114. Chapter 4: Which of the Two Women Is More Important to Me?
Bai Bingbing seemed to be a little angry, quickly turned around, and ran back to the recruitment booth on the website. I breathed a sigh of relief and walked out of the job fair door, pulling out a cigarette and smoking one and lighting it. I just enjoyed a long and comfortable puff and exhaled the smoke again. Bai Bingbing appeared in front of me again.
She was carrying a delicate bag and a pearl necklace around her neck, which looked very bourgeois and luxurious! She was standing across from me, leaning over and not snorting, waiting for me to swallow the clouds. She looked at me in an unyielding pose, at my handsome, melancholy face, hoping that things would turn out as she had hoped.
She couldn't help but think of a long time ago, after I went to the industrial park to pick her up and take her back to the city center, she invited me to drink, then she got a little drunk, and then she asked me to help her back to her rented place, and then she took the initiative to seduce me. I resisted my impulsiveness that night, even though she acted very actively, even a little dewy, when she took me into her arms with one hand, and skilfully touched my sensitive areas.
But even then, she felt like I wasn't moved at all. I don't know how many men have fallen under her pomegranate skirt, but I didn't do anything out of the ordinary that day, which deepened her image of me. To be honest, on the website, her beauty and sexiness can be said to be on a par with Tang Yanxin. But I didn't take advantage of it, and it still made her feel that I was a reliable man.
I casually pinched out the cigarette butt that I had smoked, threw it into the trash can on the side of the street, walked back, and stood face to face with her, "Now that the website is like this, do you want me to calm down and avoid it?" Although I understand that you are kind to me, I always have a face problem! Before my promotion, Tang Yanxin was all hand-held. Now that she's in trouble, she's no longer the webmaster, so I'll go back to the site with you right away. Even if you don't care, it doesn't matter, but others are different from you! They will look down on me, they will think that I am a character with a wall, and the wind blows at both ends. In that case, what face do I have to mess around with the website? ”
"Yes, you know how to take care of your face, why don't I take care of my face? In the eyes of others, I am not so cheap that I have tried all my might, just to get a man's change of heart! But can these be eaten? Although my family has money, the money I put into the website now is only my mother's private money. But no matter how much money a person has, he can't throw money into the bottomless pit for a long time! If you don't come back, it's only a matter of time before the site goes out of business. When the time comes, I don't care, as my mother said, just take a tuition fee for me to accumulate social experience. But the rest of the site doesn't matter as much as I do. Most of them, like you, have left their homes and come here, thinking that they can rely on hard work to integrate into the city, so as to change their fate and let their children become city people. It's like Tan Xing's ......" Bai Bingbing's voice didn't fluctuate, even so soft. However, to my ears, it made my heart tremble. A feeling of suffocation that overwhelmed me made me afraid to face reality. In an instant, I was going to take on the responsibility.
"You'd better let me calm down. Don't push me! I'm not a savior, and I have a lot of things to deal with, after all, that's a kind of fate I once had, so you'd better let me calm down! I turned my head and watched the cars on the street. At the same time, hold your left hand on the elbow of your right hand so that your right hand taps my lips lightly.
I don't know if my posture and expression are very sexy, Bai Bingbing stared at me, although she had no intention of worrying about my sadness, but her expression gradually flushed with a soft flush, like me in a trance, silently staring at the hurried figure of others, I don't know what to say next.
She is different from Tang Yanxin, Tang Yanxin is a delicate and domineering woman, if there is anything wrong, she will avoid and disappear to express her dissatisfaction, or simply ignore it and let me guess the round. Bai Bingbing is very real, and there is a ruthlessness that will not stop until the goal is reached. To put it in layman's terms, it's stalking!
I know that Bai Bingbing is reluctant to let me leave, and even if she puts down the recruitment work at hand, she has to chase it out to confirm that I can't go back to the website, which is the best explanation. "Alas, in fact, where in the world is there no fragrant grass? Why hang yourself from a tree! You say, don't you? You have to trust them, trust them, and it won't be long before the site gets better. Then you won't think you have to go back! ”
Bai Bingbing threw me a flattering gesture, and she said in that long and beautiful voice: "Brother Yi, you know, please go back, in addition to strengthening the reform power of the website, there is another layer of meaning......"
If it is difficult to guess a woman's mind, it is not very applicable to Bai Bingbing's body. Bai Bingbing has done so many things and played so many conspiracies, others don't understand why she is here, don't I understand? At that time, I had long guessed that it was her masterpiece when I met with my ex-lover and then led Tang Yanxin to the hotel. However, I just didn't say it to Tang Yanxin. As for why this is happening, even I don't know what is going on!
I looked at Bai Bingbing's face expecting me to say something, sighed and said, "I understand what you mean, but you also have to understand my current difficulties!" There are both work inconveniences and emotional inconveniences! ”
This time my words made Bai Bingbing embarrassed! Because what I'm talking about is really a problem, even Bai Bingbing, who has always been straightforward and does his own thing, can't say anything to crack it. She simply changed the topic and said, "Then when will you get out of the predicament in your heart?" Anyway, I'll make it clear to you, and I'll keep your original editor-in-chief position for you. It's best that even the director of the marketing department is left to you. That's it, right? ”
I smiled wryly: "Do you think my original pressure is not heavy enough?" Leave it to me! Don't think so, I'm so tired! ”
Bai Bingbing couldn't hide the loss on her face, and she was a little annoyed: "Oh! At that time, Tang Yanxin wanted you to take two positions, and you accepted it without complaint, I wanted you to hold two positions, and you wanted me not to pressure you, what did you put me on the other side of the scale? ”
"What do you mean by putting me on the other side of the scale? Did I say I want to go back to the site? What face do I have to go back to the site? All I can say to you is sorry! Even if you are so gracious, but I can't step through the hurdle in my heart, how can you tell me to be embarrassed to go back? ”
I really don't have the courage to cross that hurdle in my heart. Although Tang Yanxin quietly moved out of the rental house she rented with me. However, she didn't tell me that we had officially broken up. In my heart, Tang Yanxin is still my lover and my lover. You Bai Bingbing is very good to me, and your infatuation will not change, but Tang Yanxin's position in my heart cannot be replaced.
At least, for now, Bai Bingbing can't replace Tang Yanxin in my heart!
"Cut, it's up to you! In this case, if you find Tang Yanxin for me to come and match you, I will die of this heart! Okay, even if your heart can't turn for a while, then that's always okay, right? Bai Bingbing said, raised her resentful and expectant eyes again, stared at me tightly, and said sincerely: "Then you have to find a job to do so that you don't starve to death!" Instead of going to a new unit and starting anew, why don't you come back to the website and follow me! At least you don't have to start from the lowest level in a low voice! As long as you come back to the website, I guarantee that you are a hundred times better than looking for a new job, believe it or not? ”
Bai Bingbing's tone has her inherent self-confidence, which I still admire her. I also know that a daughter like Bai Bingbing, who has a big backer behind her, as long as her father pulls some business to the website, she will soon let the website get through the difficulties. Therefore, in the face of Bai Bingbing's question, I don't know what reason to use to reject her!
If I say I'm going to get a good job, it's obviously a shame. In fact, in my current situation, there are no better conditions than what Bai Bingbing told me. I wanted to refuse on the spot, but I couldn't come up with a single reason; I want to promise her, but I really can't get over the hurdle in my heart. So, I smiled bitterly at Bai Bingbing: "Take a look, let's see!" ”
"You promised it yourself, can't you go back?" Bai Bingbing said in a rhetorical tone, this is the first time I have loosened my breath in front of Bai Bingbing since the beginning of the world, and that's it, she already feels that it is a rare thing. She laughed merrily, and drove away her gloomy countenance.
"Isn't that my promise? Did I promise you anything? Hey, I'm really convinced of you, so let's take a look at it and say it again, it's a promise to you! "I don't know what to say. This shows that Bai Bingbing's expectations for me are very big, so big that I feel a little out of breath! Why does this rich daughter like me so desperately?
"I don't pay attention to you so much, anyway, I just promised me to come back to the website in person. You are a man, but don't be untrustworthy! Bai Bingbing said, stretching out her hand and pointing at my stomach, "Your life has to be sustained by eating, right?" You have to work to find food, and the website is a great place for you to find food. ”
"Hehe, I'm really convinced, Bingbing, are you threatening me with a lure? Are you going to tempt me with rich food? Like a hungry fish, get on your fish......" I said with a smile, but before I could finish speaking, I suddenly found that Fang Ya had come in front of me and Bai Bingbing at some point.