20. Chapter 20
I was surprised, but I couldn't help but blame myself. Before, why was he so confused by Yi Ting? No, the white ice in front of me is also extremely beautiful! It's really eye-catching. Bai Bingbing dressed herself up like this, and her beauty made me tremble in an instant, in fact, let it go and think about it, there is really no grass at the end of the world!
Bai Bingbing had been standing in front of me for a while, and when he saw that I was still silent, he asked me strangely: "I've been here for so long, don't you have anything to say to me?" What the hell are you thinking? ”
"Ah," I came back from my thoughts, and when I saw Bingbing's resentful eyes, I suddenly panicked and said, "I didn't think about anything, I didn't think about anything, what can I think?" ”
"Really?" Bai Bingbing saw my distraction and panic, and smiled at me, a little proud. I guess I'm glad that her elaborate grooming tonight wasn't in vain. "Have you seen enough?"
After she finished speaking, she was still observing my expression. Hey, I'm a failure. And it's a complete failure! I had no choice but to take my gaze away from Bai Bingbing's body. I have to admit that Bai Bingbing is so beautiful tonight, just like a night fragrance flower blooming in the dark night, which makes people look at it and smell the fragrance.
"By the way, where do you want to drink?" I changed the subject, and couldn't help but look back at Bai Bingbing again, and then raised my head embarrassedly, and suddenly felt hot flashes on my face, "Why don't you find a big row nearby and sit down and have two drinks?" I don't want to go anymore, I'm a little tired. ”
Bai Bingbing's face was slightly blushing, she strangely leaned over to me, and smiled wryly, "Are you really tired, or are your legs weak?" Well, listen to you, just find a big row by the dock! ”
What are these words? It's clearly the pride of catching the prey! There are cats who catch mice and don't eat them, but they play with them cruelly. And I can't debunk her smugness on the spot. Women sometimes need small victories to show their value. This is a little trick between lovers, boyfriends and girlfriends. If I insist on not admitting defeat, I will be very puzzled. I can only laugh hehe.
Bai Bingbing approached my side and looked up at me, "What are you laughing at?" Aren't you afraid that your girlfriend will see it and say that you are distracted? Will you still be able to laugh when the time comes? ”
As soon as I heard this, people became anxious. Almost uncontrollably, he hurriedly said, "I don't have a girlfriend!" Who am I laughing at and which girlfriend do I have to do with it? ”
Bai Bingbing gasped, secretly glad that she had found out the secret she wanted when she met with me tonight. It's something she hasn't been able to figure out. She also took the initiative to approach me before, why can't I bite like an iron plate? It's something I can't figure out. In that case, why did she bother to drill the tip of the bull's horns? Why hang yourself from a tree? "I'm kidding you, don't talk about those things. Why don't we go? ”
"Let's go, let's go." As soon as I turned around, Bai Bingbing had already approached and grabbed my hand. Instinctively, I wanted to break free from her excessive affection. As a result, I was clamped tighter, like I was entangled in a python.
"Sometimes I feel that men often don't speak the right way. Doesn't it mean that you would rather believe in ghosts in the world than in men's stinky mouths? You tell me? ”
I say? What can I say now? I'm going to admit that she's right, how vulgar I am, and what's the difference between me and those duplicitous men? If I don't admit it, I have to be honestly tied up by her and can't break free from her. So that others can see that we are lovers. At least, on the surface.
I looked at Bai Bingbing's smug smile, and I couldn't help but feel indescribable thoughts in my heart. Yes, when I received her call tonight, I immediately promised her to come out and sit down. But that's just a matter of saying yes to have some beer, not to establish that we're lovers. "Bingbing, aren't you afraid that others will see us gossiping like this?"
"Hey, it's fine. What is there to be afraid of? You are not married and I am not married, what gossip is there about such a pair of young men and women walking together? If we are to be bumped into by acquaintances, they have to bless us! Bai Bingbing said with longing and yearning.
I'm dizzy! Didn't you chase ducks up the tree? I didn't mean it at all when I came, and I didn't want to. Although I have broken up with Yi Ting, and the chance of reconciling is very slim; Although Bingbing is also the ideal marriage partner in the minds of many men. But now, before I was mentally prepared, it would be a bit hasty for me to admit that we were in love.
I thought like this, and reluctantly, I was half-pushed and half-walked to the dock. In the west, the sun has set, and the sunset reflects the river red. The quietly flowing river shimmered with scales, and the cargo ship passed slowly. On the other side of the river, old factories and chimneys are gone, replaced by rows of office buildings and numerous residential complexes.
I was wrapped around my arms and walked forward, and the smell of perfume from her body made me feel numb and comfortable, and that feeling made me feel as if I had been electrocuted, and it quickly spread from my fingers and arms all over my body. And it was so beautiful, so irresistible, so dizzying, that I couldn't get out of it.
Bai Bingbing also seemed to sense the change in me. I didn't snort as she walked forward with her arms around me. At that time, I was confused, I was confused, and I felt difficult to breathe. There was a feeling of being suffocated. So much so that when Bai Bingbing saw me in a daze, he couldn't help but smile proudly and said, "Hey, are you okay?" Why do you act like you're stupid? ”
I blushed at the cold words. I know I'm confused, I'm on the road! But what can I do in the face of a sexy Bai Bingbing? I don't have the ability to parry anymore, after all, I am a young and enthusiastic young man, Bai Bingbing has to take the initiative further, this night, maybe, I am her person.
"It's fine, I just think ...... It's hot. I muttered.
Bai Bingbing laughed ambiguously, "Really? So, it's really hot tonight, isn't it? ”
"Yes...... Somewhat hot. It's not just ...... Weather. I smiled wryly at Bai Bingbing.
As soon as I said this, Bai Bingbing took the initiative to put down the hand that was holding my arm, which suddenly made me feel a sense of relief, and my consciousness gradually became clear. I know and feel Bai Bingbing's enthusiasm for me. It stands to reason that a girl as beautiful and generous as Bai Bingbing took the initiative to approach me, and I should feel lucky. However, when I gradually came to my senses, I consciously or unintentionally distanced myself from her, such a good girl, why didn't I dare to approach her?
Is it because I broke up with Yi Ting not long ago, and the pain of separation still lingers in my heart? Once bitten by a snake, three years afraid of the psychological shadow of the well rope? Or is there another reason? When Bai Bingbing and I approached the big row and sat down, and Bai Bingbing began to order, suddenly, a strange thought flashed in my mind: I wonder if Tang Yanxin is still buying vegetables and cooking by herself in the rented house tonight?
Hey! What's wrong with me? Isn't that a spoil? It's rare to drink some beer with Bai Bingbing in the big row, what is Tang Yanxin still thinking about in my mind? What is the relationship between me and Tang Yanxin? Tenants living in the same room are just that!
When I get distracted, people are a little absent-minded. Bai Bingbing seemed to sense something, and looked at me from time to time while watching the waiter open the lid of the beer. It is said that girls are particularly sensitive, and this is true. Does my wandering mind have to be related to other women? How can Bai Bingbing feel what my mind is wandering?
Bai Bingbing's doubts made me feel deeply guilty. I'm too honest, although it's my own inner activity, but under Bai Bingbing's strange gaze, as if my heart was seen through by her, my face was red with shame. I don't know how to explain it to her, or just don't explain it at all? lest it become darker and darker.
I smiled embarrassedly at Bai Bingbing, whether it was an apology or a cover-up. In short, I have no intention of ruining the ambiguous atmosphere in front of me. I only hope that Bai Bingbing understands that when I came out to drink, I actually wanted to use wine to eliminate the bitterness and contradictions in my heart. Of course, I'm really sorry for the misunderstanding and embarrassment it caused her.
Regarding my inner sorrow, Bai Bingbing didn't obviously mean to be too careful. It's just that the love is inevitably affected, and the expression looks related unconsciously. It's a far cry from how glamorous she was tonight! Her shoulders were half-exposed, her face was shy, and her eyes were so bright that the other diners at the table secretly cast lustful glances, which made me extremely uneasy.
We sat at a window and could see the river through the window. This makes people feel comfortable and intoxicated, and it is really not suitable to moan without illness anymore. Since she has actually broken up with Yi Ting, what do you want her to do? Tang Yanxin has only known each other for less than half a month, and she is a person in her twenties, so I still need to worry about whether she has anything to eat?
When the waiter brought the food, my feelings had already recovered, and I said to Bai Bingbing with a smile: "Let's pick up the chopsticks and eat them while they are hot, so that we can taste the chef's craftsmanship and eat the taste and characteristics of the dish the most." ”
Bai Bingbing was not polite, picked up the chopsticks and put the food into his mouth, and slowly tasted it. I looked at a corner, but I didn't know what to look at before I got through the corner. This shows that her mind is not on her eyes, but all about tasting food.
After a while, she swallowed the food in her mouth and spoke with emotion, but it pushed me into an embarrassing situation that I couldn't explain!