I was so tired that I really didn't want to write any testimonials, but I didn't say anything, and I felt uncomfortable.

I hadn't written a book for a year and a half, and during that time, Lieshou Da asked me many times when I would open a new book.

I've been answering vaguely, it's almost time, next month, and so, in the next month's answers, I finally opened the book.

I once rushed through the streets, and I didn't have any confidence at all, and for a year and a half, I didn't want to write any more books.

Mainly because of the problem of faith, I pounced too much, and I felt that I couldn't get mixed up in this industry, and I felt that doing anything was better than writing a book.

In the year and a half that I didn't write a book, I got several jobs, but none of them were satisfactory.

Many times, I also think in the dead of night: Can I write any more books?

Unwilling heart, restless me, can't bear it. As the NBA veterans said: I think I still have some gas in the tank.

I also think I should have some more readers.

So, the book finally opened.

I haven't looked for an editor to sign in, I haven't thought about any results, I have been similar to a newcomer when I opened the book, silently updated for 20 days, only 300 collections. As an old author, although there are only two authors who have subscribed to 2000 books, my achievements are really scum, and I have not even been on the new book list signing classification list, which still exceeds my imagination.

No one cared about the book reviews, and I felt that I felt like I was on a single machine, which was really devastating. Fortunately, the book is strong, the first one is strong, and I have a 6000 collection.

At that time, it rose by 6,000 collections, but it didn't rush to the homepage new book classification list.

I'm curious, I really can't help but open a single chapter, I asked book friends in the book: I said that the first few only 300 collections or 1000 collections, how did I rush to the front page, why can't I rush up to 6000 collections, I have more words than them, updates are faster than them, why can't I be on the list. I also suspected that someone was helping me brush up on the collection, and I also asked the editor.

It was because of this single chapter that my book review later attracted countless insults.

At most, 20 level 0 registration vests came to scold me, saying that I was pretending to be pure, and that no one had swiped the data at the starting point.

Then, he kept attacking the book, saying that it was not good here, and it was not good there.

I'm depressed, and if I complain in my book, I'll mess with you!

I'm convinced!

More than one or two hundred accounts, scolded me for two months in a row, really energetic.

I'm an old author, I know it's normal for book reviews to be sprayed, and I'm not a glass-hearted person, but I've never seen so many trolls, and more people sprayed my book than the first three books combined.

I was so tired of managing book reviews for two months in a row, dealing with all that garbage, looking for a job during the day, and having a lot of things to do at home.

My mood has been seriously affected, it is the kind of exhaustion that can't lift the spirit no matter what, I really want to go crazy with code words and update more for everyone, but I can't do it.

I just want to write a good book, why is it so hard.

I should be happy to push it, why did I say it so hard.

On the first hour of the strong push, my heart is really half cold, an hour to rise 50 collections, fortunately in the back of each hour can rise a hundred dozens, from the collection, this book should be qualified. But when I saw the recommendation ticket, I was a little crying without tears. It feels like the book is going to flutter. I feel that no matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of the fate of hitting the street.

Sorry, this strong tweet testimonial is too unqualified, and I'll delete it before updating the chapter tomorrow.

Finally, ask for a collection, ask for a recommendation ticket, and ask for a little motivation.

About updates and explosive updates, I want to tell you that my messy mood is too unsuitable for codewords, I have to take the time to adjust my mentality, and then work hard to update, please give me time.