Chapter 173: The Past Is Unbearable
Duan Feng's thoughts seemed to be pulled back to that distant era, with a contemplative face!
"At that time, I was on the school basketball team, and I was the main force, and although my academic performance was not as good as Chen Xiaoya, it was not much worse!"
When Duan Feng said this, it can be said that he was already extremely modest, he was in the limelight at school at that time, and he was able to overshadow everyone, including Chen Xiaoya!
Playing basketball well and having good academic performance, such a person is the object of being chased by girls no matter what era he is placed in.
But Duan Feng only likes Chen Xiaoya!
"Although the love at that time is not as young as before, it is not so difficult to speak, but Xiaoya is a shy girl, and her thinking is extremely conservative, and falling in love in high school will affect her studies, so I buried the love in my heart in the bottom of my heart, and silently paid attention to Xiaoya's every move every day!"
"Whenever she is in trouble, I always stand up and fight with the gangsters can be said to be commonplace!" Saying this, the corners of Duan Feng's mouth showed a trace of bitterness. More and faster chapters are here.
He didn't know how many fights he had fought for Chen Xiaoya, and he didn't know how many times he had been scolded by his parents.
But at that time, he didn't care at all.
"Although I didn't say to Xiaoya that I liked her, she could also feel it, and I wanted to be with her! I remember when I wanted to tell Xiaoya to let her be my girlfriend, but I couldn't open my mouth, so I grabbed her hand that day. Saying this, a sweet smile appeared on the corner of Duan Feng's mouth.
Looking at the smile on Duan Feng's face, Qi Yanmeng's face also became a little pale, she only felt as if her heart had been poked by a sharp dagger, and it was bloody!
Duan Feng seemed to be completely immersed in the memories, not noticing that Qi Yanmeng's face had become a little unnatural.
I clearly remember that Xiaoya's hand trembled slightly at that time, but she didn't refuse; It was from that time that we became lovers! ”
"Although neither of us said that I like you and I love you, love is enough in our hearts. Be the first to update"
Saying this, the cigarette in Duan Feng's hand went out, he lit another one, took a few puffs hard, and the expression on his face became a little unnatural!
"Later, a lot of things happened, there were joys and sadness, in the third year of high school, I chose to drop out of school to become a soldier, in my heart Brother Bing is the most handsome, the most charming, and being a soldier is also my childhood dream." A trace of pain flashed in Duan Feng's eyes: "It was this dream that made me and Xiaoya slowly separate!" ”
"I remember telling you that I was a pig breeder when I was a soldier, I didn't lie to you about this, I did raise pigs, but the pigs I raised were wild boars!" A fierce aura flashed in Duan Feng's eyes!
But Duan Feng didn't say too much about it, so he cut it off!
"For three years in a row, I haven't come back once, and when I came back, Xiaoya was already in college, and I clearly remember that when Xiaoya saw me come back, she was very happy and danced." Duan Feng's face once again showed a smile of remembrance.
"That was the first time I came back, but it didn't take long for me to be back in the army......" Duan Feng didn't seem to want to talk about the troops, every time he talked about the troops, Duan Feng would avoid it.
"When I came back, it was when my father died...... At this moment, a trace of remorse appeared on Duan Feng's face: "It can be said that I am not a competent son, nor a competent boyfriend!" ”
"I didn't see my father for the last time before he died, and I didn't give Xiaoya the warmth that a boyfriend should give to a girlfriend, all I brought to her was to be scattered!"
"After my father died, I stayed at home with my mom for a few days before I was called back to the army again. Update as soon as possible" Saying this, Duan Feng's eyes became a little red, and a piercing chill emanated from his body!
Qi Yanmeng only felt cold all over his body, and couldn't help but shiver.
His face became even paler at this moment, but he gritted his teeth and did not say a word.
"When I come back, it's my mother's death!" Duan Feng's fists didn't know when they had clenched together, and even his nails had pierced deep into the flesh, and a trace of blood overflowed from his hands.
Qi Yanmeng wanted to step forward, but after seeing Duan Feng's face, Qi Yanmeng hesitated, and finally sat there without moving!
"I didn't even see the last side of my mother, and even Xiaoya did it for me to guard the tomb!"
A picture flashed in Qi Yanmeng's mind instantly, because she had seen Duan Feng's mother and had taken care of her for a few days, she clearly remembered that there was a girl there who took good care of Duan Feng's mother at that time!
At that time, Qi Yanmeng was also puzzled, who was that girl, and now that he heard Duan Feng say this, the figure in Qi Yanmeng's mind slowly reunited with the current Chen Xiaoya!
Is that girl Chen Xiaoya?
Qi Yanmeng was also stunned, that was four years ago, she had almost forgotten about it, and now when she heard Duan Feng say this, Qi Yanmeng immediately determined in her heart that the girl who took care of Duan's mother was Chen Xiaoya!
No wonder Duan's mother was full of guilt when she looked at Chen Xiaoya!
It turned out that all of them were because of Duan Feng.
didn't have any reputation, and even Duan Feng didn't give her anything, but Chen Xiaoya took care of Duan's mother before and after the saddle.
In this age of monetary benefits, is there a girl who would do this? Is there a girl who will take care of her boyfriend's mother with and pee?
And Duan Feng still has nothing, the Duan family is not a rich family, Chen Xiaoya did this, it can be said that it is Duan Feng who is completely pictured!
Is there still such a woman in this world?
Maybe there's more!
Qi Yanmeng opened his mouth and said that he was also taking care of Duan's mother at that time, but when the words came to his mouth, he was like being stabbed into the master, he wanted to speak, but he couldn't open his mouth!
Compared with what Chen Xiaoya did, Qi Yanmeng felt that what he did was not worth mentioning at all!
At the same time, Qi Yanmeng also understood why Duan Feng loved Chen Xiaoya so much.
Such a woman would be loved by any man.
Qi Yanmeng also understood, why Duan Feng was so guilty of Chen Xiaoya!
But who is to blame for this?
It can only be said that it is a creation to make people!
And until now, Qi Yanmeng didn't know why Qi Tianhan let himself take care of Duan's mother, and he spent so much money for Duan's mother, which has been a mystery until now!
Qi Yanmeng had asked Qi Tianhan many times, but Qi Tianhan didn't say anything.
Two lines of tears slowly flowed out of Duan Feng's face, one was his biological mother, and the other was his first love!
Duan Feng took a deep breath, gently wiped away the tears on his face, and continued: "The death of my mother and father has made me disheartened, it can be said that I have lost hope in this world, but Xiaoya has given me enough hope to face this world again!" ”
"I remember her telling me at the time that there is no obstacle in this world that I can't get over, and my parents don't want to see me decadent now!"
"And she also said that my current decadence is not a coward, but looking for a way forward......"
"It can be said that Xiaoya gave me a second light, letting me know that even if my parents leave, I still have a woman who is willing to follow me, and I still have a group of brothers waiting for me to go back and lead them to create a miracle!"
At this time, Qi Yanmeng's cheeks also had two lines of tears hanging on them, spreading on her beautiful cheeks and sliding down silently.
At this moment, she didn't know whether she should be jealous of Chen Xiaoya or sympathize with her!
paid so much for Duan Feng, but in the end, he was separated from others!
"When I was leaving, I said to Xiaoya, let her wait for me for a year, and I will come back to marry her in a year, give her the most luxurious wedding in the world, and let her be the happiest bride in the world!" Duan Feng's face showed a hint of hideousness: "But I didn't expect that this promise would be so powerless......
He took a deep breath and lit a cigarette for himself again: "After I returned to the army, I received an order to take my brother on a mission, but it was this mission that killed three of my brothers and seriously injured myself......"
Duan Feng's voice slowly became hoarse: "My best brother died in front of me in order to block the bullet for me, my heart was completely messed up at that time, and my heart only had to kill and take revenge!" ”
Qi Yanmeng's body trembled, she could hear from Duan Feng's heart, Duan Feng's angry heart, the flame of revenge that had already burned!
"At that time, in order to take revenge, I forgot my promise to Xiaoya, so that I myself was also nine deaths!" Duan Feng's fists clenched even tighter, and the pain on his face became more intense, with guilt and remorse......
"You also saw the wound on my snow wolf tattoo, which was left by my revenge, and it was this wound that made me lie on the bed for half a year!" Duan Feng smiled bitterly and continued: "I thought I was going to die, but my life is hard, God won't accept it!" ”
"Because I missed my appointment with Xiaoya, I didn't dare to go to her, I was afraid to see her resentful eyes, I was afraid that she was married, I was afraid of ......" Duan Feng's voice slowly trembled!
After a long time, Duan Feng spoke again: "I want to forget about Jì Xiaoya, so I led a group of brothers to start their own business abroad, and the career was successful, but my heart was empty, I seemed to have lost my goal, I didn't know what I was going to do in the future, what else could I do!" ”
"At this time, I learned the truth that high places are not cold, people stand high, and they see far away, but they are lonely!"
Qi Yanmeng's cheeks were completely covered with tears!