An Xiaoshu stood in front of the window, looking at the dark sky outside, and there was an indescribable emptiness in her heart!

I have never experienced the feeling that every day I live is a mess, and it doesn't make much sense whether I live it or not.

Even some of the things that she used to care about have become unattractive to her now.

Except for sleeping, almost everything she thinks about these days is one thing, whether she opens her eyes or closes them, the figure of that man always lingers in her mind.

Especially that day, after she said those cruel words, he lost his rational driving skills, she remembered that the car hit so badly at that time, injuries were inevitable, but he didn't care at all.

According to his temperament, no matter how big something happens, it is impossible to get out of control like that, thinking that she really broke his heart. At this point, he should hate her miserably!

However, from now on, none of this has anything to do with her, what she expected for a long time is not, time is the best cure. He hates her now, there will always be a time when it will be light, and then he will forget her, like other women again, and finally get married and have children.

Thinking of this, the heart is like being pricked by someone, and it hurts terribly.

Subconsciously stretched out her hand to hold her belly, if there is the only thing that can calm her now, it is the baby in her belly.

It was a very strange feeling, as long as she thought that there was already a life in it, it was her child, and it was Xilingang's child, her heart couldn't suppress the satisfaction.

"Baby, mommy is only you."

said something in a low voice, and a smile appeared on An Xiaoshu's face.

It is said that the power of mother's love is great. No mother in the world is unusually gentle when facing her child.

She didn't have a mother since she was a child, and she couldn't experience that feeling. But she was sure that when she was still in her mother's womb, she caressed her like this and said some gentle words to her, even if she couldn't remember it.

The only thing I'm sorry for the baby is that in addition to her mother's double love, I just can't get my father's care.

There's no way around it, it's just that he didn't come at the right time!

But in An Xiaoshu's opinion. It's not so much regret. It's better to be glad. Because if it weren't for this baby, maybe she wouldn't have been able to stand up so quickly now.

Just as he was thinking about it, there was a slight noise at the door.

An Xiaoshu heard it, but she didn't want to look back.

"Good baby."

Then came Ann's father's voice.

An Xiaoshu frowned. Because except for him. Accompanied by a strong smell!

There was a thump in my stomach. She had already instinctively covered her mouth and ran towards the bathroom!

The uncomfortable feeling of retching made it difficult for her to breathe.

Seeing this, An's father looked worried, and walked over to pat her on the back. The tone was soft like treating a child, "Good baby, don't be afraid, it's okay." ”

An Xiaoshu knew about morning sickness even if he had few tendons, and immediately put on a smile, "Dad, what did you bring in?" ”

I heard that the physiological structure of pregnant women is very strange, especially morning sickness, An Xiaoshu didn't believe it at that time, and thought luckily, maybe she is an exception, but she is also a foodie.

It wasn't until this moment that I realized that it was because I was a foodie that it would become even more uncomfortable!

Just like this morning, I was obviously faced with my favorite food, but I just ate a little bit and vomited out of my face!

She didn't dare to eat at will.

It's just that if you don't eat it, don't say that she has no nutrition, and the baby will not develop well.

And the result of eating it is to continue to vomit, vomit and vomit, and she almost vomits out the bitter gall!

I have long heard that pregnant women are the greatest, and it seems that what is said is true.

I rinsed my mouth, and the uncomfortable feeling in my stomach was finally relieved. didn't wait for An Xiaoshu to sit down, Father An came over with the dark things that night.

"Dad, what are you carrying? How does it feel like Chinese medicine? An Xiaoshu said jokingly.

After saying that, her face changed suddenly!

An inexplicable word came to her mind.

Her body trembled slightly, and she stared at Father An without blinking, "What do you want to give me a drink?" ”

Dad An's body with the medicine was also a meal, and then explained: "Well, Dad saw that you have been in poor health recently, so he specially asked Dr. Wang to prescribe Chinese medicine to replenish your body." ”

Medicine?!

Let's not talk about whether An Xiaoshu can take medicine at this time, just hearing this word, she will subconsciously think about it somewhere.

Her eyes suddenly became cold, she took two steps back, looked at Father An in disbelief, her voice trembled, "I heard what you and Dr. Wang said that day!" ”

"You ......," Father Ann looked at her in surprise.

"Dad!" An Xiaoshu's expression was a little painful, and he didn't want to step forward and knock over the medicine bowl, and for the first time, he looked at An's father extremely strictly, and said, "Dad, you are my dad, I have respected you and loved you since I was a child, but how can you be like this?" ”

As she spoke, her voice choked up.

"Good baby, isn't that the case......" An's father was a little frightened by her, and stepped forward, "Why don't you even believe your father?" When did Daddy hurt you? ”

It's no wonder that An Xiaoshu doesn't believe it, but at this time, she is really fragile to the extreme.

"Silly boy, you already know that Dad doesn't want to hide it from you. Although it is true that this child should not come to this world, but you are my daughter, how can there be a reason for parents in the world to attack their own children? Dad sighed.

"What about this medicine?"

"You don't trust Dad like that?" Father An's face turned a little pale, "Although you really can't take any medicine at this time, except for this, you should also know that Uncle Wang's medical skills are passed down from your ancestors, can he still harm you?" ”

"Dad!" With a sour nose, An Xiaoshu couldn't help but throw himself into An's father's arms anymore.

"Fool, how old is you, still crying nose?" While saying this, An's father also had slightly red eyes, and patted her back one by one.

An Xiaoshu felt indescribable regret in his heart, "Dad." I'm sorry! I shouldn't have doubted you! ”

"Dad is also at fault, he didn't explain it to you in advance."

"Dad, you really don't blame me?" While An Xiaoshu was sobbing, he had mixed feelings in his heart.

"Silly girl, you also said that I am your father, how can any parent in the world blame their children? No matter how wrong you are, you will be my daughter after all! ”

Hearing this, An Xiaoshu's nose was even more sour, and the bean-sized tears were like pearls with broken threads, and they kept falling down.

She knew it. She knew that her father was the best father in the world!

Maybe it happened to another child. Things will be very different, but her dad will be different, because he really loves her!

"Good baby, don't you really regret it? Even if this child ......" Father An didn't say any more. But the meaning is already obvious.

An Xiaoshu nodded without the slightest hesitation. "Dad. I know what you mean. But he is my child after all, even if he does have a disability, he is also my child. ”

It's like even if she makes a big mistake. She is also the daughter of An Shuangba.

"Is it worth it?"

"Hmm!" Maybe it's not worth it at all, for her, as long as this child is the child of a man she once loved deeply, she will not hesitate.

"Good baby, you've really grown up." Father An sighed, a little helpless in his voice.

It is said that the psychology of parents is always contradictory, on the one hand, they hope that their children will grow up healthy and happy, and on the other hand, they hope that they will never grow up, so that they can always be happy.

It's just that children will grow up one day after all, they will have their own world, their own children, and then have the same thoughts about their children.

"Dad, no matter what, I'm your daughter!" An Xiaoshu sniffed, "As long as you don't dislike me, I will always rely on you in the future!" ”

"Silly girl!" Dad Ann couldn't cry or laugh, "This is just right, and it also saves Dad from worrying about you being bullied when you get married." ”

"Who dares to bully me?" Flattened his mouth, An Xiaoshuqing was no longer as uncomfortable as it was just now.

It is said that family affection is the best medicine in the world, and it seems that this is indeed the case. Now that she has told her father everything, her psychological burden is not so heavy, and she seems to be in a better mood.

Father Ann led her to the side and sat down, his face full of love.

"By the way, Dad, can you tell me something about Mom? I really miss her. Leaning on Ann's father's shoulder, An Xiaoshu asked.

In the past, every time she asked her father these questions, he was always vague, but now she really wants to hear and know more about her mother.

And this time, An Shuangba did not prevaricate the past as before, but a trace of happiness appeared on his face, "It's okay, now that you have grown up." ”

Noticing the expression on An's father's face, An Xiaoshu was very surprised, this feeling was even a little deeper than her father's love for her.

Only when a man has truly loved a woman will he have this happiness when he mentions her.

"That was thirty years ago, when your mother and your aunt first came to Kyoto. Because I was a foreigner, I was inevitably bullied, and I happened to bump into me, and I was very strange at the time, like your mother, a girl who seemed to be helpless, was fearless in the face of those little gangsters. ”

"Could it be that mom can also do kung fu?" An Xiaoshu couldn't help but interject.

An Shuangba smiled a little helplessly and shook his head, "Actually, I thought so like you at first. Later, I learned that she was just bluffing. It's strange to say, just at that glance, I fell in love with her! Even though your mother looks exactly like your aunt, I still fell in love with your mother at first sight. ”

"At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I didn't know anything about euphemism, if I liked it, I liked it, so even if it was the first time I met, I still threatened to marry her!"

"Huh? So fast? An Xiaoshu's eyes widened in surprise, and she couldn't help but be curious, "What about Mom?" Did she say yes? ”

"Naturally, there isn't." An Shuangba's expression was a little strange, "She, she said that she disliked my birth, and she kept saying that I should be good." ”

Hearing this, An Xiaoshu couldn't help laughing, this is really like Dad's style!

"And then?" She asked, full of curiosity.

Dad An touched his nose, and his tone was a little embarrassed, "Originally, I thought that as long as I liked it, it would be done, whether she agreed or not, first have a raw rice to cook mature rice, and see if she marries or not!" ”

An Xiaoshu's jaw was about to drop.

"But then I didn't succeed, and not only that. I was also slapped by your mother. Speaking of this, Father An shook his head again and again, but his expression was different from the happiness of his tone.

An Xiaoshu touched his chin with a strange expression. I really can't see that my father was so willful when he was young!

Not only did I have a plan to marry my mother for the first time, but I also wanted to cook raw rice and mature rice?

God, she could even imagine her father's domineering behavior at that time.

I couldn't help but continue to ask, "And then?" ”

"I must be angry when I was beaten!" An's father looked stern, "I thought in my heart, this slap can't be in vain, so I strengthened my determination to marry your mother!" ”

"It turns out that it's not easy for you, Dad." on this. Ann Xiaoshu expressed sympathy.

"Not really. You don't even know how hard it is to chase your mother, and I've pretty much exhausted everything I can think of. As a result, she didn't even look at me. ”

"And what did you do then?" An Xiaoshu cares about this the most.

"Later." Speaking of this, An's father finally felt a little more proud, "The more she doesn't want to see me." I just want to hang around in front of her. Day to night. It's a habit for her to turn! Fortunately, the emperor lived up to his wishes and finally let me seize an opportunity. That day, a few little thugs who didn't have long eyes wanted to trouble her again. ”

Hehe laughed twice, and Dad An looked a little treacherous. "It was also this time that your mother finally agreed to change her opinion of me. Originally, for me, a few thugs didn't pay attention to it at all. ”

"What did you do?" Ann Xiaoshu raised her eyebrows strangely.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just a bitter ploy." Dad Ann coughed lightly, "As a result, I didn't expect that your mother would cry when she saw that I was injured!" This made me anxious, thinking that she was scared, only to realize later that she was worried about me. ”

"That's ...... That's it? An Xiaoshu couldn't believe it.

"Not really!" Dad Ann laughed twice, and finally asked proudly, "How is it?" Your dad was great when he was younger, right? Your mother kept saying that she wouldn't marry me, but in the end she didn't follow me. ”

"Hmm...... It's okay. An Xiaoshu's eyebrows were tangled into twists, in fact, in her opinion, her mother is the one who should be happy.

She doesn't have the impression of her mother in her memory, so it's naturally not good to comment. But in her opinion, her father is the best father in the world!

Even if she hasn't seen the picture of the two getting along with her own eyes, she can already feel that her father is rare to her mother!

A little lost in her heart, she asked, "Dad, do you miss your mother?" ”

"Hmm." Father An nodded, "How can you not want to." ”

An Xiaoshu suddenly felt that she was asking redundantly, indeed, from the perspective of her, a bystander, she couldn't help but be unwilling for the two of them. Not to mention the dad who loves his mother so much.

"And how did you make it through?" In her opinion, being separated from Silingon was already torture, and it was hard to imagine what it would be like to be when the person she loved was gone.

"Silly girl, doesn't Dad still have you?" Father An said while holding her in his arms, "Although I couldn't accept it when your mother left at the beginning, but then I figured it out, in life, everyone will inevitably die, and one person's love for another person is not determined by the length of time together, but in the heart!" As long as you have loved each other unforgettable and know that the other party has yourself in your heart, even if you will never see each other again, the memories are beautiful. ”

"It is precisely because of you that we cannot erase the fact that we were once together. You are my daughter, this is a fact that no one can change, so no matter what happens to you in the future, you will always be Daddy's favorite daughter! ”

"Dad!" An Xiaoshu's nose was sour again, and he nested in An's father's arms coquettishly, "You are also my favorite father!" ”

"Good." Dad Ann couldn't close his mouth with a smile, "Good baby, how long has it been since you coquettished your dad like this?" It all made Dad think that you hate me as a bad old man. ”

"Nonsense! Dad, you're not a bad old man. An Xiaoshu rubbed it twice in his arms and complimented, "You are not old, believe it or not, if you go out with your eldest brother, others will definitely not believe that you are father and son, and they will all think that you are brothers!" ”

Although the words are exaggerated, Dad An is happy that the wrinkles in the corners of his eyes can kill mosquitoes!

"I'll make my dad happy!"

"Why!"

A smile finally appeared on An Xiaoshu's face.

Just like my dad said, separation doesn't mean anything, at least they have been together, and the baby in the womb is proof that they are together, as long as he is there, she will try to live hard.

The path she chooses, even if she is kneeling, she has to finish it!

After a conversation with An's father, An Xiaoshumao suddenly opened, and most of his depressed mood had faded, and he didn't even vomit much more at dinner. (To be continued......)

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I'm in a much better mood today.