The place where the stairs turn was curved, and Bai Bingbing and I stood facing each other as far as possible. Standing at this turn, I could look down on the people and cars on the street through the light blue glass, and since I didn't know what she was trying to say to me, I was more passive, so I had to look sideways through the glass wall to enjoy the scenery outside.

The development of the city is changing with each passing day, and the high-rise buildings are uneven, scattered, magnificent, and gorgeous. At a glance, you can feel that the outside world is really exciting! The outside world is not what it used to be!

Bai Bingbing also looked out along the line of sight of my gaze, his eyes flickering with hesitation, as if he had not yet made up his mind to say or not.

I was standing opposite Bai Bingbing, with my hands in my trouser pockets at a loss, and secretly turned my head to look at Bai Bingbing, and found that she seemed to be very worried today.

We stood silently like this for a long time, I didn't know what Bai Bingbing was going to say to me, so it was inconvenient to ask her. And she didn't seem to be in a hurry to speak, so we just stood awkwardly opposite each other, letting the minutes pass, and letting the stalemate cast an ambiguous atmosphere over the bend of the staircase.

"Bingbing, you seem to have a lot on your mind today, have you suffered any grievances? Why don't you speak up and see if I can help you? ”

Bai Bingbing slowly turned her head, raised her head slightly, and turned her face directly to me, "I really don't know how to tell you!" I really said it, don't you laugh at me? ”

I'm going to laugh at you! My face was hot, and I immediately felt something coming. A girl, especially a girl who had once shown her heart in front of me, suddenly replied in shame in front of me. I think that the content of the topic will definitely be inseparable from the relationship between men and women!

Of course it was hard for me! If Bai Bingbing opens her mouth to confess to me again, I really don't know how to refuse her!

After all, she had hinted at me, but she didn't get a response from me. Now, she has broken the kettle and confessed to me again, which shows how determined she is to dare to confess to me again! This is at the risk of bleeding from her head, how can I bear to break her heart?

Seeing that my demeanor was becoming more and more unnatural, Bai Bingbing smiled very sadly, and then opened his mouth to comfort me: "Don't be nervous, in fact, it's not something that makes you very embarrassed, look at your appearance, it seems that I have made you embarrassed before I say anything." ”

"I, I...... Have it? ”

"Okay, okay, I'm down to business, that's it, I'...... Actually, it's not small. Recently, my parents kept asking me about my marriage, and it just so happened that a sister wanted to introduce me to a boyfriend! You say, "Shall I see it or not?" Bai Bingbing suddenly stopped when she said this, the meaning was too obvious, it was nothing more than that I said no, which means that I promised her; When I said go, it was equivalent to rejecting her again! I'm not stupid, how can I not understand what she means?

"Of course you want to meet him, maybe he's your real destiny? In this way, if you don't see it, won't you miss the opportunity in vain? Besides, why should you hang yourself from a tree for such a beautiful girl? You say, don't you? "I said so much in one breath that even I felt incredible! Why am I so ruthless? Push it clean like that?

Although, from a practical point of view, I would be rational and sensible in saying this. But such a persuasion without retention or tactfulness will inevitably hurt Bai Bingbing's heart!

Sure enough, after Bai Bingbing listened to me, his expression immediately changed, as if he didn't know me, and said, "Really? If you say so, I should have met the man right tonight! ”

From Bai Bingbing's tone, I couldn't hardly hear how disappointed she was in me. I looked at Bai Bingbing in astonishment, and when I heard her resolutely say that she wanted to meet the strange man, my heart was unnaturally filled with a sour taste. Since the facts are wise, why should I be jealous again?

"Bingbing, that man, it can't be Chen Yideng, right?" I asked tentatively, my eyes watching her expression, to see if I was right.

"Go, go, what Chen Yideng! Could it be that apart from him, this girl has no choice? Besides, I don't have much interest in secondary goods. ”

"Oh. What does that man do? Do I know anyone I know? "Somehow, I suddenly felt the urgency to know what kind of person this man was! I don't know what kind of psychology I have, but in short, there is a feeling that Bai Bingbing is about to leave me.

Bai Bingbing glanced at me, "Since you want me to meet you, what does it have to do with you?" ”

I'm speechless. I was a little uncomfortable in a panic......

The campaign to click on the exchange of virtual currency to buy recommended places on the website is progressing smoothly. The number of clicks on the whole site has exploded, and the business has become popular, and the revenue is even more overjoyed.

This event led to a number of firsts for the website. Such as clicking to create the first station since then; Traffic first; No. 1 in terms of business volume; Revenue generation first. also gave out a monthly bonus for the first time, and the lowest grade also got 2,000 yuan, and the website suddenly cheered, saying that Tang Yanxin had a good leadership, so that the website ran towards the sunny and broad road.

Of course, Tang Yanxin knew who came up with the idea of buying virtual currency for the recommendation position. Because of this, her eyes were very bright and ambiguous when she looked at me.

Tang Yanxin is a person with clear rewards and punishments, in addition to rewarding me with 30,000 yuan for the financial register, the two technicians who developed this software were also rewarded with 20,000 yuan each. The website is filled with an atmosphere of unity, common interests, and great joy.

In addition, she solemnly convened a team meeting and announced that I would also serve as the editor-in-chief of the second editorial department. Finally, she also asked Chen Yideng's opinion, what do you think of this appointment?

Chen Yideng is actually a wall of grass, and the wind blows on both sides. Mr. Ma, who was with him back then, had died very ugly, it was simply a dilapidated appearance of sweeping the floor, and he never contacted Chen Yideng again, and it is estimated that there is no way to go after leaving the door of the website, although Chen Yideng looks very annoying on weekdays. But the way of survival still taught him to know how to see the wind and make the rudder, and the survival of the fittest.

immediately put down a smile, and nodded and said, "Editor-in-Chief Tang's decision is wise. I am a strong supporter of it, and I am very much in favor of it. Besides, if it weren't for Director Qiu's idea of buying virtual currency to recommend the activity, we probably wouldn't have won so many bonuses today! Right? Editor-in-Chief Tang and Director Qiu? Therefore, there is nothing to say about the ability to live there. ”

Tang Yanxin also immediately showed a satisfied expression, and announced that this part-time job is temporary, and after the meeting, when everyone returns to their respective editorial offices, they can tell the editors that an editor-in-chief position is waiting for them, please work hard!

Of course, I understand that this is the bait that Tang Yanxin has cast, so that the fish that smell the smell will come and coax them to eat. You can say that this is a stimulus measure, but it is also a means to lure employees into selling their lives. In short, Tang Yanxin has a very good set of websites. There is also a lot of credit for this, so in private, Tang Yanxin's appreciation of me is commendable, and I can really feel it.

But, strangely, I couldn't be happier. Really, not at all!

There was a sense of loss in my heart, and I didn't even know what that loss was. It stands to reason that I already have Tang Yanxin, or to be precise, Tang Yanxin and I are in a hazy stage of mutual affection. A beautiful and capable girl like Tang Yanxin is the object that many people dream of!

And I've had a deep contact with her. Whether it's at work or in life. So, what do I have to lose? Is it because of Bai Bingbing's departure? Because she's going on a blind date with a young man?

It seems that I have kept a distance from Bai Bingbing before, so to speak, who she interacts with has nothing to do with me. Even, I persuaded her to consider Chen Yideng. Even the sworn enemy I don't like can ask Bai Bingbing to think about it, in such a situation, what do I have to lose?

But that's how strange the human heart is! It seems that some kind of greed is hidden in the depths of my heart.

When Bai Bingbing confessed to me again and again, I knew that I couldn't accept it, so I would talk about it left and right. But at that time, I felt like I was enjoying myself. Therefore, I have never resolutely refused Bai Bingbing's approach to me. Although reason is telling me, I can't have it both ways.

But once Bai Bingbing made up her mind to find her happiness, what did I lose? Do I want Tang Yanxin to be reluctant to give up Bai Bingbing at the same time? How can there be such a good thing in the world?

If these dirty thoughts in my heart are leaked out at all, I'm afraid that Tang Yanxin will give me a blank look, and then move out of the rented place mercilessly, and will never pay attention to me again!

I know I'm not very healthy inside. But the human heart is made of flesh. A girl who used to be obsessed with you and confessed to you how much she loves you, a girl who is also very good-looking, now says that I am no longer obsessed with you, and I am going to find a new love. Do you think, as a man, in fact, a man who has no material conditions, he doesn't have a little loss and thoughts, I'm afraid he can't talk about it, right?

So, during that time, I felt that my feelings were not high, and I didn't fit in with the prosperity of the website.

Of course, this is at best a little bit of affection. It's like a small wave from the sea water plowed by a big boat, if you don't pay attention, the small wave will be fleeting. Neither the wind nor the waves can shake the direction of the big ship.

It's just that I'm an emotionally delicate, or even indecisive character, that I'm so sentimental, suffering from gains and losses.