured it, sat on the edge of the kang with her skirt, and said with difficulty: "Don't think so much, even if you are a concubine, you are also the third girl of the dignified Shen family." In the future, it will be more than enough for the second son of a third- or fourth-grade official family to be a young grandmother. What's more, your father is only a daughter like you, what is the scenery when he is not out of the cabinet, and if he marries well in the future, it will be called the real scenery. ”
Shen Yi's words of reprimanding her were still in her ears.
Even she has to accept being reprimanded by a twelve-year-old child, what is Shen Ying not to listen to?
She also regretted in her heart, she underestimated the grievances in her daughter's heart, if she had found out earlier, the last time she asked her to go to the second room to invite Shen Xuan, she should have told her carefully, so that she would not act rashly, so that she would not end up in a bamboo basket later. Although Shen Yan has not been in the mansion for a long time, she can get a glimpse of her depth by the two times she fought in Yaori Hall and with the Chen family, which is not a simple footstep.
If she had been wary of it and asked her not to fight Shen Yan, it would not have made her always angry with Shen Yan now, which is just as Shen Yi said, it is not a good thing for Shen Ying.
Of course, Shen Ying's loss can't be in vain, she will always have the opportunity to help Shen Ying get it back in the future.
The second room is in such an embarrassing situation in the Shen Mansion, it may not be that there is no time to ask for their mother and daughter. So right now, Shen Ying is at a loss, and she can't be angry about these things at present, but has to take care of the overall situation first.
"It's easier said than done."
Shen Ying raised her head with tears in her eyes after hearing her, but she didn't say anything more, just stared at the floor and wiped her tears.
Aunt Wu looked at her, sighed and stroked her hair.
Shen Ying's grievances are not her grievances? She has no hope of climbing to the position of housewife in her life, but Shen Ying can't live without a good future. Although she is still young, as her concubine, what will change in another five or ten years? As long as she is still the concubine of Qiutong Academy, she will never be able to compare to Shen Yi and Shen Yan.
"Let's let Qiqiao fetch water to wash his face first, your father is coming back soon, don't let him come back and see you like this." She said.
What she should do now is not to teach her how to take revenge on Shen Yan, but how to continue Shen Xuan's love for her.
As long as she has her husband's favor, she will not collapse, but if they lose even Shen Xuan's dependence, and even he loses, then she will not have the slightest chance to fight for her children. Otherwise, it is the eldest girl in the house who comes to reprimand today, and in the future, I am afraid that even any cat or dog in the house can give her a face.
"My aunt knows my father!" When Shen Ying heard this, she suddenly cried again, "I don't want to think about it, no matter how clean I amuse, my father will still hate me or the same." Last time I was in the second room, I didn't just tell a little lie, he didn't have a good face for me for a few days! The second sister is much more perverse than me, and the second uncle never treats her like this! ”
It's the second sister again.
Aunt Wu saw that she didn't eat oil and salt, she exhaled and stood up: "Don't take a bite of a second sister, and don't compare with her, no matter how much you compare, you can't compare with her!" If you want to compare her, you first straighten your waist in the fourth room! ”
"Why can't I compare to her?"
Shen Ying bit her lip, tears falling down her cheeks one by one, "I am more docile and considerate than her, smarter and more sensible than her, when have I ever caused trouble for my father, and when have I made my wife unhappy?" You see that she actually came up with such a shameless idea to poke me that day, how can she look like a lady at a glance?
"Afterwards, I was punished by my father, and she was unharmed. Isn't our family the most important rule? Why don't people talk about her? When it comes to reading female celebrities, I don't necessarily have to be weaker than her, but just because she is a concubine, even the people in Rongguo Mansion look up to her, I don't compare with my big sister, can't I compare with her? ”
"Shut up!" Aunt Wu reprimanded: "She is the only daughter in the second room, what qualifications do you have to compare with her?" ”
Shen Ying glanced at her, turned her head to look ahead, and said word by word: "It's not because she is an only daughter, it's because her mother is the second grandmother in the house, and her maternal grandfather's family is a wealthy imperial businessman." ”
Aunt Wu's face turned pale, and she clenched the handkerchief in her hand: "Are you blaming me for dragging you down?" ”
The sadness in her eyes makes people feel frightened even when they see it.
Shen Ying lowered her eyes, rubbed her hands together for a long time, and fell silent.
The candlelight lit on the kang table seemed to be frozen, and it didn't beat for a long time.
Aunt Wu looked at the candlelight, suddenly felt a little dizzy, made a mistake, kicked it on the couch, and sat down.
From the day Shen Yingda was born, she was raised single-handedly, and she loved her, no different from any mother in the world who loved her children.
Even if she taught her how to please others and taught her some shady means, it was all for her to be able to walk more smoothly in the future. Even if she can't listen to her call her mother for eternity, she still has to give her half a salute when she returns to Ning after marrying her, but for her, she is willing.
The most uncomfortable thing is not the separation of flesh and blood, but the dislike of one's own flesh and blood.
Aunt Wu felt that the hard bones of her body had softened, and Shen Ying's words stabbed her all over her body.
She raised her eyes to look at Shen Ying, who was sitting alone and speechless with her knees crossed not far away, her face suddenly became disgusting in her eyes, how she looked, how much she looked like she appeared in front of Shen Xuan after being excluded by the Chen family!
She didn't hate Shen Ying herself, she hated herself. No one knew how unwilling she was to be so humble, how much she hated that she was racking her brains to win more Shen Xuan's love, but she gritted her teeth and went on with such a self-loathing face, because she wanted to continue with the rich fortune at hand, and wanted to make her children have a good future.
She does look down on her own Jiji camp, but what qualifications does Shen Ying have to dislike her background? If it weren't for her, where would there be her!
If she was more angry, how could Shen Yan see through her thoughts? How could you guard against her? Shen Yan is only two years older than her, who can she blame if she can't fight others?
She couldn't bear the grievance in her heart anymore! She can endure everyone's contempt for her, but Shen Ying's sister and brother can't!
She stood up suddenly, hurriedly walked to the side of the kang, slapped Shen Ying in the face, and said sharply: "What am I afraid of you?!" Why don't you blame yourself for having the wrong baby and not looking for that good parent?! ”
Shen Ying didn't expect to be beaten at all, the slap fell on her face, and because she was still sick, she was immediately stunned. R1152