Speaking of Zhao Wu, I do owe her, at that time she and Hu Hai were also the people I cared about, if Hu Hai was not the successor of Yingzheng, maybe I could really raise him as my own son.

"It's not something to praise when you think about the emotions of your elders at a young age, although you are becoming more and more calm, but in the end, you should know how not to talk about the emotions of your father and the concubine." I said to him coldly.

Hu Hai didn't care about my words, he looked at the scenery outside the car, and asked me, "Can't you say it?" Hai'er's mother didn't say that she couldn't comment on the legend of the Xibian mother.

Oh, and speaking of the mothers—the mothers of Hai'er have lost their precious futures and lives because of you, and they have paid a terrible price for your glory and purpose, and you can't help but you don't seem to care about the fact that they have paid? ”

He attributed the responsibility for Suo Yi's loss of the child to me, thinking that Suo Yi and Zhao Wu were the same people who were held hostage by me, but even if they gave the most important thing in a woman's life, I didn't feel pity at all.

I don't know that this point of cherishing and attaching importance to Hu Hai, who once thought I was beautiful and kind, was extremely unacceptable, so when he had to accept it, the rebellious mentality in his heart couldn't help but magnify to the extreme of confrontation.

"What do you want to say, saying that they have lost their future and lives as a result of this palace?" I asked.

More or less because of me, Zhao Wu and Suo Yi will cause a tragedy, but Hu Hai said this about me, I am really wronged.

Hu Hai doesn't think so. He replied directly: "You can't say that it's so straightforward, can you?" ”

His rhetorical question illustrates his affirmative attitude towards my questioning.

Hu Hai had a good relationship with me when I was young, but later Zhao Wu died in vain, and he listened to the purposeful teachings of Mrs. Xinjing, Suo Yi and others, which led to a "new" understanding and view of me, which I did not try to change. Because I know that we will eventually go to the opposite side, but at this point we will start to be opposed, and we will really not get along with each other when Yingzheng is in the same car with us.

"It's not what you think." I didn't explain too much, just lightly told the truth.

Hu Hai once unconditionally thought that I was good, but in fact, I was very moved, and I felt the sensitivity and fragility of the psychology of this child who was favored by Yingzheng, if it weren't for his historical status, I really didn't plan to alienate him.

"Do you want to say that they all died innocently and have nothing to do with you?" He felt that my words were simply so pale and contentless that he felt was a weak explanation.

"This palace has no intention of wanting anyone to die." Again, I said lightly.

When I first came to the Qin Palace, everyone here was my senior, and they were all the concubines of Yingzheng who had nothing to do with me. I had no intention or power to fight against them, so I had no incentive to fight them, and even if I did target anyone, it was because my life was in danger that I had to live and resist. If they can keep me alive, they really won't die, at least not at my hands.

"But she's dead." Hu Hai suddenly accentuated his tone.

Mentioning Zhao Wu's death, his jaw-dropping expression after many years still can't help but feel distressed, if it weren't for me, if Zhao Wu was still there. Even if Hu Hai will not be particularly loved by Yingzheng over the years, he can be cared for by his biological mother.

I understand his thoughts and grievances. But I can't really help him.

"Your mothers and concubines serve in front of the palace together, and the contact on weekdays cannot be avoided, but they are by no means people that the palace can't tolerate, Mrs. Wu's death and Mrs. Suo's injury are deeply regrettable in the palace, but their days need to be lived by themselves, and how they live is not something that the palace can control, do you believe it, I hope they can live better than them."

I said this very sincerely, I was once very tired by Zhao Wu and Suo Yi's so-called "giving up yourself to help me". Especially Zhao Wu, whose death weighed me down like a heavy burden. I even felt that it was better for her to stand by and leave me to fend for myself, so I told Hu Hai that I was more sincere than they wanted them to be.

Hu Hai obviously couldn't believe it.

"Whatever comes out of your mouth is convincing, Hai'er could have agreed with you because of your clever words, but fortunately, the master told Hai'er about your crime earlier, otherwise you would really be fooled by you today, and be stupid and loyal to you again." He sneered.

There are two important points in this informational statement, except that Hu Hai no longer trusts me, I pay more attention to the other one.

"Zhao Changshi? What did he tell you about Hongu? "I listened carefully to what Hu Hai had to say.

Lin Jixiang taught Hu Hai and Chang Man the knowledge and etiquette of the world, there should be no extradition point on me, but Hu Hai said that he talked to Hu Hai about me, and it seems that more than once the depth of the situation, this phenomenon makes me nervous - I can't control what Lin Jixiang wants me to be in front of whom, but he can have the ability to successfully shape the image he wants me to be.

Hu Hai didn't think that I had ulterior motives when I asked about Lin Jixiang, he just said that I just cared about other people's opinions.

"He said that you have a hard time to help yourself, people are mixed in the palace, how can you not be contaminated with some vulgarity, he said these words to Hai'er, and I want to come to your baby princess has also heard it, otherwise she would not be so difficult to make such a difficult journey unwilling to share the car with you, you know, she never left her father on the previous journey."

It is useless for Chang Man to care about me and me, although I will be sad about her attitude towards me, but I also accept it, so Hu Hai's purpose of hitting me has not been perfectly achieved, but what he said about Lin Jixiang is painful for me.

Lin Jixiang said naked in front of Hu Hai that I was infected with the blood of his mother Zhao Wu, and it involved Zhao Wu to win Hu Hai's heart - no wonder Hu Hai was so convinced that I was at fault.

"You are very convinced of your master."

Although Lin Jixiang has convincing unlimited ability, Hu Hai is not a child anymore, and it takes skill to be so convinced of him, and when I asked this sentence, it was actually a little sour, Hu Hai trusted Lin Jixiang so much, and Hu Hai's words in Lin Jixiang's plan after that were indeed very unfavorable to Yingzheng.

Hu Hai is Ying Zheng's beloved youngest son, how can he reverse the past to hurt Ying Zheng and destroy Ying Zheng's hard work, this is more sad than Lin Jixiang personally defeating Ying Zheng. (To be continued.) )