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When Lu Mansheng woke up, his head was still a little chaotic, his throat was dry, his heart was stuffy, and even the air he breathed was very heavy.

After looking around, she knew that this was the Fulai Inn, but she didn't know why she was lying here at this time. It felt as if something important had happened, but she couldn't remember.

Lu Mansheng moved, and there was a pain in her hand, and she realized that her hand was wrapped in layers of gauze, like a big mallet.

Injured? Why did I get hurt?

Fragments flashed through Lu Mansheng's mind, but he couldn't put them into shapes. When I woke up, I found myself lying in the Fulai Inn, and I was injured, and the location of the injury was the usual place for suicide, which was really shocking.

If you want to say that Lu Mansheng will kill herself, she doesn't believe it. That kind of cowardly behavior is not her style. What's more, she is a doctor, and no one knows the preciousness of life better than her.

Of course, many suicides don't really want to die, most of them are impulsive, and they can't get over the hurdle in their hearts. Or, that season, that environment, pushed him into that situation! Change the place, change the mood, and what you originally thought had to die will become less important. It's not even insignificant.

If the wound was really caused by herself, it must have been a very remarkable thing, but she had no impression of such a thing. It's just weird.

"You're awake." Gong Xun pushed the door in, and saw Lu Mansheng sitting on the bed with a blank face.

Compared with the lifeless appearance of the previous days, Gong Xun felt that Lu Mansheng was still much cuter like this.

He was no longer carrying a heavy burden, and the cold air emitted by Lu Man's voice was much less. Obviously just sitting there quietly, it doesn't feel cold anymore. It's quiet.

"Gong Xun?" Lu Man's voice opened, and he was surprised in his heart, why this person appeared here. Still casually entering her room?

"Call the name of the crown prince of the dynasty, but you have to lose your head."

"......" Lu Mansheng pouted, but there was no squeak.

"That's it, you don't know how many rude things you have done in front of Xiao Wang. I want to settle accounts with you one by one. You just don't have a hundred lives that are not enough. Gong Xun was not polite to her, pulled a stool casually, and sat in front of Lu Mansheng.

"Ask, whatever you want."

“……”

"You must have a lot of doubts in your heart, waiting for Xiao Wang to answer them for you. Xiao Wang specially took the time to come over to relieve the doubts in your heart. If it were someone else, it wouldn't be treated so well. Hou Hui said that Lu Mansheng would wake up in three days. Counting the time, it's almost time. Gong Xun changed into casual clothes. Out of the palace, I went straight to the Fulai Inn.

Sure enough, as soon as he came, he saw Lu Man wake up.

"Or do you not know where to start?"

Lu Mansheng blinked, obviously, Gong Xun was right.

"This time it's quite honest, Xiao Wang is very satisfied." Hou Hui's old man is right, as long as she removes the burden in her heart, this girl will be much cuter.

"I don't need you to sue me."

"Oh?"

"I'm going to ask the shopkeeper and sister-in-law Xu."

"Why?"

"Because they won't lie to me." Lu Mansheng looked at him coldly, as if he could see through the essence of Gong Xun at a glance.

It's a lot of talk, but the personality is still so cute! On top of that, she damn it all. Gong Xun couldn't help but feel a little weak, he really planned to hide some things from Lu Mansheng.

"They don't know about you, and even if you want to, you won't be able to ask anything."

Lu Mansheng turned his face, as if to say: What you say doesn't count.

"If you don't believe Xiao Wang, you must always believe in the shopkeeper." As soon as Gong Xun clapped his hands, Shopkeeper Xu and Sister-in-law Xu came in. Seeing Lu Mansheng wake up, they were all very happy, and wanted to come to see her, but they glanced at Gong Xun who was sitting in front of her with fear.

It seems that they already know the true identity of Gong Xun, and they know what kind of person the real Gong Xun is.

No matter what kind of person he is, he doesn't allow others to say no, and he is by no means as easy to talk as he appears on his face.

There was no need for Lu Mansheng to ask, the only thing she could accept now was Gong Xun's words.

Gong Xun knew that this woman had seen it. With a wave of his hand, Shopkeeper Xu and Sister-in-law Xu left the room, and only Lu Mansheng and Gong Xun were left in the room.

"How many days have I been asleep?"

"Three days."

"What's the matter with my hands?"

"You committed suicide and were discovered by Xiaohuo, which saved your life."

"......" suicide, is it really suicide? Lu Mansheng's shock was even more enthusiastic than when she found out that she had come to the unfamiliar Luhua City.

Lu Mansheng will commit suicide one day, hehe! It's ridiculous.

"Why did I kill myself?"

"Xiao Wang doesn't know this yet, it should be related to your husband's younger brother." Cang Tian testified that Gong Xun hadn't said a word of lie until now. Ordinary falsehoods will definitely not be able to deceive Lu Mansheng.

"Husband...... Brother...... Ah? In Lu Mansheng's distant memory, there seems to be such a person.

"He now has another name, East Sunrise."

“…… ......"This person Lu Mansheng also remembers that he likes Picturesque, but he is not good to Picturesque.

"He came here to collect a debt from his brother, and according to him, you killed his brother."

Lu Mansheng's body shook, grabbed the new quilt, and slowly stabilized his mind.

"His brother, my husband, Ah Jin?"

Gong Shun had been paying attention to Lu Mansheng's reaction, although her body had subconsciously reacted when she first heard it. But judging from her later appearance, Hou Hui's old man's medicine is still very effective.

"Ah Jin is dead?"

"That's exactly what Xiao Wang heard."

Ah Jin is dead, she should be very sad, but Lu Mansheng can't feel anything at this time. These people, these names, are stored in Lu Mansheng's mind, but they are only a vague impression, without the slightest emotion.

And the wound on her hand clearly told her how hard Ah Jin's death hit her. Otherwise, he who has always believed that it is better to die than to live, and he will embark on the road of suicide.

"What did you do to me?"

"At that time, you were immersed in the nightmare of your husband's tragic death, and you couldn't get rid of it, and you embarked on the road of suicide. The wound on your hand is very deep, and the ordinary doctor can't cure you at all, it was the gold medal imperial doctor that Xiao Wang brought out from the palace, and he saved your life at a critical moment. Because the trauma in your heart is too heavy and your body is too heavy to bear, in order to completely heal you, Hou Jinpai lit a forgetful incense for you. ”

Forget the worry incense, judging from the name, it is similar to the forget worry grass. However, if you subdivide it, there are still a lot of differences between the two.

This is because there are countless ways to refine incense, and with hypnosis, it can erase the deepest memories that imprint in the mind and retain some innocuous memories.

It is said that the most skilled alchemist is able to use hypnosis to induce a person to tell his or her own experience and past after lighting the incense. The alchemist, on the other hand, can erase the memories that the other person does not need and keep the other parts. Not only that, but the alchemist can also hypnotize the human brain, paralyzing the painful experience of the past. When you think about these things again, you don't feel pain.

The gold medal imperial doctor of the Dayao Dynasty, what ordinary people can do? Medical skills alone are not enough, but also have their own family and their own style.

Just as Qiu Fengshui is proficient in beautifying and recuperating his appearance, and Chen Moran is in charge of the plague, this Hou Jinjin's most unique contribution is to combine incense refining with medical skills, which is also unique in Dayao's medical world.

When he launched this theory, many people scoffed at it. But in the end, it was he who cured the first emperor of his chronic illness for many years.

Under the admiration of the first emperor, Hou Hui's medical skills began to enter the eyes of everyone, and became the most indispensable and irreplaceable doctor in the medical field of Dayao!

Lu Mansheng had heard that incense could cure diseases before, but he didn't expect that one day he would experience it himself.

"I'm sorry for making an assertion, but at that time, there was no other way."

"You're so cunning."

The four words that have no head and no brain, if it were someone else, they would definitely not understand the meaning of Lu Mansheng, but Gong Xun understood it all.

When Lu Mansheng was sad, no one could stop her from dying. Although those memories are painful, they are still a part of her, and she cannot forget them, nor can they forget them. Especially after knowing that her husband died because of her, how could she feel that this qiē had never happened, and leave her husband who had always been in love with her pitifully forgotten?

With Lu Mansheng's character, he will put him in his heart for the rest of his life, and then punish himself and live a lonely and lonely life.

But now, things are completely different.

Ah Mo, Ah Jin, and Picturesque, none of these names can make her miserable. She has truly become hard-hearted, even if others die because of her, she is not the slightest bit sad.

In this mood, how could Lu Mansheng blame Gong Xun for making her lose her friendship with her husband?

"You're not hard-hearted, you're just in so much pain that you can't even bear it, and you can only paralyze it. You are not a monster, and the effect of forgetting worries will not affect your future life, you can still love someone, care and give to someone unreservedly. ”

Lu Man smiled bitterly, to love someone? "It's impossible, forgetting the fragrance can only blur the impression and give up the pain, but it can't really forget."

Gong Xun looked at Lu Mansheng, and the Lu Mansheng in front of him was extremely unfamiliar.

"I once made a promise: the price of revisiting my medical skills is to make me lonely for the rest of my life." At that time, she could only use this way to alleviate her guilt towards her husband.

"I haven't forgotten that."

"......" (To be continued......)