She let out a sigh of relief, her nails digging deep into her palms.

Mama Lin walked in, handed her a fan, and asked softly, "How did the wife of the Hua family arrange it?" ”

She shook her head slowly.

Mama Lin paused slightly, turned around and was about to retreat, but she suddenly spoke up again: "You say, why is Hua's fate so good and married to Shen Mi?" ”

Mama Lin stopped under the curtain and turned around.

Hua's life is a well-known thing, Shen Mi is knowledgeable and motivated, and he is also handy in handling court relations, plus he has a deep love for his wife, he is really a good man. Mo said that it was a good fate for Fahrenheit to marry him, even if the royal lady married him, it could be regarded as a good fate. It's just that Chen spit out such a sentence for no reason at the moment, which is unexpected.

"She's just the daughter of a businessman, and she can't afford to be docile, or to be top-notch, or to be top-notch, or to be good-looking, but not necessarily unique. Why did Shen Mi choose her, and even if she didn't even give birth to a son for him for so many years, he was always the same to her? ”

Chen raised his head, and the light in his eyes was a little scorching.

"Look at me, I was born in poetry, I am not proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but I have dabbled in them, the Four Books and Five Classics are not backwards, but I can barely say a few words, and my appearance is also called beautiful and lovely, but why can't I get my husband's love?"

She stood up and walked towards Mama Lin: "I don't want him to love me, how to make me accommodate me, as long as he doesn't take concubines, doesn't accept rooms, and can respect me like a guest, I will be satisfied!" But why didn't he refuse! Not only did he take concubines and give birth to concubines, but he also became cold to me, and now he doesn't even want to say half a word to me all day long, and it's too troublesome to look at me more than half a glance!

"You see what Fahrenheit has, isn't it just a few dollars? Could it be that Shen Mi is the kind of person who is greedy for money? He's not, he's a brother to his mother, but he's just completely different from him—"

"Grandma!"

Mama Lin rushed forward and covered her mouth: "Grandma, how can you say such things out loud?" In case someone with a heart hears it - don't forget, there is a Wu next door who is holding his breath and has nowhere to go! ”

"What am I afraid of?" Chen Shi shook her hand away, "You only know how to tell me to endure, endure, endure all day long, and you don't understand my feelings at all!"

"I'm not so free and easy at all, and I'm not so open-minded, I just want our family of three to be able to live a small life with Hemeimei! You don't know at all, how much I wish I could eat with him on the kang table every day with the child like the second room, instead of the mother and son sitting at the table upright and cold!

"I hurt Qiu Yuxiang, but is that my fault? He obviously has a marriage contract with me, and he went to embarrass me by provoking other women! And whimsically let me let her in the door! What am they to me, a submissive seed? Am I just trying to protect my own dignity to make him hate me for so long?! What the hell am I doing wrong! ”

She began to cry, her slender shoulders shaking from loss of control.

The room was filled with mournful sounds, like a thousand leaves burning in the corner of the house.

Mama Lin looked at her who was almost collapsed, and her steps seemed to be filled with lead.

Chen is what she watched grow up, just like her other daughter, all her joys, sorrows and sorrows fall in her eyes, how can she not know her suffering? It's just that there are too many constraints as a woman, and many things can only be endured.

But now, every cry of the Chen family is like a knife that pierces people, and the knife pierces her heart. Seeing her in such pain, she suddenly suspected that she had done something wrong, if forbearance is also pain, and forbearance is also pain, then why fight? There is just one more Wu family in this courtyard, if it weren't for her, maybe the Chen family wouldn't be so entangled, right?

These days, the scene where Aunt Wu used bitter tricks to force her to be desperate and was almost beaten by Shen Xuan often appeared in front of her eyes.

She has seen a lot of scheming concubines, but it is rare to see someone as frivolous and arrogant as Aunt Wu. Although Shen Xuan was persuaded by Shen Mi to go back to the room this time, but the others were here, but the heart was not there, that is, he went back to the room at night to face the Chen family, and he would not return a few words until he asked, if he didn't ask, he might be silent until dawn.

Even if this is the case, how long has it been saved? Wu will not let go, and she will never let go for the sake of her two children.

Some people say that time is the best medicine, maybe just as Chen said, as long as Shen Xuan can be with Chen for a long time, Qiu Yuxiang will forget, and Aunt Wu will forget sooner or later, she suddenly felt that Wu's preservation zài is already a terrible thing for Chen.

Shen Yi followed Shen Yan back to Bishui Courtyard, and saw that she was pestering Shen Mi to take the famous calligraphy at the bottom of the box as an ornament, but Shen Mi was reluctant, so she couldn't help but pat her head with a fan: "You can be content, when my father was alive, these calligraphy and paintings were lent to me, but it was rare to even let me appreciate them." ”

Shen Yan remembered the various eyes in the Yao Ri Hall before, and couldn't help but turn around and hug her, and said, "Good sister, my father is also your father, what you want in the future, just take care of your father." ”

Shen Yi's eyes turned red again when he heard this, and when he raised his eyes and saw Ziying coming from afar, he straightened out and laughed, and said, "Come on, I'm afraid you're jealous." ”

After speaking, he turned to the Bogu frame and stood still, looking at the Ru kiln on the plate, but he smiled again, and said faintly: "But I really envy your parents for being safe, do you know that when my father was there, he also loved me very much." Although I am still the eldest girl in the house, losing my father is like a broken wing, and no matter how high I can fly, I am limited. ”

Shen Yan looked at her back and was suddenly speechless.

She knows better than anyone what it feels like to lose her loved ones, and Shen Yi often has gloom in her eyes, and she can see that it is because of Shen Xian, who died early. According to the current situation of Changfang, it is still unbearable in the house, Shen Rui is the eldest son and grandson, and the theory of this business will still be passed on to him in the future, but before that, Changfang should face Shen Yi's future and Shen Rui's future.

Shen Yi does not have a father as the backstage, although Mrs. Shen will still choose an excellent family affair for her, such as the eldest grandson of Cheng Ge Lao in the previous life, but in the end, Shen Guanyu will pass away, and it is the young Shen Rui who will replace the Shen family, so that Shen Yi will not only be difficult to bring benefits to her in-laws' family after she passes, but may also need her husband's family to support her younger brother.

Although this is nothing, Shen Yi in her previous life did exactly this, but from the fact that she lowered her eyebrows in front of her mother-in-law and concubine, it can be imagined that even if she achieves the goal of using the power of her husband's family to help her mother's brother, her life in her husband's family will definitely be unsatisfactory.

Shen Yi is a smart person, and when she thinks about it, at least half of the sorrow in her eyes is also for her future self.

"Big sister." Shen Yan walked up and sighed: "You don't have to be afraid, even if the uncle has passed away, there are still wings that we are willing to be your wings." ”

Shen Yi's shoulders stiffened slightly, and he slowly turned around for a long time, gently took her hand, and said with tears in his eyes: "Well, we are sisters for life." ”

Shen Yan pressed her trembling hand and smiled.

The second room didn't like Mrs. Shen the most, but Shen Yi risked being dissatisfied with Mrs. Shen and was honest with her, she always knew that she was planning to use Shen Mi's power to help Shen Rui and her own future.

As long as Shen Yi is close to the second room, Shen Mi will naturally plan for his nephews and nieces in the future, and if he is promoted to Jialu, he will be more and more valued by the court and the heavenly family, with such an uncle, Shen Yi does not have to swallow his anger in her husband's house, and she can rest assured that Shen Rui will follow Shen Mi. With these two layers, she will naturally defend her everywhere and stand firmly with her.

But even if she knew that her "sincerity" was not pure, Shen Yan was willing to accept her.

One is naturally that Shen Yan also needs her strength in the Shen Mansion, and the other is that her calculation is really nothing in her opinion, if it were her, she would definitely do the same as her. What's the point of having a purpose? As long as she's willing to see her, it's good. With the calculation of the long room, Shen Yi will not harm her, this is what she is sure of.

She even thought that if it hadn't happened to Fahrenheit later, if she hadn't moved to Jinling, Shen Yi would still find a way to establish a friendship with her, after all, not everyone is qualified to be called by the emperor to serve in the paddock, and Shen Mi's status in front of the emperor is valued by many people.

"Girl, grandma asked you to go to the main room to talk because your uncle and wife are coming, and the eldest girl is also there, so it is better to go and help the staff officer."

Ziying stepped into the door, holding her hand on the curtain and smiling.

Because the Hua family is coming tomorrow, there is a cheerful atmosphere everywhere in the second room, and even Ziying and the others speak two points higher than usual.

Shen Yi came here to see if there was anything that could help, so when he heard this, he wiped his eyes and said with a smile: "The second aunt has orders, how dare I disobey?" With that, he grabbed Shen Yan and went to the main room together.

Let's take a look at the third room again.

The Liu family was a little distracted throughout the whole process in Yaori Hall, and finally dispersed and returned to the third room, but the soul still stayed outside, and the whole person sat there like a statue.

Linlang walked in and said, "Mrs. Uncle just asked someone to deliver a message to ask grandma to go back to the house." ”

When Liu heard that it was his mother's brother and daughter-in-law who invited him, he subconsciously stood up, hummed, and was about to go out. When I walked to the door, I remembered that I couldn't just go back to my parents' house, so I had to come back and open the cage, and turned out two packs of fish maw, so that people could take them and go out.

I went to the room first to ask Mrs. Shen for instructions, and then took the carriage out of the street.

Liu's Mansion is not far away, but it is separated from Qilin Fang by a Yuming Fang, but the environment is very different from Qilin Fang.

The carriage arrived in front of Liu's Mansion from the shouts of the merchants, knocked on the mottled door, and Mama Zheng in front of Liu's mother slapped her thigh and shouted in her usual sharp voice: "Ouch, our aunt, you can come back!" ”R1152