Chapter 227 Decision
Smiling slightly, Kangxi's happy Fengli has her intelligence, courage, foresight, gentleness, tolerance, and contentment. She never wants to take everything for herself, more often than not, she is forgiving, even if it is something she likes, and more often than not, she does not want to hold everything in her hands.
"When Ah Li wants it in the future, tell me that I will personally pick the best blooming plant in the plum forest for Ah Li." Feng Li never asked him to give her anything, maybe more often Feng Li was used to getting what she wanted, but Kangxi still hoped that Feng Li would try to tell him what she wanted, so as to prove that Feng Li began to rely on him.
"The emperor has a lot of opportunities, a little lock, don't disturb the emperor." It's true that Feng Li wants to pick a plum blossom and go back, so can she wake up Yinzhen, but how can she have so much effort to enjoy the flowers and rest. But Kangxi looked at her persistently, "What Ah Li wants, Yu Zhen is not locked in my heart." ”
I have to say that Kangxi's words made Feng Xuan sway, and he looked down at the plum blossoms in his hand, "In this way, it will be hard for the emperor in the future." ”
Yuan was still thinking about how Feng Li was going to prevaricate him, but he didn't want Feng Li to suddenly change his words and agreed very quickly. Yin Zhen has always been innocent, but Yu Guang saw Kangxi holding Feng Li's hand and lowered his eyes again.
"The emperor still has a piece to be approved, I will go back to the Shangqing Palace first, thank you to the emperor for the plum blossoms." Feng Li smiled playfully, took the plum blossom, broke away from Kangxi's hand, blessed his body, and took people away, from beginning to end, he didn't look at Yinzhen again.
"Fourth!" Looking at Feng Li, Kangxi called Yinzhen softly. Yin Zhen responded, "You have been practicing cavalry and archery diligently these days, but you also want to go into battle?" ”
Yin Zhen had a thrill in his heart. I only felt a chill rising from the soles of my feet, but my face was still as immobile as a mountain: "Erchen heard that the thirteenth brother and the fourteenth brother were selected by Huang Ama to train in the new army, and Erchen heard outside that the new army will definitely become Huang Amma's henchmen in the future, and Erchen has some thoughts." ”
only said that he had some thoughts, but he didn't have any thoughts, since Kangxi asked these words, it was to watch his every move these days. If he denies it, but he is a thief, it is better to say half of it. Leave half.
"So!" Kangxi said these two words, but did not ask in detail, "It's not too early, let's go out of the palace!" ”
Said this. Kangxi raised his feet and left. Yin Zhen hurriedly sent it off, "Congratulations to Huang Ama." ”
Li Dequan also blessed Yinzhen's body, and then he followed Kangxi, it was a cold day, but Yinzhen was sweating with his hands, if it wasn't for Fengli to wake him up, when Kangxi asked just now, if he answered his mind about wanting to join the new army. What happened to him...... Yin Zhen shuddered!
Feng Li nodded to Yinzhen this time, wanting to use Yinzhen's cleverness. What to do in the future, he must have a plan in his heart, so he threw this matter away, she hadn't seen her son for half a month, and asked people to find Feng Heng at the moment.
"Ah Heng, why are you dark again?" Although I saw Feng Heng every half a month, every time Feng Li found that Feng Heng was dark again. Well, although it has grown a little taller, it is obviously dark. Feng Heng said indifferently: "The child is learning to swim with Uncle Meng, it is normal to be dark, and Uncle Meng knows a lot about swimming." ”
The Uncle Meng that Feng Heng said was not Qiao Song's uncle Meng Jie. Feng Li smiled: "That's natural, you Meng Jie is an old sailor, you grew up on the ship when you were young, and he has led us to go to sea all these years, you have to learn from him." ”
"E-niang, don't worry, the child knows." Feng Heng's eyes lit up surprisingly and he agreed. Thinking of the reason why Feng Li was not in the palace again, he approached Feng Li and asked secretly, "How is the new army trained by Eniang?" I always hear people talk about the new army trained by Eniang, but it seems to be in the sky and not in the ground, but it will be more powerful than our Feng family's soldiers? ”
Feng Li made a silent gesture with him, beckoned Feng Heng to come closer, the mother and son were next to each other, Feng Li said: "We know this matter ourselves, don't let your Ama know, in case your Amma's new army is not as powerful as our soldiers, then your Ama will have to settle accounts with Eniang." ”
"What does this have to do with Eniang. People are Amma's people, but they are not chosen by Eniang, so if the new army is half of the ability of our family soldiers, Huang Ama should be content. But, well, let's not let Amma know. "Feng Heng has always helped Feng Li, and of course he doesn't mind secretly hiding anything from Kangxi with Feng Li.
Looking at each other and smiling, the tacit understanding between the mother and son is still excellent. Feng Li asked: "Do you want to take a look at the training of the soldiers?" ”
In the past, when he was in Jiangnan, Feng Li was used to taking Feng Heng with him when he was training people, even if Feng Heng was very young at that time, Feng Li always believed that it was exposed to his ears and eyes, and it naturally penetrated into his bones, but it was much stronger than suddenly being forced.
"I have remembered all the things that E-Niang said to me in the past, but many times it has not been fully integrated, take your time, and then see how E-Niang practices, but one day if I can let myself operate, then I can know where I am not as good as E-Niang." Feng Heng was serious and clear, listening to Feng Heng's great relief, but he was a little sad. Feng Heng is still so young, but because of her, she has always lived a more bitter and tiring life than any adult.
"E-Niang Mo feels sorry for me, E-Niang has taught me so many things, I stand with those who are three or four years older than me, and I am no worse than them, this is all because E-Niang bothered to teach." Seeing so many different people on the dock, really communicating with people and getting along, Feng Heng knew how valuable those things that Feng Lijiao was.
In the past, because he was born deaf, he had no friends, he was used to being alone, returned to the palace, and befriended the thirteenth brother Yinxiang, but Feng Heng knew that it was the thirteenth brother who let him many times; Then Feng Li asked him to choose a companion to read, Zhang Ji's boy with the same ruthless gaze entered his eyes, these days, Zhang Ji has been with him, although there is a difference between respect and humility in Zhang Ji's eyes, but Feng Li asked him to choose a companion to read, not to choose a slave, this person, in the future, he will be with him with all sincerity, and share weal and woe.
It's just that because of the drastic changes in his family, although Zhang Ji is younger than him, he is a taciturn person. These days, in and out of the womb, Feng Heng is taking Zhang Ji with him, reading and writing. learned to swim at the dock, but because Feng Li was not in the palace, and the matter was not publicized, Feng Heng came to the Qing Palace without Zhang Ji. When they were outside, he and Zhang Ji also used the methods taught by their Eniang to get along with people, Zhang Ji had a natural vigilance against the living, and Feng Heng was a hot on the outside and cold on the inside. And Zhang Ji will focus more on Feng Heng in many cases, and relatively, there are naturally not as many people he has met as Feng Heng.
I know a lot of people. Feng Heng also knew that the original intrigue was not only in the imperial court or harem, but Meng Jie was a person with a reputation in the dock. But I took him to see the docks a few times. The people on the dock, even the friends he knew, all competed with him, in order to win his heart more, there was never a lot of intrigue between them, Feng Heng didn't notice it at first, or Zhang Ji reminded him a few times, he really watched it secretly a few times. only then did he understand why Feng Li taught him to read history. Why do you want to teach him the emperor's mind and the way to control people?
There are thousands of people in the world, not that you are kind to others, but that others will also be kind to you. There are many wolf-hearted people in this world, for example, he clearly saw a little boy hungry for a few days, he gave the little boy the silver taels on his body, and when he turned around, the little boy scolded him for being a fool, and the so-called hunger could be pretended, but the purpose was to get the silver taels of those kind-hearted people to squander it.
In fact, these Feng Li also taught him, but he didn't have personal experience, and some of what others said was just listening, and he didn't really take it to heart, but when it happened, Feng Heng understood what good words are.
"It's best if you can understand human accidents and discern other people's hearts. I can teach you to open your eyes, to be open-minded, and not to replace you in your dealings with others. Human nature is inherently good, human nature is inherently evil, what you have to practice is to distinguish between good and evil, what is true and good, what is hypocrisy, what is true and evil, and what is false and evil. There are too many people wearing masks in this world, which is just dizzying, no matter what you want to do in the future, having the knowledge of people will allow you to avoid some detours. Feng Li didn't force Feng Heng to learn anything these days, just let him see, listen, and think by himself. From a child to a teenager, and then from a teenager to an adult, this is a necessary process, no one can escape, the pain in the process of growth and transformation, in many years, will become a good memory in your life. Her Ah Heng, who became a teenager in too short a child's time, is only ten years old now, but she has to force him to transform further, Ah Heng does not resent her and hates her, she is very grateful, but her time is getting less and less.
"I didn't understand some of what E-Niang said in the past, but now I'm gradually understanding." Feng Heng held Feng Li's hand, smiled and spoke, Feng Li was full of distress to Feng Heng, but she was helpless, she had to force Feng Heng to grow up as fast as possible.
Feng Heng suddenly reached out and stroked Feng Li's ear, and asked softly, "Can Eniang's ear still be cured?" ”
At first glance, Feng Heng suddenly asked, Feng Li thought that Feng Heng knew something, but when he looked at Feng Heng's face, it didn't look like it, but fortunately, Feng Li was a person who had faced many changes after all, and his face didn't show anything at all, so he only said: "The poison hurts the nerves, I'm afraid I can't." ”
Hearing Feng Li say the words of nerves, Feng Heng was a little inexplicable, but after thinking about it, he quickly understood, "Sister Xiao Yu is extremely good at poison arts, but what can I do." ”
"Don't worry about E-Niang, in the past, your lips were taught by E-Niang, E-Niang has lived for so long, and the voices that should be heard have been heard, and it doesn't matter if you can hear it again in the future, it doesn't matter, it's not that you can't hear it, you don't know what others have said and done." Feng Li comforted Feng Heng, no one knows better than her what her ears are about, she decided to exchange her ears for Feng Heng, she never thought that one day she could hear the sound again, Feng Heng's mood of wanting to cure her ears she couldn't understand it better, but unlike her urgency to cure Feng Heng, she didn't want Feng Heng to put more thoughts on her ears that were destined to be impossible to cure.
"However, I will grow up, and I hope that E-Niang can listen to the changes in my voice, just as E-Niang wishes I could hear the voices of this world." His heart is not as big as Fengli, and what he wants has always been simpler.
Feng Heng shook his head, "Ah Heng, E-Niang's situation is different from yours, E-Niang's voice has already been heard, although I regret that Ah Heng will grow up in the future, and the voice will be better than when I was a child, but I have heard Ah Heng's voice, E-Niang is not dissatisfied." But Ah Heng is different, Ah Heng has never heard any sound since he was born, there is no sound in Ah Heng's world, this is not the world that E-Niang is willing to let you have all the time, so E-Niang will do everything possible to want A-Heng to be able to hear. ”
"Ah Heng, E-Niang doesn't need you to worry, you know, as long as you are good, E-Niang will be satisfied." Feng Heng wanted to refute, but Feng Li pressed Feng Heng faster.
She repeated this sentence over and over again, just thinking that no matter what happens in the future, Feng Heng can take good care of herself and live well. He is her child, a mother, there is no one who doesn't want the child to be good, even if she is not there in the future, this heart will never change.
Feng Heng lowered his head, Feng Li's intentions for him, how could he not know, Feng Li couldn't let him go, he was Feng Li's deepest bond, and the last thing he wanted was to let Feng Li rest assured of him. Because of this, even if he didn't like it before, he still learned what Feng Li taught according to her requirements. After nearly a year, he realized Feng Li's good intentions more and more, and he was more willing to learn and prove to Feng Li that he would live well no matter what the circumstances.
"E-niang, you have to believe in the child, the child was born by you, you raised it, even if the child can't beat you, he won't lose your face. There is still a year for Uncle Meng to go to sea again, and the child wants to spend nearly a year learning from Uncle Meng, and the child has already decided that the child will go to sea! Feng Heng finally made up her mind, Feng Li was stunned, she thought that Feng Heng would need some time.
Looking at Feng Heng's shining eyes, Feng Li couldn't say what it was like in his heart, he went to sea and saw how wide the outside world was, and Feng Heng in the future was no longer a thing in the pool. Feng Li closed his eyes and thought about it for a long time, and Feng Heng also urged, even if Feng Li guided him to that road, when he really made a decision, the danger on this road would still make Feng Li hesitate.
"Ah Heng, once you decide, you have no room to maneuver." Feng Li opened his eyes again, his eyes were a little cold, but Feng Heng puffed up his chest fearlessly, "Eniang, I know, I decided, I didn't think about turning back, this road, the child is decided." ”
Many years later, Feng Heng still remembers the feeling of saying this sentence in front of Feng Li at that time, and has seen the national customs of various countries, Feng Heng is very glad that he made such a decision at that time. (To be continued......)