Ji Wan had an indifferent acquiescence look, and I think I can determine the reason why Mrs. Li and Yu Huai created a reckless picture of questioning and being questioned in the depths of the garden.

It's just that, in the face of Ji Juan, who has always felt kind in my heart, I really can't imagine that the consequences of Mrs. Li's coma and me are caused by her.

"How could Mrs. Jean suddenly become like this..."I said halfway, but I didn't say anything, I think Ji Juan must be able to understand what I want to say.

If it weren't for the fact that I saw a lot of women's wrists in the palace fight in the TV series seven or eight years ago, I would definitely treat this period with enthusiasm for my ancestors;

Even if I know that the women who survive in the palace have two brushes, I still subconsciously feel that Ji Juan is a kind and kind woman, so after perceiving Ying Zheng's questioning of Ji Juan's victimization, my first reaction was to find a way to reveal it to her.

At the beginning of human beings, nature is good, and a woman made of water is more gentle than any living creature at first, but once it is damaged and deteriorated, it must be the most terrible creature!

Two thousand years later, the clinical case tells me that when a woman becomes bad because she has experienced a certain event and its process, and is distorted and understood by normal psychology that cannot be tolerated, women will often choose to use extreme thinking to deal with any situation in life later.

If this incident of losing a child and hurting her body was a turning point that reversed Ji Juan's mental change, then before Ji Wan communicated with me, I would never have imagined that this turning point was closely related to me and even originated from me!

Ji Wan glanced at me, lowered her eyes to hide her first reaction to my distressed expression, and then resumed her proud posture.

"The palace is still the same as before, but I never thought that the person who would harm the big things in the palace would be you, Mrs. Xi!" She's rightly tough.

Maybe I really inadvertently disrupted her plans, but I really didn't know beforehand, even afterwards, that her danger and plight were part of her deliberate plan.

"The concubine just wants you to live." I shot the sincerity of my heart through her eyes without reservation.

Ji Wan didn't feel my kindness, and she was even more annoyed by my original answer.

"Live? Is it so important to stay alive? ”

She looked at me with an incomprehensible gaze. It's like looking at a coward.

I understand through my heart that the gap between us is an irreparable gap between two thousand years of time and space: we don't understand things the same way from the root of our minds.

In my consciousness, I believe that life is very important, and only by sparing life can we have the conditions to talk about other things; But Ji Wan deeply believes that enmity and hatred are important, and if she can take revenge, her life can be cheaply used as a tool to exchange for face.

I knew in my heart that I couldn't convince her obsession with a few words, just as if she wanted to convince me that my hatred was greater than a qiē, and I would instinctively refute her theory as wrong. But I still said what I wanted to say.

"The man died. What grievances and hatreds are you talking about? ”

Whether my words serve to persuade her, or when I am talking to myself, I can't help but pour out my motives in the hope that she will listen to her.

The disdain on Ji Wan's face was undisguised in my eyes.

"I can't take revenge with a deep hatred, what face do I have to live?" Her point of view is as I thought. Very different from my point of view.

Ji Juan is my favorite ancient girl other than Luo Onion, and I want to wake her up, and I want her to understand that living in the pain that has happened is a waste of life and not worth the loss.

The argument of life and face could not be argued, so I had to find another way.

"But it was Zhao Wangjia who instigated Ling Zun to make a shocking noise, not Mrs. Zhao."

It is not appropriate for the father to let the son pay off the debt, not to mention that Mrs. Zhao is only the sister of Zhao Wangjia, and she herself has separated from the Zhao State and has been the princess of Qin for many years. But it seems to me. In this way, Zhang Guan Li Dai's accounting method is a bit unreasonable.

Ji Wan strongly disagreed with my remarks.

"One compatriot, no one of the Zhao family can get rid of it! Zhao is not guilty? Hum! If it weren't for her judging the situation in the Qin Palace and hinting at Zhao Jia's thinness in the world, the elder brother of this palace would have died at the hands of his own father, the king? Such a deep hatred of the world's strange injustices is not shared, and this palace wants their sisters to pay for their blood debts! ”

Ji Juan said contemptuously and solemnly, and the appearance of swearing word by word was very terrifying.

I gasped. Looking at Ji Wan's hideous ruthlessness, some people can understand how deep the ruthlessness in her heart is. I also understand how deep her ruthlessness is at the moment, how pale my persuasion language is, and how weak my efforts are.

"These are all things that Mrs. Li told you?"

How bloody did Li Jizi's three-word strategy set off?

The moment of indignation passed a little, and after sorting out the excessive feelings, Ji Wanhui calmed down a little. "It's none of your business." Her sanity struck and she refused to reveal her heart to me.

No matter how ruthless Ji Wan is, she is never a cold-blooded person, even if she is revenge, it is for her own brother, I pity her situation and mentality, and after considering one or two, I still chose to sue her I wanted to warn her.

"The king can't rub sand in his eyes, and if you do this, you will harm yourself."

As smart as Ji Juan, when I mentioned Yingzheng, she naturally understood my intentions.

But Ji Juan obviously misunderstood my original intention of saying this, she thought that I was selling her favor at this time, so she was unwilling to accept the merit of my message.

"If you hadn't been in the way, how could this palace be in such a predicament, and everything would have to be done all over again?" She heaped all her sins and complaints on my name.

If I wasn't worried that Ji Wan would be in danger of being alone with Mrs. Zhao with a big belly, how could I ignore Mrs. Zhao's ban on "getting in the way"? The heart that was not understood was cold, I looked at Ji Juan, who complained about me, two lines of tears rolled down, and the feelings in my mouth couldn't help overflowing.

"I thought our past was a relationship."

I always thought it was a happy sisterhood.

Ji Juan saw me crying, her face softened slightly, and she looked into the distance without looking at me. After a pause, the sourness in her throat softened her tone.

"It is precisely because of the former sisterhood that this palace avoids meeting you and avoids embarrassment."

Can avoidance solve misunderstandings between us?

It turns out that Ji Juan sees me like this in her heart, and she handles the affection between us like this... If she really treats me like a sister, shouldn't she come to question or scold me when she has grievances and misunderstandings?

Closing my eyes, I let the tears flow all at once.

"In this way, the slave concubine should be grateful for letting the lady avoid mercy."

My tone was calm and stiff because of the tears that broke off.

Ji Juan could hear my heart and feelings, and she withdrew her gaze from the distance and gazed back at the placket of my clothes.

"If you tell the king that it was Zhao Yudi who was madly red-eyed, and she brute herself away and pushed you away to murder the palace, we can go back to the past." Her voice was so small that I had to work hard to barely hear it.

Is this the opportunity that Ji Juan gave me to "make up for my mistakes", or was it the condition she offered to maintain our broken relationship?

In her mind, is it really all my fault?