33. Chapter 33
Murong Ziyou looked at me and said, "Ling'er, I'm ......"
"You'er, please allow me to call you like this once, after you know the truth, maybe we won't be able to be together so calmly, in fact, what I told you first is, let's go into the house and talk!" Am I still not having the courage? I don't have to say it because I don't think I can help but mind him.
Murong Ziyou let go of the hand that was holding me, I took his hand and went to the Lingxi Palace, I deliberately slowed down my pace, and took steps step by step. Murong Ziyou pulled me to face me, looking directly into my eyes, I was looked at by him with a weak heart, and my eyes were wandering.
"Ling'er......" As soon as Murong Ziyou opened his mouth to call my name, he was interrupted by me again.
"You'er, why don't we go back for a while, I don't want to go back to the bedroom again." I was really afraid of losing him, and my heart ached.
"Ling'er, did you let me speak well? Ling'er, I love you, I don't know what's wrong with you, to the point where I want to sue you, but what happens I will always have you Murong Ziling here. Murong Ziyou pointed to the location of his heart and said to me as if vowing.
Maybe I should really take a gamble, bet on his heart that loves Murong Ziling deeply, and I won't care that it's just a different soul.
(Ling Yu: "Zi Ling'er, you are too naΓ―ve, do you think that loving someone is just loving her skin?") β
Zi Ling'er: "Of course I know it's not, but I can only comfort myself like this." β
Ling Yu: "Then I can only wish you good luck, I hope you can hug the beauty!" Giggle! β
Zi Ling'er: "Xiao Yu thank you for her sudden change of sex, then please don't abuse me in the future, my little heart really can't stand it." β
Ling Yu: "There is no way to do this. β
"Great." Zi Ling'er's eyes were shining, like a little rabbit.
Ling Yu: "Go back and explain, what are you pitiful with me." A black line kicked her back.
"Let's go, I'll make it all clear." I picked him up and walked away, this time not hesitating, not afraid, only firm.
Returning to the Lingxi Palace, I sat on the bed opposite Murong Ziyou, I looked into his eyes, I wanted to understand his love for the first time.
"You'er, what I'm going to say is that I'm not Murong Ziling, to be exact, my soul is not hers, but my body is hers, I'm a soul attached to her body, can you understand?" I looked at him without blinking for a moment, for fear of deducting a small fluctuation.
But his eyes were like a calm sea, and there was no wave.
"You'er, what's wrong with you, you're angry, crying, you can beat me and scold me, it's scary to look like this." I shook him and said.
"Hehe, Ling'er's joke is not funny at all, if you don't want it, I can say it directly, don't find these ridiculous reasons to prevaricate me, I can live well." Looking at his empty eyes and wanton tears, my heart ached uncontrollably.
I took him into my arms, caressed his back with my hand and said: "You'er, you listen to me, I don't have an excuse for anything, this is a fact, I only sue you because I love you, I'm afraid that when we can't leave each other, it will hurt even more, and make it clear when we haven't done anything irreparable, so that you know that the person you gave me Han Yunuo, not Murong Ziling, let you know who the person you love is, I can give you time to think about it, and then put this on after thinking about it." I took off the ring from his hand, put it in his palm, put on my shoes and got out of bed, and walked to the window with my back to him and looked at the sky through the window, but my heart was not at all calm, and I was afraid that I would never be stranger again.
He took the ring and looked at it for a long time, but he began to take off his clothes, and his clothes slipped on the bed, revealing the colorful phoenix on his body, and the orange phoenix spirit stone on his eyes shimmered faintly in the candlelight.
Murong Ziyu put on his shoes and slowly got out of bed, moving his steps very slowly step by step, I could hear the voice, because my mind was always on his body, I heard the sound of clothes, but I didn't expect it to be undressed, I thought it was just fiddling neatly, and then I heard the sound of walking around with shoes, my heart broke open, dripping blood, I thought he couldn't accept it and decided to leave, and who would accept the lonely soul who occupied the body of the person he loved the most, I didn't turn around, just quietly waited for him to walk past me, And then disappear into my world.
The footsteps of the body are getting closer and closer, the opening in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, the body is getting colder and colder, and my vision is gradually blurred by tears, and I shouted in my heart: "You'er You'er." β
The footsteps stopped behind me, and my heart still had some expectations, but I was afraid that the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment, I wanted to turn around and hold him, and tell him that I also love him, but I am not the person in his heart, what can I do to save this love that is about to disappear.
Suddenly, my cold body was surrounded by warmth, and I saw the bare arms that hugged me with that blurred vision, and my heart suddenly warmed a lot, and I looked up at his arms.
"I don't care who you are, but I only know that you are my Ling'er, I love Ling'er, without her I will be like a puppet who has lost my soul, I have no way out, many years ago, the moment you appeared in my sight, you blocked all my retreats, so that I could only follow your footsteps, it was you, Murong Ziling's most selfish person, let you fill my heart with the whole, let me see in my heart that the world is all you, it's all you, you are too ruthless, now tell me that there is another soul living in your body, How do I accept it, you are too cruel and too cruel. Murong Ziyou hugged me, tears slid down his face, and fell on my chest, the temperature of the tears seemed to burn my body, and I had some difficulty breathing because of the pain in my body.
I slowly turned around and looked at Murong Ziyou, whose face was full of tears, I held his face and kissed the tears on his face with my lips, bitter and astringent, I knew that this taste was not as bitter as in his heart.
I followed his tears and kissed his lips, his lips, this kiss was uncontrollable, we sucked each other's tastes, and finally evolved into the hibiscus tent, the spring night is short.
Looking at Murong Ziyou, who was still sad in his arms, he really wanted to tell him because he didn't want him to regret it, but he really wanted to say it, he actually became an insider, he was too sad, but I was sober, when he woke up, would he hate me, hating me not only for taking Murong Ziling's body, but also for his innocence, what should I do, why did I ask him for a brain fever last night.