Do you know what it's like to be lost for a long time?

When Sheng Zijun took the initiative to sandwich the semi-fat and lean white cut meat on the plate into Zhu Xishi's bowl, it was just ordinary pork, but Zhu Xishi was suddenly stunned, and kept looking back and forth between the white cut meat and Sheng Zijun.

"What, I'm afraid that the meat I clip is poisonous? Look at the way you look surprised. ”

At this moment, he hadn't comprehended the complexity of Zhu Xishi's state of mind, Sheng Zijun's words were still the same jokes in the past, and he asked her with a smile.

"I remember you used to like to eat semi-fat and lean food, not to your liking? By the way, look at my eyes! You've lost weight now, and your natural taste has changed. Why don't I clip you a skinny one? ”

Afraid of neglecting Zhu Xishi on the side, Sheng Zijun hurriedly picked up the chopsticks and went to pick up the meat, but was stopped by Zhu Xishi at this time.

"No need. Eat yours is. ”

After finishing speaking, Zhu Xishi didn't say anything more, picked up the half-fat and thin piece in the bowl and put it into his mouth, took a small bite, and the wonderful taste produced when the meat aroma was stained with his taste buds, Zhu Xishi really couldn't find the words to describe it for a while.

Just in the blink of an eye, Zhu Xishi quickly put down the dishes and chopsticks and covered his mouth and nose, but his eyes were red.

"What's wrong, Zhu's large intestine?" Seeing Zhu Xishi's reaction, Sheng Zijun was also panicked, and hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks and was concerned: "Is it suddenly stained with meat and not suitable for nausea?" ”

At this time, Zhu Xishi hung his head, the tears in his eyes were rapidly condensing, and he stubbornly refused to let Sheng Zijun see whether it was good or bad, probably because he was afraid that he would laugh at him when he saw his useless appearance.

The smell of that half-fat piece. It really turned the five-flavor jar in her heart, and it wasn't a taste.

"Doctor Shan."

When she was puzzled, Aunt Niu gently patted Sheng Zijun's arm on the side. Whispered reminders to him.

"Miss Zhu is afraid that she will be saddened by the smell of meat. Say no more, eat. ”

Aunt Niu woke up so little, and Sheng Zijun, who was stunned, suddenly reacted. I haven't touched the slightest bit of meat for nearly a year and a half, and I suddenly eat this taste, can I restrain it?

Human.

After lunch, Sheng Zijun returned to his room and continued to sort out some recent medical experience. Focused, it was a vast world that surrounded him tightly. You can't even notice the movement around you.

Just as he was thinking about it, a small and slender hand appeared within the scope of Sheng Zijun's gaze, and he gently tapped it twice on the desk. Sheng Zijun is like a frightened fawn. When he looked up suddenly, he saw Zhu Xi, and stood beside him with a smile.

For a short period of time, when Zhu Xi was dyed in the fine sunlight, Sheng Zijun looked a little obsessed.

"Did it bother you?"

looked at Sheng Zijun stunned. Zhu Xishi couldn't help but ask the last sentence with self-reproach. And Sheng Zijun, who gradually turned back to God. Suddenly, I realized that my mind just now was too out of shape, and I blushed and replied embarrassedly.

"I'm sorry, I will be stupid unconsciously as soon as I get into the medical book, hehe"

"I don't think you're serious and stylish, much more stable than when you were childish. That's just like a man, Master Ji. ”

casually teased him. Zhu Xishi moved the chrysanthemum tea he had brewed towards his hand and reminded him.

"It's hot. Drink a cup of chrysanthemum tea that clears away heat and detoxifies the heart, and helps calm the nerves. ”

Attention suddenly drew to the cup of chrysanthemum tea at hand, Sheng Zijun looked at the small chrysanthemum brewed in the cup, and a relieved smile suddenly bloomed on his face.

"That's right, Zhu's large intestine, there is a bit of a doctor's adjustment."

"That is, don't you see who I've been following behind for more than a year? Even if I watch it, I'm not stupid. ”

As soon as it came to the stalk of "stealing the teacher", the two laughed out loud, and the two of them felt that there was endless fun when they got together.

Seeing Sheng Zijun tasting chrysanthemum tea with satisfaction, Zhu Xishi also pulled a small stool and sat down beside him. When I looked back at Zhu Xi, this posture was very strange, and the mouthful of tea that Sheng Zijun held in his mouth had not yet swallowed, which caused a burst of choking.

Coughing twice, Sheng Zijun straightened the panicked look on his face, and asked her suspiciously.

"Anything else?"

Suddenly, he was asked by Sheng Zijun, and Zhu Xishi didn't know how to talk about it, so he temporarily changed the topic and slowly became apprehensive.

"I didn't scare you at lunch, did I?"

"It's not scared, but you've become pretty, why are you sentimental. Thinking about it now, I think you were quite ridiculous at the time, a piece of white-cut meat has lost more and more of the heroic appearance of Zhu Xi back then, you should understand. ”

Understand? Zhu Xishi, who asked this, was a little dazed, she found that she was not living as well as before, what she wanted to do, and suddenly she had no goal.

It may be that Zhu Xishi in the past has really left, and she doesn't know what kind of wonderful life she should live for this new self.

"Look at you, it's not a sentence to be on the play again, isn't it."

Sheng Zijun's angry complaint caused Zhu Xishi to laugh awkwardly, and she didn't know how to tell him about her feelings, it was very complicated, so complicated that she couldn't figure out a suitable start.

"The old lady is so distracted today, but let you seize the opportunity to taunt me well."

"Don't, keep the original bloody fighting state, it's so boring for me to make trouble alone, I still want you to accompany me to go crazy, and I have to make trouble with me."

"Sheng Zijun."

Suddenly, Zhu Xishi's tone solemnly called him to laugh, and he didn't have the slightest playfulness. In the face of Sheng Zijun's sincerity, the idea of laughing together until he gets old, making trouble until he gets old, and going crazy until he gets old is so illusory.

There is no feast in life, and everyone has their own path to take.

"In a few days, I may have to leave Lotus Flower Village."

Suddenly, the topic of Yan sù came down, obviously making Sheng Zijun a little at a loss, and hurriedly and eagerly asked Zhu Xishi.

"Leaving Lotus Village? Where are you going?! ”

Zhu Xishi pursed his lips, and his bright eyes turned back and forth a few times. Whispered in response to him.

"The tree is thousands of feet high, and the fallen leaves return to the roots. It's been so long since I've been away from home, and it's time to go back and take a look. There was a little sadness between the words. Suddenly, Zhu Xishi was distracted for a moment, and muttered to himself: "I don't know if anyone will remember me."

Faced with Zhu Xishi's idea, Sheng Zijun was suddenly at a loss for some reason, and could only ask vigorously.

"Didn't you say that you don't have any relatives at home for a long time, you are a weak woman, what can you do when you go back?"

"I don't know the bottom of my heart. I guess it's just an inventory of my house, and some money. You know. I have been living at Uncle Niu's house for the past year and a half, and I won't mention it for the time being, but they treat me as kind as my own daughter. Such great kindness and great virtue will not be repaid in my past and present life. I want to take this opportunity to compensate Uncle Niu and Aunt Niu's family after selling the old mansion in Taiyuan Mansion, although it is not enough to repay their great kindness, but at least it can make me feel better. ”

Zhu Xishi has always valued love and righteousness. Sheng Zijun has long seen it. And now it's not surprising that she has such intentions.

"As you said, what are your plans after you compensated Uncle Niu and his family with money? The world is big, where can you go as a lonely and helpless woman?! ”

"I don't know"

In the future, Zhu Xishi didn't have time to think too much; The world is big, but there is no place for her in the past, so she can only take one step at a time.

"Don't know?! Zhu Xishi, I usually think you are a very assertive woman, but how can you be so rash at this time? Have you thought about it. What will you do for a living and what will you live on in the future?! ”

"I used to have hands and feet. Are you still afraid that I will starve to death on the side of the road? Maybe you don't know, since I lost my father and mother at the age of thirteen, I have survived alone. These things are not difficult for me at all. ”

"I know you have to be strong, and I believe you have the ability. But you are always a woman, wandering alone, call me, call Uncle Niu how can their family rest assured? In the past, there are still many people in this world who care about you, how can you be ruthless to let them down?! ”

Suddenly, Sheng Zijun exploded like eating sulfur saltpeter, and the whole person suddenly stood up and angrily reprimanded Zhu Xishi who came to him.

Didn't we meet in the water, why did you react like this? Such a thought hung high in Zhu Xishi's mind, but she couldn't bear to say it, it was too hurtful.

"Life is impermanent, and there may be too many things that cannot be parted, but it is not that we can bluff it through at a moment of willfulness and anger. Sheng Zijun, we still have to look up and face the road in front of us; When you get to the fork, you have to say goodbye with a smile. ”

He forced himself to smile, but Zhu Xishi found that he really couldn't squeeze out a smile.

"For my sake, you've been delayed in Lotus Flower Village for nearly a year. Even if you are willing, I really don't have the face to drag you down anymore; As you said, the world of flowers outside is too tempting, and there are still many opportunities waiting for you to start a new adventure, a new life. Our lives should not be so narrow. ”

The inexplicable anger in my heart hurts against my throat! Sheng Zijun's face couldn't hide his gloom, and his teeth grinded back and forth a few times before he said a word fiercely.

"When Zhu Xi, your heart was also ruthless!!"

In the mind that is about to explode, it is repeated that Zhu Xishi's original sentence: I will follow you wherever you go, and the ends of the earth will definitely chase to the end! But now, Zhu Xishi, this conscienceless girl, wants to defect!

Zhu Xishi, you are the most unrighteous liar in the world!

"Sheng Zijun, we have so many happy memories, why do we have to leave a pimple in our hearts and regret when we are separated? Can't you just smile and say goodbye? ”

"I'm sorry, I've always had a small belly and chicken intestines, forgive me for doing - no - to!!"

Angry for a while, Sheng Zijun smashed the cup of chrysanthemum tea in his hand and went out of the house without looking back.

This is the first time since Zhu Xishi met Sheng Zijun that he has seen him really angry and lose his temper.

Looking at the splashed chrysanthemum tea foam on the ground, Zhu Xishi laughed helplessly: This thing, the fire reduction effect is really not very good, and it is in vain for her to waste a piece of her mind. (To be continued......)