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There are some things that can be doomed as long as you take that step. This sounds a bit alarmist, but in Lin Xingchen's opinion, there is still some truth in this. At least Lin Xingchen felt that it was still necessary to insist on his fake Qinggao.

Looking at Jiang Shuying, who looked like a gentleman, even if the physiological function told Lin Xingchen, what was he thinking at the moment. But reason, who has the upper hand, has experienced the realm of 'calm and natural coolness'.

felt that Jiang Shuying at this moment was like a little devil with horns on his head, constantly tempting him to sink in. But Lin Xingchen, who came to his senses, already understood what choice he should make.

A wicked smile appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Senior sister, are you really ready?" ”

When Jiang Shuying was slightly stunned, Lin Xingchen suddenly took her into his arms and kissed her fiercely. didn't even give Jiang Shuying too many chances to refuse, and his hands were not idle, touching the towering top that he was really obsessed with.

Just when Jiang Shuying suddenly felt that this feeling made her not as easy to accept as she imagined. Lin Xingchen opened the door with his backhand, and directly withdrew from the room and said with a smile: "Senior sister, I already feel it." Very good, good night! ”

Saying this, Lin Xingchen directly closed the door in Jiang Shuying's stunned eyes. Apparently happy, he returned to his room. Jiang Shuying didn't understand at all, why did Lin Xingchen retreat halfway?

The warmth at the corners of the mouth is still there, and the feeling on the chest is still there. This qiē seemed clear, but suddenly everything disappeared. Jiang Shuying, who made the half-ring reaction, couldn't help but grit her teeth and said, "Lin Xingchen, you dare to play me!" ”

But when he said this, Jiang Shuying suddenly laughed again. Anyway. When Lin Xingchen kissed her before, and even began to scare her, she could feel the resistance in her heart.

I want to try it, but it's really two different feelings. In this way, Lin Xingchen directly told Jiang Shuying. He was a very ordinary man. But he is also a man with principles and discipline.

A kiss and a pair of claws, more of a warning to Jiang Shuying. And Lin Xingchen believes that after tonight's incident, Jiang Shuying must consider the consequences if he wants to set himself on fire.

In this kind of thing, a woman is never as bold as she thinks. Even if Jiang Shuying's love for her was very fierce, Lin Xingchen knew that she was not as calm as she was in her heart. It's more about borrowing the strength of wine to vent the depression in my heart.

Maybe he can not kiss. You can even not scratch it. But in Lin Xingchen's opinion, the result of not doing anything will cause endless troubles. And he believes that after tonight's incident, Jiang Shuying should be honest.

As Lin Xingchen guessed, looking at the closed door, Jiang Shuying felt instead. She guessed the beginning, but not the end. She is very accurate in asking herself. I also felt frustrated for the first time. This Lin Xingchen is indeed extraordinary!

And Lin Xingchen, who returned to his room, looked at his lower body, which was still strong. I couldn't help but say, "Brother, I'm sorry!" I want to do it with you, but some meat is uneatable! Bear with me! ”

As he spoke, Lin Xingchen walked directly into the bathroom to take a shower. began to use cold water to cool down the fiery body and heart. With today's experience, Lin Xingchen believes that in the future, when facing all kinds of temptations. He's going to be more resistant than ever.

After taking a shower, Lin Xingchen found that his mood was really much calmer. Filled with a cup of hot coffee, he stood at the window. I also began to reflect quietly and be reborn to the present.

The experience of his previous life really helped him a lot. can be the same. The failure in his previous life made him not have much self-confidence. Even if the results he is doing now have made many people look sideways, he still lacks confidence.

Just as there is a saying in later generations, 'Dick * silk is dick * silk, and you will never become rich and handsome', after being reborn, he may be like this. obviously has the capital of being rich and handsome, but he hides an inferiority complex.

Whether it is facing Zhao Siji or Yang Mi, Lin Xingchen seems to lack confidence to suffer from gains and losses. Replaced by a truly confident rich and handsome, will they have the psychology of zài?

I am fortunate to have gained, but I have lost my life!

After realizing that his life has changed in this life, and even incidentally changed the trajectory of many people's lives. How can it be possible to realize the dreams of your own two lives, and to let others go on the same trajectory as your previous life?

Lin Xingchen, who thought about these things clearly, is also very grateful to Jiang Shuying for his words tonight. She asked Lin Xingchen to really think clearly, and living a wonderful life for his dream is the most important thing in his life.

What about stepping on two boats? If there are capable people in this world, why should they step on two boats? Speaking of which, people who don't have the ability don't have a chance to step on it! Why, then, did he live with such fear every day?

Go your own way and let others do the talking!

From the day he was reborn, he was an alternative being. In this case, what is the surprise of doing something different? As long as he has a clear conscience, why should he be cautious?

As he said in the short film, the journey of dreams is destined to be lonely, and there will inevitably be ridicule and cold reception. But so what? With the capital of rebirth, what else is there to fear?

Thinking of this, Lin Xingchen took out his mobile phone and made up a text message, but chose two numbers to send. Although it was only three words, a girl soon texted back, and another girl called directly.

It was Zhao Siji who replied to the text message, and she also felt very satisfied in the face of Lin Xingchen's sudden 'I love you'. One more word, and then he fell asleep with a heart full of sweetness. 'I love you too!' ’

was a very simple and ordinary answer, but it made Zhao Siji feel very down-to-earth. As for Yang Mi, who was far away in the Beiying dormitory, she saw this text message. I called directly and said, "Alien, how can you send this kind of text message, your brain is burned out!" ”

Listening to Yang Mi's laughter and scolding, but he couldn't hide his joy, Lin Xingchen also smiled and said, "Mimi, haven't you rested yet?" It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly figured something out and felt like I wanted to tell you something. ”

Yang Mi said this in her heart a little, but said directly: "You guy, why are you so honest?" You're talking about you, aren't you the one I look at you? Aren't you intent on blocking me by saying this? ”

'Mimi, you should know that this is the me you know. If I can't lie to you at every turn, will you still fall in love with me? I used to feel that while I loved you, I also loved Siji, and I felt a little guilty.

This kind of guilt makes me actually unable to find myself when I face you. Even if I try my best to make up for the guilt I have for you. But in fact, it has become something to make amends.

This kind of me not only makes you feel unreal, but also makes me feel like I have lost myself. is originally a amorous person, why do you want to be like an infatuated lover, so you always feel self-deceptive.

Love is sinless, but we add guilt to the love we should enjoy, so how can we love happily? It's not the love you'd expect, and it's not the love I'd like to see. Is that right? ’

Such words made Yang Mi suddenly say with some worry: "Xingchen, are you going to tell her about us?" ”

Lin Xingchen also said directly: "Maybe!" Maybe when the time comes, I'll explain it to her. If she or you really feel that such a person is not worthy of your love. Then I should probably feel lucky for you!

Mimi, maybe my words will make you feel that you have changed too much. But I must say, I want to be a good man. But in fact, it's hard to be a good man. In the future, I may not even know myself.

Even I can't see my future clearly, and you who love me, I don't dare to say anything about your future. Is this me still worthy of your love? You really have to think about it!

Rational and sincere, sometimes it is difficult to make a choice. But in this world, sometimes we have to choose between the two. And today's awakening may have made me choose to be myself again, and I don't want to live like this.

Those who love me say that I am worried, and those who do not love me say that I want nothing. No one in the world is perfect, and I just want to be a person who has my own. As I said, I love you, that's what I really mean, that's what I want to say. ”

Suddenly, Lin Xingchen, who felt much happier when he said this. Soon Yang Mi said in a deep voice: "Xingchen, do you want to break up with me?" Why, all of a sudden, such a thing was said? Do I make you feel guilty? ”

'Mimi, you should know if I have true love for you. When I say these things tonight, I just feel that I suddenly want to understand something, and I feel that I should tell you. Sometimes, letting go may be love.

But I'm not used to letting go, on the contrary, I will do my best to make the people I love happy. Of course, if you feel that such love cannot be afforded. Then I will leave with a smile and wish you to find the happiness that truly belongs to you. ’

Faced with such words, Yang Mi suddenly said a little angry: "Lin Xingchen, you are a bastard!" ”

For some reason, Yang Mi, who suddenly felt very angry, hung up the phone directly. For her, she could understand the meaning of Lin Xingchen's words. But she really didn't know how to answer such a question.

In fact, as she and Lin Xingchen came together, she could feel Lin Xingchen's accommodation to her and his care for her. But in Yang Mi's opinion, it seems that Lin Xingchen intends to make up for it.

Today, when she heard Lin Xingchen confess this, she found that sometimes telling the truth is also hurtful. Even this made Yang Mi feel that she was really wronged. After all, in this love, she has suffered enough grievances.

As the phone was hung up, a wry smile also appeared on the corner of Lin Xingchen's mouth. He knew that Yang Mi was really angry this time. But what's the use of keeping some things hidden?

Instead of letting the two of them feel guilty and enjoy this kind of love, it is better to let go of a qiē to enjoy. If you can't let go, then you have to separate. Life is like this, no matter how cruel the decision is, sometimes it has to be done. Isn't it? (To be continued......)