Chapter 683: The World of Adults
Although I have not personally experienced the life of Ying Zheng and Mrs. Li together, I can also understand the loss and emptiness after the loss of one or two of them, and I am sad for his pain by reaching out and holding Ying Zheng's head and burying it in my abdomen.
He must have cherished the woman who had accompanied him through the difficult times of youth, whether it was love or not, his heart was full of strong affection, the most intimate Mrs. Jing and Mrs. Zhao were gone one by one, and then Mrs. Wu and Mrs. Yu also passed away, and now Mrs. Li has left him, how lonely he should be.
Companionship is the most heartwarming thing I can do.
Mrs. Li's death made Ying Zheng tired of the rumors about Mrs. Li and the Li Mansion from the outside world, and he ordered to stop the extension of the matter, and Lin Jixiang's main purpose was achieved, knowing that the general trend had arrived, and he also stopped in time, so as soon as Mrs. Li's funeral was done, the palace stopped quickly.
The newcomer laughs nicely, the old man cries badly, although Ying Zheng is heartbroken for the death of Mrs. Li, but the days still have to go on, Daqin still needs to be strong, and he is still buried in government affairs.
Perhaps, he just wants to enrich himself with busyness and downplay some of the pain in his heart.
"You are strong, even the Li Mansion and Mrs. Li can move." As Lin Jixiang and I passed by, I stopped at the same time and walked side by side.
Lin Jixiang didn't realize how great this was achieved, and he even heard my words, and I was surprised and a little unhappy about such a thing.
"You know too little about me, your expectations are too shallow, and my abilities are far from what you can imagine. Therefore, if you think that you only have the power of him, if you feel that no one can beat it, then you are very wrong. He didn't like it.
When he was in the Qi Kingdom, I felt that he was the helmsman of the entire Qi Kingdom. Then he surrendered, he wandered around, and I just thought that he had let go of the dust and lived his own free life. But he never thought that his current call for wind and rain and the selection of people in various places are really the mysterious forces he has accumulated over the years.
No wonder I always feel that he gives me a sense of omnipotence, and I am very worried that Yingzheng will damage his hands, because even without this brute force and heart, he can still make Yingzheng threatened.
"I never felt that he was invincible, on the contrary, it was precisely because of the danger that I wanted to cherish him more and more." I say.
Lin Jixiang's eyes shrank, and he swallowed his anger and did not speak.
"Xu Fu can go?" I shifted his thought process, Dao.
Since Ying Zheng and Lin Jixiang didn't decide to let me go, I still had to insist on sending Xu Fu away. Otherwise, Ying Zheng's fragile heart at this time would be even more tied to the advice of life and death, and he would pardon Xu Fu's journey to seek immortals.
"He will tour the east to seek medicine and relieve the worries of Yingzheng." He said coldly.
I could hear that his decision to let Xu Fu "go east for medicine" was just an expedient measure forced by me, but I also thought that I didn't have the magic to change the matter even more, so I silently digested the result.
Ying Zheng was disappointed in the inner palace because of Mrs. Li's unbelievable "tongue pulling" to Mrs. Zhao, and he had to do it himself, so he didn't seem to be so patient with anything.
"Mother, did Concubine Li really poison Sister Chenxi's mother and pull out her tongue?" Chang Man looked at me innocently and asked.
Her dark eyes are really distressing. A child who doesn't know what to do with the pain of tongue pulling, but is curious about tongue pulling: I don't know who chewed the root of her tongue in front of her.
"But it's just a mouthful of people outside, sometimes we don't listen to these gossip, and we haven't seen it with our own eyes, in case it's wrong. Isn't it wrong to hurt people's hearts? I spoke softly to her, for fear that her young mind would be clogged with these unclean rights and wrongs.
Thinking about it as if she didn't understand, she couldn't figure it out. He asked again.
"Then why did Sister Chenxi's mother and Concubine Li die?"
I really want to ask this question with her. But I don't know who I should ask, and I know I shouldn't ask anyone.
"They did something wrong, Sister Chenxi's mother was punished, and Concubine Li's mother was guilty of her father and blamed herself. They are all people who talk about credibility and etiquette, and they are the people who have been self-cleaning and self-loving that the mother has told you about on weekdays, so you don't have to misunderstand them because they are not there. ”
Chang Man wants to understand everything at this age, but she doesn't understand anything, it is precisely because she doesn't understand that she has no worries all day long, and I also hope that she can be so trouble-free, preferably not for the rest of her life.
"Erchen won't, it's just that Erchen feels that those intriguing people are really hateful, and if they hurt themselves, they don't say anything, and they will eventually take the lives of others, which is really toothless." When she said "toothless", the long accent made it clear to me that she was mimicking someone's tone.
Yes, no matter how smart Changman's young brain is, she can't come up with these words and mapping meanings, and it is only hearsay that she can do this.
"Everyone has their own way of life, it is difficult for us to understand the life of the palace, and the affairs of other people are becoming more and more involved, so you don't have to comment on her." I restrained some tenderness and looked at her with some seriousness.
Seeing that I smiled, Chang Man immediately became a little timid, but she seemed to be angry at her own cowardice towards me, so she rolled her eyes a few times, and she dared to speak again.
"Mother, Erchen doesn't want to comment on her life and death, but Erchen wants to say, you must not do this, otherwise Erchen will feel embarrassed." Her serious appearance was clearly warning me, and she was sure that I would do so, or had been so, so warned.
The child's repeated utterances were so shocking that it really blocked my mind that was not smooth in the first place.
"Sister, you're too presumptuous." I completely straightened my expression, stared at her solemnly and said: "The son doesn't think the mother is ugly, the dog doesn't think the family is poor, you are young and undisciplined, and you have a shameless warning to the mother, it is really too much, and this palace has really had little effect on your teaching these days."
Luo Cong, punish Princess Huating for copying "Zun Zu" ten times, you are not allowed to leave the table until it is completed, you go to supervise it personally, this palace must change her bad problems! ”
Although Luo Cong wanted to protect her, she also knew that I was angry and understood the consequences of Chang Man's disrespect to me, so she did it without saying much in front of Chang Man. (To be continued......)