Chapter Seventy-Four: Somewhere in My Heart

The white moonlight in that place not only gave a touch of light to the dark world, but also shone into an untouchable place in people's hearts.

Do you know? Zhao Xiaoba's mind kept echoing a question, he wanted to tell the person who was thousands of miles away, didn't you know

"I once liked a girl who was once a childhood sweetheart who accompanied me through my youth."

Looking at Zhao Xiaoba under the moon, he took a sip of the wine bowl and sent it to his mouth with deep recollection, as if he was urging the cowardice in his heart with the strength of the wine, and the noisy Zhu Xishi sat next to him, and suddenly became extremely quiet, and even the breathing between his mouth and nose was lightened.

In the face of other people's memories, she understands very well that she must give full consideration and respect.

"The first time I met her was when I was 10 years old. At that time, Zhao Xiaoba, who was ignorant and ignorant, did not learn much about the self-cultivation of the sages, relying on the favor and connivance of his family, he was a well-known little bully in Lin'an. ”

"At that time, her brother was not pleasing to the eye, and he hit me against, so he beat her brother severely; Due to the friendship between the two families, adults naturally do not interfere with the children's play. But in the face of her younger brother's grievances and the adult's indifference, she stepped forward to stand up for her younger brother; Not only was he not afraid that I was a boy, but he also had a big fight with me. It's funny, I actually got into a fight with a girl. ”

The two little ones were the most unguessed, looking at Zhao Xiaoba, who was talking about a person, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile faintly, Zhu Xishi knew that his childhood memories were the treasures in his heart. He didn't say much, but picked up the flask and refilled his empty bowl with a bowl of wine.

"The child's temper is generally changed like the summer weather, and this girl's provocation not only did not make us tie the strings, but made us a pair of righteous friends. I appreciate her straightforwardness, as stubborn as I am, as long as we think it is right, we will fight for it. ”

"I, she, and my two brothers-in-law, a brother-in-law, and the five of us gradually merged into a small group, and completely implemented our young 'righteous feelings' in Lin'an City, and slowly formed an inseparable affection. There are blessings and hardships to share, our immature little hands held each other like this, and walked through that period of laughter and ridicule together. ”

"No matter how unwilling we may be, we have to grow up, and under the constraints of this worldly dogma, we grow up and become our own adults. It's just that she's slowly changing."

The smile on the corner of his mouth was not as relaxed as before, and there was a faint helplessness in Zhu Xishi's eyes. She has changed, weighing in Zhu Xishi's heart, it is a kind of helplessness of a bystander, not to mention who will not change? In this world, there is no one who is always the same.

"Is she getting bad?"

couldn't bear Zhao Xiaoba's silence, Zhu Xishi still asked softly, but he suddenly noticed his abruptness, covered his mouth embarrassedly, and followed him to silence under the moonlight.

For a long time, it seemed that Zhao Xiaoba remembered Zhu Xishi's previous question, but he lowered his head and looked up at Mingyue and shook it.

"It's not that it's getting bad, it's that it's becoming more and more alien to me, and it's becoming more and more incomprehensible. She has more sentimentality that the boy's family can't experience, more the man's uncertain silence, more men's unpredictable desire to talk and stop, and she has a lot of self that I can't see clearly, just like a piece of flawless jade that has been polished, with many more edges and corners, and it is between me and her. ”

"Maybe this is the difference between men and women, one has to learn to guess, the other has to learn to hide. You tell me? ”

Finally, Zhao Xiaoba asked herself rhetorically and gave Zhu Xishi a chance to speak, but she found that she couldn't answer at all at the moment, the relationship between men and women was already delicate, who could distinguish between Ding and Mao clearly?

"When I was with her, she was always very silent and careful, and I was also distressed about what she was afraid of. You know, when a person you've known for many years suddenly opens up to being no longer so open, it's an extremely depressing thing, especially for someone like me, who guesses the most annoying thing. ”

"When I was puzzled, my brother-in-law gave me a reminder, and the reason why she was so silent was because she liked me. When my eldest brother woke up, I gradually realized that if a woman suddenly becomes reserved, she has someone she likes, because she doesn't want to be assimilated by the cognition she is accustomed to, and wants to change the way she looks in my heart. ”

"And after thinking about her changes, I also understood that I cared about her so much, so we naturally came together, from childhood sweethearts in the eyes of others to a pair of lovers with similar hearts."

I hope that the two hearts are the same, how many people in the world have the good intentions of lovers, but Zhu Xishi knew that this wish was beautiful, but the reality was cruel, otherwise Zhao Xiaoba would not be here at this time, drinking and remembering the past.

"And how did you get separated?"

A bucket of full wine, Zhao Xiaoba didn't blink his eyes, and sent it all into his stomach, but this warm osmanthus wine didn't seem to warm his heart, but made his eyes even colder.

Supporting the back of his hand, Zhao Xiaoba wiped away the remaining wine from the corner of his mouth, and lightly returned to Zhu Xishi.

"I don't know why. Three years ago, she went to Daikin without leaving a word and married a person with a prominent status, what else can I ask if you say she did this? A qiē seems so redundant. ”

A good couple, but the woman suddenly left the country without saying a word and married a stranger, which is indeed a great blow to people who are not aware of it. Zhu Xishi wanted to excuse the woman in his memory, but he was also poor in words, and marrying someone represented the end of the marriage.

"Judging by the way you look, I can't forget her, right?"

sighed inexplicably, a story that ended a little bleakly, Zhu Xishi didn't expect that a man with such an outstanding demeanor as Zhao Xiaoba would also have such a relationship. A couple who have no guesses, it was a good story, but he lost to a stranger, which was too uproaring.

Zhu Xishi suddenly realized that there is no absolute strong person in the relationship, only the enemy who caught him off guard.

"I'm not a stone, memory is something that will stay with you for a lifetime, and if you can forget it cleanly, that's big talk, unless you don't pay at all. I only believe that time can dilute a qiē. ”

"That's a good point, Zhao Xiaoba. The past does not have any power, and it cannot break through the confusion of the past, but it will only become more passive and embarrassing. ”

Picking up the warm wine jug, Zhu Xishi poured the wine and said dryly: "Come, I respect you!" I salute those who don't know how to cherish the negative people, and at the same time, I also respect the sisters in the world. ”

"Why do you want to respect the sisters in the world?"

Looking at Zhao Xiaoba, who was stunned, Zhu Xishi smiled even more happily, and poured the wine bowl in the hands of the two of them to the brim.

"Because, the sisters have a good man to rob again."

"Cut!"

was immediately amused by Zhu Xishi's nonsensical words, silently dispelling the previous depression in his heart.

"Where there is no grass at the end of the world, why love a flower? Zhao Xiaoba, remember my sister's words, the rivers and mountains of the Great Song Dynasty are a big garden, and if you want to find a daughter-in-law in the future, you must find a red, big, and beautiful flower! Dry! ”

Before he could swallow a sip of wine, Zhao Xiaoba staggered and squirted, what do you mean to be red, big, and beautiful?! Pick an Oiran