85. Chapter 85: I Feel Guilty Without You in My Dreams!

What do you mean by what I say? Lonely for a while, I felt that I couldn't turn a corner in my head. If you knew I meant it, don't pretend when you book a room! Directly said that he wanted a room, and was lonely and silent, and did not raise objections, didn't he understand everything?

Why bother wasting the room bill, and having people guess for one night to figure out what I mean. When I'm lonely, I feel that I'm not manly enough, but I feel a little small!

Loneliness was stunned in the room for a while, and it was not to leave my room, and it was not to leave the room. On the contrary, after I gasped for alcohol, I couldn't help but be a little surprised to see Lonely still standing in my room. "It's night, you don't look like you haven't taken a shower yet, have you?"

"Yes." Lonely looked at me and replied.

"Then why don't you go back to your room and take a shower? Don't want to sleep anymore? I asked, not understanding.

"You ......" Lonely was asked by me, I really don't know how to answer!

Actually, I didn't know that what I said to Loneliness before was, "Are you going back to your room?" I thought I would say to her, "You haven't gone back to your room yet"! So, when I looked up and saw that the loneliness was still standing in front of me, I felt too embarrassed, so I unconsciously thought about taking the loneliness away.

This room is not very large, with only a standard single bed and simple appliances. As I vomited, the mixed smell of alcohol and food began to fill the room. It's so uncomfortable that even I, a vomiter, can't stand it, and of course I don't want to be lonely and suffer this sin with me.

However, the first thing I said to Loneliness was not to tell her to leave immediately, but to ask her for her opinion to stay in my room! Long afterwards, I once talked to Lonely about it, and she still complained about me, which made her in a dilemma! Just as I didn't know how to answer me, I told her to leave again!

At this moment, she was still standing motionless in a daze, her mind was empty, and she really didn't know what I meant! Because she could hear it so clearly, I asked her if she would like to stay!

Dizzy, I slowly stood up and gave her a push, looking at her stunned appearance, I couldn't help but sigh. Of course, sighing doesn't mean I'm helpless. It's not good to do anything out of the ordinary. Because from this day on, I have a very clear subconscious in my brain that loneliness is not a person on the same level as me.

At best, we can only be friends to talk to, not lovers. It is even more unlikely to be lovers. I'm still quite rational about this kind of awareness. I am a rural baby, climbed into a rich lady, it is really possible to be a fast son-in-law of Chenglong, and I don't know how to integrate into their family!

So I'd better not try to try anything whimsical, lest I get my head bleeding.

When I staggered to my feet and waved her out of my room, this behavior and action was so free and easy and so stimulating for people's nerves! It has always been girls who reject men, when did it become that men rejected women?

"This? Or, didn't you just say...... "Loneliness was pushed out of the door by me, but I was not convinced." Her thoughts were so unrelieved for a moment that her face was hot.

"I mean to go back to your room, take a shower early, rest early, and rush back tomorrow!" With that, I staggered back to the bed, leaned back, and lay down on the bed.

Loneliness feels boring for myself, and I guess my first sentence was purely drunk and mushy! She went to the bathroom, rinsed the vomit I had just vomited with water, and then wiped it several times with a large towel dipped in water. Even so, the room was filled with that unpleasant smell.

She thought, "It's really aggrieved to let me live in this room." She thought about it, walked to my bed, looked at me with my eyes closed, and asked me with concern, "Or, or you go to my room and sleep well!" ”

The phrase loneliness makes people sound ambiguous! I directly misinterpreted the meaning of this sentence, I opened my eyes and glared at the loneliness, "Are you annoyed?" Hurry back to your room, I'm going to sleep!" You're tired, too, and you need to get a good night's sleep. Go, go, go! ”

I'm so impatient, and even look lonely, it's really unbearable to be lonely! "Okay, I'll go back to my room, I'll go, can't you! Too lazy to pay attention to you! It's really kind and not rewarded! After saying that, he walked out of the room and closed the door with his hand. It is estimated that she was so angry with me that her lungs were about to explode, and her kindness was treated by me as a donkey's liver and lungs. This man, how can he change his face so quickly, I really don't understand!

Lonely kindly helped me, afraid that I would sleep in a room with a bad smell, and helped me clean up the vomit, not only did I not appreciate her, but let her go! What netizens! Can loneliness not whin? She puffed back to her room. After entering the room, she immediately lay down on the bed. Physically and mentally exhausted, she didn't want to do anything at this time, the only thing she wanted to do was to sleep well for a few hours. As she said and done, she turned off the light and fell asleep without taking off her clothes.

……

"Ouch, can't you light it? What is the monkey anxious about? Am I not going to let you come up......"

I smiled wryly. Actually, she wasn't wrong! Can I go to her bed lightly? Isn't this a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity?

"I don't want to rush either, but like today, I've been waiting for a long time before I get the chance!" I replied unhappily while attacking her honestly and unceremoniously! Such a beautiful goddess, how can I let it go lightly? So, I finally couldn't help myself and pounced on it regardless of the situation......

I sat up abruptly from the bed. Damn, another dream! A rare spring dream! Recalling the qiē in the dream, recalling the scene of passion with Tang Yanxin in the dream, that feeling gradually spread in my mind. Hey, once a man goes crazy, a gentleman will also become a beast!

However, I am ashamed that she is not lonely in her dream, but Tang Yanxin!

There is really no salvation. Lonely came all the way to our city, and last night he accompanied me to dispel many of the sorrows in my heart. As a result, the woman who appeared in my dream is still Tang Yanxin! Although it was a dream before the dream, maybe the picture was a little embarrassing. However, if Tang Yanxin is not important in my heart, loneliness is fresh and close at hand, how can it be Tang Yanxin in my dreams?

Because of this, I feel ashamed, but I am ashamed of loneliness!

When I woke up that morning, I didn't know how many times I repeated my loneliness. She was kind enough to come all the way to see me, and I was not kind to her! "It's all alcohol, and I don't want that. I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. However, after drinking, my self-control was too poor. Why don't you stay here one more day and let me treat you well today?" ”

Lonely smiled faintly, "You don't have to blame yourself too much. Your watch shows how important your girlfriend is in your heart! Let's go home! You need her, don't worry so much, think about yourself when you don't have enough concentration, your heart will be much more balanced! Besides, no one is perfect, don't blindly demand each other. Change one, maybe there will be more romantic history, and you may not be able to swallow that vinegar! ”

Loneliness admonished me in this way, and it calmed my heart a lot. Yes, the lonely words are too incisive and convincing. So, after I had left my loneliness, I quietly went back to my rented house.

As soon as Tang Yanxin saw me coming back, she immediately asked me if I didn't go home all night, where did you go?

"Are you carrying me out of the ditch woman?" Tang Yanxin held on to the wall with one hand and questioned me on the other. The eyes didn't leave my face for a moment.

"Didn't I tell you? Someone from my hometown. I teased her. Because I was telling a lie, I didn't have any confidence.

Tang Yanxin kept staring at me, as if she wanted to read useful information on my face. "Someone from home? People from their hometown are so important that they don't even come back to sleep? Who is so important? It's important to be in my heart pounding for a night! Nightmares! ”

"How did I know you had nightmares......"

"What do you want to know? You try to be ......" Speaking of this, Tang Yanxin really couldn't continue. She didn't even bother to mention Cao Jie's name! I'm afraid to mention the nausea. Then she went back to her room in a huff and slammed the door so hard that I jumped up.

I can't explain it, and I don't have a chance to explain it. I had to go to the kitchen and order two bowls of egg noodles, put them on the table, and asked Tang Yanxin to come out to eat. But no matter how much I knocked on her door, she would not pay any attention to me.

I sat alone in the living room and ate my own bowl of noodles, then took her bowl to the kitchen and simmered it in a pot over low heat to keep it warm.

After doing this three times, Tang Yanxin still refused to open her door and come out to eat noodles.

I had no choice but to smoke alone, and my mouth was bitter until I smoked, and I didn't see her come out. At that time, it was already late at night, and sleepiness hit, so I hurriedly went back to my bed, and without even taking off my clothes, I fell asleep directly.

Tonight's dilemma can only be dealt with coldly. Who told you to offend the woman who made you look down! Although it was enough for me to feel short of breath, I knew she would be like this, and I wouldn't have gone out for the night last night! I was annoyed by my actions. I find more and more that I can't get rid of Tang Yanxin, Tang Yanxin is like a powerful magnetic field, and I feel like a small magnet, my magnet is controlled by Tang Yanxin's powerful magnetic field, attracted, and I can't get rid of it!

In my thoughts, I fell asleep, and it seemed that even the snoring sounded.

Suddenly, "Bang bang bang!" "There was a sharp knock at the door, waking me from my sleep, and I don't know what was going on. This midnight knock on the door is so creepy!