Chapter 513: Motherhood

raised a hand to caress Chang Man's face, but Tian Tianxi's mother raised her hand in the air and put it down, and then eagerly gently put her hand in the direction of lifting Chang Man's body.

The people who cherish Chang Man so much, except for Ying Zheng, me, Luo Cong and the servants who take care of Chang Man, only Tian Tianxi's mother has such instincts.

"Xi'er has a little princess." She smiled freely and restrained, her moist eyes blinked lightly, and after seeing Chang Man's appearance clearly, she laughed and turned into tears: "It's so good, it's very similar to you when you were a child, if your father sees it, I'm afraid he will say it is you." ”

I followed her tears, but I felt warm by her smile.

"Sit down and hug her, although she is small, she smashes her hands tightly." I said emotionally.

"Not tired." She still looked at Naole Changman.

It is said that the adoptive child knows the kindness of his parents, although he was grateful to Tian Tianxi and ashamed of her family in the past, but maybe because he didn't think about it, he always felt that it was good to send them property and power, but now it seems that they have always been concerned about me in their hearts, but they are afraid of adding a burden to me and do not contact me often.

I had "amnesia", but they did not have amnesia, and the family affection still resides in their hearts.

"Oops, woke up, woke upβ€”crying, hehe, she cried."

Tian Tianxi's mother's series of emotional joyful voices woke me up in contemplation, and I looked at her warmly after waking up, and intuitively felt that mother's love had returned to me.

"Hungry, aren't you?"

She asked Chang Man, and then looked at me in a verifying manner; I approached them. Affirmed her question.

"Looks like she's a princess who loves food."

I am full of unconditional love for her, for her. She has the same feelings for Tian Tianxi, but my arrival makes it difficult for her to get close to her daughter's body.

"It's a blessing to be able to eat!"

She smiled even more happily, handed Chang Man to Grandma Care, and watched Grandma Nurse go down to nurse with Grandma in her arms.

"How are you, are you getting better?" She looked back at me and asked with pity.

At this moment, I suddenly thought, whether it was Yingzheng's Mrs. Eight Sons who was tenderly waiting in her eyes, or her daughter Tian Tianxi who she cherished. I would like to see that the person she cares about is me.

"I'm fine."

I smiled comfortingly at her, reached out and pulled her to sit down, and sat down beside her.

"I know your mind is not on the physical condition. As a mother, I feel like you're powerless to do anything about your suffering..."

Choked up in pain, she quickly changed her face to the one she wanted me to be relaxed.

"It is a great grace for the emperor to give Chang Man a title. Don't say it's the Great Qin Empire. Even if we promised before, there has never been a princess in the Eastern Six Kingdoms who has this honor, therefore," she subconsciously stretched her head towards me, hesitating, but seriously: "When necessary, in order to protect your integrity, you can use Chang Man's identity as a winning family to slow down." ”

I instinctively resented this kind of remarks, for I had heard of feudal women using their children for favor or other reasons, in my opinion. It's just unbelievable, especially since I had Ranman. I couldn't understand the state of the mothers' minds anymore.

frowned slightly, because I rarely have contact with outsiders, so this kind of persuasion is the first time I have heard of it, I originally wanted to vent, but the other party is Tian Tianxi's mother who advised her daughter, I know that she is for my good, so I put up with it.

"She's my child, I can die, but I don't want her to be in crisis." I solemnly stated my determination.

If something happens to Chang Man when I compete with Mrs. Jing, then Mrs. Jing and they will inevitably be frightened, and then they will be cautious in their words and deeds, and they may let me go because they are worried about their guilt, but something happened to my Chang Man - I can't accept it when I think about it!

Tian Tianxi's mother only said this to her biological daughter when she said this, although it was difficult to speak, but she also said it for Tian Tianxi's fate, and now hearing me refuse like this, she couldn't help but cry again.

"You're my child, and I don't want you to lose your life either." She said sadly: "As an imperial princess, the hardships and hardships are not bearable for ordinary people, and it is also very easy for people to survive, and children can have again, but life, once it is gone, it is really gone."

If you lose your life, how can your child become a prince without a mother, do you know the hardships? ”

I can hear her heart-to-heart care for me and her ungodly advice, and I know that she is willing to sacrifice her pain for me, so although I don't agree, I am also grateful for her heart.

"Mother," I called to her softly, and wept uncontrollably, "I can fight for my life, but child, once I don't have the love of the king, I have no hope for my life, and if Changman is gone, how can I have another child, how can it be her." ”

For me, Chang Man is Chang Man, not a victim used to cushion her back, nor a tool to compete for favor, she is my child, not another child can replace or make up, this is the only one, I hope she will be a sweet burden for my life, not a bargaining chip to save my life.

Because of "amnesia", I have always been estranged from Tian Tianxi's mother, and I am already Mrs. Eight Sons, far from Tian Tianxi's mother can point fingers and discipline, so when I say this, she does not insist on her arguments.

Of course, this is also because she loves Tian Tianxi and also loves Tian Tianxi's children, but human nature is selfish, and she loves her children more than her children's children.

"I just want you to be okay." She frowned.

Motherhood has always been like this, selfish and great, selfish for the sake of the child, and great for the sake of the child, contradictory but without a sense of disobedience.

My mother is here, and she will feel so sorry for me and be selfish, I can't help but think so.

"I know, I'll be fine." I assured her.

Although my mother is not my mother, but I am Tian Tianxi at the moment, I want to be worthy of this mother who cares for her daughter, this kind of guarantee to protect herself according to her will cannot be achieved by sacrificing my daughter, but it is better not to sacrifice myself to hurt Tian Tianxi's mother's heart.

"The situation is not good, it is not good for you, in order to avoid less trouble, I can't come to visit you often, your father and grandfather are even more inconvenient to come and go, you have your own children, remember to take care of yourself."

Mother spoke, and another series of tears flowed down her face; I choked with grief for a while, and I couldn't cry aggrievedly.

"I will obey the order," I said meaningfully, "After the disaster, I will return you an intact daughter." ”

She must not have understood what I was saying, but she was very useful, and nodded her head again and again, until she left, she did not mention the life of Tian Jiao and Chang Man, and I guess she felt that it was useless to say something in front of me.

She didn't say anything, but I couldn't sit idly by, this kind of sitting and waiting to see innocent people being implicated because of me was really uncomfortable.

After living in Feng's mansion, I stepped out of the courtyard where I lived for the first time, and after the crowd had avoided Shi Yi's path, I walked outside the gate of their main courtyard where Feng Quji, Jiao Tu and others were waiting.

"What does Mrs. Xi say, even if you send someone to inform your subordinates, why bother to come out in person, but let your subordinates and others panic."

Feng went to take someone to Shi Yi, had a polite conversation with me, and invited me into the palace.

"The palace and his party are eating the clothes and eating the Lao Feng Mansion up and down, how can you not come to thank you in person, you don't have to be formal." I paused, looked at one of the servants in the hall, and said: "This palace is quiet, come here to sit for a while, there is no need for so many people to serve, let's retreat for the time being." ”

At one point, Feng Qujian instantly understood the purpose of not wanting more people, so he spoke out and dismissed the servants in the palace, leaving only him and Jiao Tu and me and Luo Cong.

"Your Majesty heard that Zun Tang came before, and now Madame, you are visiting in person, Your Majesty thinks, Your Majesty should know Madame's intentions." There are no outsiders, Feng Quji's words are simple and straightforward.

I want to save Tian Jiao's thoughts, it seems that I can pass it on to Feng Qujian and his wife without me saying it.

"I heard that Prime Minister Feng You heard about this, I don't know what Prime Minister Feng You thinks?" I didn't beat around the bush either, and asked bluntly.

Feng Qujian did not deny that he had heard of this incident, and it was obvious that he had investigated and learned about it.

"Gather momentum and do it, just fake the public and help the private interest." He answered me.

"Gather momentum", that is to say, Feng Quji also thinks - no, according to his temperament, it should be determined that Tian Jiao was deliberately wronged after exploring the essence of this matter.

"It's also an extravagant hope to come to the palace and wait quietly for the emperor's return, some people don't want the palace to be confined in the Feng Mansion, and they want to use this method to force the palace out." I sighed with emotion, helplessly thinking about when to go out to meet the enemy.

Feng Quji did not deny my understanding, but he also did not agree with my approach.

"Mrs. Qiqi, since the ministers and others took Mrs. to Feng's mansion, Mrs. would rather increase her grievances than never think of being discharged from the hospital, and now that Mrs. has returned to the house, Mrs. wants to see His Majesty's decree, and Mrs. is extremely sad in her heart.

This matter involves Qi Guofang, and the fake marquis is a relative of his wife, and his subordinates fully understand his wife's thoughts, but for his wife's intention to come forward, his subordinates still implore his wife to think twice. ”

I understand Feng Quji's worries and persuasion intentions, but I would rather be a person who shrinks his head to protect himself.

"It's her, isn't it?" I asked, looking at the default Feng Quji, and said helplessly: "Since she tried her best to use others to lure out of the palace, how can the palace watch her wish come to fruition?"

Besides, if one by one she is pulled out to test the palace, what kind of person does the palace have to live as a person with a heavy load to stand on the world and live alone. (To be continued......)