420, in name only
"Yes." Ding Xiao didn't have any more questions, but replied, "The Jade Zhenzhen you met and the Jade Zhenzhen I met may really be two people." ”
"Master Ding is a person with a story, he has experienced so much, and the people he likes should not be as simple as appearance. As you can see, the jade veramine in front of you now may only have the outer garment of the person you once loved, but the inside is ...... You should understand. "King Mo has never persuaded someone so seriously and sympathetically, firstly, Ding Xiao's situation is indeed too bad, and secondly, Yu Zhenzhen's emotional aspect is troublesome enough, and he doesn't want Yu Zhenzhen to be uneasy all day long because of Ding Xiao's affection.
"You really care about Zhenzhen." After a long time, Ding Xiao said this, "It is beyond the care of the natal beast for its master." ”
"Lonely and that guy......" King Mo glanced sideways slightly, glanced at the sleeping Jade Zhenzhen, and said with a little pride in his tone, "It's a friend." ”
"Zhen Zhen is such an amazing woman." At this time, in addition to the word magic, Ding Xiao no longer knew how to describe the jade Zhenzhen who made him feel very unfamiliar.
"Magical? Yes, otherwise she would always be surrounded by a swarm of flies, and she would always have to be sad for that swarm of flies. When he said this, King Mo's tone was full of dissatisfaction and sourness.
"Heh," Ding Xiao smiled for the first time that night, although it was only a momentary thing, and then he turned his head and met the somewhat surprised gaze of King Mo on his shoulder, "I didn't expect your feelings for Zhen Zhen to be beyond ordinary people." ”
"It's very ordinary!" King Mo immediately opened his mouth dissatisfied, but this time the voice was a little louder, and Yu Zhenzhen, who was not far away, was obviously slightly startled, and then turned over, not knowing what to mutter.
Ding Xiao shook his head, and when he saw that King Mo's hair was about to explode, he didn't speak again. Just looking at the clouds in the night sky again. The moon has been completely obscured by the clouds, and no longer emits a soft light; However, the Carefree School still has a ray of brightness, and when you look at it from the position of the White Crane Tower, it is indeed beautiful. This night, Yu Zhenzhen was so painful for Ling Haojie, but what about Ling Haojie? But like the light outside, you are playing with your bride?
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It turns out that Ding Xiao thinks too much. Because Ling Haojie and Cheng Siwu were the groom's official son and bride, the disciples below did not pour them a lot of wine, they just saluted a few heads, elders, and Dharma protector disciples to like wine. After that, he was sent back to his hut, and now most of the people who are lively are disciples of several factions. Because of the Star Picking Conference, the disciples of the three factions are now very harmonious, coupled with the effect of alcohol, they have already held hands and called each other, calling them brothers, and the cheerful voice has reached the newlywed cottage of Ling Haojie and Cheng Siwu in the mountains behind the Sky Breaking Tower.
Ling Haojie stood in front of the window with his hands in his hands, ignoring the expected spring cold. Open the window and look out. The Sky Breaker is the highest place on the fifth floor, and the back hill is higher than the front hall of the Sky Breaker, so here, you can overlook the night view of the entire Loose School. Just when Ling Haojie didn't know what to think. Cheng Siwu's surprised voice suddenly sounded behind him, and he turned his head a little distractedly, but found that Cheng Siwu lifted the bed quilt and mattress, and found that the bed board was full of red dates, peanuts, longan, and sunflower seeds.
"I didn't have it when I left. These must have been made by Zhenzhen! Cheng Siwu smiled happily, and then blushed and said, "This means that we will have a noble son early." I've heard Vera say before that it's her favorite custom. Haojie, it's not too early, we ......"
When Cheng Siwu looked at Ling Haojie as he spoke, he found that Ling Haojie was just staring at the objects on the bed blankly, without saying a word, and what was revealed in his eyes was a kind of soulless hollowness. His body was here, but his soul had already flown out, perhaps the moment Cheng Siwu said Yu Zhenzhen's name, it was as if some strange switch had been turned on, leading Ling Haojie's soul directly back to Yu Zhenzhen's side.
"Haojie?" Cheng Siwu also hated herself, how could she be so happy and sad, mentioning Yu Zhenzhen's name on such a day; She knew that Ling Haojie's affection for Yu Zhenzhen was as deep as the sea, she knew that Ling Haojie only married her because of the flesh and blood in her abdomen, and she knew that there was already an inseparable affection between Yu Zhenzhen and Ling Haojie, but she still selfishly accepted Yu Zhenzhen's kindness and tied Ling Haojie to her side for life. So, happiness? Cheng Siwu asked herself, is she really happy when she looks at Ling Haojie like this?
"Haojie." Cheng Siwu took a few steps forward, pulled Ling Haojie's sleeve, and sighed slightly, "Tomorrow I will make a wooden bed and put it in the house, don't worry, I will never force you if you don't want to." You've also drunk a lot of wine, so let's rest for now, we're all tired. ”
"I won't drink again if I don't have to; Besides, it's just a few glasses, and I'm fine. When Ling Haojie said this, his tone was full of pain. He has always felt that it is entirely because he was cautious at the beginning, drank so much wine and had something like that happened with Cheng Siwu, so he came to such a painful point; Wine is a beast of flood, and if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't be rude to a few masters, he would definitely not be able to drink a drop of wine. When he raised his head to Cheng Siwu's somewhat red eyes, Ling Haojie's heart was full of guilt, he patted Cheng Siwu's shoulder, and said, "You sleep, you have to take care of our children regardless of yourself." As for the woodblock bed, I'll start working on it tomorrow. ”
"I slept, what about you?" Cheng Siwu's heart was hurting fiercely, but she couldn't say anything at this time, this qiē was all her own fault, since it was the bitter fruit she planted, she had to bear it.
"I'm not sleepy, I want to sit and calm down." Ling Haojie waved his hand, and then saw Cheng Siwu standing still, so he helplessly pulled her to the side of the bed, then squatted down to help her take off her boots, got up and said, "Don't worry, I will turn around, I won't peek, you quickly change your clothes and sleep." ”
"Haojie, we are husband and wife," Ling Haojie was about to turn around, but was suddenly hugged by Cheng Siwu, feeling Cheng Siwu trembling all over, and the back of his wedding robe was gradually wet, Ling Haojie said "I know", before the words fell, Cheng Siwu said with a little unbearable crying, "There shouldn't be these indifferent etiquette between husband and wife, I know that the person you want to marry is never me, but Haojie...... Now that I am your wife, I just beg you not to treat me so bluntly and distantly, even if we are just as close as brother and sister as before, I don't want to be like this! ”
"I'll be good to you, you're pregnant, maybe you're thinking too much. Go to sleep. Ling Haojie patted Cheng Siwu holding his hand, then turned around, picked up Cheng Siwu, who was about to hang his head to his chest, put it on the bed again, wiped her tears again, and comforted her for a long time, then sat back at the table with his back to Cheng Siwu, and looked at the gloomy weather outside through the window with his chin propped up.
It's like his mood now, and he can't see the moon at all. He and Yu Zhenzhen are close to the end of the world from now on, and there can be no intersection again; Every time he thought of this, Ling Haojie's heart hurt like a knife. Thinking of the first time she met Yu Zhenzhen, although Yu Zhenzhen's appearance was slightly inferior to that of Yu Zhenzhen on the side, she always had that light smile on her face, which Ling Haojie has never forgotten. Maybe what he liked at the beginning, and what he fell in love with now, is that kind of Jade Zhenzhen, she is beautiful, she is unworldly, she is different from ordinary mortal women, she always has others in her heart, it is the land of Shenzhou, her great love in front of Ling Haojie's little love, it seems that her figure is more and more majestic.
Yes, such a good woman, how can she be worthy and climbing. She was able to make Ding Xiao, the master of the Qingxu Palace, feel like this, to impress the unruly people like Feng Huafei, and to make the Holy Beast Lord send her soul, Ling Haojie should have thought that such a woman could be with her. She can't belong only to herself, she belongs to everyone and the entire land of China.
But there was also a while, albeit a short time, when they had such a happy time. He knew that Yu Zhenzhen was not as strong as she seemed to be, she also had times when she was fragile and wanted to be accompanied by others, and at that time, she appeared in her life appropriately, as she had said and thought, perhaps, this is really enough, for herself, having such a beautiful dream is enough for a lifetime to remember.
Cheng Siwu took off his wedding robe, his eyes were full of despair and looked at Ling Haojie's back, under the candlelight, Ling Haojie's back was stretched to the bed. But he may only be able to share a bed with his back, and he doesn't even want to look at himself more. Cheng Siwu's tears, which had been wiped dry by Ling Haojie, spread out again, falling on the pillow one by one. She covered the quilt and kept her body as close to Ling Haojie's shadow as possible, thinking that in this way, she could get better; But she didn't know that this only made her more painful. She stretched out her hand and trembled and stroked Ling Haojie's shadow, because the window was open and the wind came in, so the candlelight kept flickering, and Ling Haojie's shadow also swayed from side to side. Cheng Siwu clenched her fists and cried silently, could it be that she couldn't hold people, and now she couldn't even hold the shadows?
In a trance, Ling Haojie seemed to see a figure outside the window from far and near, it was a woman who exuded a beautiful temperament, her dark hair was draped like a waterfall, her eyes were like a pool of clear water, and her eyebrows were full of the clear spirit of a scroll. She spoke, her smile full of tenderness, "Run away, its leaves are so good." Jade. (To be continued......)