111. Chapter 1
When I left the mass journalist website with a depressed heart, I had already lost the idea of returning to the website. No sooner had I stepped out onto the street than I heard a dry laugh to my left. I hurriedly turned my head and looked, my mother, it was actually Fangya!
"Hey, in broad daylight, what are you doing here?" I asked in amazement.
Fang Ya narrowed her eyes and replied with a smile: "I don't want to go up and make trouble for you and Yanxin again!" ”
"Oh! Are you also here to refund the advertising fee? ”
Fang Ya laughed embarrassedly. It's a little twisted.
"Hey, this time I made Bai Bingbing all messed up. It is estimated that there will be no mass reporter websites in the future. So, if you don't go to the website, how can you get your advertising money back? I asked.
"Nothing. Originally, I didn't have much left of the advertising fee I talked to you about last time. I went up and listened to it while standing outside the gate. I didn't get involved to embarrass you and Yanxin. They are all good sisters, why bother to pull down their faces? It's not interesting. Never mind. I'm leaving. Hey, by the way, looking at you like this, you must have been driven down by two families? Fang Ya narrowed her eyes and turned her head to ask. Her body leaned forward sideways, and my cheeks flushed when I saw the way her huge pair of big papayas were about to fall.
"Hey, think about it, they both said it was because of me, and you think, how could their parents forgive me? So I figured that either of them would drive me away if they win. Even if the two of them don't rush, their parents will. Now that the outcome is already predicted, why should I wait for someone to chase me away? You say, don't you? I narrowed my eyes and looked up at the clear blue sky.
Fang Ya thought for me for a moment, and said sympathetically: "Yes." So you don't have a good place to go right now! It's just running out alone to relax. Well, I can't just watch my good brother fall and walk away. In this way, I'll drink with you to relieve your boredom! ”
I remembered the dramatic scene of the last time I talked about advertising with Fang Ya in the Gloria Hotel, if I hadn't been filled with Tang Yanxin at that time, maybe I might not have been able to hold on to Fang Ya. If I really did it, I wouldn't know how to face it today!
When I saw Fangya, I must have been embarrassed to death. However, thanks to that time, my heart was full of Tang Yanxin, and I couldn't bear not to touch Fang Ya, just as Fang Ya later learned to Tang Yanxin to know, I clamped my legs, endured my reaction like urine, and finally broke up with Fang Ya safely. If it weren't for that, I wouldn't be able to face it today.
When she entered the hotel with Fang Ya, Fang Ya said to me: "If you feel very depressed later, don't suppress yourself anymore, drink as much as you can." I see that you have been hit quite hard today, and if you can't get it right, I don't know if you can get along with your Tang Yanxin! ”
"Wouldn't it? Tang Yanxin is not that kind of person! It's just that I don't know how to face the days ahead. I don't know if I'll be able to stay in the city any longer. "I know what I'm facing, and it's the fear that I don't have the support of my acquaintances, and I don't know how to start over!
"I didn't expect you kid to be quite sensible! Don't be too discouraged, though. As the saying goes: the boat is naturally straight to the bridge, let alone a big living person. I'm still a college graduate. Fang Ya comforted me and said that she would take me into the hotel. Fang Ya was wearing a black suspender skirt today, and the skirt was just above the knee. She also put on some light makeup on her face, making her look very sexy and decent, and her hot body and fair skin came out vividly.
A girl is twenty-six or seventeen years old, just the right amount of maturity. There is enough natural beauty, and with a little powder, it is even more beautiful and intoxicating. And beautiful women wearing sexy clothes are more likely to make people think about it! I looked at Fang Ya's sexy figure and couldn't help but swallow a few saliva. It's not because I'm nasty, it's a natural reaction that I can't control in front of a sexy and hot opposite sex.
The hotel has a particularly large number of diners today, and the individual private rooms are already fully booked. Fang Ya and I could only ask for a small table in the corner of the hall, and it was almost impossible to have a quiet lunch with Fang Ya. The hall is already overcrowded, and I don't know what festival it is? Or is there a unit that engages in activities? In short, the crowd is full of voices.
As a result, the restaurant kitchen is very busy, and it is not our turn to serve the dishes for half a day. There was no choice but to use the conversation to pass the time, and the topic was naturally brought to the mass reporter website. Fang Ya asked, why did it become the way it is today? I said you heard the basics.
Fang Ya suddenly laughed wickedly, "So, Yan Xin and that Bingbing have both lost their minds by you?" ”
Fang Ya said this, I was originally relaxed and calm, but at this time I felt a subtle pressure, this pressure came from the reason why Bai Bingbing did so many things for her, and it was all because Tang Yanxin took me away. But in good conscience, Bai Bingbing has wronged Tang Yanxin a little. If Tang Yanxin took me away, it was because I loved Tang Yanxin.
During the whole process, I was in a state of pursuing Tang Yanxin, and Tang Yanxin snatched me from Bai Bingbing's body. Many times, it is I who is afraid of losing Tang Yanxin, not Tang Yanxin who is afraid of losing me. Therefore, later, when I knew that Tang Yanxin's mentality had been shaken and her love became ambiguous during her business trip to Shanghai, I still found many reasons to force myself to cool her.
Last time, because Bai Bingbing used a love text message to trick me into meeting my ex-girlfriend Yi Ting, and then used a text message to trick Tang Yanxin into going to the hotel, so that she could meet me and Yi Ting on a private date. At that time, the three of us didn't know that it was a misunderstanding set up by someone, but Tang Yanxin was of course very angry.
When I returned to the rental house I rented with Tang Yanxin, Tang Yanxin hid out. It was a time of torment and testing for me. I had plenty of time to calm down and think. It turns out that I love Tang Yanxin so much! Every day, I would put my ear to the door panel of Tang Yanxin's house and listen for a while to judge whether Tang Yanxin had moved back to live.
At night, I was basically in a kind of torment of missing Tang Yanxin and looking forward to Tang Yanxin's return, and I couldn't sleep. finally fell asleep in a blur, and in the second half of the night, I got up to relax because of the urgency to urinate, and then unconsciously walked to Tang Yanxin's door, leaned sideways and put my ear to her door panel to listen.
When I did that, I knew I was incurable. My heart has fallen deeply in love with Tang Yanxin! So much so that my natural reaction was to hope that Tang Yanxin would soon change her mind and return to the rental house. In fact, in the rental house, although there are only me and Tang Yanxin, a man and a woman, we still live in a separate room.
Perhaps, in the eyes of others, since I don't sleep together, is it necessary for me to look forward to Tang Yanxin's return so much? Hey, you don't know, I don't have to have any substantive contact with Tang Yanxin, but I am very satisfied with getting along day and night, under the same roof. We eat at the same table, we discuss the things we encounter at work, support each other, learn from each other, and face the problems in life and work.
That kind of warmth and hope, that kind of humility and gentleman's dependence, enough, enough, this is enough! In fact, life should not be too extravagant, and it should not be too high. As long as you feel happy and sweet, what is more worthy of your pursuit?
Some people think that earning more money and getting more material things is happiness. Therefore, many people spend their lives tirelessly pursuing wealth and materialism. Even if he gave up a lot of love and happiness that he deserved, he didn't hesitate to give it up. In fact, if you think about it and think it through, you will think how ridiculous it is.
Wait until that day, and in fact everyone will wait for this day! When God is going to call you, you will not come into this world and leave this world naked! How can you take away the slightest bit of what you are trying so hard to obtain? Therefore, cherishing the present and cherishing what you love is the greatest happiness in life.
Therefore, I sat opposite Fang Ya, but I was concerned about Tang Yanxin. Originally, I shouldn't have left the site and walked out on the street. But if I continue to stay in the website, later, when things develop to the point of being out of control, Tang Yanxin is the daughter of the vice president of the head office; Bai Bingbing is even more so, the daughter of the chief executive and president of the head office. When the two of them can't argue, they will inevitably point the finger at me. In order not to embarrass Tang Yanxin, my departure is the best way.
lest they be hot-eyed. I drank sullenly, glass after glass. Fang Ya said, if my heart is really uncomfortable, then drink it. Although it is said that drinking wine is more sorrowful when you are sad, it has the meaning of drawing a knife to cut off the water and making the water flow. However, getting drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows can heal a momentary heartache.
Fang Ya didn't advise me anything, and drank with me. This time, I was really drunk and the sky was spinning. Eventually, I couldn't go back to my house on my own. As soon as I left the door of the hotel, I saw a lamppost on the side of the road, and immediately stepped forward to hug me and did not dare to let go. I'm afraid that if I let go, I will cut it to the ground.
Fang Ya had no choice but to send me back to my accommodation. This night, when I woke up, I was completely stunned! I saw Fangya's sexy body fully displayed in front of my eyes, lying on my bed. I was so frightened that I flew out of the door and ran to Tang Yanxin's room to see that it was empty! I stared blankly at the empty house, and the person collapsed in front of Tang Yanxin's door, and my brain was blank.