Chapter 150
For two whole days, the three of them stayed in their respective cultivation rooms and didn't come out, Feng Zao was full of energy, painted all the source patterns after the advancement, and accumulated some spiritual power in the nine orifices.
If it weren't for the fact that time didn't allow it, she really wanted to retreat for ten days and half a month, and she hadn't been in retreat for a long time.
Chewing beans, he ate a few soul washing pills, Feng Zao pinched the two small bottles, and gently knocked on the doors on both sides.
Qiu Shisan came out first, and after listening to what Feng Zao said, he took the small bottle, poured out one and put it in his mouth.
After a while, Feng Zao saw his expression change slightly, as if he was in some pain, and a thick black gas gushed out from the top of his head and body, bringing out a very unpleasant smell.
Feng Zao's eyes widened in surprise, and then a trace of worry appeared on his face, the impurities accumulated on the thirteen bodies for many years have simply become a chronic disease, such a degree is really too scary, normally speaking, it has definitely affected the cultivation, and even the body is also deeply polluted by the poison.
It's no wonder that the thirteen physiques are weak, and they have not refined their bodies, and so many impurities have accumulated in their bodies, which is almost fatal.
"Thirteen, you eat more, it's okay, I still have a lot of here, I'll refine some more for you!" Why didn't she give the Spirit Cleansing Pill to Thirteen earlier, forget it, anyway, the Spirit Washing Grass is very good, and it won't be able to make a hundred and eighty bottles.
Facing Feng Zao's concerned and guilty eyes, Qiu Shisan had just experienced a wave of pain, and his heart was quite warm, but when he heard what she said, his expression suddenly distorted unconsciously, and he hurriedly said: "No, no need, Eleven, I can't use this." ”
Qiu Shisan originally didn't expect that the effect of the Spirit Washing Pill on refining the flesh and removing impurities would be so good, he thought it was just an inconspicuous function attached to it, and he didn't expect it to go to his body.
Feng Zao was surprised and comforted: "How come, don't be afraid, if the effect of the Spirit Cleansing Pill is not good enough, we can find more spiritual objects and purify your body, it will definitely not affect it." ”
Qiu Shisan shook his head with a wry smile and said, "It's not for this reason, my physique is already like this, and after years of boiling in poison, it is not similar to the impurities produced after cultivation, but it is actually a part of my strength, and it is closely related to natural ability." This soul cleansing pill just restrains my body, and if I use it, it won't do me any good. ”
Feng Zao was a little stunned when she heard his words, what was it like to be in poison since she was a child, she remembered that in the fragment of information she had seen before, the little baby was thrown into the group of poisonous snakes, and Thirteen seemed to be able to command the snakes to obey his orders.
"Thirteen, how did you live when you were a child?"
Feng Zao's mood was a little heavy, she actually never asked about her life before thirteen.
A child is alone on the island, and it is said that the people he sees will care about how he lived before, but Feng Zao, who saw some things, didn't dare to ask, and couldn't bear to ask.
Qiu Shisan's face showed a complicated expression, and his lips were straightened, like a sharp sword.
There was nostalgia in the expression on his face, and when he remembered something, he showed a little gloom, and his pupils seemed to become even darker.
"Actually, it's nothing. In order to escape from the enemy, Daddy and Auntie escaped into the dark places of the Black Sea, and luckily came across a relatively safe island and settled down. Later, with me, when I was born, they poisoned A-Niang and almost killed her, but they did not resent me, but were very happy, because my talent was very strong and powerful. Maybe the only thing Daddy and Auntie love is my talent.
For as long as I can remember, I have been mixed with all kinds of poisonous insects and poisonous snakes, from the beginning of the pain and poisoning, to the fact that they dare not bite me, and even surrender to me. Until Daddy and Auntie had no other means to help me improve my talent and exercise my abilities, their seriously injured bodies that had been seriously injured for a long time and had no conditions to heal could not hold on after all, so I was left alone.
And then you came. ”
He looked at Feng Zao fixedly, and the darkness in his eyes seemed to be a little bright.
Feng Zao's eyes were red, he hugged Qiu Thirteen, and said, "Thirteen, don't be afraid, there will never be that kind of situation again, if there is any difficulty, I will help you." ”
"And me, although I have just cultivated and am very weak, as long as I can do it, I am willing to sacrifice everything for the two of you. Jiushan, who came out of nowhere, put one hand on Qiu Thirteen's shoulder, and the other on Feng Zao's shoulder, and said categorically.
The light in Qiu Shisan's eyes became brighter and brighter, the curvature of the corners of his mouth softened, and he said, "The previous things are all in the past." ”
After speaking, he was stunned for a moment, in fact, he didn't expect that he could say these words so plainly, and now he seems to be relieved.
Feng Zao suddenly felt that there were some things that had to be asked clearly now, and if she missed today's opportunity, she might regret it.
She asked, "Do you want revenge?"
Qiu 13 nodded subconsciously, and then said with some annoyance: "This is Daddy and Auntie's wish, and it is also my ...... The value of existence, I must go. But you don't have to get involved, it's my own business, and I can deal with it if it has nothing to do with you. ”
Feng Zao was instantly annoyed, his eyes were about to erupt with fire, and he said, "Qiu Thirteen, if you say such things in the future, believe it or not, I will erase your surname and chop it up." If others practice you, are you willing to practice yourself? No matter what the reason for birth, everyone has the right to choose their own life when they come to this world.
You are willing to avenge them according to your father's wishes, but only if you are the son of man to repay them for the kindness of raising you. However, I tell you, the value of your existence is not just revenge, how can you look down on yourself so much!
You are willing to look at Qiu Thirteen like this, Cheng, but I don't want to. He is a living person, not a tool, and defining his value only as a vengeful existence is the greatest insult to him! Obviously, he still has a lot of time and a good tomorrow, his future has infinite possibilities, he is no longer alone, he is talented, he works hard and hard, even if his life is not brilliant, he should not exist only to fulfill the wishes of others.
Revenge or no revenge is not the point, the point is that it is your own choice.
You, understand?"
Feng Zao's eyes stared straight at Qiu Thirteen like a torch, and a fire seemed to be burning in her eyes, burning violently, burning her chest with a rush of anger.
She really can't see Qiu Thirteen like this, especially his parents are like that.
In a few words, he didn't say anything specific at all, but Feng Zao combined with the previous information fragments, and knew the root cause very clearly.
His parents clearly cultivated him as a tool for revenge, so they didn't care about his food, clothing, shelter and transportation, so they didn't care that he threw him into the drug den at a young age, so they didn't care that he himself would force his talent to increase through various external stimuli, so they didn't care that his heart longed for warmth and parental love, so they didn't care about his loneliness, so they didn't care about his pain......
Such parents are better than nothing, they don't regard him as a living person at all, and they don't regard him as their own flesh and blood relatives and dear children.
Feng Zao was poured the deepest love by her father and mother, which is also a pain that she can never forget, but Qiu Thirteen's parents are completely different. If you want her to say it, it is simply unbearable to be a father and mother, she is extremely resentful, if it is not for the scruples of Qiu Thirteen, she will definitely greet them.
Qiu Shisan was stunned, and suddenly his eyes were wet with hot tears, he lowered his head and hid the tears that wanted to snatch out his eyes, but it had the opposite effect, and the tears fell down.
Jiushan's heart was also very sore, he really didn't expect Qiu Shisan to have such a life experience, no wonder he was young, no, no wonder his size and figure were far worse than his peers, it was really hateful, it was his own child, and he couldn't bear to be treated like this.
"Thirteen, we are always willing to be your strong backing, do whatever you want to do, but everything must be done with your own life first. To be alive is to do one thing after another, and if there is an accident, there is almost nothing at all. ”
A big head suddenly appeared in his eyes blurred by tears, and Qiu 13 saw Jiushan put his head under his head, twisted his neck with difficulty and looked at him grimacingly and said, "Okay, don't cry your nose, wipe your tears." ”
Boom......
Jiushan stretched out his hand and was kicked on the ground, looking at Qiu Thirteen with some confusion and resentment.
Qiu Shisan's face had returned to normal when he raised his head, and he hummed, "Who is crying." Then he said to Feng Zao: "Eleven, thank you, I'm very happy." ”
He smiled very happily, and Jiushan, who was sitting on the ground, also smiled happily, looked at the two of them and said, "I'm so happy to meet you two." ”
A smile appeared on the corner of Feng Zao's mouth and said, "I'm also very happy to meet the two of you." ”
Qiu Shisan's eyes shook up with tears again, and he said, "I'm also very happy to meet you two." ”
Feng Zao smiled and said, "Thirteen, I'll say one more thing." You have to remember that revenge is at most just a journey of your life, and even a burden that weighs on you, when you leave this burden behind, you will really see how beautiful this day and this place are, and how happy life is. ”
Qiu 13 was silent for a while and said, "Okay." ”
Feng Zao didn't say more, he had been instilled for so many years, and he would definitely not be able to change his long-held mind for a while, but as long as he could listen to it, he would do it.
Although she was extremely reluctant to Qiu Thirteen thinking about revenge, his parents gave him the name "Qiu Thirteen", which was too hateful, and when it came to revenge, it made people feel that it was not simple, he was alone, and he didn't even have a force, how long would it take to avenge his parents, not to mention that there must be countless risks and unpredictable.
But she respects Qiu Thirteen's wishes, and will also provide help within her ability, Feng Zao sighed in his heart, I just hope that he will not be too persistent, in case the object of revenge is huge, don't bite the bullet.
It's just that she thought of her own situation, and shook her head a little gloomily, she herself is not the same, she is extremely persistent about her father's affairs. In fact, she is not Qiu Thirteen herself after all, she can't understand his mood and thoughts, it's just that she will help him anyway, I believe that Thirteen can also think clearly slowly, don't dwell on revenge, but delay herself.
His parents clearly cultivated him as a tool for revenge, so they didn't care about his food, clothing, shelter and transportation, so they didn't care that he threw him into the drug den at a young age, so they didn't care that he himself would force his talent to increase through various external stimuli, so they didn't care that his heart longed for warmth and parental love, so they didn't care about his loneliness, so they didn't care about his pain......
Such parents are better than nothing, they don't regard him as a living person at all, and they don't regard him as their own flesh and blood relatives and dear children.
Feng Zao was poured the deepest love by her father and mother, which is also a pain that she can never forget, but Qiu Thirteen's parents are completely different. If you want her to say it, it is simply unbearable to be a father and mother, she is extremely resentful, if it is not for the scruples of Qiu Thirteen, she will definitely greet them.
Qiu Shisan was stunned, and suddenly his eyes were wet with hot tears, he lowered his head and hid the tears that wanted to snatch out his eyes, but it had the opposite effect, and the tears fell down.
Jiushan's heart was also very sore, he really didn't expect Qiu Shisan to have such a life experience, no wonder he was young, no, no wonder his size and figure were far worse than his peers, it was really hateful, it was his own child, and he couldn't bear to be treated like this.
"Thirteen, we are always willing to be your strong backing, do whatever you want to do, but everything must be done with your own life first. To be alive is to do one thing after another, and if there is an accident, there is almost nothing at all. ”
A big head suddenly appeared in his eyes blurred by tears, and Qiu 13 saw Jiushan put his head under his head, twisted his neck with difficulty and looked at him grimacingly and said, "Okay, don't cry your nose, wipe your tears." ”
Jiushan stretched out his hand and was kicked on the ground, looking at Qiu Thirteen with some confusion and resentment.
Qiu Shisan's face had returned to normal when he raised his head, and he hummed, "Who is crying." Then he said to Feng Zao: "Eleven, thank you, I'm very happy." ”
He smiled very happily, and Jiushan, who was sitting on the ground, also smiled happily, looked at the two of them and said, "I'm so happy to meet you two." ”
A smile appeared on the corner of Feng Zao's mouth and said, "I'm also very happy to meet the two of you." ”
Feng Zao smiled and said, "Thirteen, I'll say one more thing." You have to remember that revenge is at most just a journey of your life, and even a burden that weighs on you, when you leave this burden behind, you will really see how beautiful this day and this place are, and how happy life is. ”