Jin Cinnamon sent incense, the air was filled with sweet smell, Jin Yu, who was sitting by the cradle and humming a nursery rhyme, her beautiful face looked loving and tender.

Looking at the harmony between mother and son in the house, Zhu Xishi walked in lightly and closed the half-covered window lattice firmly; Passing by the hanger, he took a shawl and put it on Jin Yu's slightly weak shoulder.

"Yu Niang, the night dew is heavy, beware of catching a cold."

"Thank you, hour."

Zhu Xishi quickly made a silent gesture, signaling Yu Niang not to wake up the child in the cradle, and then took Jin Yu's palm and whispered.

"Go out into the garden."

Knowing Zhu Xi's care, Jin Yu also nodded obediently, and the wrists of the two were twisted together like twisted flowers, and they walked out of the room side by side.

Out of the house, the two women were suddenly shivered by a strong cool breeze, and the late autumn coolness was a little worse than when Zhu Xi came. However, the sudden wind blew away the dark clouds overhead, and the moon that was about to be completed sprinkled with bright moonlight through the gaps exposed by the dark clouds, and the garden suddenly became a little brighter.

Zhu Xishi and Jin Yu invariably looked up at the sky, silently admiring the bright moon that rarely showed their faces, and each had a different taste in their hearts.

Seeing the Mid-Autumn Festival again a year, what is missing? The heart always feels a little empty.

The silver-white moonlight caused ripples in Zhu Xishi's stupid gaze, and it shone brightly. Zhu Xi's thoughts are like a tide, tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, she thinks of the old man, thinks of Fulu's child, thinks of Miaomiao, thinks of Sheng Zijun, and misses Aunt Shen. Thinking about the New Year, everyone sat around lively, eating Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and talking about the prospects for the coming year. The laughter still resounded in my ears, touching the heartstrings.

Now that the moon is full, this once happy gathering has dispersed, and a faint sorrow comes to my heart. Zhu Xishi suddenly looked forward to it, this round of bright moon will not be completed so soon.

The moon is full and lacking, and only the slow can understand what acacia is.

"Hours, tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival. Suddenly I want to eat the dish you cooked. ”

"Okay, I'll cook a table myself."

The old man loves to eat honey drunken chicken, and Fu Lu loves to eat crystal meat. Miao Miao loves to eat steamed sea bass, Sheng Zijun is omnivorous, almost all of Zhu Xishi's specialty dishes he loves, and Zhu Xi has good cooking skills. Don't be afraid that you won't be able to cook good dishes to entertain your family. I'm just afraid that at this festive moment, a table of good dishes can't wait for the person she wants to taste.

The bright moon shines for thousands of miles, and in the middle of the moon, Zhu Xishi's only wish now is that everyone is good and safe.

"Yu Niang, I heard Brother Gong say, tomorrow night, Yan Yaoyang will hold a banquet in 'Tianxiangfang' to invite Brother Luo to go, are you afraid of it?"

The questioner has no intention. But Jin Yu also felt a sudden feeling of surprise in his heart. Tomorrow's dinner must be a Hongmen banquet, how to deal with it, to be honest, no one can come up with a magic method now. How can a man not be afraid? Otherwise, Luo Zhiqiu would not have sent himself and An'er to the palace to settle down, once the situation got out of control and the old case was revealed, he also wanted to use the power of the palace to shelter him.

Holding down the worry that had been accumulating in his heart for a long time, Jin Yu responded faintly.

"I never thought that the identity of 'Huo Xiaoyu' would completely disrupt the peace of Lin'an and turn the world upside down. When do you say there will be true peace? ”

Tranquility is now a sea with no other shore in sight, and women like them are powerless to control the situation, and then this small wish becomes a luxury.

Choked with the discomfort in his throat, Zhu Xishi still asked with difficulty.

"Yu Niang, let me ask if it is not a good situation. In the past eight years, have you ever thought of returning to the palace? After all, you and the emperor"

After all, what Zhu Xishi wanted to say was that after all, Yu Niang and the emperor's husband and wife, and the child Xie Wei was implicated, can he really say so easily that the past is broken? Zhu Xishi believed that Jin Yu was not such a cold-hearted person.

It's just that out of respect for privacy, Zhu Xishi never had the courage to ask for this later words.

The hidden pain in my heart has been tormenting gold and jade all the time in the eight years of escape, which is more painful than the poisonous skin pain of "born like a summer flower" in my body; At this time, she stood in front of Zhu Xishi transparently, she was one of the few people in the world who could open her heart to Jinyu, so she naturally wouldn't be too evasive.

"The former Huo Xiaoyu, Concubine Chen of the Rongji Harem, suddenly looked back and was just a dream. The palace is a huge golden wire cage, and not everyone can be a golden silk bird who is willing to fold its wings. ”

These words are the perception of burnout, and Zhu Xishi and Jin Yu have the same consensus on this point: they are both afraid of their past selves.

"Seventeen-year-old entered the palace with expectations, and at the age of twenty left the palace with despair, life and death took a turn, and suddenly felt that the feelings were honored, and it was a kind of heavy and unbearable shackles, which would bind you and gradually suffocate."

"Yu Niang, I never asked you, does the emperor have a place in your heart?"

Zhu Xishi's cautious question, in exchange for only a faint smile of Jin Yu, with the taste of enlightenment.

"Women have dreams when they survive three years in the harem with a true heart, and the loneliness is more than happiness. Hours, do you know what is the most disappointing thing for a woman? ”

Zhu Xishi shook his head, and his synchronous consciousness was a cut behind Jin Yu.

"It's possession. Heaven and earth, all things are unique, we all like the feeling of pairs and pairs; As a woman in the harem, the first thing to accept is that the emperor is not the husband of a certain woman, but the husband of the three thousand beauties in the harem. That heart has a special preference, for a harem woman, it is both grace and poison, and I have deeply experienced it. ”

"When I was a child, Ah Long and I had a missed marriage, but I also understood that although God fooled me, I didn't blame others, not to mention that seventeen or eighteen-year-old Huo Xiaoyu really loved that high Son of Heaven. The ignorant longing of the youth and the strong love at the beginning lost their heat in the intrigue of the harem; As I said, I am glad to have been able to withdraw from this never-ending misfortune and live the dull life I longed for. ”

"Yu Niang, you really can't have a heart like you for a long time in the harem. Sometimes I wonder, if you really let the emperor know that you are still alive and have met, how will you face this disconnected front? Now that I think about it, it's best not to ask and not to see, at least not to uncover the scars solidified in each other's hearts again. ”

Zhu Xishi stroked his cheek and sighed, it was long.

"It's really not easy to keep your heart."

"Haven't you always adhered to your original intention? Jin Yu smiled softly and tightened Zhu Xishi's arm: "Hour, you have done a good job." If everyone had a forgiving heart like yours, there would be much less strife in the world. ”

Lowering his head and smiling, Zhu Xishi also held Jin Yu's hand, and cherished her with the feeling in his heart.

Hopefully, they will have a forgiving ending. (To be continued......)