The three hundred and fifty-first catastrophe is in my heart
"Zhengyang, don't say it." Xia Shi thought about the pain of the past and called out sharply.
"Madam, at this time, what is there to hide, he treats you as an enemy, but you still ...... for him"
"Say!" Gao Zeming gritted his teeth.
"Just say it."
Zhengyang took a step forward and said coldly: "I thought that I would be safe and sound when I entered the Prime Minister's Mansion, and my wife hid in the room to live in peace, who knows, Mrs. Cui secretly started it, and my wife had a miscarriage." ”
Xia thought about the first child, and his heart was like a knife.
She began to have a seizure that night, and after a few hours of pain, a male fetus that had become a shape flowed out of her lower body. She fainted instantly.
"Madame blamed herself and was worried about you, and fell ill at the moment. This disease is three months. Your own brother took advantage of my absence in the house, he ...... Usurped the lady. ”
Gao Zeming's fists were clenched to death.
Xia's tears rained down.
The past floated in front of me like a cloud. The horror of that night was her nightmare. The slender man was as tall as jade, and he turned into a demon and lay on her body. She struggled, resisted, bitten, but to no avail.
No one knows how desperate a woman feels when she calls the heavens and the earth to the earth. That kind of despair is enough to make people die.
"Madame wanted to be dead and keep the festival for you. But her identity doomed her to not be able to die. Do you know that our master and servant have been living here all these years, incognito, just to survive. That's why the lady is committed to the prime minister. ”
Incognito?
Gao Zeming heard the deep meaning of his words, and quickly said, "Who are you?" Who the hell are you and why can't you die? ”
Zhengyang saw that he had missed his mouth, and hurriedly stopped talking: "You don't care who we are, you just need to know that Madam didn't do anything to be sorry for you." Because of you, Mrs. has always felt guilty, even if she is with Gao Xiang, she has been eating fasting and reciting Buddha in the small Buddha hall all these years. If it weren't for the last order of the first emperor, Mrs. would not have been this Mrs. Xiangye at all. ”
Gao Zeming took a few steps back.
He couldn't believe that everything Zhengyang said was true. She must be a liar. It must be. This woman is obviously water-based. How can it be ......
"It's better spoken than sung." Gao Zeming gritted his teeth and said.
Xia Shi smiled miserably, and his gaze fell lightly on him.
"Gao Zeming, is my Xia clan so unbearable in your eyes?"
"You ......" Gao Zeming couldn't answer when she was forced to ask.
"You know what happened that night. There was no way back for me. Have you forgotten that night? What I said to you. ”
Gao Zeming avoided her eyes blankly.
That night. She took off her clothes, revealing her white jade-like body, and slowly walked into his arms.
"It's clear. You asked me. In this life, I was born as your person, and died as your ghost, and I am waiting for you. ”
Gao Zeming buzzed in his head, and he couldn't hear anything.
No, it's not like that, it shouldn't be like this. He obviously saw her and Gao Zecheng...... Why is this the case?
A cold wind blew, Gao Zeming shivered, his eyes stared, and the master and servant in front of him had left.
He sat down in front of the piano, his hands unconsciously plucking the strings.
Did he blame her, or did she coax him again? Who can tell him the truth?
What kind of hardships does she have?
Who is she?
"Knock ......"
A low piano sound made Gao Zeming tremble, and his thoughts drifted far away.
……
Xia returned to Gaofu, pushed away the hand handed by Zhengyang, and went to the small Buddha hall where he went to escape the world in the past.
Zhengyang knew that she was talking too much today, so he didn't dare to say a word, just stood behind her.
After reading the scroll, Xia stood up, and she smiled lightly at Zhengyang.
"If I had known this, I wouldn't have begged him."
Zhengyang didn't know what to say, so he only said softly: "Madam, he has changed, and he is no longer the son he used to be." ”
Xia's eyes drooped.
His eyes were full of hatred, he must have hated her.
Xia Shi took out a handkerchief, walked to the Bodhisattva, and wiped the dust off the Bodhisattva's body little by little.
"Zhengyang, look at this Guanyin Bodhisattva, looking down on all beings, smiling and silent, how kind and kind."
"Madame......"
"I must be an evil doer in the eyes of the world."
"Madame, why do you say such a thing?"
"Gao Zeming hates me, because I lost him, committed to Gao Zecheng, and became his concubine." There was not a single tear in Xia's eyes.
Zhengyang choked up and said, "Madam, it's no wonder you. It's the old man, he ......."
Xia shook his head: "Iris hates me, blame me for ignoring her and abandoning her." ”
"Madam, you can't protect yourself, how can you protect the third lady."
Xia smiled: "If Lin Xi knew that I abandoned her, I was afraid that she would hate me too." ”
Zhengyang burst into tears.
Xia slowly closed his eyes and sighed softly: "Mrs. Xian hates me because I took away my master; The two aunts hated me because I had been straightened out; The old lady hated me, and I made his two sons turn against me; The eldest young master, the eldest lady, the old lady...... Everyone in this house hates me. ”
"Madam, don't say it, it's not your fault."
Xia Shi opened his eyes, touched the eyes of the Bodhisattva in the world with his bare hands, and gently swayed.
She was high up and looked down on all living beings in the world, so she had a pleasant smile on her face, and all the suffering in the world was just a calamity that all living beings should go through. But who knows, there is no solution to the robbery in the heart. ”
Zhengyang couldn't understand Xia's words at all.
Xia Shi finished wiping the Bodhisattva, turned around and said with a smile: "Zhengyang, I finally found a way to save Lin Xi." ”
"Madame, what can you do?"
Xia whispered in her ear.
Zhengyang's face changed greatly, and he shook his head again and again: "No, madam, absolutely not, I don't agree, I will never agree, this will kill you." ”
"A woman like me who is a watery flower should not have survived in the world for a long time. Zhengyang. I can't stand by and do something for her. Over the years, the only thing I'm sorry for is her, and I can't watch her go and kiss. ”
"Madam, there will be another way, let's think of another way."
"What else can be done, even the Hou Ye can't stop it, what else can be done."
Xia said softly: "Zhengyang, we have a queen." Lynsey is my child. Since then. She's your new master. ”
"Madame!" Zhengyang fell to his knees, tears flowing.
Xia Shi let out a long sigh, and a relaxed smile appeared on his face: "I can finally be free." ”
"Madame, think twice!"
Xia was unmoved. He turned around and took out a bag of things from the bodhisattva's bottom seat. Open it. It turned out to be a jade seal.
She swayed lightly a few times, with an intoxicated look in her eyes, and then resolutely handed it to Zhengyang: "I'll give it to you." If I have a three-long and two-short, you take it to Linsey and tell her everything, don't hide anything, and let her make her own choices. ”
Zhengyang cried: "Madam, in case the Queen Mother ...... him"
"No matter what, she is already your master, and her safety is your responsibility. You protect her for me. ”
"Madame......"
"You go out tonight, take everything with you, and find a place to settle down."
"Madam, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving."
Xia glanced at her and said softly: "Zhengyang, if you don't leave, you will force me to die." ”
"Madame!" Zhengyang yelled.
Xia bent down to help her up, and put his hand on her hair.
"Zhengyang, take good care of her for me, I am not afraid of anyone's hatred in my life, but I am afraid that she will hate me."
……
The night is like ink.
As soon as Gao Zecheng returned to the mansion, he saw Xia Yingying standing at the door of the mansion, looking at him with a smile.
His heart moved, and he went up to meet it.
Xia said softly: "I prepared some thin wine today, and I want to get drunk with the old man." ”
Gao Zecheng has been entangled in government affairs for the past few days, and he is very annoyed, so he smiled when he heard this: "Madam is so interested, it's cold, just let the maid invite you in the future." ”
Xia said with a smile: "I want to come to greet the master." ”
The soft color in Gao Zecheng's eyes overflowed.
……
Wine is fine wine, food is delicacies, and people are beautiful.
Gao Zecheng only felt that he could be like this in this life, and he was already satisfied.
Xia Shi picked up the wine glass, his eyes brightened: "Over the years, the master has treated me sincerely, and I am moved, this cup respects the master." ”
"Call me Ah Cheng." Gao Zecheng whispered in her ear.
"Ah Cheng?"
Xia muttered, and the love image of the year seemed to flash in his mind again.
"I'm Gao Zecheng, and my brother asked me to take care of you. You can call me Ah Cheng. ”
"Come back with me, I will take care of you and will not let anyone bully you until my brother comes back."
"I'm sorry Rou'er, I'm not human, I'm really ...... I really like you so much. ”
"Rou'er, I'm waiting for you, whether it's a year, two years, or how many years, I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to change your mind."
"Do you still hate me, Rou'er, we're both old, and we don't have a few decades to miss......"
……
Xia's eyes were hot, and he smiled: "If I can meet Ah Cheng, it must be a blessing from my previous life." ”
Gao Zecheng took her hand and put it on his lips and kissed it: "What stupid things to say, it is a blessing that I can meet you in my life." Rou'er, let's have a good time and grow old together. When you get old, let's find a beautiful Zhuangzi, just you and me. ”
Xia's eyes flashed with crystals, and he brought the cup to his mouth.
Gao Zecheng took her hand and drank the wine in the cup.
Xia's other hand touched Gao Zecheng's eyebrows, stretching his eyebrows for him, and his eyes flickered slightly.
In her life, she has met two men.
If Gao Zeming is like a pot of fire, love is hot, devoted, no regrets, burning, scorching.
Then Gao Zecheng must be water. Silent, unruly. Slowly, little by little, it soaked her heart.
The moth to the fire, she burned herself, and she hurt him;
The water drips through the stone, and he melts a heart with years.
Xia sighed softly in his heart. As Gao Zeming said, she is a water-based woman.
Gao Zecheng drank a few glasses of wine and said softly: "Rou'er, I don't know how happy you are to treat me like this now, I thought you were ...... will hate me unto death. ”
Xia Shi said softly: "Hate and hate for more than ten years, and I'm tired." ”
"It's okay, as long as you can talk to me and give me a smile, even if you hate me in your heart, I'm willing."
A line of tears fell, and Xia turned his head and quickly wiped it away.
This man possessed her in a shameless way, but he silently stayed by her side for more than ten years. A dead stone was just like that, dripping through him.
She stepped forward and sat on his feet, her hands clinging to his neck, her lips drawing closer and closer to him.
"Gao Zecheng, there is a sentence I want to tell you."
"What?"
"I don't hate you for a long time, and you don't hate me either."
"Really, really don't hate it!" Gao Zecheng's face was full of surprise, and the whole portrait was covered with a layer of light, he didn't hear the second half of the sentence at all, and hugged Xia Heng excitedly.
Xia buried his head in his arms.
A room of spring.
……
"Queen Mother, Mrs. Xiangye asks to see you." Chunyang came in and replied.
How did she get here?
Empress Dowager Li put down the pen in her hand, thought for a moment, and said, "Invite someone in." ”
Xia Shi was wearing a first-class court dress, and walked in without squinting, with an excellent demeanor, so that the people in the left and right palaces couldn't help but raise their eyes and peek.
Empress Dowager Li looked at this well-maintained woman, and there was a hint of admiration in her heart, Gao Xiangye's ability to pick women is not bad.
This woman, under the makeup, is especially above her.
Sit down and serve tea.
Xia said lightly: "Please let the Queen Mother retreat." ”
Empress Dowager Li waved her hand, and in a moment there were only two people left in the hall.
"Madame is looking for a mourner, I don't know what's going on?"
Xia was ready to die, so he had a smile on his face: "I want to make a deal with the Queen Mother." ”
Empress Dowager Li looked at her suspiciously, "What a deal." ”
Xia Shi picked up the teacup, took a sip, and put it down elegantly: "I want to exchange a secret for Lin Xi's free body." ”
The phoenix's eyes instantly condensed: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”
"Back to the Queen Mother, the courtiers know very well."
Empress Dowager Li looked at her gloomily, and only said after a while: "Let's hear it." ”
Xia Shi said: "Once upon a time, there was a woman who was married at the age of fourteen and gave birth to a daughter, because this woman was going to marry a high family, so she gave her daughter away. Later, the daughter was abused at the adoptive parents' house, escaped, married a man named Futaki, and gave birth to a daughter. ”
Empress Dowager Li is such a smart person, how could she not hear the chill in these words, and she didn't want to listen to it anymore, so she put the teacup on the table and put it on the table: "Madam, what do you know?" ”
Xia Shi met her gaze: "Everything you should know is already known." ”
After a Mrs. Qin Guo left, there was another Xia family.
Empress Dowager Li's heart skipped a beat, her hands and feet were cold, she stung Xia Shi tightly, and her eyes seemed to burn her out of a hole.
After a long time, she stood up and said condescendingly: "In this world, no one dares to threaten the mourning family. What does Madame know about the fate of the Lady of Qin's Mansion? ”
Xia Shi smiled lightly: "I know, so today, I don't plan to get out alive." ”
Coming prepared? Empress Dowager Li stabilized her mind and said with a smile: "What does Madam want to do with this deal?"
"I use my life in exchange for Lin Xi's freedom and protect the glory of the Queen Mother."
"What if the mourners refuse?"
"The reputation of the Queen Mother will also be ruined."
Empress Dowager Li was furious. Okay, very good, they all threatened her, and they all pinched her like a soft persimmon. (To be continued......)
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Seeing Yu Yuedao's book review, today's chapter came out, I don't know if book friends have ever understood it.
The eldest is the first man, and the second is the second.
Why did Xiang Ye say this (decrypt it behind Rong Baozi)
If you don't die, you won't die.
Baozi swore that he would never write such a complicated emotional problem again, and he was all wrapped up in it, no wonder he was born early!!