I'm ashamed to come back to the office today, if I hadn't opened the letter that Pan Guoqing wrote to me, at this moment, I think I would have packed my things and prepared to leave the popular fiction website. Since Bai Bingbing used such a touching method to pull me back, and now he has changed his mind because of the addition of a little brother, then it is not interesting for me to stay.

It's not that I'm a small device, I really can't face such an embarrassing reality! Thinking about how I came back to the site, I still have a lot of ups and downs. At that time, Tang Yanxin disappeared, completely disappeared; Fang Ya and I began a hazy contact, if it wasn't for the sudden knowledge that my old father was sick and in danger, maybe I would have gotten along with Fang Ya.

No matter who was good to me at that time, after all, the one who gave birth to me and raised me was my hard-working old parents! So, rushing back became my only option. Of course, because I was almost empty-handed, and I was so ashamed and helpless in the face of the current situation of urgently needing a large amount of money!

At this time, Bai Bingbing appeared, as if falling from the sky. She came alone to my remote and wild mountain village when I needed help the most, when I needed comfort the most. And my daughter-in-law took the opportunity to take care of my old father to the city hospital for treatment.

Even though we all know that my father's illness is impossible to cure under today's medical conditions. However, she took the place of me, the son, and gave my father hospice care. Just because of that, I said, I will be grateful to her for the rest of my life. I also secretly swore that in this life, I would not take the initiative to leave her. Unless she leaves me on her own initiative, that's a different story.

Perhaps, in the process of fulfilling my own vows, there will be some unwavering moments, but those are just small episodes. Such as the hazy infatuation between me and Fangya. However, I can safely say that my whole person still belongs to Bai Bingbing. Not to mention Fang Ya, even if Tang Yanxin and my first love Yi Ting come back at this moment, I will not hesitate to choose Bai Bingbing.

It's just that little episode last night that made me lose and make me sad. If that qiē is true, no matter how lost or sad I am, there seems to be no reason to stay. It's not that I don't want to stay, it's that reality doesn't allow me to stay! How can I watch Bai Bingbing make out with another man while I go to work for her?

Such a cruel reality, I can't bear to look at it. I think that even if I am generous, my heart will not be able to bear it. Fortunately, none of this qiē became true. If Pan Guoqing's letter to me is genuine, then I have no reason to leave. I pushed those chaotic thoughts aside, thinking about the investor Qin Shiguang who Bai Bingbing invited to treat him like a guest last night, after he really invested the funds, we have to use the money in that aspect, so that we can be regarded as using it on the blade......

I'm like that as a person, once I get rid of the selfish distractions in my heart, my mind will naturally return to work. The symptoms of being haunted and fascinated by love, which made me feel tired, tight, and inattentive, will disappear. In exchange, I am full of energy and dedicated!

When I let go of the idea of leaving, I will inevitably think of Bai Bingbing in my heart, she is annoying me this night? Blame me for not standing up to rescue her in the first place? But do you know that this is a trick deliberately created by Pan Guoqing? I really don't know how Bai Bingbing will react after seeing Bai Bingbing today. How can I explain it to her!

But no matter what, I desperately want to see Bai Bingbing now, even if Bai Bingbing cuts me, I won't mind. Who told me to like her? It's inevitable to suffer from her resentment, and I can't even stand this, how can I get along with each other for a long time!

I tidied up my desktop, took a picture of myself from the glass plate, and found that after reading the letter written to me by Pan Guoqing, my spirit was much brighter, I smiled at myself on the glass plate, in addition to being handsome and spirited, I was also in a better mood. At the same time, there are no bloodshot eyes, and there are no dark circles under the eyes, which I am happy for because it looks more positive and can exude a strong aura.

After reading this, I began to briefly arrange today's tasks for myself, preparing to make a plan on how to expand the operation of the website and arrange the use of funds reasonably. Make a marketing ad that improves the treatment of authors and entices them to write with peace of mind. At the same time, design a stimulus plan to continue writing new works. As long as they continue to publish new works on this website after the completion of their first work, they will be given a large reward.

After I divided today's tasks, I wrote an email directly to Bai Bingbing, describing my ideas and ideas in detail, and then copied them to Bai Bingbing and Chen Yideng respectively. Thinking about it later, since Pan Guoqing is regarded as Mr. Bai's assistant, I also included his email address in one of the mailboxes to be sent.

Now that I'm a savvy learner, I used to think that the first thing I would say to Bai Bingbing after thinking of creativity was Bai Bingbing, after all, Bai Bingbing was the editor-in-chief of the website. But because she is the editor-in-chief, sometimes she is very arbitrary. As long as she was not satisfied with the slightest thing, she didn't discuss it with me and shot me directly. Just like the investment incident, I finally coaxed Tang Zhengquan to invest, and people even sold paper gold for this purpose, which shows that they also came here with intention to raise funds. But as a result, Bai Bingbing killed this matter in one sentence.

In view of this, after I learned the experience and lessons of that time, I became much more shrewd and cunning, and this time was no exception, since it was the fruit of my own labor, I had to find a way to make it a reality, after all, it is not easy to make a plan, as long as one more person helps to say a word, it is possible to make the plan be implemented.

The reason why I did this shows that I can't just let her trust her in front of Bai Bingbing. When it started, I can't even say. Anyway, that kind of raw point gradually made me less confident. And the fact that I was left with a vacant position as editor-in-chief waiting for me to take office seems to be a far, far away thing.

After sending the email, I crossed my hands under my chin, stared at the computer screen in a daze, and my mind was filled with the scene described in the letter that Pan Guoqing had written to me, which was both jealous and unreal. There are ambiguous times about Bai Bingbing's words and deeds, but often at the most critical moment, Bai Bingbing is described very clearly and rationally!

So, under the thunder, she curled up and snuggled in a man's arms, didn't she move and react? Obviously, there is, and there is a very ambiguous response. These are all described in the letter that Pan Guoqing wrote to me. And it feels immersive to read. I believe that such a description was recorded by Pan Guoqing when he saw Bai Bingbing's expression.

And Bai Bingbing's resentment against me has good reasons. The letter also said that her mother saw that I had bought sanitary napkins for a well-fitted woman, and she guessed that the woman was Fang Ya. So, it's only natural that she's angry with me. From this, it also makes sense to explain why when she was in the restaurant, she suddenly kissed me after drinking. It shows that she resents me and at the same time can't let go of me, and when alcohol has a catalytic effect on her, she behaves very contradictory!

"Brother Yi, what are you in a daze? It's all off work, and what are you thinking about sitting alone in the office? "When Tan Xing was about to go to dinner, she passed by my office and saw me sitting dumbfounded, not knowing what to think, so she asked me." Miss a woman, don't you? Otherwise, it would not be possible to be so engrossed! ”

I turned my head to look at Tan Xing and found that Tan Xing's expression was very bad, and despite wearing light makeup, I could still see dark circles under my eyes and bloodshot eyes. The messiness of her hair, and her listless look, made her haggard look vivid. "What, it's twelve o'clock? Hey, time flies! ”

Tan Xing didn't have any energy, she rubbed her eyes that were still sleepy, and said to me: "Cut, can someone as affectionate as you not get distracted?" I heard that you dated another woman during Mr. Bai's stay in the hospital, which is a legend all over the site, do you still want to say that you are not affectionate? ”

I frowned at Tan Xing and argued: "What a date, I asked her to help introduce investors, and just after talking to her about serious things, her eldest aunt came, and she couldn't help it." At that time, I knew her, and there was no one else, who would she call if she didn't ask me to help buy sanitary napkins? Unexpectedly, when I went to buy it, I was bumped into by Bingbing's mother again, so I thought I was dating another girl. ”

After listening to my explanation, Tan Xing's face flushed with shame, "Why are you so unattractive, and you were seen by the future mother-in-law, I don't think it's strange that you are half-hearted!" ”

"It's not good, it's really not good, people sometimes carry their luck, and they will hit the telephone pole when they walk."

Tan Xing took a step closer to me, looked into my eyes suspiciously, and asked, "Then why don't you explain to Mr. Bai?" It seems that what you want to hear most should be Bai Bingbing, otherwise you won't be able to wash it off if you jump into the Yellow River. ”

I think Tan Xing, this girl is too understanding, after being bumped into by Lianxin that day, a thought flashed in my heart at that time, and before she sued Bai Bingbing, I took the initiative to talk to Bai Bingbing about it. But somehow I was fascinated, thinking that Lian Xin was such a graceful and luxurious woman, and she wouldn't tell Bai Bingbing without verification. Unexpectedly, it is the heart of parents all over the world!

"Oh Tan Xing, you are really sensible! It seems that I really have to find a suitable opportunity to explain this matter to Bai Bingbing. Otherwise, I don't know how to be misunderstood. No wonder she's been hot and cold to me lately, it turns out that she has a suspicion of me in her heart! With that, I walked out of the website with Tan Xing.

Before, I had been making plans and thinking about things in my office, but I didn't feel hungry. Now after Tan Xing talked about it, it was already more than twelve o'clock, and she suddenly felt hungry. So, we went to a nearby food stall for lunch.