Chapter Ninety-Three: Mourning is greater than heart death

The head is so heavy, the ground in front of me is pitch black, and the body feels light, is it going to report to the king of Hades?! Zhu Xishi, who was in a daze, didn't want to struggle for anything anymore, and let this endless darkness swallow him.

It's not that you die early and reincarnate early, but it's a hundred when you die! Anyway, it's a shame for her to stay alone in the world. Suddenly, such a frustrated thought swayed her, and her will to survive became extremely weak, and then she chose to accept her fate.

Zhu Xishi thought that she had never done anything bad in her life, and she had saved so many people's lives before she died; It's not that "saving a life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter", these floating slaughters add up to a ladder to Western Bliss, and it should be immeasurably meritorious.

In the next life, I hope to invest in a rich and noble family, be a beautiful lady, be cared for by my family like a pearl in the palm of my hand, marry a wishful husband, and live a happy and worry-free life. Thinking about it this way, Zhu Xishi also felt that it was good, and death suddenly became not such a terrible thing.

When he was confused, there was a burst of light in front of his eyes that had been dark for a long time, perhaps because he had stayed in the dark for too long, and people had a desire for light; Zhu Xishi couldn't help but walk towards the bright place, and walked hard

The place of bliss, but a few steps away from yourself, go, you will no longer be confused and miserable.

"Wake up! Wake up! ”

Aunt Niu, who was excited, suddenly grabbed Sheng Zijun, who was sorting out the medicine box on the side, and shouted happily.

With a smile as clean as a clear spring, Sheng Zijun turned around and came to the side of the kang, raised his hand and shook it in front of Zhu Xishi's eyes, and asked softly, "Girl?" Girl? How do you feel?! ”

Through the fog, Zhu Xishi's slowly opened eyes became clearer and clearer, and the faces of men and women were impressively presented in front of him. After taking a closer look at the concerned man and woman, Zhu Xishi struggled to activate his chapped lips and asked in a low voice.

"I'm not dead"

"How could it be!! You are still alive and well, girl, your life is really big, and there will be a blessing after you escape from death! ”

When the hot-hearted Aunt Niu replied to Zhu Xi, who was asking, but after she heard this, her face suddenly became extremely stiff, and her pupils were inexplicably dyed with a touch of sadness that could not be concealed, and she lay on the bed woodenly and could no longer say a word.

Zhu Xi's expression on the kang was also shocked to Sheng Zijun and Aunt Niu, who were concerned on the side, how could there be a reason to seek death and not be greedy for life? ! But Zhu Xishi's reaction in front of him was completely desperate, and it seemed that he had no love, and he couldn't help but wonder what unfortunate things had happened to this girl.

"Girl, you have just come back from walking before the ghost gate, why do you despise your hard-won life so much? Even if it is a big thing, there is a solution, and there is no need to joke with your own life. ”

The smile on the corner of Sheng Zijun's mouth gradually closed into the corner of his mouth and was not relaxed. As a benevolent healer, he dislikes people who despise precious lives at will, which not only wastes the efforts of others, but also blasphemes a good life.

It's not too sooner or later, a line of tears slowly slipped down from Zhu Xishi's empty eyes, and no one who looked at it couldn't bear to blame this girl who had just escaped death.

"This girl looks quite pathetic now. Forget Doctor Sheng, let her be alone and quiet, others can't force her to take what kind of road she takes, and she has to rely on herself. I just hope this fat girl isn't too stubborn, hey~~~"

After recalling Aunt Niu's words, there is indeed a lot of truth in it, a big girl's family almost died in the barren mountains and mountains, and there must be something else hidden in the matter. He also immediately sank his overly impatient heart and said in a soothing voice.

"Okay, Aunt Niu, I'll go back to the house first, this girl still bothers you to take care of it more. If anything, it is. ”

"Done. Don't worry, I'll pay more attention to this girl. It's hard to pick up a life, you can't say don't want it."

Carrying the sorted medicine box, Sheng Zijun looked at Zhu Xi who was stunned on the kang again with a calm face, and shook his head helplessly, then turned around and went out.

Seeing that there were fewer people in the house, Aunt Niu sat on the edge of the kang, pulled the quilt covering Zhu Xishi's body tightly, and comforted her with kind words.

"Girl, life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, why bother to drill the tip of the dead bull's horns? Ants are still stealing life, let alone people! If you want to open up a little, you must believe that as long as people live, there is nothing that cannot be solved, and there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. ”

Aunt Niu'er's rough hands of the croppers hesitated for a moment, but they still stretched out their hands to Zhu Xishi's face and carefully wiped the tears from her face.

"You've been in a coma for four whole days, and I think you're hungry when you wake up. I'll go to the kitchen and cook you some light porridge, girl, you have a good rest first, don't think about it anymore. ”

couldn't help sighing, Aunt Niu got up and went to make porridge for Zhu Xishi, and finally returned the silence to the house.

I don't know how long he opened his empty eyes and looked at the beams of the house, Zhu Xishi finally closed his eyes silently, but the crystal tears still couldn't contain it and slipped down again.

Life is so absurd, when you are greedy for life, you are afraid of death, and when you want to die, you want to live, and it is really tiring and miserable to toss over and over again. This god will never give you a smooth path.

When the unprecedented exhaustion invaded the lying Zhu Xi over and over again, Ru Wei's heart couldn't chew a little taste, and she couldn't think of anything else she was attached to

Since Zhu Xishi woke up, her whole personality has changed a lot, and she has become extremely taciturn; probably experienced a catastrophe of life and death, and looked down on everything. They healed the wounds, she treated the wounds, they gave them food, she ate, there was no deliberate resistance, but she was so depressed that it was really chilling.

Removing the cotton cloth from Zhu Xishi's wound, Sheng Zijun took a closer look at her injury, and in the face of Zhu Xishi's recovery, he also showed a relieved smile on his face.

"Yes, the wound is well scarred, and you must be able to get out of bed and walk around soon."

Putting aside the removed cotton cloth, Sheng Zijun took out a white porcelain bottle from the medicine box next to him and handed it to Aunt Niu who was watching next to him.

"Auntie, please help this girl apply the 'Hundred Flowers Golden Dew' to the wound. Don't worry, with the golden dew prepared by my Sheng Zijun, your wound will definitely not leave a scar in the future. ”

"Doctor Sheng, this medicine is really so amazing?!"

Aunt Niu took the "Hundred Flowers Golden Dew" handed by Sheng Zijun, looked back and forth, as if she had some great elixir, and asked in surprise.

Sheng Zijun didn't care, closed the sorted medicine box, showed a crescent-like smile on his side face, and joked about Aunt Niu on the rhetorical question.

"Aunt Niu, what are these words, can't you believe Zijun's medical skills?"

"No, no!" Suddenly, Aunt Niu raised her hand in a panic and hurriedly replied to him: "How can you, Doctor Sheng, your medical skills are obvious to all!" Auntie was just wondering, can this medicine give you Uncle Niu a little, he also has a scar on his body from a firewood knife. ”

"It's too late, and it's useless."

"Huh?!"

"This 'Hundred Flowers Golden Dew' can only be used when the wound is healing, so that it has the miraculous effect of activating blood and muscles and eliminating scars, and the scar left by Uncle Niu's firewood knife has formed stiff flesh, and the texture has long been set, so this Golden Dew is useless to Uncle."

As usual, after looking at Zhu Xishi's injuries, he gave some precautions, and got up and left the house. After all, there is a difference between men and women, and although he is a doctor, it is inconvenient for him to stay longer.

"Don't worry, once my Sheng Zijun makes a move, I guarantee that I will give you an intact person, and maybe you will become more beautiful than before. Okay, Aunt Niu hurry up and give her medicine, I'm out. ”

After talking a few words, Sheng Zijun put the medicine box on his back and prepared to go out; At this moment, suddenly an abrupt voice was remembered in the room.

"You wait!"