Chapter 178: Worship Heart
Listening to Koyanagi's words, Mahaku looked up at Koyanagi, was stunned for a moment, and then asked in a low voice, "What did Koyanagi-kun say?" ”
"I always think you're a little weird, is there something unhappy about you?" Koyanagi said a little strangely, these days have always been with Mashiro, whether it is eating or sleeping, even when taking a bath, they often take a bath together, and it is inevitable that there will be a lot of intimate contact during this period, and it is precisely because of this intimacy that Koyanagi understands that Mashiro cannot have anything unhappy. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
In fact, from the time of travel to the present, Mashiro's mood is very good, but now it is so abnormal, although it does not show anything, but Koyanagi always feels that Mashiro is a little sullen.
It's purely a gut feeling. It was Koyanagi's intuition about Mashiro, so many days of getting along with each other that made Koyanagi understand Mashiro at a deeper level, so that even if he didn't say anything, the subtle changes in his emotions would make him understand something.
This also caused him to feel some worries, and he asked. The real white thing is the matter of Koyanagi, and at this time, looking at the real white, he asked like this.
Looking at Xiao Yanagi's eyes with some concern, Mahaku was stunned for a moment, and his heart was suddenly slightly moved, at some times, Xiao Yanagi-jun seemed a little sluggish, but sometimes, Xiao Yanagi-jun seemed extremely keen, this keen feeling, as if he could read her mind and even his subconscious, and showed a tenderness that only belonged to him, she didn't hate this feeling, but was a little happy.
After thinking about it, Mahaku said, "It's a little." ”
"So, what's wrong?" Koyanagi asked again.
Eat a little sea grape in real white. He carefully wiped his mouth with a napkin next to him, and said, "I always feel a little weird." ”
"Weird?" Koyanagi was stunned. Then he asked, "What's weird?" ”
"I used to love these cartoonists, and I loved the cartoons they made. It's a very pure, very strong liking, or rather, a worship that comes from the heart. Mashiro thought about it seriously, and then spoke.
Koyanagi nodded, when reading those wonderful comics, it will make the reader feel a love for the author's work, which is a pure love from the bottom of his heart, and there is no distraction.
This is what readers like about the author.
Koyanagi was very early on, and he also liked some writers. Naturally, I understand this emotion.
This is a kind of liking that is different from the love between men and women. Neither male nor female authors affect this liking.
Listening to Mahaku's words, Koyanagi probably guessed what was going on.
At this point, he asked again with confirmation, "And then?" ”
Mahaku raised his head, looked at Koyanagi, and said with some doubts: "But now, I find that I have come here, and I don't feel the same way about those authors as before." For those, the works they paint are not as much as they used to be, and I seem to have lost this love for those wonderful works. Some are only pure appreciation. ”
Then Mahaku lowered his head and muttered to himself, "Obviously, before I came here, I was still very much looking forward to it. But when I came here, I realized that there was nothing - so it was inevitable that there would be a sense of loss. That's the emotion. Makes me feel a little sullen. ”
And so it was. However, this delicate emotion made Mashiro sullen and unexpected.
Koyanagi said, "It's normal. ”
"Is it normal?" Mashiro was a little surprised. Raised his head again and looked at Koyanagi and asked, "Why is it normal?" ”
Koyanagi said: "For the target that you like but can't be touched, the gap is too large, and there is often an emotion called worship, which is the most primitive and innocent emotion. Of course, there is another way of saying that such worship is an emotion generated by the protection of one's self-esteem. If you are too far behind others, you will classify others as people who are not in the same category as yourself, and in this way you will preserve your self-esteem, but the emotions that arise from these things, that kind of liking, are called worship. ”
"Yes, is that so?" Mahaku was stunned for a moment and said.
"Yes, but now, you don't need to worship anymore, you have your own style, you have your own comics, not inferior to those comic book authors, even above them, at least like them, we have been in the first place on the weekly shonen jump for a long time, and that's enough to prove it. Originally, you subconsciously had some worship emotions, but when you come here, you will find that these worships, I don't know when, have long since disappeared. Koyanagi smiled and said, "Such a change is also inevitable, and you have to accept that, because this is something that each of us must change." ”
"But I don't think so." Mashiro seems to want to say something.
"That's natural, for these excellent cartoonists, the emotions that are still preserved, there is only admiration, this is admiration for peers." Koyanagi said with a smile.
"Is that actually the case?" Mahaku finally accepted it, nodded and said, as if the knot in his heart had been untied, he took a deep breath, and then said: "Although I am a little uncomfortable with this feeling, it seems to be very good, now that I understand, there is no confusion and confusion, thank you Xiaoyanagi-kun." ”
Koyanagi shook his head, looking at Mahaku as if he had come out of the sullen mood just now, and his mood was much better.
He likes to look at Mahaku, innocent and carefree, and only then does that make him feel much better.
At this moment, a voice came from the side: "Mr. Koyanagi? ”
Koyanagi turned his head and looked at the man.
It's been a long time since I've seen the editor of the branch of the weekly Shonen Jump in Kyoto, the panda editor.
Unexpectedly, he actually appeared here.
"You're here?" Koyanagi said with some surprise.
"It's all thanks to Mr. Tokoyanagi and Mr. Sakura." The panda editor said so, in fact, it is true, if it is not for the relationship with Koyanagi and Mashiro, he is definitely not qualified to appear here.
"Mr. Koyanagi, it's been a long time." The panda editor greeted him again, and then greeted Mahaku: "Teacher Sakura Mahaku, it's been a long time." ”
Compared to Koyanagi, he seems to be a little afraid of Mashiro's appearance. This kind of emotion makes Xiaoyanagi puzzled what is going on. (To be continued.) )