Chapter 095, forgetfulness

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There was a mess in the dormitory, and you can imagine how angry Yan Zhenrui was before.

Zhou Zhiqing followed behind Yan Zhenrui spinelessly, watching him carry out the second destruction as if he had entered a no-man's land, and subconsciously gritted his teeth.

The furnishings in his bedroom are naturally good, and any one taken out is a famous product of the previous dynasty. He is not rare, and it is better to give it to her.

It seems that she used to be so ignorant of the cost of firewood and rice, and she didn't poison antique devices, and she was really thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi.

Zhou Zhiqing shook his head and laughed at himself while habitually cleaning up the chair that had been kicked over, the Bogu shelf that fell to the ground, and the vase that was broken into pieces.

Yan Zhenrui heard the small voice, turned around in surprise, and saw Zhou Zhiqing cleaning up the mess on the ground like no one, and couldn't help but say angrily: "You don't need to clean up, come in with me and talk well." ”

Zhou Zhiqing was startled, and as soon as she let go, the fragments fell back to their original places with a bang.

I'm scared to death, why don't you roar so suddenly?

Zhou Zhiqing only dared to slander, and did not really disobey Yan Zhenrui's order, and obediently followed him into the inner room. Wow, it's messy enough here, and I lost a pillow quilt on the ground.

Yan Zhenrui has a habit of cleanliness, and the bedding on his couch must be changed as long as it has been used. Zhou Zhiqing thought, fortunately, she is not a maid in the pulp washing workshop, otherwise just washing these would be enough for her.

But no matter how chaotic the ground was, Zhou Zhiqing didn't dare to make up her own mind, and she knelt down as soon as she entered the door. A posture of resignation.

Yan Zhenrui stared at Zhou Zhiqing, there were no ups and downs in his voice, he was as calm as usual, as if he was not the one who was angry and out of control just now, and asked repeatedly: "You actually ran into the lake to take a bath?" ”

Is there less bath water for her in the house? She is not a girl from a small family, why is she so unsophisticated? Isn't it immoral to go down to the lake in broad daylight and be bumped into by other men? Will she still live then?

She is not afraid of losing face, but he is afraid, no matter how she is said to be his person. Just think that maybe other men covet her. Yan Zhenrui hated and wanted to kill.

Zhou Zhiqing's head hung very low. She also regretted it, she originally thought about things too simply, who made her want to be too strong in the first place, and forgot that everything has a contingency?

It's not a glorious thing after all. Zhou Zhiqing again regarded Yan Zhenrui, the king of the banquet, as an inviolable master who had to answer whatever he asked. But after all, he is a man. She hadn't been so free and easy that she was generous enough to discuss her bath with a man.

Therefore, his face turned red, he bit his lip, and said vaguely: "Yes...... The slave and the maid are guilty. ”

Can you stop asking? It's embarrassing, okay? Zhou Zhiqing didn't understand. What is he doing with her so excitedly? Didn't he resent her for being clumsy and ineffective? She's only been out for so long...... Oh, it seems like you've been playing for a long time, but it's not more than an hour, right? How did he find out?

Yan Zhenrui even sneered softly, and said without concealing his contempt: "You are so interested, then Mirror Moon Lake is so attractive to you?" He just wanted to ask the same "why".

"Slave maid-" Zhou Zhiqing was even more embarrassed when she heard the meaning of his teasing, and only lowered her head and kept silent.

She really knew it was wrong.

"Slave, never again."

Yan Zhenrui couldn't help but be annoyed: "Say, why do you have to go to Jingyue Lake." Don't think about lying anymore! Could it be that there is still a lack of a place for you to take a bath in this palace? ”

He kept worrying about this problem, Zhou Zhiqing had no choice but to let go and said: "The status of slaves and maids is humble, not as good as before, and bathing has become an extremely difficult thing......"

There is still a lack of her bath water.

Yan Zhenrui was stunned. This is a bit like a complaint, no matter how you listen to it, you can see grievances everywhere.

The status of Zhou Zhiqing in this mansion is average, and there are those who are lower than her, Yan Zhenrui has not heard anyone say that even taking a bath is a luxury.

However, Zhou Zhiqing's identity is special, even if Yan Zhenrui hasn't seen him these days, he can come up with it with a little thought at the moment. If he doesn't speak, no one dares to do anything to Zhou Zhiqing, whether it's good or bad.

This girl is a tolerant person, the good ones may not refuse, but the bad ones may not object.

Inexplicably remembered the scene of watching her wipe her body that day, Yan Zhenrui was a little warm and heartbeat. It was his negligence, just that she was tired and didn't have that mind, but he didn't want to beg for hardship.

But at the same time, she was a little annoyed: she couldn't stand it? If you knew this was the case, why did you make an arrogant appearance in the first place?

Yan Zhenrui snorted heavily and said, "You deserve it, you brought this qiē on your own." ”

This is not bad, but Zhou Zhiqing found it herself, and she still looks like she can't ask for it.

Now she has a good life, but she has to do something inferior to the slave. Since she is a slave, she should know that her situation must be very different from before.

What's the use of being wronged at this time?

She should have opened her eyes wide to see how kind he had treated her before, and now this was the way she deserved.

But Yan Zhenrui was also a little angry, what is going on with this underneath? Even a lack of bath water?

As soon as Zhou Zhiqing heard Yan Zhenrui's words, she immediately bit her lip and stopped talking, only lowered her eyes silently, and laughed at herself in silence: Isn't she to blame.

She also hates her current self, she is sensitive at every turn, she feels wronged at every turn, she feels a pain in her heart at every turn, and she has an urge to cry.

What is she? What qualifications does she have? Yan Zhenrui made no secret that he just wanted her to see the shape clearly.

Is there something wrong with that?

He doesn't look down on her style, he just wants her to understand that her fate is completely in his hands, he lets him live, she lives, he lets her die, she has to die.

He let her live in heaven and she could really feel happy, and he let her live in hell and she couldn't even get hot water.

She used to be a superior person, and she just treated the people below with this attitude. She didn't feel that she was wrong at all, but she couldn't stand it because she changed her environment and identity?

Zhou Zhiqing twisted her thighs in the play: If you can't stand it, you have to bear it.

Thinking about it from another angle, even if she is not a slave, what is she in Yan Zhenrui's eyes? Except for the better living conditions, there is not necessarily any happiness at all.

But like now, although the food, clothing, housing and transportation are unsatisfactory everywhere, she doesn't have to serve in front of him every day, in fact, her heart is quite relaxed, even if she sleeps at night, she has no dreams every night, and she sleeps very solidly.

Zhou Zhiqing even thought that in fact, if it went on like this, it was nothing, she would always stifle the little unrealistic fantasy and dream of Yan Zhenrui in her heart. He is the prince, she is just the daughter of a criminal minister, it is originally a world of differences, a difference between clouds and mud, why bother to think about people and things that do not belong to you?

Now, she saw that he wasn't as heavy as he used to be. After a long time, all the qiē will gradually fade away, and maybe, he will be extra gracious and release her from the palace, even if he doesn't let her go, maybe he will assign her an ordinary man, a man who doesn't care about her life experience and past, and lives a dull life.

If you really think so, there's nothing wrong with that.

Zhou Zhiqing said in a low voice: "The prince taught me a lesson. ”

"......" Yan Zhenrui had no choice but to look away and said, "It's good to know, next time you do it again, see how this king cleans you up." ”

"Yes, the slave doesn't dare anymore." Zhou Zhiqing thought about it again and again, and summed up one point, her mistake today was to go to Jingyue Lake to take a bath, not to dereliction of duty. She said kindly: "The slave really knows that she is wrong, and she is not worthy of the prince's anger, and she asks the prince to take care of your precious body." ”

See, she knows how much she thinks about him.

But Yan Zhenrui just didn't have a good mood, he looked at Zhou Zhiqing and got angry, and he didn't know what was going on.

He waved his hand: "Forget it." ”

Zhou Zhiqing immediately said: "Thank you for your kindness." ”

Can you go?

She looked like she was eager to leave immediately, which irritated Yan Zhenrui even more.

Leave her in front of her, she looks like a servile face, and if she doesn't stay in front of her, she is afraid of him like a snake and scorpion.

What kind of person is she? She's so smart, she can't guess what he's thinking? Pretending to be stupid every day, as if nothing had happened to the two of them. Was all that she said before false? What is willing, what is liked, is a lie......

This realization made Yan Zhenrui particularly angry.

His heart seemed to have been cut by someone, and his blood and energy flowed out, and he suddenly became weak, waved his hand and said: "It's good that you understand, the road is your own choice, no one is to blame......"

In fact, he didn't know what he was talking about, instead of teaching Zhou Zhiqing a lesson, it was better to talk about himself. Since he reduced her to a slave, he should no longer think about it.

Zhou Zhiqing nodded in agreement: "What the prince taught is that slaves and maids dare not think of inconsistencies. Once upon a time, now is now, slaves and maids are human beings in two lives, and they have long forgotten all the past......"

She was stunned at the thought of this. I always say that I forgot and forgot, and I changed it, but every time she encounters something, she still has all kinds of entanglements, this is standing and talking without backache? No, no, no, this is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to change.

Zhou Zhiqing couldn't help but be a little self-deprecating, and she got a little forgetful as she spoke: "In the past, Chen Hanzheng always said that slaves and maids were soaked in honey pots, and they didn't understand the suffering of the world, and sooner or later they would have to endure hardships and fall on their heels, but this is not true...... It's a pity that he was small and willful at that time, and he only listened to it, and it was really as he said, he didn't know the hearts of good people...... But, forget it, it's all fate, and the slave has to bear her own life, right? ”

Afraid that Yan Zhenrui would not believe it, Zhou Zhiqing almost swore an oath. Suddenly, I felt that the cold was pressing, and when I looked closely, I saw that Yan Zhenrui's eyes were dark and dark, like a sea full of reefs, I don't know how many rolling waves there are, she is not interested, I am afraid that a big wave will cover her, and she will have to sink into the endless darkness. (To be continued......)