Chapter 30: Don't Believe in Heaven, Don't Believe in Fate

In the darkness, the sound of ticking water constantly echoes in the seemingly confined space, muffled, with an indescribable length and oppression.

Although she couldn't see anyone, Purple Kite could feel that she was in the darkness, and her body was cold.

Slowly, the ticking sound of water leakage became louder and louder, and gradually merged into a stream of water, overwhelmingly surging in, about to engulf the purple kite entirely!

"Ahh She looked up and found herself cowering in Mo Siyu's arms.

It is a dark cave located between two steep slopes of different heights, the lower one alone at the entrance of the cave, leaving only a narrow opening. That's how they fell in. The water flowed down the mouth of the cave and went out along the mouth of the cave, so the purple kite dreamed of the water in her dreams.

The purple kite breathed a sigh of relief, it was good that it was not flooded. But their current situation is not necessarily good. The hole they fell into was too narrow for them to climb out without the help of outside manpower.

Mo Siyou leaned against the mountain wall with the purple kite in his arms, quietly closed his beautiful eyes, his long eyelashes were covered and lazily drooped on his handsome face. It's just that they just rolled down the hillside, and they were both dirty all over their bodies. But he always hugged her tightly. Because of the struggle of the purple kite to wake up from the nightmare, Mo Siyou also opened his eyes, glanced at the purple kite, and asked lightly, "Awake?"

"Master......" Purple Kite remembered that he had just rushed up desperately to save himself, and his heart was overflowing with a trace of sourness and sweetness.

"I've just taken a cursory look at it, and you shouldn't have any external injuries on your body. Do you feel uncomfortable?" Mo Siyou's face wore a look of exhaustion.

In fact, the purple kite knew that he had just fallen down the hillside, and he had protected himself all the way, and if he was injured, almost all of them were injured on him. Otherwise, in this wilderness, he would never have slept with low vigilance.

The purple kite looked up at him, there was a faint blood mark on the side of his cheek, and he didn't know how many more scars there would be on his body...... The purple kite pursed her lips and said, "Yes." Hurt. ”

Mo Si was stunned. This line seems to be very familiar, and he remembers the next sentence, but he still can't help asking, "Where does it hurt?"

Purple Kite raised her hand, gently stroked the blood on his face, frowned and said, "It's distressing to see you injured." ”

Her concerned eyes made the hidden string in Mo Siyou's heart be touched again. Her ambiguous words will make him cranky. It used to be so close that he thought it was a love he didn't understand before. But then he found out that he still didn't understand. In her eyes, he is just a master, a relative but not a ...... People who love people.

Mo Siyou felt that her heart seemed to be a little sullen and breathless, and it took a while to calm down, grab her wrist, and stop the slightly cool fingers swiping on her face. Seeing her innocent expression that was stunned for a moment, Mo Siyou had no choice but to turn his face away, and said lightly: "It's not in the way." ”

His dodging movements and look made Purple Kite's throat tense. She tried to keep her sour eyes open, so that tears did not fall, and said in a hoarse voice: "How long will you be so indifferent to me? If I do something wrong, you can scold me, you can punish me, but don't ignore me! Master......

She tugged at his sleeve like a child waiting to be forgiven.

The picture at this moment, just like that year, she broke her favorite gonghou, and he snubbed her for most of the month. Then she fell seriously ill, and when she woke up, she saw him standing by the bedside, threw herself into his arms and cried, "Master, I was wrong, you can punish me, but ...... Don't want me ......" He gently touched her head, a barely audible sigh slipping out of his mouth.

Purple Kite can't remember how many days have passed since that scene, but the confusion of that half moon is still as clear as yesterday in the long years she has spent in her life.

Now she is looking at Mo Siyou, just like looking at that time, Mo asked. The same face, the same cold and alienated, the same unpredictable. Maybe it's just because they have the same heart beating in their chests, a heart wrapped in ice. She tried hard to warm it up, but in the end, she only frostbitten her hand.

Mo Siyou's eyes looked at nothingness, and what he looked at now was meaningless in his eyes. He didn't even dare to turn to look at that face, perhaps for fear that the tears on that face would sting his heart again. If he could, why didn't he want to treat her like before? But he was only afraid that if his feelings moved, he would never recover, and if he said it, even this master-apprentice relationship would be difficult to maintain. At that point, what reason should he use to keep her by his side again?

He clenched the jade flute in his hand, held back the emotions in his heart, and sighed faintly: "You didn't do anything wrong, I was wrong." It's me who thinks I'm ......" Mo Siyou's Adam's apple moved, swallowing back the remaining half of the sentence.

It's that he shouldn't think that she also likes him, like the love that people often say on weekdays, it's a love that allows two people to exchange bodies and souls with each other to do the most intimate things in the world.

Such thoughts haunted his mind, and he kept thinking about the day he lingered on her body. So he had to stop his thoughts, otherwise, when the yang flame on his body invaded his body and he couldn't control himself again, he really couldn't imagine what would happen. If he hurt her because of this, he would be uneasy for the rest of his life.

Mo Siyu thought about all this honestly to himself, lowered his eyes gloomily, and then said, "...... We are just masters and apprentices, if we are too close, I am afraid that it will lead people to misunderstanding, which is not good for you. ”

The hope in the purple kite's eyes was shattered in an instant. She endured the tremor on her lips, gritted her teeth and said, "You saved me today and fell down this hillside with me, is it just because of your so-called master-apprentice relationship?"

"You are my apprentice, so I naturally want to protect you. If one day you find a lover, I will be relieved. Mo Siyou didn't know how he could say such a thing that he would never say on a daily basis, and he didn't notice the sour and frustrated tone in his words. But he meant it. If one day, there is a man who loves her and she loves dearly, and takes her away from herself......

The sudden hesitation in his heart made Mo Siyou stop thinking like this. He even thought a little selfishly that if he could, let her stay by his side for the rest of his life......

Purple Kite heard the most desperate words in his answer.

Does he want her to love someone else? Because he won't love her for the rest of his life? Is she just a dispensable person who can leave someone else at any time?

What was the thousand-year wait? What was his promise again and again? And what was the reason she was here now?

"Do you want to push me away like that? My lover is only you! I don't want anyone but you!"

The purple kite tore her throat and shouted uncontrollably, as if she had exhausted all her strength. She couldn't hold back the tears that welled up in her eyes, but they were the last tears she wanted him to see, so she turned and ran into the cave.

Mo Siyu was really stunned for a moment, and his mind was buzzing. He didn't seem to have reacted to Purple Kite's words, and the suddenness made him unable to think about it, as if he had become a target, but he was shot in the heart without paying attention.

His mind echoed what she had said.

Beloved...... Only......

Mo Siyou seemed to have been beaten in the heart, and the violent contraction made his body tremble.

"Girl!"

When he reacted, he stumbled after him, but his feet were vain and weak. It is impossible to say that his body is not injured when he rolled down the slope before, not to mention that his body has not fully recovered in the first place. And in this wilderness, to take care of that girl, he had been enduring it by himself before, but he didn't expect to fall asleep unconsciously. Now he felt that his body was a little overwhelmed.

The purple kite disappeared into the darkness in the blink of an eye.

A nameless wind blew in the cold cave, hovering around. The water dripping from the stone wall, drop by drop, fell into the puddle on the ground, making a crisp sound, and after being magnified by the empty cave, it seeped into the bone marrow and spread a trace of cool breath.

The purple kite didn't know where she had run, and she didn't realize that there was a fork in the road in the cave. She just stopped in a quiet place, and then one of them began to cry uncontrollably. All along, the last thing she wanted him to see was her weak side in the face of him.

She thought that one day he would see for himself, and that he would understand the woman who had been waiting beside him for a long time, so she waited for five hundred years, and another five hundred years in exchange for a reunion with him, but why did he still just treat her as a polite and alienated person like others?

The purple kite trembled slightly, a cloud of black gas appeared in her palm, and she originally wanted to find a punching bag casually, but the overflowing sadness made her unable to lift up a little strength, and the black mist slowly dissipated again. She crouched down, buried her head in her knees, and sobbed softly.

Yes, in front of him, she has always been weak, and the most willful is nothing more than breaking a musical instrument. And what about him, every time he gave her a glimmer of hope, he resolutely extinguished it. Is this a punishment from God? But what did she do wrong? Isn't it enough to make her an orphan, and even the last bit of her existence will be taken away? If there is no him, if there is no love, what is the use of wanting these thousands of years of life?

"I don't believe in any heavens! I don't believe in any fate!"

The purple kite cried out to herself into the depths of the cave. If there is really such a catastrophe between her and him, even if she is crushed, she will run towards him without hesitation!

As soon as she finished speaking, a cool female voice suddenly came from the dark corner.

"Hehe, what an arrogant little witch~"