I don't know why, when Bai Bingbing said this with such a sigh, I felt ashamed of her. suddenly remembered that Chen Yideng, who had pursued her, anyway, he was also a deputy leader! replied quickly: "Isn't that Chen Yideng interesting to you?" He can bring you real benefits. ”

"So......" Bai Bingbing deliberately dragged out his tone. She set aside time like this, as if it was an opportunity for me to deviate from it. "Do you admit that you and Tang Yanxin have a leg?"

I was stupid. How did you go around and around, and the problem still came back to me?

I used to be reticent to avoid conversations, for fear of slipping out. But I still can't stand the teasing of Bai Bingbing's exclamation. Yes, set: love is based on a certain material and status, so it is logical for me to choose Tang Yanxin. In order to comfort the lost Bai Bingbing, I reminded her that Chen Yideng was interesting to her. That way, she won't be disappointed that I rejected her.

Hey, I fell into her trap!

"Actually, what you said is not wrong. But how can Chen Yideng be compared with Tang Yanxin? People don't look good, they have hyperthyroidism, and they are divorced. If a second-class product can also be counted as a top grade for comparison, then I'd rather choose you, an ordinary editor. You're at least a beginner! Bai Bingbing has an indomitable and thick-skinned spirit, and he also knows how to play with questions.

Look, aren't you talking about love and the conditions of your lover? At a turn, she took the opportunity to tell me what she was thinking again. She loves me, and it hasn't changed, and what I'll do with it is my business.

Of course, I'm ashamed that I'm no longer a junior brother. I have already tried the lingering and sweetness of the clouds and rain. Although, Yi Ting, who was with me, failed to achieve a positive result with me in the end. But I'm really not a junior brother anymore, in fact, I'm not as good as Bai Bingbing imagined.

It's just that I won't say it to Bai Bingbing so unreservedly.

All in all, I'm looking for many reasons to deliberately distance myself from Bai Bingbing. I don't even know what I'm doing!

If you say, Tang Yanxin and I are really a pair of lovers as Bai Bingbing said. So, why did I immediately deny it when Bai Bingbing asked about it?

This is a very strange question. Perhaps, in my heart, I have great expectations for Tang Yanxin? I really want to treat Tang Yanxin as my lover?

And now, Tang Yanxin and I are just in a hazy stage?

There have been once or twice when Tang Yanxin and I saw that we were about to break through this hazy stage. But why did she and I always go back to the same place in the moment of soberness?

Vaguely, I felt something was wrong. For example, when breaking through that thin layer of window paper, there is always an irrational time when you are drunk, which makes people feel unreal and unrealistic?

Just like Bai Bingbing asked me just now, why did she help Tang Yanxin, but I recalled such a large part of the past.

And the past is so unscrupulous?

Because under careful scrutiny, you will find that this qiē development is not so natural. At the very least, will you find traces of human axes chiseled inside?

I was so stunned that my eyes went over the scene in the fast food restaurant and saw far, far away, so much so that Bai Bingbing felt that it was no longer interesting to talk to me.

She sighed at me and said, "Hey, it's incurable." The souls have been hooked, and you still deny that there is nothing between you......"

I don't know if I'm really as Bai Bingbing said, if my soul was really hooked by Tang Yanxin?

Anyway, in fact, my kindness to myself and Tang Yanxin, or my help, is not so frank to admit and accept, but to reflect!

The overall feeling is not as innocent and natural as when I first met Yi Ting. You don't have to think about anything, the theme is to really go to the life of a young couple. In addition to affection, it is lingering. I just want to squeeze in as much time as I can and spend as many young men and women together as I can!

The result of reflection is that our friendship and mutual help and care are not so authentic, so natural, so pure. There is too much worldliness and utilitarianism in it, turning what should be simple into complex and vulgar.

It's like when a bowl of snow-white double skin milk is presented in front of my eyes, when I pick up the spoon and prepare to eat, after careful inspection, I find that there are already unclean crumbs in the double skin milk, so I don't know whether to continue to eat or not to eat!

My current relationship with Tang Yanxin is just like the above description. At least for me, it feels like that.

I really don't know if this feeling is my hypocrisy, or my naivety? For others, is that love not mixed with worldly and utilitarian? How did it become impure in my eyes?

Sometimes, I can feel that I am too pedantic, as if I don't eat the fireworks of the world. The result? Isn't Yi Ting out of the wall because I have too little "worldly" ability!

But in exchange for the judgment of Tang Yanxin, I am very picky and demanding!

Because she had some unwarranted concerns about Tang Yanxin in her heart, she was a little listless when she returned to the rented house. The streets are crowded with pedestrians and traffic. The sunset was blood-red across the sky, through the wood-like buildings, and in the places that were not accidentally covered, a few red touches were sprinkled, staining the hurried pedestrians on the road as red as drunk.

I walked listlessly to my rented apartment, my head a little messy and a little blank. Actually, to put it bluntly, there is nothing in the world, and I am a mediocre person. Entered the room lightly, for some reason, Tang Yanxin hadn't made a meal tonight. I guess she was too busy, so I had to go to the kitchen.

Tang Yanxin and I rented an old house from before, and the design was a bit messy. It's not humane, it's probably thinking about solving the problem of whether there is a house or not. So the kitchen and the toilet are separated by a wall. At the moment, the toilet door is closed.

I went into the kitchen and saw that the water spinach that Tang Yanxin bought was still soaked in the basin, so I approached and silently washed it and picked it into small pieces and stacked them in the vegetable basket.

Perhaps, I was so light-hearted that Tang Yanxin, who was squatting in the toilet, didn't know that I was back.

“…… I said, don't hesitate. A notice will be issued tomorrow, and I will come down in 10 days to check. If he is forced like this, he will definitely panic. You have to redo your accounts. As long as he messes up, I can take this opportunity to find evidence. Take 10,000 steps back and say, you can't catch his braids this time, at least let him check some of them, right? That's all hard-earned money! ”

Tang Yanxin said into the phone in the toilet, it is estimated that she was a little excited, and she couldn't control it all of a sudden, or she thought that I hadn't gone home yet, so she said it out loud regardless of it. The walls were already thin, not to mention soundproof, and I heard everything she said. I just don't understand what it means.

After a while, Tang Yanxin came out of the toilet and was surprised to see me washing vegetables silently! She nervously crossed her hands over her chest and screamed, "Oops, when will you be back?" Why don't you snort? ”

I don't even know why she reacted so much when she saw me. So I turned my head to look at her, but there was nothing in it! Didn't you just wear that blue sundress? She has never shied away from me, so why is she so loud?

Sometimes, I really think she doesn't think of me as a male animal. The suspender of the sundress itself is designed to be long enough, and it also has a deep V-neck, and a pair of high nobles are like two white rabbits, revealing most of their bodies.

I bet this must be a piece of erotic underwear, but Tang Yanxin wears it as an ordinary pajama. Several times, I felt like I was reacting, but I had to pretend that I was fine, and I was so embarrassed that she could see it in front of me!

I looked at her snow-white chest groove, and I was already swallowing slightly, as if there was a reaction between my legs. Fortunately, the jeans were thick and tight, and even if there was any indecent movement, it could not be revealed through the thick denim.

This greatly reduced my psychological burden. I've looked in the mirror before, and when I react, I can't see it in jeans.

That way, I don't have to worry about the ugly parts of my waist down. This is also the basis for me to be able to calm down in front of her. But, obviously, this is something that makes me feel embarrassed. I am a man with strong blood, and my body reacts, although I am extremely controlled, but it is very uncomfortable after all.

So, in my heart, I really hope that she won't dress so revealingly, believe that her charm is unstoppable, and take care of the flesh and strength of the young opposite sex.

The round and slippery shoulders, the skin is so white, so smooth, like freshly made tofu, as if it can be blown apart, and a face that is cute to look at, a neck of moderate size, and gradually enlarged breasts, for a man, it can be said to be a fatal temptation.

The reason why I can still be calm is that I pretend to be it. In addition to the education, cultivation, and rational control, there is nothing to be done. But it's not good to talk to Tang Yanxin in person, for fear of embarrassing each other.

But I don't know if Tang Yanxin really doesn't know that she has such lethality, or if she deliberately wants to tempt me. Overall, she didn't shy away from me much, a little like when I used to live with Yi Ting.

That's what makes it hard for me. When Yi Ting and I lived in the same house, it was clear that the relationship between each other was that of boyfriend and girlfriend. And live a life where unmarried young people enjoy the benefits of being married. Therefore, at that time, Yi Ting did not shy away from me, and treated each other as husband and wife.