Chapter 231: Helpless
"Alas, well, well, Mr. He...... But he is really a thorough and honest person, what people say, you can believe it, but don't blame me for saying more, if it were me, I wouldn't believe that woman so lightly, and I still have to remind you, don't let your reality become a tool for others to deceive you. ”
From "Assistant Mu" at the beginning of the conversation to the current "that woman", Du Lingling did not notice the change in her name for Chenxi, but in this regard, He Yuan noticed it carefully, but originally he knew it in his heart, and after several deliberate difficulties, Du Lingling obviously looked down on Chenxi.
However, although he was a little unhappy about this, He Yuan did not express it for the time being, because he felt that no matter what, at least this Du Lingling had a sentence that was right, that is, Chenxi...... Indeed, he deceived himself.
Although he was also trying to help Chenxi talk before, he was very clear in his own heart, when Chenxi told him that she and Shang Zichen were just good friends, he still believed it at first, but after seeing the intimacy of the two with his own eyes, the pain in his heart ...... But he could only endure it by himself.
"Ugh." sighed lightly, although he immediately felt that something was wrong, but he really couldn't restrain himself, so he suddenly revealed the true feelings in his heart.
And for that Du Lingling, when she heard He Yuan's sudden sigh, her eyes suddenly lit up, and then she immediately said softly: "It is said that silent men are the most tasteful." Today I know that you are not only handsome on the outside, but also gentle and delicate on the inside, alas, why do men like you have to be sad for other women? ”
"What do you say...... What is the meaning? Hearing Du Lingling say this, He Yuan immediately frowned, although her words were deep in her heart, but He Yuan was still trying to hide it, and for his doubts. Then Du Lingling had no intention of answering directly. Instead, he leaned forward slightly, so that his face was facing He Yuan's face, and then whispered:
"Instead of hovering around the person you like, it's better to let your heart belong to the person who likes you. Such...... Only then can you realize what true happiness is. You can understand. What is the joy of love, my great young master! ”
'Someone you like...... People who like themselves? Thinking back to Du Lingling's words in his heart, he looked at her face that was close to him again. The slight redness on the beautiful cheeks made He Yuan a little distracted for a while, although Du Lingling had closed her eyes again, but this time, He Yuan still didn't dodge immediately......
“……”
It was another silent contact, and it was the same soft and silky, and the resistance that was already very weak was now wiped out in an instant under Du Lingling's most straightforward stimulation.
The lingering four lip flaps are as if they have been coated with glue, and it is difficult to separate them as soon as they come into contact, and unlike when they were in the company before, they are now next to the two of them, and no one will disturb them.
"Well......" accompanied by a soft murmur, Du Lingling was really completely involved in it at this time, for her, maybe this kiss was nothing, her body was not always kept for whom, but she knew very well that her small action would definitely make her like a blank sheet of paper, completely lose control of herself.
Sure enough, the faint voice of this life entered from He Yuan's ears, and then directly into the brain, and the instant splash made his whole body tremble, but because he had no experience, He Yuan didn't know how to do it at this time, and even for the silkiness, he didn't know how to 'enjoy', just passively opened his mouth, and longed to have more in his heart......
As Du Lingling's hands slowly touched his chest, although she was separated by a piece of clothing, Du Lingling could still feel the heat on He Yuan's body, and she was even more proud of this, for a 'master' like her, who had read countless men, at this time she only needed to rely on one of her own fingers, which was enough to let He Yuan, the 'first brother', be at her mercy.
Slowly bent a finger, although she already felt He Yuan's impatient mood, but relying on her little tongue, Du Lingling was completely confident that she could not let the other party move, and when her fingers began to gently draw small circles on He Yuan's chest, the instant stimulation also made He Yuan's body tremble violently.
"Uh...... Not! Prevent...... Du ...... "made some sounds in his mouth, but although He Yuan had tried his best to 'resist', he found that even if he wanted to close his mouth, it was very difficult at this time, especially the little snake that kept swimming in his mouth, which brought him a feeling like chocolate had melted, and it could really be said that he couldn't stop.
Although he couldn't move himself, Du Lingling slowly lowered his hands, but he didn't leave He Yuan's body, but crossed his waist and abdomen from his chest, and then finally stopped on He Yuan's hands, and then saw them gently hold He Yuan's hands up, and let him wrap up his slender waist.
"Hmm......" is another sigh, although this is also Du Lingling's deliberate, but why is it that at this time, she enjoys more softness, and this softness naturally comes from Du Lingling's body.
When Du Lingling's hands let go of He Yuan's hand that was imprisoned by himself, as if he had been freed all of a sudden, He Yuan's hand immediately unconsciously gently kneaded Du Lingling's waist, although he didn't know where to 'go', but at least he knew that he couldn't use too much force, and second, he didn't dare to go up or down, but just this slender waist was enough to make him completely sink.
'Xiaoxi...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry! ’
Before his brain went completely blank, He Yuan finally whispered in his heart, although he also knew that it was useless, but at least...... This can be regarded as a relief to oneself.
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In the office of the general manager of the eighth branch of Zhongqing Home, Mu Chenxi sat in her seat blankly, looking directly at the desk stacked with various texts, but she didn't look at the content on those texts.
"Why are you talking to me about this, why can't I say that, why ......" kept questioning in her heart, but the answer was yes, for what Shang Zichen said to herself before, now she knew in her heart that even if she was very reluctant to believe that he would say this to herself, but he had indeed said it to herself, and Mu Chenxi was very clear...... In addition to saying what Shang Zichen said and doing what he explained, he had no other choice at all, as long as he still wanted to be with him......
At this time, her eyes have gradually filled with flickering tears, although she has tried her best to restrain herself, but the tears are still relentlessly sliding in the next second, but with the sound of falling to the ground gently, although the tears have been torn apart, but she just smiled leisurely, and once again tried to swallow all the other tears back into her eyes.
I don't want to hear my own cry, although she is not unfamiliar with them, but at this time she hates her cowardice very much.
The loneliness when I left my warm home, the loneliness when I first arrived in Beijing, the helplessness when I was bullied, and the inferiority complex that I dare not even pick up now.
All of them, every time she is cowardly, although there will always be a lucky turn, but now she thinks that when she can only rely on the man in her heart suddenly uses this dependence as an excuse, she really finds that it seems that she has no other way than to swallow this breath, just like her consciousness: if she still wants to be with him......
Excessive sadness, but maybe some people can relieve their drunkenness and sorrows, and some people can replace the dissatisfaction in their hearts by venting, but for Mu Chenxi, in addition to forbearance...... There was no way out for her.
Leaning back on the chair slowly, in fact, now she is more and more aware that when she really has nothing to handle, then there is really no better way than to pretend to hide, or to deceive, although this kind of deception was taught to her by her beloved man for her, but she still feels that the person who lied is herself, and even with the lover in her heart, has become no longer honest.
But what could she do, even the smile at this time was so hypocritical, but she had to let herself continue laughing, because she understood that even if laughing was more painful than crying, it seemed that she was still the happy person.
At least there is still hope for myself now, of course...... This hope is also promised to her by the man she loves, but it requires her to wait, and the waiting process must be that she is smiling, and she must not show even a trace of pain.
"So, I can't cry, I have to laugh! I have to smile at his parents, I have to laugh at my cowardice, I have to laugh at my cowardice...... to wait for the future life that only belongs to me and him, hehe, not because of anything else, just because if I can't get him, I will be ...... again Became nothing. (To be continued......)