Chapter 219: Blame and blame

After Gong Shiping escaped with Jiang Yuan, he settled in Zizhou, who would have thought that there would be a big war that year, Dasheng was greatly injured due to vitality, and the national strength was insufficient, so Zizhou fell into the hands of the former Jin Qin King, which is why Ling Hao would be the official of the former Jin Kingdom.

Ling Hao took out a jade pendant from his arms, a Chinese knot, the jade pendant was left to him by Gong Shiping, and the Chinese knot was made up to him by Jiang Yuan, tomorrow is his birthday, and it is also his mother's death day...

"Father, mother, after that incident, I will definitely get back for you what you suffered!"

Ling Hao thought of his parents and the suffering he had suffered when he was a child, and the hatred in his heart kept rolling.

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After Gong Shiping escaped with Jiang Yuan, the ancestor emperor of Dasheng Kingdom has been sending people to look for him, and the Jiang family ended up beheaded because of Jiang Yuan, although Jiang Yuan was not so sad, but Gong Shiping blamed himself.

If it weren't for him, the Jiang family would not have ended up like this, and in the three years he was in the Jiang family, the Jiang family was also very good to him, although he knew that most of the reasons were because he was the crown prince at the time.

Jiang Yuan once persuaded him, but he couldn't think about it, he borrowed wine every day to kill his sorrows, when Jiang Yuan gave birth to Ling Hao, Gong Shiping was drunk, and as a result, Jiang Yuan was due to postpartum qi deficiency, and the place where they lived was a small remote rural village, and there was no doctor with good medical skills, even if there were, people would not come.

Because the woman's delivery room is a filthy place, the people in the small village have a stricter idea, thinking that no doctor will go, and in the end Jiang Yuan died because of this, and Gong Shiping, who woke up later, regretted it. Because he is the one who learned the art of poison medicine, he should be able to save her!

He wondered, if he hadn't been drunk at that time and hadn't lived in pain, wouldn't he have lost Jiang Yuan...

Gong Shiping, who was immersed in pain, completely forgot about his son, and finally the midwife couldn't stand it anymore, so she hugged Ling Hao in front of him, and it was the child's cry that made him wake up like a dream.

I think he is a prince, a person who has never suffered a little since he was a child. Originally, he didn't know anything but study. But in order to support his son, he began to practice medicine for a living, earning some meager silver to support Ling Hao, and he felt at this time that it was not easy to survive.

In the beginning. The father and son were also spurned.

Others laughed at Ling Hao. Said that he was the order of the mother. said that Gong Shiping was cool, obviously he was a doctor, but he could let his wife die because of no doctor. Whenever he heard this, Gong Shiping would get drunk alone.

Ling Hao knew since he was a child that he was blaming himself, blaming himself for why he got drunk when his mother gave birth, so that he didn't save her, and even hurt his own son to betray his mother's life...

Therefore, every time Jiang Yuan's death day and the Jiang family's death day, Gong Shiping would repeatedly tell Ling Hao about the events of the year.

But Ling Hao felt that his father was too kind, so he would press all the faults on himself, he thought that his mother was not wrong, so those people treated his mother as a monster and executed his mother's family, they were wrong, and his father should not blame himself.

He shouldn't get drunk because of this, and let his mother die of being saved!

At the end of the day, it's all those people's fault!

And Ling Hao's poems and books were all taught by Gong Shiping, and he said that he wanted to fulfill Jiang Yuan's dream.

Ling Hao knew that his father blamed himself, but he also hated, he hated why the ancestor emperor was so ruthless, if he was willing to agree to him marrying Jiang Yuan, he would not have done so, then the Jiang family would not have been executed by the whole family, he would not blame himself, and Jiang Yuan would not have lost his salvation...

Since he was a child, Ling Hao knew that he was destined to take over this heavy burden of revenge, but he was willing to accept it.

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The next day, Ling Hao went out early in the morning, today was his mother's death day, he rode to Zizhou alone, came to a dilapidated village, and dismounted.

He, dressed in gorgeous clothes, looked out of place in this dilapidated village, but the people here were no longer strange.

He walked around the village to a farmhouse at the eastern end of the village, and as he reached there, he saw an old man in his fifties sitting on a wooden table, and in front of him was a newly renovated mausoleum.

"You're back, today is your birthday, but it's also your mother's death day, if I hadn't..."

"Father!" Ling Hao walked quickly in front of him and squatted down: "Father, my son has never blamed you, and my mother won't blame you if I think about it, she cares about you so much, she must be reluctant to blame you, not to mention that she would like her father back then, and it is very important that her father is very kind!" ”

Gong Shiping turned his head to look at Ling Hao, his appearance was seven points similar to Jiang Yuan, especially their charm, which was even more similar.

"Give your mother a pillar of incense, today is also your birthday, I'll cook you a bowl of longevity noodles."

Ling Hao pulled Gong Shiping, who stood up: "Father, don't be busy, this year... Won't you come with me? Let me take care of you, and then I'll find a better place for my mother to sleep in. ”

Gong Shiping shook his head, "Although I have sued you since you were a child, we are going to fulfill your mother's dream, but... Hao'er, remember that we are the people of the Dasheng Kingdom, even if Zizhou has now become the land of the former Jin Kingdom, what we still have in our bodies is the blood of the Dasheng Kingdom! ”

Ling Hao looked at Gong Shiping, barely smiled, and then nodded.

But Father, if I am as kind as you, when will we fulfill Mother's dream? If you know that I have turned the Yue family into a dead soul in order to fulfill my mother's dream, I don't know how you feel?

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The reopening of the medical clinic did not cause any waves in Dasheng Kingdom, which made Emperor Zhaoxuan and others feel very strange, only Chan'er just smiled slightly, anyway, for her, all she wanted was the Yue family's medical clinic to reopen.

"Chan'er, you've been here for so long, it's really not at all... Don't you want him? ”

Ruqing was a little unsure, because since Chan'er came to Dasheng Kingdom, she had never mentioned Situ Ye except for the two days when she first came, and she was even indifferent to his affairs, and she never asked anything about the war in the former Jin Kingdom.

"He? Who? Oh, Ruqing, I said that if we start anew, we have to start all over again, and the rest of the things, what is past is the past, no matter who it is, it has nothing to do with me. And in the past, I have 'fallen', and now I am Chan'er but not Chan'er. ”

Ruqing understands that Chan'er means that although she is still her, she is still living in the name of others, and in the eyes of many people, she is already a lost person...

"Sister..."He Zixi came to the medical center in a panic, and saw Chan'er sitting there calmly twisting the medicine, while Ruqing was weighing beside her, how warm and harmonious this picture looked.

He Zixi couldn't help but tighten the creed in her hand, should she sue her?

She has a really good life in Dasheng Country, very quiet, the medical clinic has been opened, although there are not many patients now, and Chan'er has been doing free clinics for some poor people recently, and she has no money to earn at all, but they are not short of this money!

He Zixi knows that Chan'er's life is like this, quiet, peaceful, when you are tired, everyone talks and laughs together, fights and makes trouble, there are patients, everyone gets busy together...

But she's doing well, so what about him?

If she doesn't sue her, will she blame herself in the future?

He Zixi knew that Chan'er would not blame her, but she would blame herself, what would she do if something happened to him?

After struggling for a while, He Zixi handed the creed in his hand to Chan'er, "Sister, you can decide what to do." ”

Chan'er was stunned for a moment, looking at the creed in her hand, she knew that this should be sent back by He Yiruo, it was Situ Ye's news, right? What's wrong with him? Otherwise, Sister Zixi wouldn't have such an expression...

Chan'er thought about it, and immediately unfolded the creed, and after reading it, tears couldn't help but flow out, it turned out that he had just arrived at the border land and had a summer cold, and he took the initiative to invite Ying to the battlefield after knowing the news of his death!

But why did Daddy agree? Didn't he know that Situ Ye was impulsive? Why should he agree ...

Ruqing and He Zixi both stood silently on the side, looking at Chan'er at this time, they didn't know what to say, they always felt that she and Situ Ye wanted to break but couldn't, but the two always had all kinds of contradictions together.

"Zixi, he... Is he okay? ”

He Zixi shook his head: "It's okay, I said it, with my brother by his side, he will protect him desperately, and my brother blocked an arrow for him..."

"General He is injured?" Ruqing asked very subconsciously.

He Zixi was stunned for a moment, looked at Ruqing, but he knew a little in his heart, maybe Ruqing likes my brother?

However, she knew that she couldn't express it too obviously now, after all, the two were so far apart, and Ruqing was finally willing to open her heart, so she couldn't break off someone's marriage at this time.

"It's injured, but it's not life-threatening, you see he can still send me a message! But I may have to rest for a long time, maybe it's a good thing for my brother to rest! He should come back during this time he rests, come back and see..."

He Zixi deliberately stopped when he said this, looking at Ruqing, Ruqing turned his head awkwardly, and his face was hot for a while, at this time He Zixi said: "Come back to see our parents, but then his excuse is, of course, to come to see 'me' who came to Dashengguo." ”

Originally, Chan'er came to Dasheng in the name of He Zixi, so it was normal for He Yiruo to come to see "sister".

"Sister Zixi, where did you get this information? Who sued you? ”

Chan'er wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and only then did she think of this question, He Zixi took out another creed, "My brother sends me two pieces every time, and they are sent separately, if you look at one alone, you must think that it was written for me and reported safety, but if you look at the two together, you will know that they are actually describing their work on the battlefield." ”

PS: There was a power outage today, so I came, and I saw that Mumu called me a He's Bi, and I didn't plan to add it today, but since Mumu gave it to He's Bi, I fought for Mumu once, and added more!! Thank you Mumu for breaking the bank! (To be continued......)