Since it is an unavoidable human instinct, then men in the world can't do it, Yingzheng can't do it, Lin Jixiang - he can't do it, for me, it's not something that can be so seriously determined.

My questioning was intended to retort to bring Lin to his senses, but he redoubled his commitment to it.

"I love to spoil you alone, just like before, only you." He said solemnly and genuinely.

Lin Jixiang's words are in themselves unfair remarks to Zi Yao who has entered his life, and this sentence that hurts Zi Yao and the child in Zi Yao's womb does not hurt me much - at the very least, it has damaged the image of Lin Jixiang in my heart.

It seems that I have to stimulate him more deeply, so that he can completely sober up from his feelings for me and return to reality.

"Is it the same with having children?" I couldn't help but brutally ask him, trying to make him jump out of the misunderstanding of feelings in his heart, and said, "Is it possible? ”

He was stunned, and I was cold.

"Don't spend unwarranted manpower and financial resources to arrange my way, I have made up my mind, and I will only be by Yingzheng's side in this life."

Lin Jixiang's dancing posture of my words staggered and fell to the ground, and I was shocked when I said it: I quarreled with Ying Zhengcai, I should have been hostile to the Qin Palace and Ying Zheng, but why was I still so firm in saying this at this time?

"You'll regret it!"

Lin Jixiang's eyes were blood-red, his mouth was heavy, word by word, his volume was low but his expression was terrifying.

I took a step forward and reached out to pull on Lin Jixiang's robe.

"I will regret leaving the person I love."

Now that Lin Jixiang has entered the context I said, then I should make him die even more. If he doesn't die, he can't live if he doesn't die for me, so he can't wait for Zi Yao steadily.

I pulled hard, but because Lin Jixiang didn't cooperate with him and got up, I couldn't pull him up; Lin Jixiang's eyes were foggy, he didn't follow my thoughts, and he didn't have any intention of wanting to get up on his own.

"You're going to die to him sooner or later, you will!" He said harshly. He pleaded with me with a cold hatred: "Come with me now, let's leave now, this is not the place you should be." ”

As he spoke, he felt, realized the way I was holding my hand when I couldn't pull him. He pulled my sleeve robe with his backhand, looked at me with a faint look in reaction to his words, and stood up with my straight waist and said sadly: "You will definitely regret it." ”

I straightened up and stood calm.

"Then it's better to regret it when you die."

He didn't let go, and I twisted my hand to pull away his clamps under the cover of the sleeves of my robe, and slipped my feet back to distance myself.

Lin Jixiang saw the meaning of my posture clearly, he closed his eyes and calmed down for two seconds, and quickly approached me a little closer.

"Mengtan is an example, Yingzheng can spoil her and murder you, and she can also murder you for others. Sooner or later, you will recognize the true face of Yingzheng and will be disheartened..."

He still didn't give up, desperately trying to convince me to go with him like I was his lifeline, but Mo said I didn't want to go yet. Even if I wanted to leave, reality would not allow it.

"If there really is a day-" I interrupted his voice, which was getting more and more excited, and whose voice would spread out to the surrounding people, and he paused, and spoke in the silence, "That is my life, too!" ”

Even if I don't accept my fate, I must show Lin Jixiang this at this time, because my hopelessness will give him the strength to turn around and let him soar in his sky.

"Lin Qingong dances exquisitely. Bengong has been taught, but some skills require talent and fate, not something that can be achieved by the master's dedication and the student's hard practice. This palace thinks that this palace will not be able to reach the realm of Lin Qin Gong, so let's stop today. ”

I put on a tired look and ended our conversation with a resolute voice.

"Stream—"

Lin Jixiang's high-pitched call at the moment I turned to leave, I intuitively felt that he was going to shout out the name of "Xi'er". He looked back and begged him in horror: if he called out "Xi'er", it would be a confirmation of the relationship between us that seemed inexplicable to outsiders, and then the road of death would definitely be open for us!

It's obvious. Lin Jixiang's mouth shape is called the sound of "Xi'er".

When I stopped responding, he was not happy that he succeeded in stopping me, but there was a thick layer of sadness between his eyebrows.

"Since Madame has no intention of studying the posture of music and dance, then the slave," he said stiffly, and thought for a moment in a lonely voice, "and then he is gone." ”

Lin Jixiang's weak timbre is heartbreaking, and it also makes me feel guilty: he came for me, took risks for me, and devoted himself to me, why was he wrong? How could I be so ruthless and unrighteous and aggravate his painful feelings of such frustration?

His tall figure seemed to be much shorter at the moment he turned around, and I realized how sad he was when he just saw me turn around - the most sorrowful turn in the world is the turn of people who love each other, Lin Jixiang is my most dear relative in this world.

"Wait!"

I couldn't help but call out to him, after I finished shouting, I couldn't understand for a moment what I said, whether I should say it or not, whether it would make all my previous words invalid, I just instinctively lost my voice, tears in my eyes.

"I'm sorry! You will always be my most beloved teacher, my most heartwarming harbor, and my most cherished cunning. I'm sorry to make you sad, not what I wanted! ”

After I finished speaking, I looked at his face that looked back at me indistinctly nose and eyes, and could no longer hold back his sad atmosphere, and strode out of the guest house.

I'm afraid that if I feel a little more of his decadence and sadness, I can't help but cry.

Although Luo Cong was standing far away like the others, and couldn't hear what Lin Jixiang and I were talking about, she knew that Lin Jixiang and I were not discussing dance, so when she saw me leaving quickly, she roughly guessed that we were unhappy, and immediately walked around and helped me.

"Madame, beware, the rain is slippery."

I don't know when it started to rain in the sky, and although it was paused at this moment, the whole world rendered by the wet Qiē was cool and cool, and I spent all my mind on controlling the sad feelings, and handed over the direction and speed of the walk to Luo Onion.

Luo Cong could see my mind and state, she observed the surrounding environment with all her heart, and chose a quiet path to move towards Qixi Palace.

"Madame—"

Just when I thought that Luo Onion and I would return to the palace in a daze, Luo Onion suddenly stopped, calmed me down, and turned into the flowers and trees next to her.

At this time, a message came - could it be that Lin Jixiang had a temporary idea?

I grasped the fluctuating tide of my heart, and stood anxiously in place waiting for the news from Luo Onion.

Sure enough, what Luo Cong received was his decision issued by Prime Minister Lin after we left: I had decided to either take you out before the war, or ask me to not allow you to face the situation alone, and now I will stick to my promise and take you away!

Lin Jixiang is determined to take me away, and I have already sued him that I don't agree, what else can he do? Does he want to change direction and make it impossible for me to stay in the Qin State - he wants to be a political dignitary?!!!

I was almost shocked by Lin Jixiang's decision that I understood, and I fainted: he was not qualified to negotiate any conditions with Yingzheng as Lin Ru, so there was only one identity he wanted to negotiate, and that was to find out his identity in controlling the Qi State.

What I know, the objects that Lin Jixiang holds are super interested in Ying Zheng are Chu Guoding, He's Bi and Qi's military power, Chu Guoding has been obtained by Yingzheng, if he really wants to negotiate with Yingzheng as I want, wouldn't he want to take out He's Bi?

Absolutely not!

Not to mention that He's Bi is the treasure of heaven and earth that their Lin family is waiting for with their lives, and it is a symbol of hatred between his ancestors and the ancestors of Yingzheng, that is, he took out He's Bi, and Yingzheng is also ideally not to pursue his identity and the responsibility of deception, just saying that Yingzheng will not get Heshibi like accepting the Guoding of Chu but not letting him and me go, this risk will not be afforded!

"Shallot." I struggled to breathe in the thin air around me, and held her hand tightly and tremblingly.

Luo Onion looked at my unsteady hand, and his face was horrified.

"Ma'am?"

She must have sensed that I might faint at any moment, so she trembled with her heart palpitations.

"Can Madame still walk? Then the slave and maid went and called for the royal doctor. ”

Luo Cong said as she looked around and shouted, and I hurriedly took her hand to stop her shouting.

"Quick," I was a little out of breath, and the old dampness between my legs and feet also hit my nerves like the recurrence of the weather and nervousness: "Quick, go back, go back to Xiangjue!" ”

Luo Liang knew the seriousness of the matter, but she was more worried about my body.

"Slave and maid, ma'am—"

She wanted to say something to stop me from walking over, but we didn't have time to argue about this, Luo Cong couldn't stop Lin Jixiang, if I didn't go, I could only drag all of them to follow me into an accident, so I took a deep breath and forcibly shouted out my order.

"Quick!"

It was rare to see me so irritable, and Luo Liang understood that the secret letter she had taken must be a trivial matter, so she supported most of my weight on my legs and feet, and hurriedly returned to the same way as I am.

Lin Jixiang lost and the family, Lin Jixiang Liang Ming Qi Guo's bottom line, Lin Jixiang struggled to compete with Yingzheng just for me, a fake Tian Tianxi... Whatever the outcome, I feel more sad than if I died.

I struggled on the wet path of the Qin Palace, and suddenly I wondered, is it right that I have been trying so hard to survive?

In the guest house, when I just left, I was still respectful and orderly because Lin Jixiang and Zi Yao lived, but people were busy at this time, this scene made me instantly uneasy in my heart, I desperately denied my uncontrollable conjecture, and went straight to Lin Jixiang's residence.